Babies!!Not posting tomorrow since it’s Sunday
Alvin.We are chilling in my room after we came back from a run. Matty and Jules have been giving me shit because I left with Kayla last night. Matty walked Kaylas friend back to her room and he swears up and down nothing happened between them. Which is unlike Matty, he normally would have taken a chance to rizz her up. Maybe he’s matured. Finally.“Just tell us. What happened did you finally come to your senses and ask her out or something. Did you guys smoochy kiss” okay maybe he is not matured after all.“Nothing happened we just talked”“yeah?”Jules searches my eyes with his.“So did she live up to your imagination? You have been hard for her since she sassed you in the cafeteria” he asks not a little by phased by this even though I ended up not seeing him for the whole night.“She’s. . . a brat” I laugh “she called us Alvin and the chipmunks”“No way she is calling us that. Why do you have to be the only one to be called by your name.”he turns to Jules “ can you believe when I to
Kayla I’m laying in my bed watching bls when I hear a knock on my door. When I get up and open it I find my siblings standing behind it looking sheepish “Hey”they say. “We came in peace” Kaze quickly adds. I look at both of them for sometime then ask“Why now?” “We figured we have given you enough time to calm down and maybe you’ve missed us enough to forgive us”says Kali giving a tiny smile. I almost return it but cover it up by saying “We’ll see” I let them in. She sighs and says “I am really sorry Kay. You’re my sister but I feel like I don’t understand you sometimes and with us being here, realising and discovering new things about ourselves I feel as if we’re drifting further apart. I love you and I care about about you a little bit too much which seems to be the problem” “That’s not the problem here Kali. The problem is you don’t think I’m capable enough to make my own decisions. You think I’m weak.” “I don’t think you’re weak. I think you tend to not stand up
KaylaWhen I finally get to my room everything comes crushing down on me. The fact that a random stranger was able to get my number and text me while following me around is something I never thought would happen to me. I mean I am the most uninteresting person I know. Apart from my job the most interesting thing about me are my siblings and that’s just sad, so sad. I think it just clicked right now how serious this whole situation is. I pull my phone which has been burning hot inside my pocket all the way from the library to my room. I unlock it with shaking hands locating the number that has been tormenting me with different massages. It still isn’t saved and I think its might be because I think in the back of my head I had an inkling doubt that it was Alvin texting me all those things, mostly because they were weird and didn’t sound like the Alvin ive talked to a few times. “okay calm down Kayla you just have to block the number that’s all” when I locate the number I find that t
Kayla Honestly all want to is hang out with Kayla.She has come over my place only two times but I find that I really like her company. I like seeing her in my space, I like seeing let her guard down because it means she trusts me enough. Which im finding is something she doesn’t do easily. A few days ago when she came over because she wanted me to help explain to her some topic she was struggling with because she had a quiz the next day.She was wearing a trackpant and a hoodie and as soon as she was comfortable on the sofa she took off her shoes and curled herself while facing me. It was as if she was excited to hear me talk and she wanted to hang on to every word I was saying, as if my voice calmed something deep inside her. Its probably just wishful thinking. A girl like Kayla is probably too busy focusing on her future to even think about my voice.Only a few days have passed and I am at another party and I am hoping to see her here. Since the semester is ending soon people ha
KaylaI am meeting Alvin down the woods.I am nervous as fuck.I texted him asking if he wanted to go for a run and he immediately replied with a yes.I don’t know where I got the bravery to ask him out like that. Well I actually do know, Noah convinced me. He is more supportive of me getting tangled up with Alvin than he is in his own dating life, granted me and Alvin are not actually dating.But now I am starting to regret letting him convince me to go because now he is in my room along with my sister trying to convince me to wear some skimpy outfit my sister brought with her.“Why do you even have this thing in the first place?” I ask for what feels like the hundredth time.“well when I bought it I wanted to wear it as a revenge outfit to some guys birthday party and before you ask he literally started kissing someone else while I went to get us something to drink. Can you imagine?”“waste of space” comments Noah busy rummaging through my pile of clothes.“Right?” she shakes her
Kayla Alvins idea is taking me to the calm, secluded part of the beach. “I didn’t bring anything to swim in and I don’t want to walk around in naked underwear” He grins“Get naked then” “You want us to skinny dip”I shake my head at his ridiculousness. “Fun right”he takes off his pants. I quickly turn away so I don’t get an eyeful of his nether regions. “Come on the water is nice” the splash of water makes me want to say fuck it and join him but I’m reluctant. “Are you a chicken Kayla” “No!. I’m getting in I just need a minute. Turn around” he does.I’d be damned if I let Alvin think I’m a chicken. I take my clothes as fast as I can then get in the water. He keeps glancing at me then looking away. “Okay you’re being weird” I was trying to not be that blunt but I guess I’m more nervous than I thought which is so stupid because this is Alvin. “I am?” he asks and I just nod “well I really don’t know how to act right now. I guess it’s still weird to me that I’m here with you. We didn
AlvinI feel fucking amazing.Me and Kayla had a great time yesterday. Well at least I hope she also had as much fun as I had. I’m glad I let her lead the direction of what happened the entire time and make sure she is comfortable with everything that was going on.Especially the kissing part.I have never felt the way I felt when I kissed Kayla. But before even that she teased me without even realising it when she started floating and the mounds of her breasts were visible. Her nipples pointing up. She was oblivious to the indescribable things she made me feel. The small touches she kept giving me made me feel so weak, so. . .good. It was like she wanted to give me as much pleasure as she could while keeping it PG. With the girls ive kissed before it was all about them, about running off to tell their friends if I am a bad kisser or not.Never about me.We didn’t even do much but I’ve been feeling so hot and bothered the past few hours since I came back to my room. My friends have b
KaylaI’m sitting on a picnic blanket with Noah. We’ve decided to people watch since we both have been studying really hard the past couple of days. The semester is almost over and we have a few tests left.“So if your date went well then why haven’t you texted each other yet?”he asks eating a peanut from the picnic basket.“He hasn’t texted me not the other way around. I think I freaked him out by being too bold that night” I know I was not too bold but maybe kissing someone while buck ass naked makes them a little tizzy about you.“I’ve got to give it to you, you have been really brave with him. You’re not like the girl I met behind BPs counter, who thought I was trying to hit on her”he smiles.I think back to that time, it almost seems like it was too long ago. I have been more confident in what I do but the truth is the only reason I’ve been so brave when it comes to Alvin is because he takes my mind off the other things. Like my dad and the things I was able to do during the Chal