Brave.

"It's even obvious in your voice. I just hope you don't keep secrets from each other because it would break both of you later, and it might be beyond repair," she whispered the last part, and I knew my sister had been broken beyond repair.

The conversation Martina and I had last night kept ringing in my mind. I couldn't bring myself to continue talking, as I knew everything she was saying was nothing but the truth. If I keep the fact that I am in the Mafia from Emily, and later in the future, something comes up that makes her know who I really am and the fact that I have killed so many people, it would be a disaster.

I knew how hard it was for her to admit how much she loved me, and I know it's not something I should take for granted or toy with. But how do I tell her who I really am, and what I have been doing? Won't she walk away?

"Damn, this is harder than it seems," I voiced out, pulling my hair so hard.

I just can't bring myself to reveal everything; that's going to be a disaster