A surprise was evident on their faces, halatang nagulat sila dahil sa biglaan kong pag pasok at pag sabat sa kanilang usapan. I know it's rude to interject on their conversation but I just can't stand there knowing na baka mauwi sa away ang mainit nilang sagutan.
I look at the two when they didn't utter a word, so instead of forcing them to answer me- I stretch my lips into a smile.
"Dad didn't force me Kuya, everything is fine with me. As matter of fact, I am happy because I'm finally living with you all" I smilingly said to assure my brother that everything is fine with me.
Dad suddenly claps his hand na kinagulat ko and then he laughed.
"See? Your sister understands me more than you understand me Redniz" he said proudly and walk towards my direction spreading his both arms "Come here my daughter, give your father a hug" he said to me while smiling.
I suddenly felt a genuine happiness when I saw his smile and move my feet to approach him. Niyakap niya ako ng mahigpit and then he tapped my back gently before he pulled away.
"I miss you Dad" I can't help to utter expressing the longing that I've been feeling while studying abroad away from him and my brothers.
I was about to hug him back when he suddenly steps back avoiding me and then he looks away from me causing my smile to disappear instantly as I was stunned on my spot.
"Kausapin mo ang Kuya mo, hindi ko gustong maulit pa ito. I hate it when someone is questioning my decision, lalo na kung para sayo ang desisyon na yun " mababa ngunit madiin niyang sabi sa akin na may pag babanta before he walks away na walang paalam.
I blink my eyes and my gaze follows him still can't process what happened. I thought he miss me too that's why he hug me? But why does he sounds mad at me while saying those words?
"Lemonine, honey"
I immediately gaze at my brother when he called me and to my attention. I automatically smile to hide the disappointment I'm feeling right now and walk towards him. I giggle when he welcomes me with his tight hug and even squeezes me, but not too tight afraid that he might hurt me.
"Welcome home" he whispers.
I pulled away and smile at him even more. It's evident in his eyes that he is happy to see me far from how my father look at me a while ago. His flat expression full of strictness is not so welcoming.
"Thank you Kuya" I sincerely replied appreciate that he really welcomed me.
Ngumiti naman siya ng bahagya and nod his head back to his serious face na hindi na bago sa akin. Seryoso naman kasi lagi si kuya, he sometimes laughs and makes jokes. He is strict like Dad, but I must say that he is much considerate.
"But remember this Lemonine, don't hesitate to tell me once he tries to hurt you" seryoso niyang bilin sa akin causing my forehead to crease.
Hurt me? Who? Dad? Dad can hurt me? That's absurd.
I let out a small laugh and shake my head "You're thinking too much Kuya, Dad won't hurt me, he never did. Besides, there's no reason for him to discipline me through violence because I'm not planning to disobey him nor disrespect him" tumatawa kong sagot dito.
I can't believe him, paano niya naisip ang ganyang bagay kay Dad? Yes- given na talaga na masungit si Daddy. He is strict, demanding, and controlling. But despite with Dad, it never came into my mind na may kakayahan siyang saktan ako. Besides, I understand na kaya lang niya ginagawa ang mga bagay na yun for my own good.
Hindi naman siya agad nakasagot dahil sa sinabi ko. It took him a couple of seconds before he finally shakes his head and lifts his hand to massage his temple.
"Forget about what I said," he said lowly "Go to your room now, I know you're tired. I still need to discuss something with Dad," he said and tap my shoulder.
"Eline, tara na sa kwarto mo" Nana Rita intervene before I could ask more questions to my brother.
Hesitantly, I nod my head when I felt Nana Rita held my arm. My brother follows Dad making me sigh silently before I follow Nana Rita. She leads me the way and I was surprised to see how huge the mansion is although I already expecting this. I don't know how many living rooms we walk by before I finally saw the grand staircase.
The huge chandelier in the middle is so fascinating to watch that complements the marble floor and marble staircase. The vast open spaces are really screaming with luxury. The interior design is much extravagant than the exterior design and I shouldn't be wondering. Because as far as I can remember. This Dela Huerta Mansion is the ancestral house of Dela Huertas. Maybe Dad just modernized the whole mansion to preserve its beauty.
