Mari's POV is now going to change to Gwen's POV because she has changed her identity. Enjoy reading!
Gwen’s POV I shift for the first time on a full moon might. It’s a week after Stefan’s wolf bit me when I start feeling the tingling sensation all over my body. It begins with my fingers and toes, spreads to my limbs, and soon, I’m feeling it all over my body. I’m at the dining table when it happens. Thankfully, I’m not alone. “I feel weird,” I tell Stefan, who’s sitting at the head of the table to my right. He must have seen something when he turns to look at me because he instantly grabs my hand in his as if feeling for something. Then he’s coming to his feet, bringing me with him. “Come,” he tells me, heading towards the back of the house. We go through the back hall and out of the back door near the kitchen. When we come to the back garden, he tilts his head back, looking at the sky. At the full moon hanging low in the sky, partially hidden by clouds. “It’s a good night to shift for the first time.” Is it? Nerves are already flooding my stomach. Stefan looks back at me. Hi
Stefan’s POV “Want some more?” I ask Gwen when I notice she has polished off the steak and potatoes I set before her a while ago. She shakes her and grabs her empty plate as she stands. “No, I’m good,” she says, heading to the sink to clean it up. “Thanks for dinner.” “My pleasure,” I say, my eyes following her every movement. Does she know how delectable she looks in that dress of hers? It isn’t exactly body-hugging, but it skims softly over every curve that matters, so it’s not hard to imagine what’s underneath. Knowing that she has only got a pair of panties underneath isn’t exactly helping with my self-control. “What will you drink?” She looks behind her shoulder at me, her dark eyes seeking mine. “Can I have a glass of wine? It’s been a while since I had one.” Right. She had to stay away from alcohol while her body was deciding whether to transition or not. But now, she’s out of the woods. Which means she can drink, though only a little. Or actually want to fuck me without it
Stefan’s POV I brace my palms against the edge of the counter as I stare back at myself in the bathroom mirror. My glowing eyes stare back at me as if mocking me. It feels like it’s someone else looking back at me. “Get the fuck out of my head,” I growl. ‘I’m in more than your head.’ I freeze as the reply comes. I wasn’t exactly expecting one. But the fucker has already made it clear that he has a voice of his own, hasn’t he? “What do you want?” I grit out. ‘Her.’ I scoff and let go of the counter. That’s just fabulous, isn’t it? “I thought you were here for some grand scheme of revenge against humans.” ‘Yeah, that’s what I told your mother.’ I look back at the mirror, narrowing my eyes at…well, myself. What’s that supposed to mean? Did he lie as to why he wanted to hijack someone’s body? “Why are you really here, then?” ‘For her.’ He’s going to keep up with that, isn’t he? “Look, you already do whatever you please with my wolf. How about—” ‘My wolf, you mean.’ I pause.
Gwen’s POV Six days. That’s how long it’s been since Stefan practically ran out of the bed in the middle of what was possibly going to be the best sex I’ve ever had in my entire life. I’ll never know, will I? Six days is also exactly how long it’s been since we were intimate like that. Sure, we’ve been keeping up the nightly runs. But each night, he makes it clear, one way or another, that he isn’t ready to get freaky again. And that’s fine, I guess. It’s not like I’m going through a body-crushing need to have sex with him. Come to think of it, maybe that—having that uncontrollable need—is what will have to happen before I’m in his arms again. But it’s all good, I convince myself as I bring my glass of wine to my lips. It’s not like our relationship is all about sex. Actually, after how everything got started around here, maybe taking a step back from any physical activities of that kind is a good idea. Get to know each other, you know. I mean… We are getting married tonight, f
Gwen’s POV Stefan and I rush off into the forest with the cheers of the crowd behind us. We run for about half an hour, getting deeper into the jungle to where it’ll be easy to find prey. I find that I’m enjoying the hunt—as any wolf should. In this form, my senses are so much better. I can hear every little sound in the forest, see clearly in the dark, and pick up all sorts of scents. And when I run, feeling the wind move over my body is the best thing ever. It doesn’t take long for us to track down an antelope and bring him down. It helps that he’s a lone ranger, otherwise it wouldn’t have been so easy. “So what now, we drag him back to the compound?” I ask Stefan through our mind link. It’s an ability I find to be quite useful when we are in our wolf forms. It would be super cool if we could do it in our human forms too, but that privilege only belongs to vampires, as I’ve heard. “I’ll call others to get him.” “Should we get back now?” Stefan doesn’t reply right away. Instea
Stefan's POVTwo Weeks LaterHe was with her. He kicked me out, and then he took her. And I still haven’t figured a single goddamned way to get rid of him. Sure, Levi has been asking around, he has even gone on a few trips to meet some renowned healers, but there’s nothing on that front yet. And when I asked my mother whether there was a way to reverse everything, she said no. We are stuck together, from birth to death, that’s what she said. Something brushes against the back of my hand and I look up to find Gwen staring at me, a crease between her brows. “What’s wrong?” I shake my head. “Nothing.” When she doesn’t look convinced, I add, looking out into the crowded hall. “I hate parties.” She lifts an eyebrow and follows my gaze. “Well, you can’t exactly get out of this one.” I can’t, can I? Tens of Alphas and their mates travelled from far to pay allegiance. Every last one is here, and that means one thing—I won’t be going to any battles any time soon. As long as they all rema
