Elizabeth Lemonine's Point Of View
"You're going back to Tierra Veloz, Elizabeth"
I stilled on my spot when I heard what he said. I was taken aback that I couldn't utter yes instantly. My mind went blank for a couple of seconds wandering on its own not until I heard his strict tone of voice again.
"Narinig mo ba ang sinabi ko Elizabeth?"
I bit the inside of my mouth upon hearing his menacing tone and nervously nod my head although he can't see me.
"Yes father, I did hear you," I said softly and shook my head.
"Good" he murmured on the other line "Tomorrow is your flight, your Yaya Rita will accompany you so don't worry" he added.
I bit my lower lip "Okay Dad" I paused "By the way, I already take an entrance examination for fine arts-"
"You will stay here in the Philippines for good Elizabeth" he cut me off "And who says you will take fine arts program? Business administration Elizabeth Lemonine, that is the perfect program for you," he said strictly that still echo in my head up until now.
Our conversation keeps on ringing inside my head. I just regret that I wasn't able to explain to him that I love arts that's why I wanted to pursue fine arts.
I sigh heavily while staring out of the window. The 17 hours travel from Las Vegas to the Philippines is so tiring. The travel duration is 7 hours longer than Spain to Las Vegas. I regret it now, I should convince Dad to visit Abuela and Abuelo in Spain first before finally returning to the Philippines, maybe I wouldn't be this tired.
"Eline hija" Nana Rita called me that drags me back to my reverie.
I glance in her direction and I saw her offering me a sandwich and bottled water.
"Kumain ka muna, mahaba pa ang byahe natin papuntang hacienda," she said when I just stare at the sandwich.
I stretch my lips into a smile "I don't have an appetite to eat po" I said trying to make my single tagalog word sound pleasing that made her smile and nod her head.
Well, I am not good at speaking tagalog. I know a little and I can understand a little too because my Nana Rita is using tagalog whenever she talked to me. And I guess it's helpful now that Dad wants me home, finally.
I grew up in Spain with my grandparents, and when I turn 10 I was sent to Las Vegas and stay with my Tito Javier to continue my study. My father visits me once a month together with my brothers. He also calls me from time to time to make sure I was doing good.
Honestly, I can't even remember when was the last time I came here to the Philippines. Nana Rita said, Dad sent me to Spain since I was one year old. So I don't remember anything. Everything is all new to me. The people, the surroundings, the weather but maybe not the language.I am sad and at the same time happy. I'm sad because I wasn't able to bid proper goodbyes to my friends in Las Vegas and I wasn't able to continue my application to study fine arts. But of course, I was not complaining. I'm finally home after 17 years of living away from my father and brothers. It would be a lot of adjustment but surely, I will be happy.
I took a deep breath and lean the back of my head on the headrest of the car seat. I close my eyes feeling restless and worn out for 17 hours straight travel from Las Vegas Nevada to the Philippines added this long ride from Manila to Tierra Veloz. I need to take a nap to ease this headache that ruining my mood.
I DON'T know how long I was sleeping, I just woke up dahil sa marahang pag alog ng sasakyan. I yawned softly and adjust my eyes to the light that coming from the light of the sunset. Wait- sunset?
I automatically look out of the window and my mouth gape when I saw how the horizon emphasizes as the sun slowly setting down from the sky. The sunset rays complement the wide green rice field as the color of it reflects on the fresh green leaves of the rice crops. The scene was so fascinating that my hand moves on its own to roll down the car window beside me.
The late afternoon breeze welcomes me and touches the bare skin of my face. I shiver a little not prepared with the cold wind far from the sunny weather that welcomes us when we arrive at the Manila airport. A smile forms on my lips pleased with how the coldness soothes me that gives me a calm feeling.
"Where are we now?" I mumble and glance at Nana Rita.
"Nasa Tierra Veloz na tayo hija, malapit na tayo sa hacienda ng ama mo" she replied smiling.