"Eline, tara na" Nana Rita called me dragging me back to my senses.
"Yes po" mabilis kong sagot and I follow her as she walks upstairs.
But I stop when I saw the family portrait that was displayed on the wall. I narrowed my eyes when I remember when was that taken. If I can remember it right, I was fifteen years old at that time. It was my summer vacation and Dad decided that I should spend my summer with my Abuela and Abuelo so I travel back to Spain. Surprisingly, Dad was also there to celebrate the wedding anniversary of my grandparents. And then, that portrait happens.
A smile forms on my lips seeing my both brothers smiling at the portrait before I start walking again to follow Nana Rita. The second floor of the mansion is as luxurious as the first floor.
"Halika dito hija"
Agad akong lumapit kay Nana Rita. Hinawakan niya naman ako sa kamay before she starts walking again. The second floor is full of hallways and corner tables, vases, and art paintings.
"This mansion is so big" I whisper and roamed my eyes around.
"Masanay ka na, dito ka na titira simula ngayon" tumatawang sagot ni Nana kaya napangiti ako.
We stop in front of the huge door and then she opens it for me. My lips parted a little and amazingly turn my gaze around seeing how capacious my room.
This is so nice... my room here is much bigger than my room in my Abuela's house.
"Nagustuhan mo ba hija?"
"Of course, this is too much actually" masaya kong sagot and then I walk towards the double glass sliding door.
The cold late afternoon breeze instantly welcomes me making me smile even more and I look at Nana Rita na nakatingin din sa akin.
"Mag pahinga ka muna hija, tatawagin na lang kita kung kakain na" she said.
"Salamat po" I said trying to steady my tone in tagalog but I failed causing it to sound slang and funny to listen.
Napangiti naman siya sa akin and then she nodded her head before she left me alone in my room. I turn back my gaze to the sky and step out on the balcony making me saw the whole front yard of the mansion.
I hug myself when the wind blows again causing the trees to sway on their own rhythm and sound. This is my life now, I need to do everything to make my father notice my worth. I need to seize this as a chance.
DINNER...
"Where is Kuya Vinz?" I can't help to ask when I only saw Kuya Red, Dad, and me in the dining room.
"He's in Manila, kailangan ko rin bumalik dun bukas" Kuya Red replied.
I press my lips together when I heard what he said. So it means, I and Dad will be left here alone? Bakit ko nga ba hindi ito naisip?
"How was your flight?" Dad voice out in a toneless voice that made me look at him.
I automatically smile although he didn't give me a single glance.
"It's a bit tiring, I didn't know that it took 17 hours to travel from Nevada to the Philippines" I answer.
I heard Kuya chuckle lowly while slicing the steak on his plate. Dad on the other hand remains serious while sipping his wine not interested in what I said. Instead of feeling sad, I just glance at my brother and smile at him.
This is not new to me, Dad and I never had a casual conversation. We are not that close, although he is my father- it seems like there is a barrier between me and him, a barrier that I shouldn't dare to cross or he will get mad at me.
"Life here in Tierra Veloz is just simple Lemon, far from your life in Spain and Las Vegas," Kuya said.
"Tama ang Kuya mo, sanayin mo na agad ang sarili mo dahil hindi ko gusto makarinig ng reklamo" Dad interjects in a strict tone.
I bit the inside of my mouth and nod my head "I can surely adjust. I'm not gonna complain too" I assure them.
I never complain about anything, they should have known that.
"People here in Tierra Veloz are nice and kind, you wouldn't have a hard time to adjust" Kuya agrees "But, you need to be fluent in tagalog dahil mahihirapan sila kausapin ka" he teased me.
I pouted my lips earning a low laugh from him.
He's so mean! I'm aware of how funny I sound when I'm speaking tagalog, but what can I do? Tagalog was not my first language. Although I know how to use it still I cannot straighten my tongue to pronounce each word correctly.
"That's enough. We need to discuss your studies" Dad interrupts us.
Kuya Red's face went serious and my gaze went to my father. I caught him elegantly wipe the side of his mouth using the table napkin and then he cleared his throat.