Stefan’s POV Gwen stays in the bathroom for quite a while. Long enough to have me almost bursting the door open to ensure she is alright. When she emerges, her face is freshly washed, but her bloodshot eyes give away the fact that she has been crying. I start towards her, reaching for her, but she shakes her head and moves aside. “How can I know when it’s him and not you?” Frustrated that I can’t comfort her, I scrub my hands down my face. “I don’t know if there’s a way to tell that when I’m in wolf form. But as human, my eyes. When they glow, that’s him. He has never taken over my human body, and I don’t think he can. But when my eyes glow when I haven’t shifted, it’s a sign that he’s here, paying attention.” The look she gives me tells me exactly what she’s thinking. That night we had sex after I had a little too much to drink. “Gwen, I’m looking for a way to keep him away from you, okay? And I’m taking all precautions to ensure he doesn’t spring up on me even with my wolf. I d
Gwen’s POV There must be something wrong with me. That’s the only reason I’m sitting here, feeling sorry for myself, instead of staying by my twin’s side and making sure she’s okay. A twin I haven’t seen in eighteen years. One I thought was dead. That’s why she feels like a stranger, right? It’s not my fault that I don’t feel any sort of attachment to her. Maybe this is about me getting lost in my mind, thinking of how she was always everyone’s first choice. How I was always her back up. I remember crying for days on end when my mother took her and left me behind. Even at five, I knew my mother didn’t love me like she did her. I never figured out why my mother hated me so much. Enough to erase my identity and force me to live as her favourite daughter when she lost her. And just when I thought I was done living in her shadow, just when I reclaimed my own identity, she shows up again. And goes right into the arms of my mate. My mate, who was her childhood friend. Who looked far
High Palace, Ninth Heaven Selena, Moon Goddess, walked through the open doors of the High Palace. It had been centuries since Mother Creator had summoned her. A summon from Her Holiness was a rare occurrence that sent fear through even the most powerful deities. It often meant one of two things–you’ve gotten on her bad side, or she’s about to give you a new Order. Orders could be bad or good, but it was better to manage one’s expectations. Selena spent most of her time at her Lunar Palace, overseeing the race the Holy Mother had sanctioned her to begin as guardians to the human race. That had been thousands of years ago, and it had been her last Order. She wanted to hope, but she had a sinking feeling this summoning was not about her Order. When she got in front of the throne, she got to her knees, her white robes spilling on the iridescent marble floor. Holding her hands together in front of her, she bowed deeply. “Mother.” There was nobody on the throne, but the creator’s
Stefan’s POV It’s not until I watch the flames engulf her body that all hope dies within me. Gwen is gone. She is dead. When I saw her at the castle two nights ago, I thought I had time. Now, I have all the time in the world, but I don’t have her. I have nothing. And it’s all my fault. If I’d never let her leave, this would not have happened. Heck, if I’d left her alone that night I found her at the nightclub, she would be alright. ‘You can delay fate, but you cannot change it.’ That’s what Eric said when I woke up in the middle of the jungle after he went off running last night. She was meant to die, that’s what he meant. That it didn’t matter what I did or failed to do. She would have died anyway, at that exact time. He said the High Priestess never mentioned it. She told him about his own demise, but not a word about Gwen’s. Why did she insist on sacrificing Gwen in her past life when she must have known she would die young? Because then, she must have known that Gwen
Stefan’s POV “Why did Alexander help Theodore?” I ask Phillip when he shows up in the library in the evening. I’ve been in here most of the day, looking through Alexander’s books. Eric insists that I’m wasting my time. But time’s all I have. Gwen has been avoiding me all day since our conversation in the garden this morning. I know I have to give her time. It’ll be a while before she wants to see me, leave alone talk to me. While I wait for that time to come, I’ll not stop looking for a way to give her something she might want more than me. Eric says he is not the one she loves, but she hasn’t heard their story. Maybe…what if…what if all this time, he was the one she loved? She says if we break the bond, I’ll realise I never really love her. What if that’s true for her? Maybe without the bond, I’m nothing to her. Because we were never meant to be. We only found each other because Eric chose me as his host. I’d never have gotten tangled up with her. I only served to bring the
