Kill.
The competition ceremony is about how many you can kill. It doesn't have to be any creature other than wolves, you can even kill among within your pack, it doesn't really matter. You're free to have a feast on whatever creature you like, as long as those creatures are in the ceremony. Any time of weapons, any type of legal or illegal transformation is allowed. Team making is prohibited, only one person can win the contest and they will be rewarded by some great things, which is decided by the lead Alpha.
It includes cannibalism.
Growing up in a family of lead Alpha, hunting never really bothered me or made me sick or anything. I always thought it was normal, you gotta go by your instincts and nature, establish the habits that your species hold. But what I'm seeing right now is on a different level.
"Are you alright?" Nyx looks at me with worried eyes, we're on disguise right now, wearing commoner's outfit.
"Yeah, I'm fine," I nod, though it's kind of shocking, but it's not enough to make me not alright. "Do you guys do this kind of ceremony every month?"
"Yes, it starts before the full moon, then continues for a week," she lowers her voice since there are more people now, all eyes on the participants. A huge gray wolf is on the winning streak, hungry beasty look on its red eyes. The venue is guarded by barrier, but all the cheers, howls, scream, noise are making the environment crazier.
"Are you sure it's okay to be here?" I whisper, staring at a guard team few feet away from us. The guards don't seem too weary though, rather they're enjoying the hunting, cheering and screaming along with the crowd.
"We'll leave soon," Nyx utters from under the hood. "I just needed to check since most of the wolves have gathered here to watch the hunt. I have some business left at the central building, but you shouldn't go there because it's too risky. What about I lead you to the valley and you go back to your pack?"
I'm kinda taken aback, I have to leave now? Last night I even couldn't sleep properly for an hour, I was excited, kinda flustered, such an unknown environment, unfamiliar room and there was Nyx. I have known her for so little time, but why is there already an aching feeling in my heart?
"Alpha Lorenzo?" she calls my name softly.
Yeah, she's right. I should leave now.
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Maybe I'm not like my nature. I overthink and misraad things often, also I don't have much experience about the world. The only good thing about that might be that I don't express what's on my mind. I hate that feeling sometimes though, when you want to get better and you don't seem to. I mean the people around me aren't wrong, right? I should be more like my nature, speedy and aggressive.
Suddenly I get noticeably quiet.
A splendid looking carriage is passing us speedily, making a whirl of dust in the road. I wonder for a moment who is in there, until I catch a glimpse of a familiar yet terrifying face.
"It's Noah!" I utter under breath, taken aback.
Apparently he's changed a lot, at least physically. He seemed skinny and weak when he was young, but now he's bursting with a blessing of trained, toned physique. His facial expressions have gotten a lot colder, dead eyes staring into me for a moment with distant memories. He'd not recognise me to be honest, with this disguise on.
"Walk faster," Nyx hurries me, on the way to the valley, behind the shrieks of hurt, dying wolves. The ceremony is still continuing on full speed.
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When we reached the valley, I wanted to ask her about Noah, what his business here might be. But I stopped after I noticed her gloomy expression, she wouldn't like me asking about him I guess. She hands me a bag, of food probably, to use it on the way back. I notice how she avoids my gaze when our hands slightly touch and she lets out a sigh. I understand it now, this is farewell. Why would she need me anyway, she's getting betrothed to Charles just tomorrow. Despite of how courageous and intelligent she seems, she still doesn't have the power and allies to go against the decision of her father. I guess I'd still be seeing her when she's married to my brother, since she has to move to our pack. I haven't been anything to her except being a burden, yet she kept me safe when I should have taken the responsibility. Maybe she thought I could be her ally that's why she proposed to me, but that doesn't mean anything anymore. I know, I understand it overall, but why does this aching feeling still continue?
She suddenly hugs me.
I freeze, taking a few moment to process the situation. Floral, soft scent of her hair hits my senses, I feel how her hands are gripping my shoulders. I learned somewhere that when two persons hug each other, their hearts come the closest in that moment. There I feel it, the rhythmic thumping, a song of unsaid emotions.
