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91. Who will love you the way I did?
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2021-08-05 00:03:30Amayra
I drove as faster as I could. My whole body was sweating and shivering in fear. I looked at the watch. I didn't have much time. The street was filled with people.
"Damn it! Where do I find an empty place?", tears started streaming down to my eyes.
Would I survive? Would I be able to meet him again? My head got numb and I could sense nothing but death before my eyes.
But what would I even do with this life where I was surrounded by only hate, profit, and meanness. Nothing else. What would I do with this loveless life without that person whom I loved?
Yes, I loved him. I loved that man more than anything and I couldn't survive without him, I could afford to give his place to another man, I couldn't be the bride of someone else. My heart, my body, my soul everything belonged to Abraham. Only Abraham. I didn't know what I would do after that. I had nothing.
My dreams, my passions. Yeah. They were still there. But what abo
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