Eric’s POV Gwen and I are a pair of star-crossed soulmates. That’s what the High Priestess told me in my past life while trying to dissuade me from going through the ritual that would keep me around for half a century. She said no matter how many lives our paths crossed, it would never end well. I don’t think I entirely believed her back then. After all, she was the same person who took Ruby’s life with a lie. She could have been lying to get out of performing the ritual because it was forbidden and would cost her. Even if she was telling the truth, it wouldn’t have changed my mind. It’s okay if I never get to be with her, as long as I can protect her. I had hope that would be for at least a few years before my spirit dissipated. But all I’ve gotten are a few months so far. And unless I convince Gwen to give Stefan another chance, that might be all that I get. We make the switch in the morning. I told Stefan I can rob him of his body. I was bluffing. I’ll be lucky if I can hol
Stefan’s POV I catch Gwen just before she hits the couch behind her. Her limp body falls into my arms and I lift her, holding her against my body. This is not one of the scenarios I had in mind when I imagined how it would be when I saw her again. I imagined she’d be mad and say she hates me–and I could see that in her eyes when I walked into the room a moment ago. But I didn’t imagine seeing me would be so horrible for her that she’d pass out. “Where’s her room?” I ask the vampire. “Can you get the healer? I’ll make a call.” When the vampire came to me not long ago, I wasn’t at the pack. I was in possibly the hundredth town I’ve been to in the past five months, looking for her. “This way,” he says, leaving the room. I follow him into the hallway and up a flight of stairs. He branches off on the third floor. He opens a door to the east and I walk through it into a large bedroom. “Make the call,” the vampire tells me as I lay Gwen on the bed. “I don’t want to spook anyone.” I
Five Months Later It’s been five months since Alexander died. In that time, I’ve not left the castle. I could go anywhere I wanted, but that’s the thing. I don’t want to go anywhere. Not for another two months, at least. When the baby comes, I cannot stay here. It’s fine to isolate myself in the middle of the jungle with no contact with the outside world save for a vampire butler who refuses to leave, but I cannot do that to a child. When she comes–according to Phillip, who can sense a ton of things I’d normally need an ultrasound for, it’s a girl–I want to give her a normal life. As normal as I can before she grows up and finds out she is a werewolf. I don’t plan on looking for a werewolf community. There are werewolves who live in the human world, perfectly hidden. As long as I raise and teach her well, it can be just the two of us, living a peaceful life away from the chaos in the supernatural world. When I leave the castle, I intend to move to one of the houses Alexander lef
Gwen’s POV I wake up in the middle of the night to strange sounds coming from the hallway. I sit up in bed and listen. When a feminine scream rends the air, I jump out of bed and rush for the door. When I get to the hallway, I see a woman outside Alexander’s door. She turns around when I appear, and on seeing me, rushes towards me. “Help me! They are trying to–” She comes to a sudden stop as a stricken look crosses over her face. She stumbles back, eyeing me with suspicion. “Are you one of them?” Phillip appears from Alexander’s room and I walk over, looking between him and the woman. She is human. “What is going on?” “Don’t worry about it,” he tells me. “Go back to sleep.” The woman is looking between us, pressing herself against the wall. I look at her. “It’s okay. No one’s going to hurt you.” There’s only one reason a human would be in a vampire’s castle. But as long as I’m here, no one’s getting drained. She looks at me with wide, terrified eyes, unsure whether to trust me.
Stefan’s POV “So you went to bed with a vampire,” I mutter into the dark room after Eric is done with his story. ‘After everything I’ve said, that’s what has left an impression on you?’ I sigh and rub a hand over my face. “You have faith in this vampire, but you have no idea what he has been up to for the past five centuries. He is working with an asshole like Theodore. Maybe Gwen is not as safe with him as you think. Maybe at some point, his dark nature caught up with him and he found everything he did back then laughable. Maybe he took her so he could do what he failed to do back then.” He is quiet. And that means he knows I could be right. ‘But she is still alive,’ he says after a moment. ‘I would feel it if she died, no matter where she is. He wouldn’t keep her alive if he was back to his true nature.’ “There are worse things than death,” I whisper. What if he is torturing her? She is a werewolf, so he cannot drink her blood. If he regrets the things he did for her hundreds
Five Hundred Years Ago The vampire disappeared right in front of their eyes. Eric hated it. It was the most annoying ability those cursed creatures had. When they knew it was a losing battle, they avoided all contact with werewolves. Because once a werewolf got their claws or fangs into their undead bodies, they couldn’t get away. With the vampire gone and the High Priestess done with her ritual, he rushed to the altar and fell to his knees. He unfastened the ropes around Ruby’s limbs and gathered her in his arms. Tears blurred his sight as he called her name, stroked her face, embraced her limp body close. She was gone. It felt like someone had reached into his chest and tore his heart out. How could he have such a connection to a human? He had never understood his feelings towards her. At twenty eight, he was yet to find his destined mate. He should have met her about a decade ago. He assumed she was already dead. Was that why he had been able to fall for her so hard?