I replied to her with a smile too. So this is Tierra Veloz? Hindi ko napigilang ilabas ang kamay ko to feel the cold fresh wind far from the polluted air in the city. My natural long hair stirred by the wind causing my smile to widen.
The place is like breathing fresh air, literally and figuratively speaking. I guess it would be more beautiful if I had childhood memories in this place. Abuela keeps on telling me that living in the countryside is much wonderful than living in the city.
I can't help but observe everything that I saw. The window beside me is open and I can clearly saw the two-line bumpy road in the middle of these two wide rice fields. Three women are standing on the roadside and they are laughing while talking to each other. Also, farmers in the middle of the rice field are amazing to watch because of their synchronize movement. They were all wearing a straw hat and that is really cute."Who owns this land?" I ask Nana Rita entertain with the scene I saw with my bare eyes.
"Sa mga Alvare ang malawak na lupain na yan hija. Pero hinayaan nilang gamitin ng mga tao dito sa Tierra Veloz para sa isang agricultural cooperative, tulong na rin sa mga taong nangangailangan. Malayo kasi ang lupain na ito sa hacienda ng mga Alvare, dahilan rin yun kung bakit sila pumayag" she explains.
I tilt my head "They were nice huh" I commented.
I mean, I don't know Alvare but I guess they were good enough to let those people here in Tierra Veloz to use their land for agriculture cooperative. I am quite familiar with that term so I know how beneficial it is to the members of the said cooperative.
"Mababait talaga ang mga Alvare hija, kilala silang matulungin dito sa Tierra Veloz maging ang mga-" she paused that made me look at her.
I curiously eye her wanting her to finish her sentence but she just smiles at me and hinaplos ang mahaba kong buhok.
"Ang mga Dela Huerta hija. Napaka matulungin ng pamilya mo" she finishes looking at me gently.
I let out a giggle "Abuela said the same thing. Dela Huerta are kindhearted ever since and I am proud being a Dela Huerta" I said smilingly.
Matipid na ngiti ang sinagot nito sa akin kaya masayang binalik ko ang tingin sa labas ng bintana nang sasakyan. It took a couple of seconds when the car halted in front of the huge silver gate with a written letters 'Hacienda Dela Huerta' on the top of the gate.
The two guards open the gate for us and the car start moving again. I roamed my eyes around and I saw those bonsai sunflowers that were planted in every corner of the way while red roses are planted on every corner of the mansion.
"It so beautiful here" I gasp and lift my head to look intently at the huge mansion of my father.
The car halted and I glance at my Nana Rita.
"Bumababa ka na Eline, sigurado akong kanina pa nag aantay ang Daddy mo" she said.
I nod my head and excitedly unfasten my seatbelt and open the door beside me. My lips parted as I look around, huge fences are surrounding this grand mansion. And the fountain with a mermaid statue is giving the front yard a grand entrance.
"Pumasok ka na sa loob hija," Nana Rita said na kakalabas lang ng sasakyan.
"Yes, Nana!" I happily replied and walk towards the main door.
I was about to step inside when I suddenly heard shouting voices that made me stop.
"Lemonine is already fine in Vegas! Pinag usapan na natin ito Dad, pinangako mong babalik siya sa Madrid once she finishes her study in Vegas. Hindi na niya kailangan pa na umuwi dito at masama sa gulo" a familiar voice of my brother Red said in a controlled tone of voice.
My forehead creased and my heart suddenly beat faster than its normal heart rate.
Are they fighting?
"You don't have the rights to dictate to me what to do young man! Ako parin ang Ama mo at ako ang masusunod sa lahat" Dad replied in an angry tone.
I bit my bottom lip trying to understand what is happening. Kuya Red is obviously mad at my father. And by the tone of my father's voice, it's obvious that he's not pleased with what my brother did.
Why are they fighting? Is it because of me? I grip the fabric of my floral print mess dress hearing their heated conversation. I hate to see someone fighting.
"But at least let Lemonine live peacefully away from this life! Sa tingin mo ba matatago mo sa kanya lahat?!"
