"Is Dad home already?" I ask softly while we're walking inside.
"Wala pa ang Daddy mo, pero nag alala ako dahil sabi ni Tobias umuwi ka mag isa" sagot nito at bakas sa boses niya ang pag aalala with a hint of irritation.
I just don't know if she is irritated with me or to Kuya Tobias because he didn't fetch me on time and I end up going home alone.
"I don't want to go home late" I explain.
"Maiintindihan naman yun nang Daddy mo hija, sana nag antay ka na lang sa school. Lalaki pa talaga ang nag hatid sayo dito"
I bit my lower lip because of what she said. I know it's really inappropriate for her na lalaki ang nag hatid sa akin. My family is really overprotective to me kaya naman kahit sila Nana Rita ay ganon din. I understand, nag iisang babae ako sa pamilya ng mga Dela Huerta. And I am also the youngest.
"You know Daddy, Nana" I whisper softly as we stop in the doorway "He's not gonna accept any explanation once you break his rules. And besides, the guy I was with is really kind. Gia knows him too" I told her, although I was not sure if Gia knows that guy.
"Kaibigan niyo rin ni Gia?" She confirms.
I bit the inside of my mouth and conceal my nervousness with a gentle smile.
"He's acquainted with Gia," I replied na kinataas ng kilay nito.
"At paano mo naman nakilala yun?" She query.
She sounds as if she's interrogating me. She sounds suspicious and I honestly don't know what to do or what should I say to dodge this topic. I'm not used to lying because my father hates people who lie.
"Bakit andito ka pa sa labas?"
I flinch when I heard the familiar hardening tone of my father's voice. I instantly turn my head behind me and there I saw him standing while looking at me.
"D-Dad..." I said to acknowledge his presence.
He creased his forehead when his eyes trail into me. I heard Nana Rita greeted him but he didn't gave her a glance.
"You just arrived?" He strictly asks sound displease with what he saw to me.
I nervously nod my head and bit the inside of my lower lip.
It's always like this. There's always a thin line between me and him although he is my father. I just can't understand why do I feel like this. Although I crave for his attention, his affection, his love- still I can't help but to feel nervous every time he's around while giving me that intimidating stare.
"It's still 6:35 Dad..." I dare to say.
I don't want him to think that I'm disrespecting him and his rules.
"Where's Tobias? I didn't saw the car outside" he ask instead.
My heart skip a beat with his question and I nervously eyed Nana Rita.
What should I say?
"Nasa talyer po si Tobias ngayon Señor, nasira kasi ang SUV na puti kaya nga ako na lang ang sumundo kay Eline" Nana lied.
I gulp and tighten my grip on the hem of the blanket around my shoulder. She sound natural and she didn't even stuttered na para bang sanay na sanay siya mag sinungaling.
But thanks to Nana, she save me.
Mas lalo naman kumunot ang noo ni Dad. He even look back and check those cars that was park on the front yard before he turn his gaze at Nana Rita again.
"Ayokong maulit pa ito, alam mong hindi ko gustong pag usapan ng mga tao dito sa Tierra Veloz si Elizabeth" masungit na sabi ni Dad.
I mentally furrowed my brows. Bakit naman ako pag uusapan?
"Opo Señor, pasensya na" Nana Rita apologize that made me held her arm.
She didn't do anything wrong. Why would she apologize? I sometimes cannot understand what's happening around me.
"Pupumunta ka na sa kwarto mo Elizabeth" Dad authoritatively utter that I immediately oblige.
"Yes, father..." I replied politely before I head upstairs and didn't dare to look back.
MORNING
I roamed my eyes around while walking downstairs. I didn't saw anyone on the living room that's why I walk fast towards the kitchen hoping I would saw Nana Rita. Luckily, she was indeed there preparing for my breakfast.
"Good morning Señorita" a woman greeted me that made me look at her.
I blink my eyes when I didn't recognize her. Instead of asking her name, I just gave her a smile and nod my head before I walk towards Nana Rita.
"Bakit ka pa pumunta dito, dapat sa hapag ka na lang nag antay nang almusal mo" Nana Rita said without looking at me.
