“ Your husband's body has been found , he is dead and gone “ the person on the other side of the call told me .
I stood still rooted to that spot trying to understand what I had just heard . I couldn’t believe it , I was just about to get married yesterday and now I was not , my fiancee was dead , how could he , how could he do that to me . I couldn’t even look at his parents , the disappointment and sad look on his parents face and the tears that broke out Of his mom's face broke my heart totally . Ethan was dead and I am now I couldn’t get married to him and there is nothing that I could do about it . A loud scream tore out of my mouth as I fell to the ground helplessly , my mom and sister grabbed me immediately . I couldn’t believe it , how could he be dead . Present Day. “ baby you have to get dressed and start going , I didn’t link you up with a fine man , just for you to mess it up” my mom's voice broke me out of my thoughts . I carried my tired body from where I sat . I didn’t know what to do , I couldn’t just bring myself to do this no matter how much I wanted to do it . My mom had set me up on a blind date and wanted me to go even though she knew that I wasn’t going to do anything with that person after today . This is my first blind date and this is the first time that I will be going to see a man after losing my fiance to the cold hands of death five years ago . I know how much I loved Ethan and couldn’t wait to be his wife , just for that to happen on our wedding day . The tears slipped out of my eyes , I knew that I was literally done mourning him , but I just can’t help the fact that I was as miserable as fuck . I knew I had gotten over him and all thanks to my mom who stood behind me all these years and made sure that I never broke down . Mom wanted me to be happy , I knew it , she wanted me to have a man , after all Ethan's family had moved on so there was literally no reason for me to be stuck here . I applied the last touch of make up on my face and walked to the mirror . Looking at my reflection the only thing , could do was smile , I still looked good at 26 . I am just going on this blind date just to please my mom. I know that she’s doing this for me, even though I didn’t want to go I had to for her sake alone. I walked out of my room and once I got out, my mom was sitting by the couch close to the TV. She seemed to notice my presence because she turned to me immediately. “ you look stunning my dear child and I know that you know it “ “Thanks, Mom, please this should be the last one “ I pleaded with her. Mom stood up from where she sat and walked up to me and hugged me from behind giving me a kiss on my cheeks. “ give him a try baby “ I nodded without saying a word and walked out of the house. **** Sitting alone in a restaurant was the craziest thing I thought my silly ass would ever do. I had arrived here just as the person said but till now, I couldn’t even catch a glimpse of him. My patience was already at its peak and if the guy doesn't come here, I am definitely leaving. I sat still for the next 30 minutes and just as I was about to leave, someone touched my back. I turned around and there he was standing right behind me. I pulled his hands off and he smiled and walked up to me and sat right in front of me . This was the man that my mom had linked me up with. I wouldn’t deny the fact that he was one hell of a good-looking man even though, I have tried so hard to ignore his features, he had that sweet smile that could melt your heart right away, and his brown eyes and hair, he looked good I must admit. “ I never wanted to come here and my mom linked me up with you and yet you have the guts to keep me waiting for an hour, that’s not a nice way of meeting someone for the first time “ The man just looked at me and then smiled . “Sorry, I got something for you because I knew how pissed you will be and I did that as a perfect gentleman. The man stretched his hands to me and gave me the stuff he had on his hands. I didn’t take it but instead I stretched my hands forward for a shake . Shantell “ I whispered . He also stretched his hands for a shake too . “ Louis “ he replied with a smile . Well, it’s a good thing that you thought to compensate me for the time wasted but I won’t be taking that and since you are here, I just wanted my mom to know that I didn’t waste her time, I will be taking my leave now. The man looked at me surprised , but he covered the looks with a smile . He put his hands in his pocket and pulled out a card and placed it on the table. “ You can call me when you are ready , sorry I stressed you out . I never wanted to take the card but on a second thought , I grabbed it and walked away . I got into my car and let out a deep breath . I was finally away from him . I opened my bag to pick up my keys , but when I raised up my head again , I saw the biggest shock of my life . Right in front of me was my ex fiancee whom I thought had died . I didn’t want to think that I was hallucinating , but that was Ethan . I sat still unable to move a finger and looked at the man as he got into the car , I wasn’t hallucinating , . How the fuck is this possible , I thought he was dead , how come he is still alive ?Chspter 2 I never knew that a car could be this hot till this moment .Even the air conditioner couldn’t stop the heat in the car, I