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83. Let Daniel F*ck you
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2021-07-28 00:14:11Amayra
My eyes were wide open to the window when the sun was rising, tearing the dark sky and enlightening the whole world. But my life seemed to be stuck there from last night in darkness.
I couldn't sleep at all. I tried to talk to Abraham. But he didn't talk to me. I stayed in the room, he might be sleeping on the couch. Did he sleep? I didn't he could. My eyes burnt. I cried the whole night which I never did in my life. It wasn't only because he was mad at me. After all, I realized I had only one day left with him. And I don't even know if he would talk to me properly.
Getting up from the bed I walked inside the washroom. My head felt too heavy. I turned the shower on. I never bathed in cold water in the morning but today I didn't even feel the chills. My body was numb.
My eyes moved to the mirror and roamed across my body. It was filled with his rough love bites. Why couldn't those marks be permanent? At least, I could bear them my whole life.
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