I hug her back.
As she watches him walk away through the valley, she unknowingly feels sad for some reason. He's not like some superstar of the town. His physiques, his facial structure, his walking style, they're nothing extraordinary. But still she feels something for him. She felt cherished when he came in front to help her knowing she's from an enemy pack. And when he and his sister healed her when they could get her in trouble by informing her presence to the lead Alpha. And she felt the moments when he was watching her secretly, it was a mixture of attraction and sincerity, along with a hint of lust. First time is always dangerous. She sighs again, turning around to head back to her pack, she has to pay a visit to her father. She was worried about nothing, no one cared about that she was missing except her servant Maria. But now they'll definitely care, because of all the things she's going to do now. ~ "It's a pretty moon, huh?" Nyx lets out a breath after hearing the familiar voice behi
She has been staring into distance for a while. The night sky is astonishingly dark, since it's a total moon eclipse. The moon was red even a while ago, like it was celebrating the ceremony of the new Blood Moon lead Alphaess. Nyx turns around hearing the sound of the door opening, only to see the advisor president wolf of the pack. Surprisingly she's annoying enough, even Nyx was losing her careful stored patience earlier in the ceremony. Advisor wolf kept nagging, saying how a she-wolf without her mate shouldn't sit on the Silverine throne, also kept blabbering about the rituals. Nyx just tried to be numb in those moment. Even she feels her desperate need for a mate in her heart, but she's forcing the brain to reject that feeling. She doesn't think that she's in a position to put her trust in someone that badly, yet. "Here you are, lead Alphaess," Advisor Jenna exclaims, clearly putting on a fake smile. "Since it's such a charming night, you shouldn't waste it sitting alone
"So your father and me got an invitation," My mother says, eyes expressionless. "A ceremony cointaining lead Alphas and their mates from all over the country."I can't exactly pay attention to what she's saying, I'm thinking of something else. It has been a week since I sent that letter by our local raven. I can't really expect a reply from her, it's not like I wanted or asked something. But still the craving is there, I want to talk to her. I want to see her again. I want to get rid of this confusion and frustration. "You don't look well. Is something the matter with you?" my mother slightly frowns, apparently she didn't like the feeling showing my negligence to her speech. "No, I'm fine," I shake my body in a speedy motion, as if to show off how strong and light my body feels. "So you and father are going to attend this ceremony?" "It's not like an order from the King, but it might be a great experience since all the lead Alphas will be there, according to their will. I also came
For the next six months, I prepare myself for absolute hell. At first it seemed like pure torture, but I put my mind and determination into it. For the first month, I was sent to the national training camp for werewolves. As much as I hate to admit it, I've never taken such type of training in my whole life, because I thought that wasn't necessary since we're a prestigious family. My family didn't oppose much when I said I would be gone for months, only Albera expressed her worries and told me to be careful. At the training camp, we have to spend our every moment by following a schedule, in order to achieve perseverance, discipline and patience. People here are also trained to do meditation, which helps to discover the soul and control their emotions which are very significant. I kept being fed with new things and techniques and tried my best to do things right. A sudden burst of gas hit my senses, making me cough vigorously as I was distracted. Wolverine gas attacks aren't compl
"Your dinner is ready, Alphaess," Maria bows her head, worriedly looking at Nyx. Nyx says nothing and continues to lie on her bed motionless. She has a lot going on her mind, and she doesn't even want to figure it out. A great power comes with great offerings and regrets, it never comes alone. Right now she's wishing someone will come forward to save her from this mess, and she can relax in an island or something like that in the meantime. What a bizarre wish, she laughs at her helplessness. "Alphaess," Maria addresses again, trying to keep her tone polite. Nyx glances at her, aware of her presence and mindset. She doesn't feel like eating or doing anything, but she still gets up hoping food will help remove her distress for a while. "Any letters for me, Maria?" "No, Alphaess."Nys wonders if Lorenzo heard about the war too. That will only cause him to worry about her and interrupt his training, which she doesn't wish for. She sighs, preparing her mind to be strong, she's not som