I purse my lips at hinawi ang ilang hibla ng buhok kong humaharang sa mukha while watching what she's doing.
"Where's Daddy po? Is he awake already?" I query.
Bigla namang natigilan si Nana Rita sa ginagawa niya kaya nag tataka akong napatingin dito. She face me and smile gently that made me smile to. She pinch my cheek lightly at bahagyang tinapik ang pisngi ko.
"Maagang umalis ang Daddy mo, ako na lang ang sasabay sayo mag agahan" she hesitantly said that made my smile disappear.
Disappointment reflected on my face and I can't help not to flaunt the sadness in my eyes. I shook my head and bit my lower lip.
"Have he eaten his breakfast?" I query.
"Kumain naman ang Daddy mo bago umalis, huwag ka na mag alala" she assure me.
I mentally sigh. Dapat siguro mas agahan ko pa gumising para makasabay ko siya kumain. I moisten my lips and force myself to smile at Nana Rita.
"Let's go na po? I remember, I need to go to school early to pass my report" I said instead.
"Pero kailangan mo kumain hija"
I glance at the chicken sandwich she made and I grab it.
"I'll take this. Let's go na po?"
She sigh at napipilitan siyang tumango. My smile widened when she finally take off her apron and fix her hair.
"Ikaw talagang bata ka" she hissed.
I giggle and clutch my arm around her arm and then I drag her out the kitchen. I greeted Kuya Tobias when I saw him already waiting for us on the front door.
I roamed my eyes around and my force smile was replace with a gape when I notice the beautiful sunrise.Maaga pa naman talaga, gusto ko lang agad na umalis para hindi ko masyadong isipin na hindi man lang ako magawang antayin ni Daddy. We're already living on the same roof and yet, he's still unreachable. I don't know what's wrong with me and he seem so distance to me.
"Pumasok ka na sa kotse Eline, mahamog masyado" Nana Rita snap.
I shifted my gaze on her and nod my head. Kuya Tobias open the backseat door for me and I immediately step inside. I fasten my seatbelt instantly and check my things to make sure na wala akong naiwan.
Seconds later, I heard the driver seat and passenger seat door open at sabay na pumasok si Nana Rita at Kuya Tobias.
"Pasensya ka na kahapon Eline ha, babawi ako mamaya" Kuya Tobias said at nahihiyang ngumiti sa akin.
I smile back at him "You don't have to say sorry po. Hindi niyo naman po sinadya na masira ang car" I replied.
I heard Nana Rita laugh that made me look at her. I pouted my lips when I realize what's the reason of her laughter. For sure it's because of my tagalog words.
"Masasanay ka rin mag tagalog hija" Kuya Tobias chuckle before he start the car engine.
I bit my lower lip and smile shyly before I look out of the window when the car start moving. I mentally smile when I saw those people who's cleaning the front yard of the mansion. They were so busy every morning, at ganon din tuwing hapon. They were always alive and smiling although nakikita kong parang wala silang pahinga, because after they clean the front yard lilinisin naman nila ang ibang parte ng mansion.
I open the window beside me nang makalabas na kami ng mansion. The heat of the morning sunbeam hits my face together with the cold morning breeze. The mixture sensation of warmth and cold gives me an overwhelming feeling. Nilabas ko ang kamay ko tulad nang madalas kong gawin to feel the cool breeze while staring the wide field that belongs to my father's hacienda.
I am not sure how huge the Hacienda Dela Huerta. Pero sigurado akong sobrang laki nito, because even my eyes couldn't reach the end of my father's land. At hindi lang ito ang pag mamay ari niyang lupa.
"Hindi ka nilalamig?" I heard Nana Rita ask.
I briefly glance at her and shake my head. I'm trying to focus my gaze on the wide field, I suddenly wanted to roam the hacienda. For a month staying here in Tierra Veloz, all I did was to focus myself in studying. I didn't even take time to enjoy myself with the beauty of nature that Tierra Veloz offer.
"Nana is it true that Daddy has a barn here?" I curiously ask.
