RYAN When I pulled her panties down, her mouth opened and she was about to say something but I closed the distance between us and kissed her open mouth. I swallowed her gasp when I pulled the toy free from her. “Shh… It’s okay.” I caressed her, a leisurely caress on her naked back. Her body arched into mine as her hands released their hold on my shoulders and wrapped around my neck while she kissed me back. She was so fûcking responsive, my cöck ached to be inside her. I couldn’t control my hands, they roamed over her. From her shoulders to her plump and tight arse. I gripped her arsecheeks and she willingly came closer to me. Giving into the desire coursing through me, to see her, to admire every inch of her nakéd flesh, I pushed the button to open my side of the door with my free hand. Then I wrapped my arm around her and she fused closer to me, clinging to me like a baby monkey, as she deepened the kiss.When I put my o
ROSE I was drowning. The shame and humiliation I felt was drowning me to the deep end. I couldn’t imagine what had gotten into me to behave like that. Like a wanton. Shame burned my insides as silent tears streamed down my cheeks. Never had I ever been touched by anyone like that. Whether it was school or college, I had always maintained my distance from the opposite séx or maybe they had maintained theirs from me because of Aditya. He was always there to protect me. But today, there was no one, not even me to protect me from him. From myself. So easily I had succumbed to the heat and desire he had evoked in me. I could still feel the imprint of his fingers on me, inside me. His tongue. A loud gasp left my trembling lips as more tears streamed down my cheeks. I wiped them and turned to look out the window so drenched in shame and guilt. I didn’t look at him, but I could feel the anger simmering beneath the surface coming off him in waves. Ryan was angry because he knew that my wi
RYANWhat was her name again? Something that rhymes with Bandra. Yup, I got it, Sandra. When I had called her I was already halfway through my bottle of scotch, surpassing my quota for one day. And when she came after forty minutes, a feat she managed given the traffic in Mumbai, I had started on my second bottle.Currently I was pouring another glass of scotch, forty thousand worth, for her. The glass seemed to shake on the surface or may be it was my hand. Her fake laugh came from behind as she placed a hand on my shoulder, startling me. My phone rang at that very moment and thinking that once again Arjun was trying to talk me out of the drunken stupor that I was craving, I let it rang. But then, innocent green eyes flashed in my mind and the thought of Rose calling me had me quickly pulling out my phone from my pocket and in the process I dropped the fúcking bottle.“Shít!!” I muttered under my breath as I said to Bandra, “Would you take...” I swallowed, my tongue thick in my mouth
ROSE When I’d gone to sleep I was freezing from the inside, but I woke up experiencing the glorious warmth that almost made me forget about everything else. For a moment, I forgot about last night and instead burrowed deeper into the cocoon of my blanket, and that was when I realized I was not alone. Once again I was in his arms. The only difference was this time he was wearing his clothes. And, regardless of what it meant, that maybe he had come back to check up on me, the memory of the phone call came rushing back to me and made me shiver. The memory of what had happened the night before on the beach was next. And all of it filled me with disgust, for him to touch me so intimately and then right after going to some other woman. As slowly as I could, without lingering, without wasting another second, I climbed out of the bed. I didn’t even turn back to look at him. I didn’t notice the shadow of stubble marking his beautiful face. I didn’t notice the rumpled state of his clothes
RYAN I woke up at nine fûcking thirty in the morning unlike my usual time of early at five. I missed my one and half hour of morning exercise and half hour of treadmill to let out the pent-up aggression that keeps building inside me. And, it was the first time in six years that I had overslept. My head was pounding, reminding me that I had overindulged the night before and then came the thought of her. I turned my head to the other side of the bed but found it cold and empty. I slid out of the bed and winced as my head throbbed which each step I took to the bathroom to check on her, but she wasn’t there either. Ignoring the sudden rapid beating of my heart I went out of the bedroom, but there was no sign of her in the kitchen or in the living room. It was open layout so everything was visible, even the soup and medicines I’d asked Gavin to bring for her appeared to be untouched. Shaking my head, I turned to the guest room, surely she’ll be in there. She was not. When I che
ROSE My body was frozen from the fear of my own desire. His gravely words, his fury was making me want him more. It was almost ridiculous that I could feel the flutters in my lower belly. I knew he was going to spànk me like the other day, but unlike that day now I knew what was going to happen and as much as I feared it, the buzz of anticipation in my body couldn’t be ignored. You've really gone mad, Rose! Ryan pushed me on the desk, still maintaining the grip on my tied wrists. As far as I knew he pulled something from his pocket, something silk and cool to the touch with which he tied my hands together. Once again I was without my clothes in front of him but unlike last night on the beach where I was buck nakéd, it was middle of the day and after last night my mind was running rampant with confusion. The fear was clouding, the confusion was swirling and the slow burn of arousal was making its presence known with every touch of his skin on mine. But, there was another constant e
