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Chapter 41 - This is What I Need to Do
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“Shut up,” he said after pulling away, his eyes twinkling. I just laughed at him. “I want to see more pictures too, Nat.” I grinned at her. Nat looked at the three of us suspiciously but let it go. We all looked back at the tv screen and saw a portrait of the three of us, Rai and Damian, kissing my neck. My expression was like the first photo of me alone, shocked yet lustful. “Kat, you are a submissive, aren’t you? Personally, I wouldn’t be able to look that good with that expression. But I think that’s your best expression.” She grinned at me again. “What do you think? You guys should try dominating her.” She laughed while looking at both Rai and Damian. The three of us looked at each other, and I burst out laughing while Rai and Damian stayed quiet. “I’m not as good as Rai at being a submissive.” I managed to say while still laughing. “Rai is a submissive?” Nat raised an eyebrow at me. “Yeah. To Da..” As I was about to say his name, Damian grabbed my arm and pulled my body
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