"You'll be studying at Velonzon University, as what I said to you over the phone- I want you to finish business administration program and help your brothers run our business," he said strictly.
"I understand Dad" I immediately replied.
"One more thing, you cannot leave the hacienda without your Nana Rita or Tobias. Same rules Elizabeth and I will add another set of rules, you know that I don't tolerate mistakes so do not dare to disobey me" may pag babanta niyang sabi na nakatingin sa akin ng seryoso.
I grip the fabric of my dress and smile politely at him "Yes, Dad" I obediently replied.
"Good" he nods his head " This is enough for this day, go back to your room now and rest. I still need to talk to your brother" he authoritatively instructs me that I quickly oblige.
Slowly, I walk back to my room while roaming my eyes around trying to familiarize every corner that my eyes reach.
I just get satisfied when I finally reach the second floor, because seeing those picture frames that were arranged on the top of every side table and corner table is so fascinating to look at. I can't help myself to reminisce every memory that the pictures remind me of.
I'm smiling alone entertaining myself until my hand landed on the picture frame where I saw my father, Kuya Vinzon, Kuya Red, and me. We are all smiling except for Dad, and Kuya Red is holding small cardboard with the written letters 'Dela Huerta Family'.
"This looks so nice" I whisper to myself and was about to return the frame when I suddenly notice something.
I creased my forehead and confusingly trained my eyes to those picture frames.
It's odd. I didn't saw any picture of my mother on the frames.
"Eline?"I flinch and immediately turn around dahil sa gulat. Agad naman akong ngumiti when I saw my Nana Rita approaching me while holding a glass of milk."Bakit nakatayo ka pa rito?" She queries and glances at the frame I'm holding.I immediately return it and scratch my left cheek "I notice something Nana" I voice out and train my gaze again to those picture frames before I look at her again "There's no picture of my mother displayed on those frames" I utter.I saw how her eyes widened and then she suddenly pulled me and drag me towards my room without saying anything. I confusingly look at her not expecting that sudden move.What's the problem? May nasabi ba akong mali?"Huwag ka na ulit mag tatanong tungkol sa bagay na yun Eline" pagalit niyang sabi sa akin causing my brows to furrow."What's wrong?" naguguluhan kong tanong "I didn't saw Mom's face since I was a kid. And Abuela told me that Dad has a lot of pictures of my Mom, s
"Curious, curious about how beautiful you are," he said that made me stunned on my spot.The wind blows and time seems to stop for a second as I felt his intense stare at me. My lips parted a bit surprised with his reason. I blink my eyes and slowly a genuine smile form on my lips amused with him.I mentally laugh. I didn't know it was my fault."Tara na sa loob Eline" Nana Rita suddenly said and held my arm that pulled me back to my senses.I slowly nod my head and let Nana guide me as we walk inside the house. I didn't look back, but my mind wanders on its own."Do you know those young men Nana?" I query while we're walking upstairs."Hindi ko nga masyadong familiar dahil madilim. Pero malalagot talaga sa akin ang mga yun kapag inulit pa nila" may bahid nang inis na sabi niya making me laugh softly."Kuya Red and Kuya Vinzon was like that too when they were still at my age. I still can remember- Dad send Kuya Red to Spain to ground
"Bye Eline! See you tomorrow!" Gia exclaimed when I was about to leave the art room.I stop walking and my gaze turns at her. I smile when I saw her waving her hand at me with a big friendly smile plastered on her lips."See you tomorrow" I mouthed and also wave my hand.I slightly giggle when Axel, Gia's boyfriend gives me a salute teasing me. I shake my head and finally left the room. For almost a month of studying here at Velonzon University, I only have two friends that I really get along with- and that is Gia and Axel. Time really flies fast, hindi ko man lang namalayan na medyo matagal na rin simula nang dumating ako dito sa Tierra Veloz.Everything change, most students here in Velonzon are aloof with me which I don't know why. Some students tried to approach me, but whenever I introduce myself to them they suddenly become distant or they suddenly become awkward to me which is really odd. Good thing Gia and Axel are different, they were fun to be w
