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Chapter 201 - Deja Vu (I)
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I woke up with a sob..
What.. Why? Those questions circled through my mind as I got off the bed.I made my way to my kitchen, taking a bottle of water from the fridge and drinking.As I wiped my lips, flashes of images came to my mind - of a strong arm encircling my body, a deep sexy soothing baritone voice telling me that he loved me. I could even catch a whiff of his scent as I inhaled the air around me. It all felt so familiar..Hugging my own body, I let myself feel all the familiarity and emotions that came with them, and tears started running down my cheeks without me realizing it. All I could think about was.. Who was he? Why did he feel so familiar? And why did I miss him so?I heard the unlocking sound of my front door, and I quickly wiped my tears away. I knew who unlocked my door; only one person would come this early in the morning - Damian. He and Rai’s mom were the only ones who had the key to my place.<Related chapters
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