"Do not raise your voice to me Redniz! I am your father!" Dad exclaimed loudly.
"Sana alam mo din kung anong gagawin mo ngayong andito na si Lemonine dahil anak mo rin siya" mabilis na sagot ni Kuya
"Elizabeth agreed with my decision. Stop making issues with this and let's drop this topic" mahina ngunit nag babantang sabi ni Dad.
"Because you force Lemonine Dad. Kaya lang naman siya pumayag umuwi dito dahil tinatakot mo" My brother supposes certain with what he believes.
I creased my forehead with what he says and can't help but to step inside. And there I saw them both standing in the living room facing each other with their furrowed brows.
"Why Kuya? May mali ba sa pag uwi ko?" I interject that made them both look at me.
A surprise was evident on their faces, halatang nagulat sila dahil sa biglaan kong pag pasok at pag sabat sa kanilang usapan. I know it's rude to interject on their conversation but I just can't stand there knowing na baka mauwi sa away ang mainit nilang sagutan. I look at the two when they didn't utter a word, so instead of forcing them to answer me- I stretch my lips into a smile. "Dad didn't force me Kuya, everything is fine with me. As matter of fact, I am happy because I'm finally living with you all" I smilingly said to assure my brother that everything is fine with me. Dad suddenly claps his hand na kinagulat ko and then he laughed. "See? Your sister understands me more than you understand me Redniz" he said proudly and walk towards my direction spreading his both arms "Come here my daughter, give your father a hug" he said to me while smiling. I suddenly felt a genuine happiness when I saw his smile and move my feet to approach him. Ni
"Eline?"I flinch and immediately turn around dahil sa gulat. Agad naman akong ngumiti when I saw my Nana Rita approaching me while holding a glass of milk."Bakit nakatayo ka pa rito?" She queries and glances at the frame I'm holding.I immediately return it and scratch my left cheek "I notice something Nana" I voice out and train my gaze again to those picture frames before I look at her again "There's no picture of my mother displayed on those frames" I utter.I saw how her eyes widened and then she suddenly pulled me and drag me towards my room without saying anything. I confusingly look at her not expecting that sudden move.What's the problem? May nasabi ba akong mali?"Huwag ka na ulit mag tatanong tungkol sa bagay na yun Eline" pagalit niyang sabi sa akin causing my brows to furrow."What's wrong?" naguguluhan kong tanong "I didn't saw Mom's face since I was a kid. And Abuela told me that Dad has a lot of pictures of my Mom, s
"Curious, curious about how beautiful you are," he said that made me stunned on my spot.The wind blows and time seems to stop for a second as I felt his intense stare at me. My lips parted a bit surprised with his reason. I blink my eyes and slowly a genuine smile form on my lips amused with him.I mentally laugh. I didn't know it was my fault."Tara na sa loob Eline" Nana Rita suddenly said and held my arm that pulled me back to my senses.I slowly nod my head and let Nana guide me as we walk inside the house. I didn't look back, but my mind wanders on its own."Do you know those young men Nana?" I query while we're walking upstairs."Hindi ko nga masyadong familiar dahil madilim. Pero malalagot talaga sa akin ang mga yun kapag inulit pa nila" may bahid nang inis na sabi niya making me laugh softly."Kuya Red and Kuya Vinzon was like that too when they were still at my age. I still can remember- Dad send Kuya Red to Spain to ground
"Bye Eline! See you tomorrow!" Gia exclaimed when I was about to leave the art room.I stop walking and my gaze turns at her. I smile when I saw her waving her hand at me with a big friendly smile plastered on her lips."See you tomorrow" I mouthed and also wave my hand.I slightly giggle when Axel, Gia's boyfriend gives me a salute teasing me. I shake my head and finally left the room. For almost a month of studying here at Velonzon University, I only have two friends that I really get along with- and that is Gia and Axel. Time really flies fast, hindi ko man lang namalayan na medyo matagal na rin simula nang dumating ako dito sa Tierra Veloz.Everything change, most students here in Velonzon are aloof with me which I don't know why. Some students tried to approach me, but whenever I introduce myself to them they suddenly become distant or they suddenly become awkward to me which is really odd. Good thing Gia and Axel are different, they were fun to be w
