" You're fuckin beautiful." " Yeah ?" I giggle. " Yeah. That was great." He takes a deep breath and moves his head back to look into my eyes. "It's been fifteen minutes already. I thought you were supposed to be on the road." I asked as I walked to the bed to lay right on it. "They are definitely going to wait." He said chuckling, then proceeded into the bathroom. To be honest, I feel I need to reschedule everything I am doing. I feel I don't spend enough time with my boys and it's a little annoying, I have always been occupied either with work or an outing that still has to do with work, or I am with Pablo. Most times, the only time I spend with them is when I want to breastfeed them. The only thing helping is the fact that I already pump out my breast milk for their nanny. And my boys will be turning me in a few months, and I feel I should spend enough time with them. So they won't just get to know their nanny alone. I know it isn't my fault, as the work and all I am doing, w
"Oh thanks man" I quickly thanked him and walked in. Dad was the only one remaining in the dining room, he hadn't touched his food. "It's about to go down." I muttered more to myself, As I greeted him. "Ciao papa." "Sit your ass on that chair E ascoltami" (and listen to me.) I knew where the hell this conversation was leading to, I definitely know that so far the drug business is involved, and if I happen to be a male, they would want me to get involved. I have always wanted my sister to do it. Aside from being the legitimate child of the family, she is a very reliable and strong hearted person. I swear that girl is ruthless and dauntless. She would eat with the devil and feed him poison without blinking, she would even march out of a crime scene like it's her living room without being ever traced to her. "PapI " I called, trying to steady him. "Whatever happens, remember your health comes first. You can only solve whatever problem you have if you're healthy and not on sick be
"Umm we got two at three o clock, the two at nine o clock, then the remaining four are scattered behind them. And they are all in front closed ice cream van, parked in between the two brown buildings " "Cool, let the show begin." I sat upright and stared straight into the sniper binoculars, I stared straight at Ivano Martin, the last son of the Ivano's Then I think Vladimir is there as well, He's the first son of the Ivano's, or should I say the first twin, his twin brother's name is Moscov, it would have been so great if they are all here, so we end the Ivanos for good. "The Ivano's are going to lose more than just their shit tonight Martina," I said to her. "Oh, why?" "I can see two Ivano's here, Martin and Vlad, it's going to be a disaster tonight at their base." "Damn, and I kinda like Martin tho. He's like my crush." She revealed. "What the fuck you're saying, Martina?" I asked "Nah. That ain't stopping me from killing him, even if we are already married and he betray
She stared at me, not replying, then whispered "I love you Romeo" and then hung up immediately. Wait. What! She said she loves me? I froze up straight away. I couldn't do anything. Goosebumps filled every inch of my skin up. And I stared at nothing in particular my heart rate was so unbalanced. My hands were shaking so bad and I am sure if I get to do anything at the moment, I wouldn't be able to do it perfectly. "I love you baby girl. I swear. I love you so fucking much. I love you more than I ever love anyone. Fuck." I kept mumbling to myself. I feel a burst of sweetened emotion run through me as I try to imagine how I would react when I meet her and she says the actual words to me. My ringing phone distracted my attention, breaking my smile. "Hello." I said as I picked up. "Aren't you coming home? There's a celebration going on, and it seems incomplete without you." "Nah. I ain't supposed to be there. I am not meant for the Mafia, Martina." I replied. "Get your fucking as
"It's even obvious in your voice. I just hope you don't keep secrets from each other because it would break both of you later, and it might be beyond repair," she whispered the last part, and I knew my sister had been broken beyond repair.The conversation Martina and I had last night kept ringing in my mind. I couldn't bring myself to continue talking, as I knew everything she was saying was nothing but the truth. If I keep the fact that I am in the Mafia from Emily, and later in the future, something comes up that makes her know who I really am and the fact that I have killed so many people, it would be a disaster.I knew how hard it was for her to admit how much she loved me, and I know it's not something I should take for granted or toy with. But how do I tell her who I really am, and what I have been doing? Won't she walk away?"Damn, this is harder than it seems," I voiced out, pulling my hair so hard.I just can't bring myself to reveal everything; that's going to be a disaster
"Hello!" She waved in my face, snapping me out of my train of thoughts. "You're done?" I asked her. "Yeah. What were you thinking of, that you didn't even hear what I was saying since?" "Be my girlfriend," I uttered without thinking at all. ★★★ What the heck did I just do? What the fuck did I just do? How would I just rush it like that? God! "What?" She asked after staring at me for a while. "Nah. I um. It's nothing, Emily. You should dress up; I will be waiting outside." I chickened out. "Romeo!" She called. "Yeah." I couldn't look her in the face; her feet became so beautiful all of a sudden that they fascinate me. "What did you say earlier?" She asked. "I umm." She placed her hands on my cheeks, stopping me from talking. "Romeo, look at me." She whispered, and we both stared at each other, and my mind kept beating so bad. My mind was telling me I messed up already. Because I am sure she's thinking of how she would say no and not hurt my feelings, I knew it. I am rushing
"Hello oh!" She waved in my face, snapping me out of my train of thoughts. "You're done?" I asked her. "Yeah. What were you thinking of, that you didn't even hear what I was saying since." "Be my girlfriend," I uttered without thinking at all. ★★★ What the heck did I just do? What the fuck did I just do? How would I just rush it like that? God! "What?" She asked after staring at me for a while. "Nah. I um. It's nothing, Emily. You should dress up, I will be waiting outside. " I chickened out. "Romeo!" She called. "Yeah." I couldn't look her in the face, her feet became so beautiful all of a sudden that they fascinate me. "What did you say earlier?" She asked. "I umm." She placed her hands on my cheeks, stopping me from talking. "Romeo, look at me." She whispered, we both stared at each other, and my mind kept beating so bad. My mind was telling me I fucked up already. Because I am sure she's thinking of how she would say no and not hurt my feelings, I knew it. I am
"Okay come let's sort it out now. The earlier the better." He concluded. "Great." I smiled and sat close to him on the bed. "I ain't no saint amore." Emily. Yeah, no one is a saint. We are all sinners, so what the hell is he saying? "We are ain't Saint Pablo. You're a sinner, I am a sinner, so whatcha sayin?" "Trust me, Emily, you really don't wanna hear who I really am. You will run away girl." I got confused at that point, I wasn't expecting him to say something like that, well he hasn't said anything yet tho, but saying I don't want to hear who he really is has made me so fucking curious that I really really want to know who he is. "Now, you are getting me so interested and I am so anxious to know who you really are." I sat up and faced him with my jaw on my palm and my elbow on my knees. "You're just saying all of these because you don't know me." He whispered, then smiled bitterly. "You impregnated your ex and told her to abort it?" I asked because that's the only i