"Alam kong gwapo ako" he arrogantly remarks "Pero iba naman ang mukha ng gwapo sa mukha ng mabait. Hindi naman ako mukhang mabait, Binibini" he speaks grinning from ear to ear.I step back and tilt my head eyeing him intently. My gaze transfixed to his face and I mentally nod my head. Yes, he's indeed a handsome guy that is oozing with sex appeal. His eyes, his nose, his jawline, and his lips- they are all perfectly combined. Kahit na medyo madilim ang kinatatayuan namin, his good looks still visible in my eyes na para bang hindi yun kayang takpan ng dilim. Funny- he's the first man I praise like this.Hindi naman siya mukhang mabait, as a matter of fact, he looks so bad actually. His badass look is kinda intimidating but I find him more attractive because of it.I smile at him again "You don't look kind, but you also don't look like someone who had a bad intention or something " I suppose ignoring his teasing smirk.Amusement dance in his eyes and the co
"Is Dad home already?" I ask softly while we're walking inside. "Wala pa ang Daddy mo, pero nag alala ako dahil sabi ni Tobias umuwi ka mag isa" sagot nito at bakas sa boses niya ang pag aalala with a hint of irritation. I just don't know if she is irritated with me or to Kuya Tobias because he didn't fetch me on time and I end up going home alone. "I don't want to go home late" I explain. "Maiintindihan naman yun nang Daddy mo hija, sana nag antay ka na lang sa school. Lalaki pa talaga ang nag hatid sayo dito" I bit my lower lip because of what she said. I know it's really inappropriate for her na lalaki ang nag hatid sa akin. My family is really overprotective to me kaya naman kahit sila Nana Rita ay ganon din. I understand, nag iisang babae ako sa pamilya ng mga Dela Huerta. And I am also the youngest. "You know Daddy, Nana" I whisper softly as we stop in the doorway "He's not gonna accept any explanation once you break his rules. A
I smile at the lady who greeted me when I step out of the room. I puffed out a breath and check the time on my wristwatch. Operation Management is my last subject for today because my professor in my Philippine History subject had an emergency that's why the class was canceled this morning. It's still 4:54 in the afternoon, 6 more minutes before 5. I still have enough time to pass my case study report on one of my major subjects. Hinawi ko ang ilang hibla ng buhok ko sa mukha and then I start walking while I'm hugging the folders I'm holding. I did my very best to avoid those stares that are fixed on me. I pretend as if I didn't notice them, it's better in that way. Dahil kung lilingunin ko sila, they would just look away and pretend as if they didn't look at me. As I said, most students here in Velonzon are aloof and distant to me. I don't know why, as far as I can remember- I'm always approachable and kind to everyone. Yung iba naman bumabati sa akin but they never
"Sensya na sa mga kaibigan ko, ang gugulo" he chuckle lowly and let go of my elbow.I smile politely and shake my head "It's alright, I don't quite understand them though" I honestly said and lift my head to see his face making me saw how the corner of his lips twitch into a grin while looking at me with amusement in his eyes."You should stop giving me a teasing smile" I can't help to say earning a low laugh from him.I purse my lips and look away because he's obviously trying to suppress his loud laugh."Saan tayo kakain?" I query when he didn't say anything.I look up on him at sinalubong namang ako nang nakakaloko niyang ngiti."Doon" he replied still smirking.I bit my lower lip because he's obviously making fun of my tagalog. But what can I do right? I can understand tagalog and for a month of staying here in Tierra Veloz, I learn more tagalog words. It's just that, I couldn't pronounce it correctly. I couldn't straighten my ton
'Alas Prian C. Le HavreBachelor of Science in Civil Engineering'Engineering? This is one of my choices when I was still contemplating what program should I choose for college. This is my third choice to be exact. My second choice is architecture while my first choice is Fine Arts or Fashion Designing. I know it's weird that I have two options on my first choice. It's just that, I really love both of them. I want to study both of them. So I decided to pursue fine arts first before fashion designing that's why I take an entrance examination for fine arts.But of course, I can't say no to my Dad that's why I didn't dare to complain. I have a responsibility as his daughter. I must listen to him and be an obedient daughter. I must do everything to repay all the things he did for me. And if I do that correctly, surely he will be please and it will make him proud of me and I will gain his attention, his affection, and his love. And besides, taking up