"Alam kong gwapo ako" he arrogantly remarks "Pero iba naman ang mukha ng gwapo sa mukha ng mabait. Hindi naman ako mukhang mabait, Binibini" he speaks grinning from ear to ear.I step back and tilt my head eyeing him intently. My gaze transfixed to his face and I mentally nod my head. Yes, he's indeed a handsome guy that is oozing with sex appeal. His eyes, his nose, his jawline, and his lips- they are all perfectly combined. Kahit na medyo madilim ang kinatatayuan namin, his good looks still visible in my eyes na para bang hindi yun kayang takpan ng dilim. Funny- he's the first man I praise like this.Hindi naman siya mukhang mabait, as a matter of fact, he looks so bad actually. His badass look is kinda intimidating but I find him more attractive because of it.I smile at him again "You don't look kind, but you also don't look like someone who had a bad intention or something " I suppose ignoring his teasing smirk.Amusement dance in his eyes and the co
"Is Dad home already?" I ask softly while we're walking inside. "Wala pa ang Daddy mo, pero nag alala ako dahil sabi ni Tobias umuwi ka mag isa" sagot nito at bakas sa boses niya ang pag aalala with a hint of irritation. I just don't know if she is irritated with me or to Kuya Tobias because he didn't fetch me on time and I end up going home alone. "I don't want to go home late" I explain. "Maiintindihan naman yun nang Daddy mo hija, sana nag antay ka na lang sa school. Lalaki pa talaga ang nag hatid sayo dito" I bit my lower lip because of what she said. I know it's really inappropriate for her na lalaki ang nag hatid sa akin. My family is really overprotective to me kaya naman kahit sila Nana Rita ay ganon din. I understand, nag iisang babae ako sa pamilya ng mga Dela Huerta. And I am also the youngest. "You know Daddy, Nana" I whisper softly as we stop in the doorway "He's not gonna accept any explanation once you break his rules. A
I smile at the lady who greeted me when I step out of the room. I puffed out a breath and check the time on my wristwatch. Operation Management is my last subject for today because my professor in my Philippine History subject had an emergency that's why the class was canceled this morning. It's still 4:54 in the afternoon, 6 more minutes before 5. I still have enough time to pass my case study report on one of my major subjects. Hinawi ko ang ilang hibla ng buhok ko sa mukha and then I start walking while I'm hugging the folders I'm holding. I did my very best to avoid those stares that are fixed on me. I pretend as if I didn't notice them, it's better in that way. Dahil kung lilingunin ko sila, they would just look away and pretend as if they didn't look at me. As I said, most students here in Velonzon are aloof and distant to me. I don't know why, as far as I can remember- I'm always approachable and kind to everyone. Yung iba naman bumabati sa akin but they never
"Sensya na sa mga kaibigan ko, ang gugulo" he chuckle lowly and let go of my elbow.I smile politely and shake my head "It's alright, I don't quite understand them though" I honestly said and lift my head to see his face making me saw how the corner of his lips twitch into a grin while looking at me with amusement in his eyes."You should stop giving me a teasing smile" I can't help to say earning a low laugh from him.I purse my lips and look away because he's obviously trying to suppress his loud laugh."Saan tayo kakain?" I query when he didn't say anything.I look up on him at sinalubong namang ako nang nakakaloko niyang ngiti."Doon" he replied still smirking.I bit my lower lip because he's obviously making fun of my tagalog. But what can I do right? I can understand tagalog and for a month of staying here in Tierra Veloz, I learn more tagalog words. It's just that, I couldn't pronounce it correctly. I couldn't straighten my ton