“Open your mouth.” And, what do you think? I did. I did open my mouth without any fuss. Instead of arguing it, I let him command me. My heart was racing hundred miles per second because I knew what he wanted. I also knew that despite not having done something like that before, I wanted to do it for him. You are a lost case, Rose. I wanted him at that moment. I wanted to give him the pleasure that he had given me. My mind and heart was in constant battle. But, in this battle, my desire for him won out. Stupid, stupid girl! As I opened my mouth he slipped his index finger into my mouth. He was looking at his finger disappearing inside my mouth, then he met my gaze, silently, without saying a single word he commanded me and I closed my lips around his finger without taking my eyes off him. His eyes closed and he let out a sexy groan from the back of his throat which immediately went straight to my very core. I fûcking wanted him. And, I was still judging myself for it, but nonetheless
ROSE“Sûck me.”His command gave me warm tingles. The heavy weight of him, the salty and musky scent of him, filled my mouth. I closed my lips around him as he guided himself deeper. My tongue lapped around him, sucking, licking and kissing. I took a reprieve and he let me. Once he was out of my mouth, I held him in my hands and kissed him the way he kisses me on the lips. I gave him all. I worshipped him with my lips peppering kisses all over.His chest rose with what I was doing to him but his expression remained stoic and focused on me. I pulled hard with my lips, sucking him in my mouth. But, I realised it wasn’t enough for him as his hand came to the back of my head and his fingers tangled in my hair. Clutching the strands in his tight grip he pulled me back. Ryan wrapped his fingers around his shaft and jerked himself, showing me how to do it before he commanded, “Jerk me.”He moved his out of the way and allowed me to jerk him as he stared down at me and watched with dark hoo
ROSE I waited. I waited some more. He didn’t come. And, I realised that despite me not wanting to be one, I seriously became a pathetic wife of a fourth grade movie. The last I checked the time before my body gave up on me and my eyes closed on their own accord, the clock showed 1:20 in the morning. The sleep didn’t come easy, even when my body was exhausted. The scene I had watched on the local news kept running through my mind. He’d changed his clothes, obviously in the office. In black form fitting three piece suit showing his muscular arms and strong thighs with those broad shoulders he stared into the camera like someone had given him the sour lemon to suck on. But, I didn’t see the reason of his disappointment other than the lack of privacy because that stick thin bitch who I’d seen him with in the restaurant last time I’d the unfortunate luck to find them together, was glued to his side like a jock. In one of the picture, she posed with her arms around his neck
RYAN I was on my desk, still thinking about last night when Rose had kissed me all over my face and body as if apologizing for my crappy childhood where my parents didn't love me. And it felt good. My mind was also filled with the conversations I had this morning on the phone with her, when Rose had knocked on my office door. “Come in.” I had caught the eye roll she did before she could hid it from me. “Are you rolling your eyes at me, Miss Kapoor?” “No.” She answered immediately, her face pink. “I wasn't.” She shook her head for good measure. I only lifted my eyebrow at her, a smirk on my lips. “I just wanted to ask, when are we leaving?” “Come here.” I said. She looked at me then back at the door, a contemplative expression on her face. I pushed the button to lock the door. Rose came forward, a little unsure and a little excited. She loved my games as much as I loved playing them. She stood in front of me on the other side of the desk. I pushed my chair back and patted t
RYAN “I will be there,” I said into my phone, pacing around my office. My fingers beating an erratic rhythm on my thigh. “But, I miss you.” Came the softly spoken words. “I miss you, too.” I replied, closing my eyes and dragging a hand on my face. “Please, come soon…” “I will. I promise.” When I turned back around, Arjun looked at me with his brows high up on his forehead. “What?” I barked at him. I was restless. I needed to go home. My soul was beating me day and night for staying here. But, my mind and body wanted to live here. With her in my arms. With Rose. With my lioness. “So, you’re going back?” My best friend and bane of my existence asked. “Wasn’t that what you wanted?” I tossed back at him as I took my seat behind my desk. “Sure, but, you obviously don’t want to.” “Shut up.” I hissed at him. “Book the flight for took weeks from now.” “Two weeks?” “Yes. Two weeks.” Everything was back at home. Everything, but her. And, I had to accept it. I had
