Kayla Alvin is sleeping but I’m starving and it feels like I haven’t eaten in a month so I decide to go and hunt down food by myself. I throw on his hoodie and put on the sleeping shorts. It’s nothing decent but I don’t think anything of Alvin’s would fit me anyway.I open the door as slowly as I can trying to not make noise and when I’m successful I start looking for the kitchen. This house is big, probably because it’s the pack house but that just makes it harder for me to find anything resembling a kitchen. I give up looking after I wind up in the same place three times. I start opening every door so I can find someone to help me at least. After opening the third door I find two people pressed up against each other making out. I’m so shocked that I don’t move for a while with my mouth open.It’s Tammy and the Luna. Alvins mother and Tammy are kissing.Kissing.Shit! This is a private moment and I should not be here right now. I try to take a few steps back without arleting them of
KaylaAfter Tammy tells me my family has been waiting for me I go and take a shower and change then Tammy ushers me to a room that seems daunting even though it’s closed. I enter the room with my shoulders hanging in defeat. My father and uncle are sitting in the chairs around the table in the right side while my brother and sister are on the other. They all look tired but happy to see me. At least.Kali has dark cycles under her eyes and Kaze’s hair is in disarray. I’ve never seen them like this my whole life. They look a mess, all of them, because they were worried about me. Kali gets up from her chair and hugs me. “I’m sorry Kayla. I’m so fucking sorry this happened to you”she mumbles the sound of her voice muted by my shoulder.I pull away but I don’t let go and I look at her in the eyes. She’s crying.“Honestly Kali, you can’t pull off the dark cycles under your eyes look either.” She lets out a huff as if she was trying to laugh but she can’t bring herself to. “You have nothing
I am so scared of varsity. I don’t know if I’ll be able to fit in and make my own friends because usually I just tag along with Kali’s friends which is not embarrassing at all. They always talk about dating and sex and some more dating and that’s not what I wanna talk about. I want people with similar interests to mine, I want to talk about movies music, books, Kpop idols, bls and what herbs I can mix together to get something that will fix my headaches and whatever else I can think about that is not me getting penetrated by some guy in the back of his parents car. I don’t care if that what they want it’s just not me. My siblings are so excited though. This is a chance for them to leave the pack for a while and run wild and be free and to do all kinds of debauchery things. I on the other hand suck! So hard that I’m willing to ask for help, and I never ask for help. This is my chance to actually come out of my fucken shell as my sister so kindly puts it.
When we make it across the border protecting our pact the air changes. We all look at each other realising something is different in the air. Kali seats up making sure she is on high alert and is ready for anything. She is always ready for a fight. Our driver keeps glancing as if we’re about to vanish. The silence gets deafening when a big crush sounds making us jolt. Three wolves come charging our way and we rush to get out of the car as soon as it stops. “Fuck!!” Kaze shouts “are we seriously being attacked the second we step past the pack barriers?” “They are not attacking they are from our pack” Kali says but she still looks ready for a fight. “Well they are attacking something” I say and the sound of my voice sounds foreign even to me. The werewolves crouch low, their claws scraping against the pavement as they prepare to unleash their fury upon the menacing creature before them. The battle starts, the air filled with the sound of growls and snarls, the clash
I wake up three hours later because my phone is vibrating somewhere and then I check it and find out that it’s my alarm. When I was asleep I’m certain I thought red eyes we’re watching as I slept.Shit I can’t believe I let this morning get to me.I have to get something to eat at the cafeteria before everything is gone. I take a quick shower then make my way there which admittedly I do get lost once but I end up following a group of students who are expressing how hungry they are, figured they would be looking for the same thing I am. When we arrive I take the table that is far away from almost everyone’s line of site but also not at the back because that’s where most people are sitting. I send a text to Kali and Kaze in our group chat to meet me here then wait. As I wait I scroll through my socials looking at most of my peers posting about their arrival to wherever they are taking the next step in their life including my siblings. My brother took a photo from the same
Shit. I didn’t realise that so much time has gone by since we’ve been training for soccer. Classes are about to start and some of the students are already here. I’m not going to lie I kinda liked the peace and quiet we had. It sucks that its all going to be over now and every move I make will be captured and talked about in all of social media. The invisible suffocating cloak that I always feel when I’m around other people is already starting to make its self-known. The thought of having to watch what I say how I say and to whom do I say it to, is so exhausting that I wish I can turn back time to the past few weeks where the only thing on my mind was just soccer, my pack duties and nothing else. It was better when the only people I had around me was my team.I had to work hard on trusting them and realising that not everything I say around them will be used against me like it has been before. Working on my trust for my team was the only option since it was starting to sho
I fell asleep thinking about that girl so I don’t know exact time when I dozed off but when I wake up I feel so good I decide to go for a run since there is no practice today. I let my wolf out and he seems to be enjoying this morning as much as I am. But by the time I get back I don’t feel so good because my mother just sent me a text reminding me of our ‘meeting’ that is supposed to take place in less than an hour from now. Its not that I don’t want to see her and I love my mom but she can be too much sometimes. I hurry and take a shower and leave. Mother doesn’t like waiting. She will not hesitate to come to my room and drag me out herself if I so much as make her wait more than she is willing to. When I finally make it to Butterfly Palace where she decided we were going to have our breakfast she is already there scowling at her phone. I make my way to her giving her a quick kiss on her cheek then i take the seat in front of her. I give a nod to her guards who are stan
Today I’m planning on having the best day. I even go as far as to read motivational quotes about how to make sure you have a good day. Apparently if something happens in the morning you can’t let it affect your whole day, you have to be like my morning was horrible but I still have good rest of the day, so on and so forth. I think it might just work because my brother hasn’t texted me since yesterday. I know its fine because he is grown, he can do what he likes but he can at least tell me he is fine. I’d literary settle for a thumbs up emoji at this point. I have to stop pestering him though because I have plans for today. Big ass plans. I am going to look for a job at the food joint called Butterfly Palace near the beach. I don’t really need the job but I need. . .something to keep me busy. I think I look professional enough for what I’m about to do which I know I’ll be significantly judged for, but I have to do this for me. I know I don’t need a job but I need some sort