I am not familiar with all of the Filipino cuisine dahil sa ibang bansa ako lumaki. That's why I am having a hard time to decide which one to order. Everything are look appetizing but I am not quite sure if all of it goes with my preference with food. But anyway, I am not a picky eater."Ano na? Loading ka na dyan" Alas chuckle while standing behind me.Napakamot ako sa pisngi ko. I can feel the lady in front of me waiting for my order. It's embarrassing because I've been standing on my spot right now for about five minutes now.Nag simula akong mamili dahil hinayaan naman ako ni Alas na pumili ng gusto ko. He said that it will be his libre so I will just grab the chance to try something new."What is this" I ask Alas na nakasunod sa bawat lakad ko."Pakbet. Masarap yan"I tilt my head. He's indeed right, it smell delicious for sure masarap din ang lasa niya. And I think I already heard that pakbet to Nana Rita. If I am not mistaken, pakbet
"Gusto mo bang malaman kung bakit?"I blink my eys while staring at him and he is also staring at me with a playful smirk plastered on his face. There's a sudden uncertainty to say 'yes' to him na hindi ko alam kung saan nag mula. Looking at him this close, I realize something that I didn't able to notice before.My lips curved and was about to say something when suddenly a voice of a man interject behind me."Tangina Al! buhay ka pa pala ng ganitong oras?"Napakunot ang noo ko ng bahagya while innocently looking at Alas Prian. He tilt his head before he look at the guy behind me, grinning casually."Gago!" malutong niyang mura that made me bit my lower lip, "Anong tingin mo sa akin? Tangina to," he added laughing.He suddenly held my arm without looking at me and gently pull me beside him to face the guy that he is having a conversation. I press my lips together when I saw a tall guy but not as tall as Alas. He is not familiar to me, but I
I blink my eyes for how many times stunned with what Alas Prian said. I don't know kung paano ko siya dapat intindihin because it seems like he is implying something that he just can't put into words.I just back into my senses when I heard him chuckle."Tangina, baliw na yata ako" he snap brushing his hair using his fingers."Huh?" I tilt my head habang naka angat parin ang tingin sa kanya "You look okay naman ah," I point out with puzzled look on my face.Malakas siyang natawa na kinalaki ng mata ko sa gulat. Instinctively I roam my eyes around and I feel a bit embarrass when I saw those students that are staring the two of us with suspicion in their eyes. Agad akong nag iwas ng tingin at alanganing ngumiti kay Alas Prian nang mapansin kong nakatingin siya sa akin. His eyes is gleaming with playfulness just like the usual teasing me when I did something that he finds funny.What's with him? He's a bit different today. Medyo naguguluhan ako sa mga
'You don't deserve to be a Dela Huerta'Those words are keep on playing inside my head while having dinner with Nana Rita and Kuya Brand. Yeah, my father is not around yet and I wonder even more kung kailan siya balak umuwi."Ayos ka lang hija?" Kuya Brandon ask me.I raise my gaze to him and smile "Ayos lang naman po" I politely reply."Iniisip mo parin ang sinabi nang lalaking yun?" Nana Rita inteject.I tighten my grip on the spoon I'm holding. I wanted to ask her but I know she won't dare to give me answers. Why? Because it's part of the rules. I must not ask unnecessary things and I feel like my question right now is unnecessary."Eline-""Yes," I cut her off although I know that I sound rude "I am bothered that despite everything that I did- no one still recognize me as Dela Huerta. We both know Dad never recognize me as one""Eline"I sigh and shut my eyes close. I am starting to be emotional...I
WEEKENDS came so fast and I just found myself on the backseat of the car appreciating the beauty of nature Tierra Veloz offer. This place never failed to amaze me every day because I always find something new every time I go out. It feels like my surrounding always has full of surprises and I'm loving it so much."Sigurado ka ba talagang sasama sa amin hija?" Yaya Rita ask who's sitting at the passenger seat.My gaze shifted to her and I smile brightly."Yes, Nana" I pause and tuck the loose strand of my hair "Don't worry about me, I'm fine. I just really want to go out and ease my boredom" I assure her.Matagal itong tumitig sa akin before she sigh in defeat causing my smile to widen. I glance at Kuya Brandon at napakagat labi ako when I saw him shake his head.I do not want to stay at home. I want my weekends to be productive as much as possible and besides, Dad is not around. My father is the main reason why I agree to live here in Tierra Veloz
