CHAPTER ONE

When one feels the warmth of the fire it's called wrath. And when one burns in the fire it's called hate but when one burns down to ashes because of the fire then it's called revenge. They forced me to feel the warmth, burn and turn into ashes.

But like a phoenix I plan on rising from the ashes they burned me down to.

Till date I can't stay in one place place for more than three months all because of them my life has no direction I'm just living because my heart hasn't stopped beating although everyday I wish I could just die. I loathed them for filling my life with fury.

Our fate is determined by the house we grow up in. Your story's first author is your mom. This has me wondering everyday I spent alive, that what is my fate? Is the life I'm living really the life I should be.

All this I can never know but can always wonder. But what I do is I was writing my own fate, I couldn't change it but the least I could was make mine.

Despite being a rogue, though I didn't live like one, I wasn't brutal and bestial like normal ones. I was one. I created a small, solidarity and simple life for myself. It wasn't easy given we had to fight to survive, but it was the best thing other than killing our own kind. And turning into bestial people.

I was still so young but I was so many things a lone wolf, an unwanted child, a sister, a best friend but most of all a mother to a handsome adorable little guy, Phoenix, my little brother.

He was my world. If it wasn't for him I'd have long tied myself to a rope and killed myself. He was my inspiration. When I felt like I was crying in the middle of streets but no one was listening, when I felt like just giving in to death, his smile gave me strength. His eyes gave me hope and his laughter gave me happiness lots of it.

He was my pride. Besides the hate they gave me Phoenix was best thing they could ever give me.

We had just moved to a different place one I had doubts before moving into but anyways it was for three months.

And today was our first day ever going to school. Phoenix had been nagging me about enrolling in a school and I thought since this was my last year in highschool I could at least give it a try.

Waking him up is an easy job, I taught him not to be a heavy sleeper because one never knows what might happen but leaving the house to go he's always wanted to go seems to be kinda difficult.

We're outside and I'm waiting for him to get in the car but he just doesn't want to say bye to Jenny and Gill, his fish friends.

"Phoenix you've been saying goodbye for ten minutes!"

"Just one minute" he says and I heave a sigh.

"Phoenix I'm asking nicely can you not vex me and get in there car?" He chose to remain silent.

Okay he wants me to be the bad guy. I freezed the water in the fish tank.

He turns to me with a frowned on his face "I thought I told you to not flaunt you powers infront of me?"

"I thought I told you to get in the car" he scoffed at me. And got in.

He plugged his earphones in, apparently I'm a chatterbox, once I start talking it's hard for me to keep quiet so him plugging the earphones in is to halt me from talking non-stop.

"Seriously" I rolled my eyes at him hoping he'd at least reconsider.

"Very necessary!" He looked away. How boring.

The ride to school was fine except I was fretting about the future. I mean sure I was elated because he was happy but I worried how would he be around people. He was bashful and people were just so different from me they weren't me they wouldn't treat him like I did,he wasn't used to them.

I spent my whole life protecting him from this bestial world. Letting him go to school felt like I was about to stop protecting him.

I looked at him, he was still listening to music. I reminiscised our memories together with him. My brother always lived life like there was no tommorow he didn't care what would befall him he just...lived.

I wondered if he'd be able to walk on the mildstones the bestial society would lay down for him, that he was an unwanted child worth nothing that he...

As if he sensed my worries he shook my arm

"Chubby cheeks I'll be fine" I scoffed. How can he so certain, I knew the world he didn't.

I parked outside the gates.

"Listen I want you to promise something, you won't let anyone belittle you." I said in a very serious tone but just laughed at me.

"I promise" he said in between his laughs.

"Pinky promise?" He maintained a serious

"I promise sister, I promise I won't let you down"

"Nigga, you better! Else I'm going to whoop your ass" I drove in the school gates.

'Angelique I hate to be the one to break it to you but something bad is about to happen' my wolf said.

' Not now Angela, I feel it too' she can be irritating sometimes. But truth be told I felt something awful was about to happen. And I somewhat wasn't ready for it

"I'm so happy I think my heart is producing small hearts" Phoenix said. This one is obsessed with talking yet he says I'm the chatterbox.

"Yeah I can totally relate" I said plainly.

"Are you that boring, you've never been to school so how can you relate" I shrugged my shoulders.

"I didn't know what to say, chubby cheeks" I smiled and glared at me.

He hates it when I call him chubby cheeks but he calls me that but I never complain.

We were just a few steps from entering the school building when we heard a car crash. We turned.

Scratch what I said.

Actually a car...

No!. A Porsche hit my car. Fury , rage...name them all, were all the emotions running in my body. I worked my ass off to pay for that car.

I started fuming with wrath. I wanted to kill someone.