ROSE We didn’t make it inside the apartment entirely when he did what he said he’d do. Ryan slammed me against the wall near the door and kissed me hard with all the pent up sexual desire he was withholding. The door slammed shut beside us but we both were tasting, licking, biting and feeling each other. Consuming each other as best as we could. “Fuck, I’m so fucking hard.” I didn’t know why but his dirty, filthy words, said in that guttural tone always have me dripping with arousal. I could feel my nipples hardening and my breasts felt heavy wanting his hands all over me. Ryan didn’t wait. And, I didn’t want him to. His deft fingers worked fast, a minute didn’t pass before he had my top over my head and my jeans unbuttoned. His fingers clutched my panties as if to rip them away. My eyes snapped open and I pushed him away. Oh god. I was such a dork. “I—I need to use the washroom.” He was panting so heavily, his nostril flaring and he looked like the eleven year old kid wh
RYAN The meeting was long, but important. But as important as it was I couldn’t help myself from checking on her between the meetings. She didn’t have her phone on her so checking the GPS was out of the options, but when I opened the app to the camera of my office there she was. Most of the parts I missed during the meeting as I watched her. It was little fascinating to watch her when she was unaware. The way she bit down on her bottom lip as she flipped through the files, her fingers playing with the tendrils that had escaped her bun and the way she delicately smoothed the tendrils back behind her ear. I know it was stalker-ish but it was also fascinating to watch her like this. Then she opened the drawer and picked out the bottles. My breath stopped as she perused them. I knew that she already knew about them, but I haven’t seen her expression, and now I watched. But, her beautiful face didn’t give away anything as she slid them back into the drawer and took out the stapler
ROSE We were both sleeping in the bed in his apartment as usual. I was splayed out on top of him, my head rested in the middle of his chest and my arm around his waist. I didn’t know what woke me up and then I heard him above me. “It’s important for me. I can’t let him go.” A pause, then, “Fine, but, I’m coming.” I felt his arm coming down on my back. I didn’t budge, pretending to sleep as I regulated my breathing. I felt him, slowly, carefully, removing himself from under me. When he was out of the bed, he pulled the covers over me and kissed my forehead. I heard him moving around the room, heard the rustle of clothes as he got ready. Five minutes later when the front door clicked shut, I crept out of the bed. I quickly donned my discarded jeans and blouse as I decided to follow him. I had no idea, how I was going to do that but… I just could let it go. When I reached the lobby of the apartment building, I saw the BMW rounding out of the driveway. Shit!! I looked around mys
ROSE Ryan came barging out of his office when I didn't go inside. Now, he was standing in front of my desk, but I didn’t look at him. I refused to even spare him a glance. He was seething. I could feel the heat of his anger. “Can't. You. Hear. The. Fucking. Buzzer. Going. Off?” Ryan asked.And, without looking at him I could tell that he was grinding his teeth so hard. His words came out hissed. Taking a deep breath, I finally looked at him, met his angry grey eyes and pasted a cheery smile on my face. “Yes, I did hear it.” He looked at me, waiting for me to elaborate, when I didn’t, he pushed out the words, “Then, why didn't you come inside?” “Because, I didn’t want to.” I shot back at him. A week has passed since the night he'd confessed to me that there was no one back at home, and I had believed him. I didn’t have any proof but I believed him. Since then, every night I had spent in his apartment, in his bedroom, in his bed and in his arms. His rough plays, his mind
“There is no one back at home.” Ryan said, without any preamble. For a moment my hands stopped their movement but then I resumed my movement to caress him, not wanting him to stop talking. It was the first time he was talking about anything of his life. He settled himself again, this time holding me tightly to him as he rested his chin on top of my stomach and met my eyes. “No wife. No fiancé. No girlfriend.” I wanted to ask hundreds and millions of questions but I didn’t. I waited for him to say whatever he has to. “The girl in the restaurant was the daughter of a business associate. Arjun was the one who roped me into going to her birthday party.” He made a face. “Asshole.” I smiled at him, sometimes he was so damn cute, so different from the raging-controlling bastard that he becomes. “Don’t you smile!” He pinched my nipple, making me gasp, then suckled them. And as much as I was enjoying it, I didn’t want him to stop talking. Thank God, he didn’t, as he continued, “I was co
“Don’t talk.” He said in his deep baritone. “Let me concentrate or otherwise it could slip somewhere high….” Saying that, his wet finger with my arousal trailed to the pucker between my ass cheeks. I didn’t breath. I stopped breathing and for a moment it seemed that even my heartbeat stopped as I understood his meaning. Excruciatingly slowly, he inserted the cold object inside me. As small as it was, I could only imagine it to be the vibrator he had given me and my assumption was right when the slow thrum of vibrations began inside me. I bit down hard on my lower lip to stop the pleasurable whimper that was dying to escape. “Perfect.” Ryan said, and I imagined him with dark stormy gaze perusing my naked form. “Count with me, would you?” He didn’t wait for the answer as he delivered three slaps to my ass cheeks. “Rose...” Bastard. “One. Two. Three.” With every hard slap I felt my inner muscles tightening around the vibrating egg in my pussy. I was so close. I wanted him to j