felt like I was going to burn to ashes by just staying in the car .I was literally having a panic attack and there was no one that could help me .I stopped the car just by the road and came down, the fresh air hit me and I tried my best to hold myselfI didn’t want to think that it was him , it couldn’t be him .I went back into the car and drove off.As I drove all I kept seeing was his face, I wanted to see my mom, I just wanted to see her and tell her.I knew that I was not hallucinating, I couldn’t be .I saw him , that was him , that was Ethan , how could he still be alive and I saw his dead body , how could that be real.I finally drove back to our house and when I got in , I rushed into the house .I thought that my mom would be in the living room , but to my greatest surprise she wasn’t .I knew mom didn’t leave the house , she told me that sh
Chapter 3I was already putting on the tenth stick of citrates but I could still feel every pain .I thought that smoking would make my pain go away but it is a fucking lie .I could still feel every pain and even though I tried to put my head off it , I just couldn’t bring myself to do it .For five good years, I had been mourning a man who was fucking my own mom.Even though I was trying not to think about the stuff that had happened, I just couldn’t keep that scene off my head.How could she do that to me, after everything that we had gone through together.That’s my mom , she’s supposed to take care of me and love me .I know that I have not been the perfect daughter but I made sure that I did the best for her. What have I done to deserve this kind of cruel treatment from her?The fact that she isn’t the only involved in this and even my so called sister is also amongst it was making me go insane already .I trusted the wrong people .I trusted the people that I called family an
Chapter 4I felt a slight tap on my shoulder and when it continued consistently I was forced to open my eyes .When I opened them, the first that I saw was the leg just by the bed .I noticed that I was lying on a bed with a white sheet and duvet .My eyes immediately opened and when it did , I felt a big bang on my head .“ Fuck” I had a hangover , I couldn’t imagine how many bottle I drank yesterday .As the pain reduced all the memories of what had happened came rushing back , that I had ever imagined .Never did I think that I was going to wake up with this .It was as if realisation hit me when I noticed the girl standing there watching me .“ where the fuck was I ?“ Where am I ?”“Well the boss already left but he told me to tell you that he dropped some dollar note by the stand and wanted me to tell you a big thank you for him as he couldn’t wait .Listening to all that the girl said made me feel so freaking irritated more than the way I was already feeling .I had just met a
Chapter 5The constant ringing of the alarm clock woke me up from my sleep .In my sleepy state , I stretched my hands to the clock to turn it off and it was then my head sent the information that I needed to me .Today is my first day that I will be resuming work in the law firm that I had been employed at.The moment my head gave me that information, I stood up immediately and the sleep completely left my eyes and all that I kept thinking of at that moment was the fact that I was already lateI grabbed my phone that was just by the bed stand and The time was just 6am in the morning .I quickly got up from bed. I didn’t want to be late for my first day at work , I knew that I had to be there before 7am****Standing right in front of me was the most gigantic building that I had ever seen .I wouldn’t deny the fact that this must be one of the most beautiful places that I have ever seen .Never did I think that I would be working here and here I was resuming work not as an intern but
I stood by the door waiting for him to come out of the inner room that was in his office .I wouldn’t deny the fact that this had to be the most cozy place that I had ever been .I knew that these people were not broke but it seems like I really underestimated their riches .The table and the chair were the coolest things that I had ever seen .I kept staring at it and as I did I kept thinking about the fact that I had sex with a married man and not just a married man , he was my boss's husband .I knew I was unfortunate but I didn’t know that I was unfortunate .As I stood there waiting to unleash my anger on the man that I had a one night stand with , his wife pulled the door open and walked out . When I saw that look on her face , I knew exactly what it meant .I have been there before and I knew when someone was pissed or angry , I could tell .She walked out of the room and headed out without sparing me a glance .I turned and as I did he was already seated on the table
I stood by the door waiting for him to come out of the inner room that was in his office .I wouldn’t deny the fact that this had to be the most cozy place that I had ever been .I knew that these people were not broke but it seems like I really underestimated their riches .The table and the chair were the coolest things that I had ever seen .I kept staring at it and as I did I kept thinking about the fact that I had sex with a married man and not just a married man , he was my boss's husband .I knew I was unfortunate but I didn’t know that I was unfortunate .As I stood there waiting to unleash my anger on the man that I had a one night stand with , his wife pulled the door open and walked out . When I saw that look on her face , I knew exactly what it meant .I have been there before and I knew when someone was pissed or angry , I could tell .She walked out of the room and headed out without sparing me a glance .I turned and as I did he was already seated on the table
