I Am Going To Kill Her

“You zoned out!” Clara said quite concerned by my actions.

“I know something is wrong. Spill it!” she ordered with an angry look as I heaved a long breath.

“I lost my job," I said with a sad voice.

Finally I had someone who I should talk to and that was what I needed the most. Someone who would talk to without mincing words or without fear of being vaught.

"Oh darling" Clara hugged me tightly sympathetically.

"That's not the whole thing, two innocent children had to die because of my negligence,” I explained to her, suddenly I realized that tears were flowing down my cheek.

I honestly didn't want to cry but telling someone what had happened just stirred so many emotions in me.

Clara looked at me pitifully and took my hands.

"Don't cry Val, I'm sure you were in a situation where you couldn't save the children. It's definitely not negligence" she said tme in a very soft voice.

She took out a handkerchief and was dabbing my face herself. Her hands played sgounyv back gently as I wept slo