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Chapter 19: Never Again

Author: Jean_ezekiel
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~Emerald~

I could feel my eyes darkening while looking at the man who ruined my life a year ago. A man who made my life terrible. The man who dared to risk my life and had the guts to abandon his child. I couldn't believe he had the face to show up with me.

It's been a year ago. A year when I lived in darkness. A year full of tears, what ifs, and anger. Alpha James made my life almost like hell and I will never forgive him for that. No matter what he will do, the pain in my heart will never go away.

I was gritting my teeth when I looked him straight in his eyes. “How could you say these things to me?”

The look he was giving me was filled with regret. I can see it from his eyes. I can feel it from how he speaks to me, but it's already too late. He hurt me already. He ruined my life already and the life I was supposed to give to my son. James would never have me back, despite his efforts.

“Emerald, you have to believe me. I mean the words that I had mentioned a while ago. Trust me, I wi
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