I am not familiar with all of the Filipino cuisine dahil sa ibang bansa ako lumaki. That's why I am having a hard time to decide which one to order. Everything are look appetizing but I am not quite sure if all of it goes with my preference with food. But anyway, I am not a picky eater."Ano na? Loading ka na dyan" Alas chuckle while standing behind me.Napakamot ako sa pisngi ko. I can feel the lady in front of me waiting for my order. It's embarrassing because I've been standing on my spot right now for about five minutes now.Nag simula akong mamili dahil hinayaan naman ako ni Alas na pumili ng gusto ko. He said that it will be his libre so I will just grab the chance to try something new."What is this" I ask Alas na nakasunod sa bawat lakad ko."Pakbet. Masarap yan"I tilt my head. He's indeed right, it smell delicious for sure masarap din ang lasa niya. And I think I already heard that pakbet to Nana Rita. If I am not mistaken, pakbet
"Gusto mo bang malaman kung bakit?"I blink my eys while staring at him and he is also staring at me with a playful smirk plastered on his face. There's a sudden uncertainty to say 'yes' to him na hindi ko alam kung saan nag mula. Looking at him this close, I realize something that I didn't able to notice before.My lips curved and was about to say something when suddenly a voice of a man interject behind me."Tangina Al! buhay ka pa pala ng ganitong oras?"Napakunot ang noo ko ng bahagya while innocently looking at Alas Prian. He tilt his head before he look at the guy behind me, grinning casually."Gago!" malutong niyang mura that made me bit my lower lip, "Anong tingin mo sa akin? Tangina to," he added laughing.He suddenly held my arm without looking at me and gently pull me beside him to face the guy that he is having a conversation. I press my lips together when I saw a tall guy but not as tall as Alas. He is not familiar to me, but I
I blink my eyes for how many times stunned with what Alas Prian said. I don't know kung paano ko siya dapat intindihin because it seems like he is implying something that he just can't put into words.I just back into my senses when I heard him chuckle."Tangina, baliw na yata ako" he snap brushing his hair using his fingers."Huh?" I tilt my head habang naka angat parin ang tingin sa kanya "You look okay naman ah," I point out with puzzled look on my face.Malakas siyang natawa na kinalaki ng mata ko sa gulat. Instinctively I roam my eyes around and I feel a bit embarrass when I saw those students that are staring the two of us with suspicion in their eyes. Agad akong nag iwas ng tingin at alanganing ngumiti kay Alas Prian nang mapansin kong nakatingin siya sa akin. His eyes is gleaming with playfulness just like the usual teasing me when I did something that he finds funny.What's with him? He's a bit different today. Medyo naguguluhan ako sa mga
'You don't deserve to be a Dela Huerta'Those words are keep on playing inside my head while having dinner with Nana Rita and Kuya Brand. Yeah, my father is not around yet and I wonder even more kung kailan siya balak umuwi."Ayos ka lang hija?" Kuya Brandon ask me.I raise my gaze to him and smile "Ayos lang naman po" I politely reply."Iniisip mo parin ang sinabi nang lalaking yun?" Nana Rita inteject.I tighten my grip on the spoon I'm holding. I wanted to ask her but I know she won't dare to give me answers. Why? Because it's part of the rules. I must not ask unnecessary things and I feel like my question right now is unnecessary."Eline-""Yes," I cut her off although I know that I sound rude "I am bothered that despite everything that I did- no one still recognize me as Dela Huerta. We both know Dad never recognize me as one""Eline"I sigh and shut my eyes close. I am starting to be emotional...I