Chapter 5The constant ringing of the alarm clock woke me up from my sleep .In my sleepy state , I stretched my hands to the clock to turn it off and it was then my head sent the information that I needed to me .Today is my first day that I will be resuming work in the law firm that I had been employed at.The moment my head gave me that information, I stood up immediately and the sleep completely left my eyes and all that I kept thinking of at that moment was the fact that I was already lateI grabbed my phone that was just by the bed stand and The time was just 6am in the morning .I quickly got up from bed. I didn’t want to be late for my first day at work , I knew that I had to be there before 7am****Standing right in front of me was the most gigantic building that I had ever seen .I wouldn’t deny the fact that this must be one of the most beautiful places that I have ever seen .Never did I think that I would be working here and here I was resuming work not as an intern but
Chapter 4I felt a slight tap on my shoulder and when it continued consistently I was forced to open my eyes .When I opened them, the first that I saw was the leg just by the bed .I noticed that I was lying on a bed with a white sheet and duvet .My eyes immediately opened and when it did , I felt a big bang on my head .“ Fuck” I had a hangover , I couldn’t imagine how many bottle I drank yesterday .As the pain reduced all the memories of what had happened came rushing back , that I had ever imagined .Never did I think that I was going to wake up with this .It was as if realisation hit me when I noticed the girl standing there watching me .“ where the fuck was I ?“ Where am I ?”“Well the boss already left but he told me to tell you that he dropped some dollar note by the stand and wanted me to tell you a big thank you for him as he couldn’t wait .Listening to all that the girl said made me feel so freaking irritated more than the way I was already feeling .I had just met a
Chapter 3I was already putting on the tenth stick of citrates but I could still feel every pain .I thought that smoking would make my pain go away but it is a fucking lie .I could still feel every pain and even though I tried to put my head off it , I just couldn’t bring myself to do it .For five good years, I had been mourning a man who was fucking my own mom.Even though I was trying not to think about the stuff that had happened, I just couldn’t keep that scene off my head.How could she do that to me, after everything that we had gone through together.That’s my mom , she’s supposed to take care of me and love me .I know that I have not been the perfect daughter but I made sure that I did the best for her. What have I done to deserve this kind of cruel treatment from her?The fact that she isn’t the only involved in this and even my so called sister is also amongst it was making me go insane already .I trusted the wrong people .I trusted the people that I called family an
Chspter 2 I never knew that a car could be this hot till this moment .Even the air conditioner couldn’t stop the heat in the car, I felt like I was going to burn to ashes by just staying in the car .I was literally having a panic attack and there was no one that could help me .I stopped the car just by the road and came down, the fresh air hit me and I tried my best to hold myselfI didn’t want to think that it was him , it couldn’t be him .I went back into the car and drove off.As I drove all I kept seeing was his face, I wanted to see my mom, I just wanted to see her and tell her.I knew that I was not hallucinating, I couldn’t be .I saw him , that was him , that was Ethan , how could he still be alive and I saw his dead body , how could that be real.I finally drove back to our house and when I got in , I rushed into the house .I thought that my mom would be in the living room , but to my greatest surprise she wasn’t .I knew mom didn’t leave the house , she told me that sh
“ Your husband's body has been found , he is dead and gone “ the person on the other side of the call told me .I stood still rooted to that spot trying to understand what I had just heard .I couldn’t believe it , I was just about to get married yesterday and now I was not , my fiancee was dead , how could he , how could he do that to me .I couldn’t even look at his parents , the disappointment and sad look on his parents face and the tears that broke out Of his mom's face broke my heart totally .Ethan was dead and I am now I couldn’t get married to him and there is nothing that I could do about it .A loud scream tore out of my mouth as I fell to the ground helplessly , my mom and sister grabbed me immediately .I couldn’t believe it , how could he be dead .Present Day. “ baby you have to get dressed and start going , I didn’t link you up with a fine man , just for you to mess it up” my mom's voice broke me out of my thoughts .I carried my tired body from where I sat .I d