I remember, I heard Abuelo and Daddy talk about his barn. Dad even told Abuelo that he spend hundred thousands just to buy a different breeds of horses na gusto niyang paramihin. I was 12 years old back then, but maybe andyan parin naman yung barn.
I wanted to go and see it.
"Bakit? Gusto mong pumunta dun?"
My gaze automatically turn to her.
"Yes po, I heard he has a different breeds of horses. I miss horse back riding" masaya kong sabi.
She laugh "Sige, pupunta tayo dun sa Sabado" she agree.
My smile widened even more pero natigilan ako when we pass the T-junction road. I saw a man standing on the ginkgo biloba tree. He's holding a bouquet of flowers and a basket of fruit. I tilt my head when I saw him bend down and put the flowers on the tree together with the basket of fruits.
"Why did he offer a flower and fruits on the tree?" I mumble to myself.
"Isarado mo ang bintana Eline" Nana Rita suddenly utter in firm tone.
"But-"
"I said close it!"
I flinch and immediately did what she said. My eyes widen while looking at her back surprise with the sudden high pitch of her voice.
"Tandaan mo ito Eline. Bawal mong lapitan ang punong yun, dahil magagalit ang Daddy mo kapag nakita ka niya na lumapit doon" she warn me.
Unconsciously, I turn my head back and look at the tree again. Why? Anong meron sa puno na yan?
I smile at the lady who greeted me when I step out of the room. I puffed out a breath and check the time on my wristwatch. Operation Management is my last subject for today because my professor in my Philippine History subject had an emergency that's why the class was canceled this morning. It's still 4:54 in the afternoon, 6 more minutes before 5. I still have enough time to pass my case study report on one of my major subjects. Hinawi ko ang ilang hibla ng buhok ko sa mukha and then I start walking while I'm hugging the folders I'm holding. I did my very best to avoid those stares that are fixed on me. I pretend as if I didn't notice them, it's better in that way. Dahil kung lilingunin ko sila, they would just look away and pretend as if they didn't look at me. As I said, most students here in Velonzon are aloof and distant to me. I don't know why, as far as I can remember- I'm always approachable and kind to everyone. Yung iba naman bumabati sa akin but they never
"Sensya na sa mga kaibigan ko, ang gugulo" he chuckle lowly and let go of my elbow.I smile politely and shake my head "It's alright, I don't quite understand them though" I honestly said and lift my head to see his face making me saw how the corner of his lips twitch into a grin while looking at me with amusement in his eyes."You should stop giving me a teasing smile" I can't help to say earning a low laugh from him.I purse my lips and look away because he's obviously trying to suppress his loud laugh."Saan tayo kakain?" I query when he didn't say anything.I look up on him at sinalubong namang ako nang nakakaloko niyang ngiti."Doon" he replied still smirking.I bit my lower lip because he's obviously making fun of my tagalog. But what can I do right? I can understand tagalog and for a month of staying here in Tierra Veloz, I learn more tagalog words. It's just that, I couldn't pronounce it correctly. I couldn't straighten my ton
'Alas Prian C. Le HavreBachelor of Science in Civil Engineering'Engineering? This is one of my choices when I was still contemplating what program should I choose for college. This is my third choice to be exact. My second choice is architecture while my first choice is Fine Arts or Fashion Designing. I know it's weird that I have two options on my first choice. It's just that, I really love both of them. I want to study both of them. So I decided to pursue fine arts first before fashion designing that's why I take an entrance examination for fine arts.But of course, I can't say no to my Dad that's why I didn't dare to complain. I have a responsibility as his daughter. I must listen to him and be an obedient daughter. I must do everything to repay all the things he did for me. And if I do that correctly, surely he will be please and it will make him proud of me and I will gain his attention, his affection, and his love. And besides, taking up