"Hindi ko gusto maging kaibigan ka lang, Lemonine"I blink my eyes while staring at his serious face. Bigla akong kinabahan sa di malamang dahilan. His expressive set of brown eyes is void with emotions kaya hindi ko sigurado kung anong gusto niyang iparating."W-Why?" I said almost like a whisper.I can't help to flaunt the disappointment on my face. I am disappointed that I consider him as a friend pero hindi naman pala ganon ang tingin niya sa akin."Did I-""Pfftt- Fuck! HAHAHAHAHA" he burst out kaya natagilan ako sa gulat.I stared at him in disbelief while he's laughing so hard na para bang mauubusan na siya ng hininga. I couldn't process it quickly, ramdam ko ang tingin sa amin ng ilang kumakain but my gaze remain at Alas Prian."You're..." I pause "Making fun of me" I said."Tangina" he hissed shaking his head.Mischievous glint is visible in his eyes which made me pouted my lips, shooking my head. He's so mean.
"How long will Dad stay at Cagayan De Oro?" I can't help to ask Kuya Brandon while he's driving. I know I shouldn't dare to ask such question but I just can't help to be anxious. He's not calling me nor saying anything when will he return. It seems like a deja vu when I was still in Las Vegas. I should get used to it dahil sanay naman akong na wala si Daddy sa tabi ko. But I am expecting since andito na nga ako nakatira sa bahay niya. "You don't have to answer that Kuya Brand..." I take it back and smile faintly before I turn my eyes out of the car window. "Pasensya na hija, may mga bagay kasi na hindi ko pwede ipaliwanag sayo" I look at him and I nod my head "I understand po. I am not asking to seek answers. I just wanted to experience asking anything freely" I honestly utter. Bawal akong mag tanong. That's one of my father's rules. "Pero pauwi na rin yun hija. Huwag ka masyadong mag alala, may mga kasama naman si Señor na umalis. Sig
"Hindi na yun lalapit sayo" Alas said confidently making me look at him. "How sure you are?" I whisper. He eyed me seriously and then his gaze went down to my hand that gripping my other hand tightly bago siya nag angat ng tingin sa akin. "Kasi sinabi ko" nakangisi niyang sagot and then he remove his bull cap na hindi ko agad napansin at sinuot sa akin na walang pasabi. My brows creased with what he did at naguguluhan akong tinignan siya but he just shrugged his shoulder while smiling playfully. "Para saan to?" I ask. He chuckle and shake his head "Wala" he look away and I saw him scratch his nape "Ang ganda kasi eh..." he mumble. "What?" I ask. "Sabi ko tara na Binibini, ihahatid na kita sa driver mo" he grinned. I pouted my lips a little and rolled my eyes before I start walking. I heard his low laugh as he follow me from behind which I already expected from him. But I am thankful with what he did, good thing
"Do you want to come with us Eline?" Gia ask while she's fixing her things.Mrs. Bianchi just dismiss our class. And I'm not quite sure how Gia manage to go nights out despite the struggle on our major subjects. For sure this is just about another nights out that she planned together with Axel."No thanks, I still need to finish my analysis for my case study" I smile politely and gather my things.I saw her flip her black mid length hair and turn her head in me."Really huh? Hindi mo pa nga ako tinatanong kung saan, umayaw ka na agad" she shake her head.I shyly smile at her and bit my lower lip. Ayaw ko talaga sumama sa mga night out, and Dad will surely scold me kapag nalaman niya. He already warned me not to socialize with the people here in Tierra Veloz.Well, he knows that Gia and Axel are my friends, pero hindi niya parin gusto na gabihin ako although si Gia ang kasama ko."Maybe next time?" I whisper trying to lift her mood.