I’m nobody’s bitch

I stood by the door waiting for him to come out of the inner room that was in his office .

I wouldn’t deny the fact that this had to be the most cozy place that I had ever been .

I knew that these people were not broke but it seems like I really underestimated their riches .

The table and the chair were the coolest things that I had ever seen .

I kept staring at it and as I did I kept thinking about the fact that I had sex with a married man and not just a married man , he was my boss's husband .

I knew I was unfortunate but I didn’t know that I was unfortunate .

As I stood there waiting to unleash my anger on the man that I had a one night stand with , his wife pulled the door open and walked out .

When I saw that look on her face , I knew exactly what it meant .

I have been there before and I knew when someone was pissed or angry , I could tell .

She walked out of the room and headed out without sparing me a glance .

I turned and as I did he was already seated on the table .

Seeing him sit there made me angry , more angry than I had ever been , I just wanted to scream my lungs out and ask him why he lied to me .

The fact that he lied to me about being single and now I get to find out that , not only is he married, he has a wife and has kids .

I had never been so tense .

The beating of my chest was threatening to burst out my boobs from my clothes .

I was so mad and so pissed at him right now , all I wanted to do was say out my mind and walk the hell out of the company.

He cleared his throat and that brought me out of my thinking .

This time his whole focus was on me and he looked really calm .

He was too calm for a man who was screwing outside of his marriage and seeing his pissed wife was , I know that this is going to be one hell of a ride .

Come take a seat instead of standing there .

His eyes never left me as he said every word .

You do not have any right to ask me to sit , you should be begging me not to go out there and scream at the top of my voice that I just screwed you some weeks ago “ I yelled at him as I rushed towards his table pointing my fingers at him .

The man sat there unfazed and unmoved , his eyes never felt me and not seeing a reaction from him sent those chills down my spine .

“ I never asked you to sit , I am telling you to sit your ass down this moment “

The moment he said that , I found myself sitting down on the chair in front of me .

Even though I didn’t want to do it , I found myself obeying his command .

There was just something that he had over me , I felt weak. I hated this man and his guts .

The man looked at me and now he smiled showing his damn attractive features .

“ Whatever that you want to say , I am pretty sure that you can say that now and we could talk like adults .

I felt pissed and disrespected seeing the way he was acting towards me .

I couldn't believe that I was so cheap to sleep with a man that I had no freaking idea about and yet I was expecting some kind of respect from him when I couldn't just do a simple tasks and close my damn legs , I guess I was the bitch that I thought I never was .

“ I am going to resign , I don’t think that I could work in the same space with you , I don’t want to talk about what happened , but your wife is my boss and I don’t think that I will be able to keep such secret for that long , I don’t want this job anymore , it’s best that you act like you never saw me or even still met me , I don’t think that i know you and you don’t know me too .

“ Is that all ?”

Fuck “ I cursed literally feel the anger building inside of me that moment .

I knew that if I spent one more minute in this place I was going to be crying my lungs out and I do not want to give him the satisfaction of seeing my tears , I think that I have cried enough .

“ you know what , I think that I was unfortunate to have sex with you in the wrong state of mind ,and then you dump and trash me off the next day like I am some slut that you picked , coming to work here was a fucking mistake , if you do not have any respect or regards for your wife , I think that I do , I am not going to go in there and tell her about what you did , I am going to be that respectful human that I am and I am going to walk out of this place and I will act like none of this happened , none of this ever happened and it is just a bad dream that I do not want to sleep in anymore and I would just wake up and erase all of the memories , I think I deserve that peace .

“ You know what Olivia , I don’t think that you are going to do that, what I think is that you are going to go out there and act like all of this didn’t happen and all these fake scenarios that you have created in your head are purely fake and there is nothing realistic about it .

I don’t get what it is with you , it was a fucking blind date And I never showed any intrest of being more serious with you and I know that you had no Intrest of being with me , I don’t get why you are mad about this .

I know that what happened that night shouldn’t have happened. I should have thought about that before making that decision but you wanted to and I never took advantage of you , you were the one who kept moaning and grabbing and hugging me .

This isn’t my fault and this isn’t yours either but it’s so unfortunate that we had to meet all over again because I never actually planned to see you after that night .

I know what you are trying to do and I know exactly how you feel , I know that you are just pissed that after the sex , I never called to check up on you and I just ghosted and then moves away from home to somewhere else to forget about all the things that had been happening in your life and when you finally get the job that you want , you find out that your bosses husband is the man that you had a one night stand with .

I understand your fears and your concerns and I still understand that you are just pissed and angry that I left and I didn’t call or get to check up on huh .

I want to let you know that your feelings are valid and if I was you , I think that I would be mad too .

I am not saying this because I am pleading with you , trust me when I say that I wouldn’t beg you to do that .

I just want to make this very clear to you and I hope that you understand what I am about to say .

On no account should my wife Find about what happened between us , act like you have never met me in your entire life and I will definitely do the same thing too.

Don’t act too smart and think that you could just resign and my wife is just going to let that go to the drain , she will find out about it and trust me when I say that she will Ruin you with everything that she has .

Listening to all that he said , I knew that I was in for a much bigger surprise but I wasn’t going to fall for that but instead I was disgusted .

I took slow steps towards him while I was standing right in front of him .

“ You know that I admit that having sex with you was one of the worst decisions that I had ever made in my entire life , but that was worse than seeing your face everyday .

So now , with all that I have said, you are going to go out there and do as I have said .

I looked at him angrily and the words came out “ You do not tell me what to do , I am not an entity to you , you do not have a leash on me and if you might be forgetting , I think that I am the one with the upper hand here .

whatever you think that you are or whatever fear that you were planning to Instill on me just failed because my life couldn’t be worse .

I walked to the door ignoring the look that he had on and when I got to the door , I turned to look at him .

“ You do not have a leash on me Mr. Ceo , I am nobody’s bitch .