"It's even obvious in your voice. I just hope you don't keep secrets from each other because it would break both of you later, and it might be beyond repair," she whispered the last part, and I knew my sister had been broken beyond repair.The conversation Martina and I had last night kept ringing in my mind. I couldn't bring myself to continue talking, as I knew everything she was saying was nothing but the truth. If I keep the fact that I am in the Mafia from Emily, and later in the future, something comes up that makes her know who I really am and the fact that I have killed so many people, it would be a disaster.I knew how hard it was for her to admit how much she loved me, and I know it's not something I should take for granted or toy with. But how do I tell her who I really am, and what I have been doing? Won't she walk away?"Damn, this is harder than it seems," I voiced out, pulling my hair so hard.I just can't bring myself to reveal everything; that's going to be a disaster
"Hello!" She waved in my face, snapping me out of my train of thoughts. "You're done?" I asked her. "Yeah. What were you thinking of, that you didn't even hear what I was saying since?" "Be my girlfriend," I uttered without thinking at all. ★★★ What the heck did I just do? What the fuck did I just do? How would I just rush it like that? God! "What?" She asked after staring at me for a while. "Nah. I um. It's nothing, Emily. You should dress up; I will be waiting outside." I chickened out. "Romeo!" She called. "Yeah." I couldn't look her in the face; her feet became so beautiful all of a sudden that they fascinate me. "What did you say earlier?" She asked. "I umm." She placed her hands on my cheeks, stopping me from talking. "Romeo, look at me." She whispered, and we both stared at each other, and my mind kept beating so bad. My mind was telling me I messed up already. Because I am sure she's thinking of how she would say no and not hurt my feelings, I knew it. I am rushing
"Hello oh!" She waved in my face, snapping me out of my train of thoughts. "You're done?" I asked her. "Yeah. What were you thinking of, that you didn't even hear what I was saying since." "Be my girlfriend," I uttered without thinking at all. ★★★ What the heck did I just do? What the fuck did I just do? How would I just rush it like that? God! "What?" She asked after staring at me for a while. "Nah. I um. It's nothing, Emily. You should dress up, I will be waiting outside. " I chickened out. "Romeo!" She called. "Yeah." I couldn't look her in the face, her feet became so beautiful all of a sudden that they fascinate me. "What did you say earlier?" She asked. "I umm." She placed her hands on my cheeks, stopping me from talking. "Romeo, look at me." She whispered, we both stared at each other, and my mind kept beating so bad. My mind was telling me I fucked up already. Because I am sure she's thinking of how she would say no and not hurt my feelings, I knew it. I am
"Okay come let's sort it out now. The earlier the better." He concluded. "Great." I smiled and sat close to him on the bed. "I ain't no saint amore." Emily. Yeah, no one is a saint. We are all sinners, so what the hell is he saying? "We are ain't Saint Pablo. You're a sinner, I am a sinner, so whatcha sayin?" "Trust me, Emily, you really don't wanna hear who I really am. You will run away girl." I got confused at that point, I wasn't expecting him to say something like that, well he hasn't said anything yet tho, but saying I don't want to hear who he really is has made me so fucking curious that I really really want to know who he is. "Now, you are getting me so interested and I am so anxious to know who you really are." I sat up and faced him with my jaw on my palm and my elbow on my knees. "You're just saying all of these because you don't know me." He whispered, then smiled bitterly. "You impregnated your ex and told her to abort it?" I asked because that's the only i
I stood right on the balcony, and watched him leave, it was painful but I just needed a break from all this. Yes, you heard me right I need a break. Flashback. "Te Amo" he whispered. What the fuck does that mean "Pablo, you know I ain't Spanish, what does that mean?" I chuckled. "It means I love you." He answered with a lovely smile. "But I thought it's te Quiero!" "Well, they can mean similar things though. But Te Amo is not something you'd say to a long-time friend or a 2nd cousin. Saying te amo is much more romantic and affectionate, and is usually reserved for serious relationships and immediate family members." "I love you, Pablo," I whispered. "I love you too, girl. " He pecked my lips, then smiled "Let me continue from where I stopped "Every single thing I did after I met you, was to get close to you. My prayer was for us to get close to each other." "Do you remember the day Zander came to show you the labour team, and I got to see you up close, and even shake y
"Don't tell me you guys aren't together anymore!" She yelled… "We weren't together before, we just started dating, or should I say we just wanted to give it a try and we started today, just a few hours ago and we're already having unnecessary issues. I really don't know what to do Mary, I am just so frustrated. Why does it have to be me? Why am I not always lucky when it comes to relationships? What…" "Hey. Hey. It's okay. Trust me. You shouldn't do this to yourself, and you know it. Besides whatever argument you guys had shouldn't be so serious that it would result in you crying your eyes out. Just take it to cool okay? And I'm here for you. Both of ya would resolve this in no time. I know that." "Mary. You don't know what happened!" I said and I got up from her embrace, walked towards the balcony again, only to see Pablo's car packed outside the gate, and his side glass was winded down, he had his head in his hands and it was obvious he's crying. My heart broke into a million piec
"Mama." I whispered a little knocking on her door so softly. We have been hugging each other for more than ten minutes now, and she's still parting my back and singing the lullaby. I feel a little better than before as I let it all out.. my tears and all. It's cool actually. "Will you say what happened now?" Mama asked. "She loves me mama, but can't be with me." I whispered, resting my head on the headboard of her bed, because I know with the way my head is banging I would fall asleep anytime from now. "Then she doesn't. Love involves sacrifice. I didn't know that Marcello was in the Mafia until my life was threatened by another mafia group. I confronted him about it, and he had to tell me the truth." "And you stayed mama." "If I don't, will you still meet me here? " she answered. "No, what I meant is, and you agreed immediately that you would be with him? Not taking some time for me to think about what you're about to go into?" "No. I took some time off. I left him for mon
"Would you take drugs, I mean drugs I use when I find it hard to sleep?" "Yes, mama." She went ahead, and brought the drugs, and not up to ten minutes after using the drugs, the darkness consumed me. __––__ "Hey" I whispered, smiling at her as she woke up. "Il mio" (mine) she whispered. "How are you? Did you sleep well?" I said with a smirk and kissed her all over her face. "Sleep well? Husband you didn't allow me even sleep all through the night remember!" She said, smacking my nose lightly. "Well, it was what you wanted. And can you repeat what you called me just now?" I whispered, biting my lower lips because I was already growing hard. "Il mio?" She asked. tu sei mia e io sono tua Emily. Intendevo l'altro (you are mine and I am yours Emily. I meant the other one.) "What other .... oh Husband." She said with that soul-pleasing smile. "Yeah. You know what that's doing to me?" I whispered, pulling her hand slowly to my hard member. "Oh. That." She replied, slowly