I gaze down to my wrist watch, Alas Prian is right- it's already 6:00 PM. I stood up on my seat and I get my bag before I look at him and smile. He tilted his head at ngumisi siya sa akin bago siya naunang mag lakad. I follow him silently, he even open the door of the coffee shop for me without saying anything. With that simple gesture, I can say that Alas Prian is a modern gentlemen.I lift my head and stare the sky. Padilim na ang langit, at mas lumalamig na rin ang ihip nang hangin. I was like walking in the road in Las Vegas full of melting snow. The difference is- I like the overwhelming coldness of the wind here. It makes you shiver but at the same time, you want more of it because it's giving you a soothing feeling."You're playing basketball, right?" I mutter breaking the silence between us.I glance at him when he didn't reply and I saw him looking straight on the road with his left hand inside his pocket while his right hand is holding the strap
I froze on my spot when I saw my father on the main living room. He's reading a Manila Bulletin newspaper while sitting comfortably on the single sofa."Dad..." I greeted him, still can't believe that he's here.Ito ang unang beses na nakita ko siya pag karating ko galing school. He's always not around kapag dumarating ako.He slowy turn his gaze to me when he heard him. His forehead creased that makes him more strict and intimidating kaya napakapit ako sa strap nang bag ko. He remove his eyeglasses and folded the Manila Bulletin his reading and then he check the time on his wristwatch."Just right on time for dinner" saad niya sa seryosong boses.My eyes widened with that. Sasabayan niya ako kumain nang dinner? For real?He shifted his gaze to me before he stood on his chair. Pinasadahan niya ako nang tingin and he strictly look at me on my face."Go upstairs and change your clothes. We will eat dinner before 7:00" utos niya.
"Do you want to come with us Eline?" Gia ask while she's fixing her things.Mrs. Bianchi just dismiss our class. And I'm not quite sure how Gia manage to go nights out despite the struggle on our major subjects. For sure this is just about another nights out that she planned together with Axel."No thanks, I still need to finish my analysis for my case study" I smile politely and gather my things.I saw her flip her black mid length hair and turn her head in me."Really huh? Hindi mo pa nga ako tinatanong kung saan, umayaw ka na agad" she shake her head.I shyly smile at her and bit my lower lip. Ayaw ko talaga sumama sa mga night out, and Dad will surely scold me kapag nalaman niya. He already warned me not to socialize with the people here in Tierra Veloz.Well, he knows that Gia and Axel are my friends, pero hindi niya parin gusto na gabihin ako although si Gia ang kasama ko."Maybe next time?" I whisper trying to lift her mood.
"Hindi na yun lalapit sayo" Alas said confidently making me look at him. "How sure you are?" I whisper. He eyed me seriously and then his gaze went down to my hand that gripping my other hand tightly bago siya nag angat ng tingin sa akin. "Kasi sinabi ko" nakangisi niyang sagot and then he remove his bull cap na hindi ko agad napansin at sinuot sa akin na walang pasabi. My brows creased with what he did at naguguluhan akong tinignan siya but he just shrugged his shoulder while smiling playfully. "Para saan to?" I ask. He chuckle and shake his head "Wala" he look away and I saw him scratch his nape "Ang ganda kasi eh..." he mumble. "What?" I ask. "Sabi ko tara na Binibini, ihahatid na kita sa driver mo" he grinned. I pouted my lips a little and rolled my eyes before I start walking. I heard his low laugh as he follow me from behind which I already expected from him. But I am thankful with what he did, good thing
"How long will Dad stay at Cagayan De Oro?" I can't help to ask Kuya Brandon while he's driving. I know I shouldn't dare to ask such question but I just can't help to be anxious. He's not calling me nor saying anything when will he return. It seems like a deja vu when I was still in Las Vegas. I should get used to it dahil sanay naman akong na wala si Daddy sa tabi ko. But I am expecting since andito na nga ako nakatira sa bahay niya. "You don't have to answer that Kuya Brand..." I take it back and smile faintly before I turn my eyes out of the car window. "Pasensya na hija, may mga bagay kasi na hindi ko pwede ipaliwanag sayo" I look at him and I nod my head "I understand po. I am not asking to seek answers. I just wanted to experience asking anything freely" I honestly utter. Bawal akong mag tanong. That's one of my father's rules. "Pero pauwi na rin yun hija. Huwag ka masyadong mag alala, may mga kasama naman si Señor na umalis. Sig
