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Chapter 45 - Is Damian In Love With Rai?
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Rai looked at me with amusement as I asked him that question. He reached out to tuck my hair behind my ear and shook his head while saying, "He loves me.. And I love him too.. But we are definitely not in love with each other." "Ohh.. Is he a bisexual then?" I asked Rai. I wanted to know even if the answer would hurt me. Thinking of Damian doing it with another person - female or male, would hurt. "No, Princess. He's far from it.. He hates.." Rai said but clamped his mouth again before finishing his sentence. Damian hates..? He wouldn't hate sex; he loves it.. At least it looked like he loved it when he was with me. So, what would Damian hate? Why does Damian have so many secrets? "In regard to your question why we don't feel disturbed by what we did.. Well.. It would be difficult if he isn’t my best friend, but we are best friends. We’ve talked about it and just called it ‘experiment’, and we laughed it off. Of course, we swore to never talk about it.. EVER!” He chuckled, pullin
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We reached Damian’s place and Rai opened the main door. I stepped inside and saw Damian sitting on the sofa watching tv, as usual. He didn’t look up until Rai told him that I was here. “Damian, I brought princess home with me,” Rai told him. Damian turned his head toward us and stood up fast. I saw Leah in his hand. I’d missed Leah. I reached out my hands to take Leah, but instead of handling Leah to me, he handed Leah to Rai and pulled me forcefully toward him. “Kat, Baby girl.. I’ve missed you so much,” he said as he held me tight, nearly crushing my tiny body. “I’ve missed you too, Damian,” I told him, hugging him back. “Baby girl, I think we all need to talk,” Damian said as he pulled me along to the sofa. Rai followed closely behind. I sat on my usual seat, in the middle of the long sofa, and waited for them to sit beside me as always. But instead of taking their usual spots, they sat on the single sofas in front of me. “Kat, baby girl. I’m so sorry. I was so drunk. I shou
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A few days later, while we were having lunch, with me sitting beside Rai and Damian sitting in front of me, Nat suddenly appeared. “Afternoon, guys. Hi, Kat,” Nat said as she came to me to brush her cheek against mine. “Hi, Nat,” I said back to her. She then went to sit on Rai’s lap and kissed his cheek. “Oohh.. French fries..” she said as she picked a french fries from Rai’s plate and ate it. She then planted a soundly kiss on Rai’s cheek, making Rai laugh while wiping the grease away from his cheek. I didn’t feel comfortable with Nat sitting on Rai’s lap, hugging him, and kissing him. I knew they were cousins, but still, I wouldn’t say I liked it. Yes, I was the type of girlfriend who got jealous easily, quite possessive if I might say so. It used to be so bad, but with age, it had gotten better, but still quite possessive. “Ummm, Nat.. Can you not sit on Rai’s lap?” I requested, embarrassed at myself for having to say that. Nat and Rai looked at me. “Sure, Kat. Sorry for th
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“Shut up,” he said after pulling away, his eyes twinkling. I just laughed at him. “I want to see more pictures too, Nat.” I grinned at her. Nat looked at the three of us suspiciously but let it go. We all looked back at the tv screen and saw a portrait of the three of us, Rai and Damian, kissing my neck. My expression was like the first photo of me alone, shocked yet lustful. “Kat, you are a submissive, aren’t you? Personally, I wouldn’t be able to look that good with that expression. But I think that’s your best expression.” She grinned at me again. “What do you think? You guys should try dominating her.” She laughed while looking at both Rai and Damian. The three of us looked at each other, and I burst out laughing while Rai and Damian stayed quiet. “I’m not as good as Rai at being a submissive.” I managed to say while still laughing. “Rai is a submissive?” Nat raised an eyebrow at me. “Yeah. To Da..” As I was about to say his name, Damian grabbed my arm and pulled my body
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That night, as we lay down on the bed, I realized that I had never apologized to Rai. I had to apologize for everything that happened between Damian and me. I wanted him to know how sorry I was, even though my apology was a bit late than it should’ve been. I should’ve apologized to him after he saw me with Damian, but there were just too many things happening after that, and I was still unsure how I felt about them. But now, as I had made up my mind, I needed to apologize to him. “Rai..” I started saying. “Yes, Princess?” He asked as he caressed my hair. “Rai.. I’m so sorry. I know that I should’ve said this sooner. I’m so sorry for everything that happened between Damian and me. I’m sorry that I thought I was in love with him. I love you, Rai. I love you.. Way more than I love Damian. Please forgive me. I don’t think I can live if you don’t forgive me. So please, Rai, forgive me. I promise it won’t happen again. Please believe me, Rai,” I pleaded to him, not able to look him in th
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For the next few days, everything was normal. Rai was himself, though he never let me go no matter what. And Damian was Damian, joking around and smirking. Seemed like he had buried his feelings for me too. I knew my feelings for Damian would fade away with time, at least I hoped so. I noticed that Rai seldom ate his food, which worried me. “Damian, is Rai really alright? He seldom eats. He looks pale and is skinnier now. Should I be worried?” I asked Damian with worried. “He’s just tired, Baby girl. You know that he’s busy right? Always talking on the phone. I guess it stresses him out.” Damian pulled me close and kissed my forehead. Being in Damian’s arms really was comforting, especially when I was worried about Rai. I just sighed and tried to believe that nothing was wrong with Rai. *** We were having our lunch when Nat showed up with a huge p
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