~Emerald~“What does he want to tell you about?” I bit my bottom lips from Lilian's question to me. I just shrugged my shoulders and watched Gideon leaving my direction. This time, I decided to enter the house and found Cassandra in her worried face.“Where have you been, Em? I found out that you're missing!” Cassandra shrieked, so I let out a deep breath before telling her what happened.“I got lost in the forest, but don't worry because I'm safe now,” I clarified, and she nodded her head, but still, her eyes were on me.“Did James save you?” I was stunned for a moment. It just came to me that James really saved me from the danger I got in earlier. Despite everything that happened to us in the past, I still can't forget the moment when he came to rescue me if I need his help. I wouldn't even dare to ask for help from him, but James was really there in everything. I have no idea how he did that, but what's important for me is that I'm back with my son. Nothing happened to me. ‘But
~Emerald~James' words really made me stunned. I couldn't even believe that I'd heard this from him.‘Well, expect the unexpected,’ Lilian spoke at the back of my head.I can't help but to bite my bottom lips as I tried myself not to overreact. James will not find out the reaction on my face that would make him think I was affected by him.“That's enough, James. I can treat my wound by myself,” I uttered in my cold tone. Alpha James continued what he was doing to my wound. He kept cleaning it until the bleeding stopped. I watched him do that, and my heart couldn't stop from beating. This is the first time in a year of anguish that my heart beat so fast. It pounded again because of James and I don't know why. I don't know why my heart will beat again for him after my greatest heartache from him. He betrayed me, he rejected me, and he threw me away from the pack. Why would my heart beat for him again?“I should keep my eyes on you next time,” James uttered to me. I stared at him, my
~Emerald~“Cassandra is not around this morning, so I made you this. I hope you will eat before you go to work.”I can't stop myself from furrowing my brows after I heard James' words. He was looking at me straight in the eyes as he spoke those words as if he were telling me how sincere he was.I shook my head, while the corner of my lips lifted. This seems surreal to me. I couldn't believe James was preparing breakfast for me. He never did this before with me.“What are you doing, James?” I asked, making him sigh.“It's because I wanted to. I wanted to serve you the way you did to me before and also because of one reason,” he paused, making me shake my head. “I love you, and I regretted abandoning you before, so I wanted to make you feel the thing I failed to do with you before.”I was speechless. I couldn't find the words to say in response to James. This whole thing is not yet clear to me. I can't explain myself right now. It seems that I want to smile, but I did all my best not to
~Emerald~ I raised my chin while staring him deep in his eyes. My blood began to boil as I looked at him. James reminds me of all the terrible things I experienced in the past. It's difficult to move on, especially when the reason behind your pain is actually in front of you now.“I was right with my perception about you, James. You really—”“I only wanted to gain your trust,” he replied just before I could finish my sentence. “That's what I wanted for everything I did now, Emerald.”Seems that my legs trembled as I listened to his words. I was expecting a negative thought about James, but then he would say that to me. He has actually a different thought and this made me speechless. I was about to open my mouth when I heard knocks from the door. I ended my breakfast by drinking a glass of water and walked towards the door. My head turned at James, and then I looked at him. He understood what I meant, so he walked inside the room with Jacob in his arms. This time, I decided to face
~Emerald~Damian smirked after he heard my words. The way he looked at me, it's as if he had no belief that I could beat him. “It's good that you recognize me as the beta, and the name itself would describe who I am in this pack,” Damian muttered, and then he continued. “I will not be called as the beta if I am just a nobody, powerless, and useless. I'll make sure you will regret attacking me.”I just tilted my head when I heard these words from his mouth. My heart started pounding so fast because I know I don't have the ability yet to fight him. I have no strength to face the beta of this pack. But, I am not weak. I will show him that I can also fight, and as the gamma of this pack, the wolves should see me as courageous, strong, and determined. ‘Nothing to worry about because I've got your back, Emerald,’ Lilian uttered at the back of my head.‘We will do our best to fight him, Lilian. Let's show him who we are.’Lilian nodded her head. She did not reply because I know she's prep
~Emerald~I took a deep breath as I stared at James and Gideon, who were patiently waiting for me to accept their hands. They even looked at each other, eyes were blazing in anger.“What the hell are you doing?” Gideon asked toward James in his gritted teeth. James shook his head and he replied, “I also wanted to help Emerald. Do you have a problem with that?” “Yes, I did. You should not be here. I came first to rescue her, and then you just arrived getting the spotlight from me!” Gideon responded at James, almost screaming. “Spotlight?” James asked in his confused reaction. I couldn't help but close my eyes as I felt the war between these two Alphas. Their moods change like lightning, and I have to deal with it before this leads them into fighting.“Enough of this nonsense fight!” I screamed, making them turn their heads at me.The hard reaction from the faces of Alpha Gideon and Alpha James softened as they saw my angry face. I know one of them doesn't want me mad.“Emerald…”Th
~Emerald~After the incident earlier, I went back to my cabin as Gideon had told me. Lilian didn't talk to me and this is related to what I have said earlier.“Fine, I apologize if I became rude earlier,” I uttered in my low voice and stopped right in front of the door.Lilian let out a sigh, and she spoke, “You know, I've always understood you, Emerald. I also apologize if you think I'm being so annoying, but you can't stop me worrying about you. My instincts were strong. I have to be honest with you. Gideon is not for you, and don't take this seriously, to the point that you will think of me as being biased. This is what I feel towards him even if James is not here!” I can't stop shaking my head, my lips twisted in disbelief. “I know your purpose in doing this, Lilian, but can't you be happy for me?” I uttered, my voice filled with dismay. “I was expecting you to be on my side, supporting me in every decision I will make because you're my wolf. You are part of my life, and we are
~Emerald~I remained speechless after what I heard from James. Just before someone could see us, I took his hand off my waist, and then I faced him.“You should stop doing this, James. I don't know if I can give you a chance. There is no assurance, so I would suggest you stop this,” I uttered, staring at him deep into his eyes. James just smiled. He took my hands and when he did that, I could feel my body reacting. Seems that, there were bolts of electricity from his hand, and I was electrified by James' hand.My heart pounded, as I stared at him. I waited for whatever James would tell me about.“You can't teach my heart to stop, Emerald. There is no way you can teach this to stop from beating because my heart was screaming your name. It only beats you,” James uttered between his husky voice. I bit my bottom lips, and then spoke, “You have no chance with me, James. I don't know if I can allow you to enter my heart again. You just left a big scar in my heart, and it's difficult to he