I am not familiar with all of the Filipino cuisine dahil sa ibang bansa ako lumaki. That's why I am having a hard time to decide which one to order. Everything are look appetizing but I am not quite sure if all of it goes with my preference with food. But anyway, I am not a picky eater."Ano na? Loading ka na dyan" Alas chuckle while standing behind me.Napakamot ako sa pisngi ko. I can feel the lady in front of me waiting for my order. It's embarrassing because I've been standing on my spot right now for about five minutes now.Nag simula akong mamili dahil hinayaan naman ako ni Alas na pumili ng gusto ko. He said that it will be his libre so I will just grab the chance to try something new."What is this" I ask Alas na nakasunod sa bawat lakad ko."Pakbet. Masarap yan"I tilt my head. He's indeed right, it smell delicious for sure masarap din ang lasa niya. And I think I already heard that pakbet to Nana Rita. If I am not mistaken, pakbet
"Gusto mo bang malaman kung bakit?"I blink my eys while staring at him and he is also staring at me with a playful smirk plastered on his face. There's a sudden uncertainty to say 'yes' to him na hindi ko alam kung saan nag mula. Looking at him this close, I realize something that I didn't able to notice before.My lips curved and was about to say something when suddenly a voice of a man interject behind me."Tangina Al! buhay ka pa pala ng ganitong oras?"Napakunot ang noo ko ng bahagya while innocently looking at Alas Prian. He tilt his head before he look at the guy behind me, grinning casually."Gago!" malutong niyang mura that made me bit my lower lip, "Anong tingin mo sa akin? Tangina to," he added laughing.He suddenly held my arm without looking at me and gently pull me beside him to face the guy that he is having a conversation. I press my lips together when I saw a tall guy but not as tall as Alas. He is not familiar to me, but I
I blink my eyes for how many times stunned with what Alas Prian said. I don't know kung paano ko siya dapat intindihin because it seems like he is implying something that he just can't put into words.I just back into my senses when I heard him chuckle."Tangina, baliw na yata ako" he snap brushing his hair using his fingers."Huh?" I tilt my head habang naka angat parin ang tingin sa kanya "You look okay naman ah," I point out with puzzled look on my face.Malakas siyang natawa na kinalaki ng mata ko sa gulat. Instinctively I roam my eyes around and I feel a bit embarrass when I saw those students that are staring the two of us with suspicion in their eyes. Agad akong nag iwas ng tingin at alanganing ngumiti kay Alas Prian nang mapansin kong nakatingin siya sa akin. His eyes is gleaming with playfulness just like the usual teasing me when I did something that he finds funny.What's with him? He's a bit different today. Medyo naguguluhan ako sa mga
'You don't deserve to be a Dela Huerta'Those words are keep on playing inside my head while having dinner with Nana Rita and Kuya Brand. Yeah, my father is not around yet and I wonder even more kung kailan siya balak umuwi."Ayos ka lang hija?" Kuya Brandon ask me.I raise my gaze to him and smile "Ayos lang naman po" I politely reply."Iniisip mo parin ang sinabi nang lalaking yun?" Nana Rita inteject.I tighten my grip on the spoon I'm holding. I wanted to ask her but I know she won't dare to give me answers. Why? Because it's part of the rules. I must not ask unnecessary things and I feel like my question right now is unnecessary."Eline-""Yes," I cut her off although I know that I sound rude "I am bothered that despite everything that I did- no one still recognize me as Dela Huerta. We both know Dad never recognize me as one""Eline"I sigh and shut my eyes close. I am starting to be emotional...I