When Nyx comes back to her den, she is immediately notified about an emergency meeting. She lets out a sigh and slips into some comfortable clothes within a few moments, the traditional clothes are such a hassle. She pauses the moment she enters the meeting room, there is a person she never thought she would see again. Her younger brother Walker is standing in the corner of the room, looking like a completely changed man. His hair has grown down his shoulders within a few months, his physique has become bulky and powerful. "Heya, sister," he waves his hand, smirking. "I thought you left to join the warrior squad," Nyx scoffs, finding it hard to believe. "How come I didn't know you're such a great actor, Walker?"He laughs maniacally, making everyone present at the hall question his sanity. "Because you were dumb, sister. A neglected daughter who was always obsessed with fucking witchcraft, craving for revenge. You got your throne, but at what cost? All of this is gonna be annihilat
"I can't believe you're here!" Nyx mutters hugging me tightly, clasping into my chest. I gently pat her head, brimming with happiness. Honestly I had to come here, I couldn't concentrate even for a bit in the training after hearing all the war news. I used her name to enter the pack, saying I had urgent personal business with the Alphaess. Even though the area looks calm and normal, it feels like the calm before the storm. "Come to my den," Nyx holds my hand tightly and starts running swiftly. Can't help but love seeing her excitement, while the other people are looking at us with wide eyes, must be a rare sight for them. Nyx closes the door after we enter the room, eyeing me upside down, like I'm an experiment. "You gained a lot of muscles," she softly punches my biceps. "The training was pretty harsh there," I reply, but that was all worth it even after not being finished. I step forward and gently take her face in my hands, looking dearly into her eyes. "Are you ok
But at that moment, there's a knock at the door, completely ruining my intention. "Alphaess!" two guards hastily barges into the room before Nyx can even say anything, showing off their distress and impatience. Nyx quickly stands up, "What's wrong?" "There was an attack on the north gate, leaving two of protection guards injured. Your presence is immediately required there." She turns to me, "Let's get ready, Lorenzo. The war has started already." I nod my head and walk fastly to the warrior squad den. I pull my robe over my hips, awkwardly cooling down my excitement. There will be plenty of chances to making love, but for now, we have to win in the war. "Alpha Lorenzo," the Commander of the squad hands me an armor and necessary equipments. I admire noticing his bulky figure, no wonder that he's immensely powerful. I also appreciate the fact that he doesn't disrespect me or anything, despite me being from another pack. "Soldiers!" The Commander yells, making the squad quiet in
I never thought this would happen. Never.Not like this. Not now. Not with him.I watch as Lorenzo’s chest rises and falls, each breath getting weaker, slower, like the very life within him is being drained away. The blood still stains the floor around us, a reminder of how quickly everything is unraveling. It’s as if time itself is slipping through my fingers, and all I can do is hold onto him. My mate. My everything.His hand is so cold in mine. I try to warm it, press my palm against his, but it feels like the warmth is fading, like the life inside of him is ebbing away with each passing second. I press my cheek against his forehead, my tears falling freely, mixing with the blood that covers us both. Healers, even the world's most powerful healer can't help him. "Lorenzo," I whisper, my voice hoarse with the weight of my fear. "Please, don’t do this. Please don’t leave me. I can’t lose you. I just_ I can’t."But he doesn’t answer. His lips remain still, and his eyes are closed, as
I wake up to the sound of rustling leaves. It’s quiet, too quiet, like the calm before a storm. My head is pounding, a sharp ache that seems to cut through my skull. I blink, trying to focus, but everything is blurry, and I’m suddenly aware of a sickening warmth creeping up from my stomach. I sit up, but the room tilts and spins, and before I can stop it, I feel a wave of nausea wash over me. I stagger out of bed, desperate to make it to the bathroom, but my legs feel like they’re made of lead.The moment I stand, the room tilts to the side. My vision darkens.I feel the bile rise in my throat, and I can’t stop it. I double over in pain, retching violently. Blood splatters across the floor, staining the stone tiles beneath my feet. My chest tightens, the air becoming harder and harder to breathe, but I can’t control it. The blood keeps coming.“Lorenzo!” The voice is frantic, filled with fear.I look up, and through my blurred vision, I see Nyx rushing toward me, her face pale with wo
