RayaI got more agitated as the day for the first hearing got closer, and I had nothing to do with myself but draw.Fashion designs I had thought of before, and dreams I had kept bottled up. I drew them in an attempt to feel light, but none of them helped."What are you doing?" I turned around by the pool, where I sat staring at nothing, and I turned back to the water when I saw it to be Mr. Sterling.I wondered if he didn't have anything to do, as he was always around."Don't you have things to do?" I asked before I could shut my mouth, and he smiled."There's something called working from home, you know."I glanced at him again before voicing my next statement: "Is it because of me?""Of course, I..." He seemed to realize almost immediately the confession he had made again, and I sighed.I guess he really did like me, and I'll be lying if I say I didn't feel anything for him."Why though? Why do you like me?"He shifted on his seat awkwardly and said, "I... I don't know. I guess it
MaxwellI felt all thoughts of murder and skinning a certain William Rodriguez alive fly out of my head at the words that came out of my secretary's mouth that evening."What?" "Sleep with me."There was no way she was serious, right?But it looked like she was, with the way she was moving closer to me and looking all seductive.It was as if a switch had turned in her head, and I couldn't really blame it on the drink since it was only one can of beer we had both had.She was very sober and determined to drag me into this. I could see it in her eyes. "Raya... we shouldn't..."She sat on my leg and straddled me, running her hand down my cheeks, and it took all of me not to wrap my hands around her."Show me that sex is enjoyable. That it's not all about pleasing men but all about two people enjoying it."I finally found my voice of reasoning and stopped her from moving on me. "Raya, we shouldn't; you're drunk.""And do you think I am?"Of course she wasn't, but that was the only excus
RayaI tensed the minute Mr. Sterling's hand went to his pants.F*ck, we were actually going to do it.Even though I had been the one to edge him on and tell him that I wanted sex, I couldn't help but freeze at the thought that we were actually going to do it."Hey, just relax. We... don't have to do it if you...""No." I raised my head to seal my lips with his.I had to do this, or I might never.I wanted to prove to my younger self that I could actually overcome my fears, and I felt this was the way to start."Let's do it."My hand went to his pants in order to help him, and he let me for a while before he stopped me.I saw him take a deep breath."W-what... Why?" "I'm trying my best not to lose my control."I wasn't sure if that should make me smile or nervous."Uhm..."He finally took off his pants and then his underwear, and I gasped at the size of his manh**d.Okay, maybe this was a bad idea after all.William could not even compare to his size, not to mention his length, and i
RayaI smiled slightly when the hand of a familiar person slipped into mine at the court a few hours later, and Kendall sent me the stink eye from where she sat beside me too."Wow, I can't believe you guys," she muttered, and I smiled, turning to her."I can hear you.""It was meant for you to hear."Ryan was thankfully with Kyle, so he wouldn't have to wonder who the tall man who stepped into the courtroom at that moment was.If possible, I wanted them to never meet, and that feeling intensified when he glanced in my direction.I saw him raise an eyebrow at Mr. Sterling, who was wearing a facemask, and walk up to me."I wasn't expecting you to afford an attorney.""Well, everything won't always go the way you want."He smirked and nodded. "Well, I'm willing to test out that theory."Thankfully, he didn't try to touch me or get even closer to where I sat, and I saw Kendall barely holding on to her control while Mr. Sterling tightened his hand around mine.He was fuming. I didn't need
Maxwell The motherf*cker was having a good time, right? I could tell from the way he kept smiling and waved to the reporters as we came out. "Who is the kid going to stay with now?" "Have you both come to an agreement?" I led Raya to the side, as he waited to address the reporters, and her friend met us halfway to where my car was parked. "I'm so going to kill that b*tch." "Hey! Calm the f*ck down. Shouting and threatening is not going to help." She surprisingly calmed down and helped me with Raya, who was not even speaking. She just kept sobbing, and that, I tell you, was making me think of murder ideas. Also filled me with guilt, because I was part of the reasons why that temporary order had leaned in Mr. Rodriguez's favor. Who would have thought though, that that silly prank by me in order to get her account blocked would be why she was crying now. I hated myself just by thinking about it. "Miss. Johnson..." A man's voice stopped us before we could get to my car,
RayaI woke up when the sun was already going down, my hair plastered around my forehead and my breath coming out in gulps because I had just had another nightmare.Oh my God, Kyle, where is he?I hurried out of the room, searching for my boy, and I pulled him into a hug when I saw him in the living room with Kendall watching a movie."Raya. Is everything alright?" Kendall asked, and I nodded, just finding comfort in the fact that my son was alive and with me... for now.I had to hand him over to William tomorrow, remember?That thought had anger coursing through my veins, but there was nothing I could really do. If anything, there was something more important to do, and I pulled away from the hug to look into his beautiful brown eyes."Are you okay, mom?" He asked, and I nodded."Of course""But you're crying."I immediately wiped away the tears I hadn't even known were falling out.But it couldn't be that bad, right?It was just for the meantime, and William had kids, so...That did
RayaI collapsed on the couch when we got back to the house, realizing I had to do something.He even knew that I had attended therapy for almost two years. What else did he not know?He was going to use everything against me, and to prove what point? that he could get whatever he wanted."I have to do something," I said to Mr. Sterling, who brought me a glass of water, and I took it thankfully, even though a bottle of beer would have been better right now.No, I was in the middle of a war, and I needed to get my sh*t together."Like what?" "I don't know. Find something on him, he freaking knows everything about me.""Okay then. Follow me."He led me up to his study, where he turned on his laptop, and he turned a news headline to me."Senator William Rodriguez has been allegedly accused by his secretary of raping her during a business trip in London."I read the news aloud."Right, I saw this, but I thought it was just a rumor.""That is what he wants people to believe, but guess wha
Raya"The motherf*cker," I said, dumbfounded when Miss. Garcia finished telling her story and Mr. Sterling ran a hand through his hair where he sat."I keep thinking there's nothing more he can do that would be worse than what he has done, and he just keeps surprising me every time.""Do you have proof?" He asked, turning to the teary-eyed lady, and she nodded."I took some photos, which he didn't know about, and a few voice recordings. I also know someone else.""What? Why didn't you tell that to the media then?""He had influence there, so of course, nothing she said or presented might have worked against him," Mr. Sterling replied before she could, and I nodded.That was true."So, what are we going to do?" I asked him as we went back down to his car, and he started the car."Give the evidence to our lawyer. Thankfully, Miss Garcia agreed to testify.""It must have been tough for her."He nodded, driving out of there, "but the world would be a better place without him."The car des