WEEKENDS came so fast and I just found myself on the backseat of the car appreciating the beauty of nature Tierra Veloz offer. This place never failed to amaze me every day because I always find something new every time I go out. It feels like my surrounding always has full of surprises and I'm loving it so much."Sigurado ka ba talagang sasama sa amin hija?" Yaya Rita ask who's sitting at the passenger seat.My gaze shifted to her and I smile brightly."Yes, Nana" I pause and tuck the loose strand of my hair "Don't worry about me, I'm fine. I just really want to go out and ease my boredom" I assure her.Matagal itong tumitig sa akin before she sigh in defeat causing my smile to widen. I glance at Kuya Brandon at napakagat labi ako when I saw him shake his head.I do not want to stay at home. I want my weekends to be productive as much as possible and besides, Dad is not around. My father is the main reason why I agree to live here in Tierra Veloz
"Hindi ko gusto maging kaibigan ka lang, Lemonine"I blink my eyes while staring at his serious face. Bigla akong kinabahan sa di malamang dahilan. His expressive set of brown eyes is void with emotions kaya hindi ko sigurado kung anong gusto niyang iparating."W-Why?" I said almost like a whisper.I can't help to flaunt the disappointment on my face. I am disappointed that I consider him as a friend pero hindi naman pala ganon ang tingin niya sa akin."Did I-""Pfftt- Fuck! HAHAHAHAHA" he burst out kaya natagilan ako sa gulat.I stared at him in disbelief while he's laughing so hard na para bang mauubusan na siya ng hininga. I couldn't process it quickly, ramdam ko ang tingin sa amin ng ilang kumakain but my gaze remain at Alas Prian."You're..." I pause "Making fun of me" I said."Tangina" he hissed shaking his head.Mischievous glint is visible in his eyes which made me pouted my lips, shooking my head. He's so mean.
"How long will Dad stay at Cagayan De Oro?" I can't help to ask Kuya Brandon while he's driving. I know I shouldn't dare to ask such question but I just can't help to be anxious. He's not calling me nor saying anything when will he return. It seems like a deja vu when I was still in Las Vegas. I should get used to it dahil sanay naman akong na wala si Daddy sa tabi ko. But I am expecting since andito na nga ako nakatira sa bahay niya. "You don't have to answer that Kuya Brand..." I take it back and smile faintly before I turn my eyes out of the car window. "Pasensya na hija, may mga bagay kasi na hindi ko pwede ipaliwanag sayo" I look at him and I nod my head "I understand po. I am not asking to seek answers. I just wanted to experience asking anything freely" I honestly utter. Bawal akong mag tanong. That's one of my father's rules. "Pero pauwi na rin yun hija. Huwag ka masyadong mag alala, may mga kasama naman si Señor na umalis. Sig
"Hindi na yun lalapit sayo" Alas said confidently making me look at him. "How sure you are?" I whisper. He eyed me seriously and then his gaze went down to my hand that gripping my other hand tightly bago siya nag angat ng tingin sa akin. "Kasi sinabi ko" nakangisi niyang sagot and then he remove his bull cap na hindi ko agad napansin at sinuot sa akin na walang pasabi. My brows creased with what he did at naguguluhan akong tinignan siya but he just shrugged his shoulder while smiling playfully. "Para saan to?" I ask. He chuckle and shake his head "Wala" he look away and I saw him scratch his nape "Ang ganda kasi eh..." he mumble. "What?" I ask. "Sabi ko tara na Binibini, ihahatid na kita sa driver mo" he grinned. I pouted my lips a little and rolled my eyes before I start walking. I heard his low laugh as he follow me from behind which I already expected from him. But I am thankful with what he did, good thing
"Do you want to come with us Eline?" Gia ask while she's fixing her things.Mrs. Bianchi just dismiss our class. And I'm not quite sure how Gia manage to go nights out despite the struggle on our major subjects. For sure this is just about another nights out that she planned together with Axel."No thanks, I still need to finish my analysis for my case study" I smile politely and gather my things.I saw her flip her black mid length hair and turn her head in me."Really huh? Hindi mo pa nga ako tinatanong kung saan, umayaw ka na agad" she shake her head.I shyly smile at her and bit my lower lip. Ayaw ko talaga sumama sa mga night out, and Dad will surely scold me kapag nalaman niya. He already warned me not to socialize with the people here in Tierra Veloz.Well, he knows that Gia and Axel are my friends, pero hindi niya parin gusto na gabihin ako although si Gia ang kasama ko."Maybe next time?" I whisper trying to lift her mood.