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95. Don't look at me. It may disgust you
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2021-08-09 01:12:43Abraham
I wasn't feeling like leaving her. The moment was so precious when I felt like that kiss had nothing but only love for her. No seduction, no lust. Only the affection and love I had buried inside me for her.
She couldn't kiss me back but she tried.
"Don't....", I said between the kisses. "Don't stress yourself. Just feel me", as she smiled, I kissed her again. Her lips were dry and rough. I sucked them until they seemed fluffy and moistened to me while consuming her.
"Mm...", she hummed into my mouth as I released her after a long smooch. Peering at her intensely, I spotted a few scars on her cheek and gulped, reacting nothing.
"How are you feeling now? How's the pain?", I asked her.
"It's better", she mumbled.
"Are you sure?", I touched her forehead with my fingertips and slid down to her cheek.
"Yeah"
Thankfully, she could talk now. It was sickening to me when she was unable to utter a
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