Too Drain Emotionally

VIOLET POV

The sound of birds chipping made me aware of the arrival of the sun. It was still early in the morning and I had meetings to attend to. I sighed, about to get up from the bed to start my daily routine and get ready for work. Having lots of files to sort today, I didn't want to waste any time at home.

But then it dawn on me that I indeed lost my job. I stopped whatever I was doing, biting my lips sp hard to stop my tears. How could I forget what happened the day before? How could I forget that my softness led to the death of innocent children?

I remembered everything so clearly now and my heart was still filled with guilt. Although, I felt guilty, I still needed to go and look for a job. My family depend on my paycheck.

Then I remembered again that the arrogant jerk locked the house last night.

Damn it!

All of these felt almost impossible, feeling emotionally down and mentally down, I wished I could just stay in bed all day.

Laying back on the bed with my stomach up, I s