WEEKENDS came so fast and I just found myself on the backseat of the car appreciating the beauty of nature Tierra Veloz offer. This place never failed to amaze me every day because I always find something new every time I go out. It feels like my surrounding always has full of surprises and I'm loving it so much."Sigurado ka ba talagang sasama sa amin hija?" Yaya Rita ask who's sitting at the passenger seat.My gaze shifted to her and I smile brightly."Yes, Nana" I pause and tuck the loose strand of my hair "Don't worry about me, I'm fine. I just really want to go out and ease my boredom" I assure her.Matagal itong tumitig sa akin before she sigh in defeat causing my smile to widen. I glance at Kuya Brandon at napakagat labi ako when I saw him shake his head.I do not want to stay at home. I want my weekends to be productive as much as possible and besides, Dad is not around. My father is the main reason why I agree to live here in Tierra Veloz
"Hindi ko gusto maging kaibigan ka lang, Lemonine"I blink my eyes while staring at his serious face. Bigla akong kinabahan sa di malamang dahilan. His expressive set of brown eyes is void with emotions kaya hindi ko sigurado kung anong gusto niyang iparating."W-Why?" I said almost like a whisper.I can't help to flaunt the disappointment on my face. I am disappointed that I consider him as a friend pero hindi naman pala ganon ang tingin niya sa akin."Did I-""Pfftt- Fuck! HAHAHAHAHA" he burst out kaya natagilan ako sa gulat.I stared at him in disbelief while he's laughing so hard na para bang mauubusan na siya ng hininga. I couldn't process it quickly, ramdam ko ang tingin sa amin ng ilang kumakain but my gaze remain at Alas Prian."You're..." I pause "Making fun of me" I said."Tangina" he hissed shaking his head.Mischievous glint is visible in his eyes which made me pouted my lips, shooking my head. He's so mean.
"How long will Dad stay at Cagayan De Oro?" I can't help to ask Kuya Brandon while he's driving. I know I shouldn't dare to ask such question but I just can't help to be anxious. He's not calling me nor saying anything when will he return. It seems like a deja vu when I was still in Las Vegas. I should get used to it dahil sanay naman akong na wala si Daddy sa tabi ko. But I am expecting since andito na nga ako nakatira sa bahay niya. "You don't have to answer that Kuya Brand..." I take it back and smile faintly before I turn my eyes out of the car window. "Pasensya na hija, may mga bagay kasi na hindi ko pwede ipaliwanag sayo" I look at him and I nod my head "I understand po. I am not asking to seek answers. I just wanted to experience asking anything freely" I honestly utter. Bawal akong mag tanong. That's one of my father's rules. "Pero pauwi na rin yun hija. Huwag ka masyadong mag alala, may mga kasama naman si Señor na umalis. Sig
"Hindi na yun lalapit sayo" Alas said confidently making me look at him. "How sure you are?" I whisper. He eyed me seriously and then his gaze went down to my hand that gripping my other hand tightly bago siya nag angat ng tingin sa akin. "Kasi sinabi ko" nakangisi niyang sagot and then he remove his bull cap na hindi ko agad napansin at sinuot sa akin na walang pasabi. My brows creased with what he did at naguguluhan akong tinignan siya but he just shrugged his shoulder while smiling playfully. "Para saan to?" I ask. He chuckle and shake his head "Wala" he look away and I saw him scratch his nape "Ang ganda kasi eh..." he mumble. "What?" I ask. "Sabi ko tara na Binibini, ihahatid na kita sa driver mo" he grinned. I pouted my lips a little and rolled my eyes before I start walking. I heard his low laugh as he follow me from behind which I already expected from him. But I am thankful with what he did, good thing
"Do you want to come with us Eline?" Gia ask while she's fixing her things.Mrs. Bianchi just dismiss our class. And I'm not quite sure how Gia manage to go nights out despite the struggle on our major subjects. For sure this is just about another nights out that she planned together with Axel."No thanks, I still need to finish my analysis for my case study" I smile politely and gather my things.I saw her flip her black mid length hair and turn her head in me."Really huh? Hindi mo pa nga ako tinatanong kung saan, umayaw ka na agad" she shake her head.I shyly smile at her and bit my lower lip. Ayaw ko talaga sumama sa mga night out, and Dad will surely scold me kapag nalaman niya. He already warned me not to socialize with the people here in Tierra Veloz.Well, he knows that Gia and Axel are my friends, pero hindi niya parin gusto na gabihin ako although si Gia ang kasama ko."Maybe next time?" I whisper trying to lift her mood.