I can hear the soft rustling of leaves, the distant calls of the creatures in the woods around us, but all of it fades away in the face of the moment. It’s happening.Enzo. My son.I watch him, standing tall in the middle of the clearing, the wolf inside him finally unleashed. His transformation is complete. The air around us crackles with the energy of it, the power of the wild that he’s just embraced.My heart swells with pride. I always knew this day would come—the day he would claim his wolf, step into his true power. But as I watch him now, golden eyes glowing in the pale moonlight, there’s a knot tightening in my chest. It’s the curse.The curse that has loomed over me, hovering like a dark cloud, waiting for the moment when my son would finally become whole. The moment when the last part of him would emerge. The moment when the bond between us would be fully realized.And with that realization, I would lose him.I swallow, trying to push away the bitter taste of that thought. I
The moonlight spills into the clearing, casting a soft glow across the forest. It’s peaceful here, the wind rustling gently through the leaves, the scent of pine filling the air. But tonight, there’s a different energy—a charge in the atmosphere, thick with anticipation. Nyx stands by Lorenzo, her heart beating faster than usual as they watch their son, Enzo, standing in the center of the clearing.He’s ready. He has to be. Tonight is the night he finally gets his wolf, the transformation that will mark him as a true Lycan, as one of their kind.Nyx can see the nervous tension in Enzo’s posture, the way his hands are clenched at his sides. His chest rises and falls with each breath, his golden eyes flickering nervously toward her and Lorenzo. He’s been through so much already, and though he may be growing stronger, there’s still a part of him that’s afraid. Afraid of the unknown, afraid of the power that’s about to course through his veins.Enzo is a warrior in the making, but tonight
It’s quiet for a moment. Too quiet. The wind, which had been carrying the scent of the surrounding forest, now seems to still, as though the entire world is holding its breath. Nyx watches Enzo carefully, her heart beating faster than usual as she takes a step closer to him, her protective instincts flaring.Lorenzo stands beside her, his gaze locked on their son, who is standing tall, his hands clenched at his sides. Enzo looks nervous—no, more than nervous. He looks unsure, as if something so big, so monumental is about to happen, and he’s not quite ready for it. Nyx can understand that. She remembers when she first felt the power of her wolf and the weight of her responsibility. But this? This was different.Enzo isn’t just a wolf. He’s a Lycan, and he’s about to awaken something inside him that none of them fully understand.She can see it in his eyes—the flicker of uncertainty, the quiet struggle to accept what’s coming. But it’s in his blood, running deep. There’s no escaping it
The ground beneath us shakes, sending a ripple of unease through my bones. The ritual has begun, but it’s not like anything I’ve ever felt before. The magic surrounding us pulses like a living thing, thrumming in the air. It feels as if the very forest is alive, watching, waiting.Lorenzo’s hand tightens around mine, his fingers steady despite the chaos unfolding around us. Enzo stands beside us, his expression unreadable, but I know he feels it too—the power, the danger. I can sense the tension in the air, thick and heavy, as if everything could unravel in an instant.Lyra’s voice cuts through the cacophony of power, calm and firm. “Stay focused. Let the magic guide you.”I glance at Lorenzo, his jaw clenched, his eyes hard with determination. He doesn’t say anything, but I know he’s thinking the same thing I am. This is dangerous, more so than any battle we’ve fought. The Heart of the Forest is a place of immense power, but it’s also unpredictable. We don’t know what we’ll face.The
The days blur as we prepare for the ritual. The elves have been working tirelessly, gathering everything we need, and the weight of what’s coming hangs over me like a storm cloud. It’s all happening too fast. The sense of urgency is palpable, but I can’t shake the fear that something is going to go wrong. I can feel it in the air, the subtle tremor of something dark lurking just out of sight.Nyx doesn’t say much about it. She’s focused, her mind on the task at hand. I can tell she’s trying to keep her worries buried, not wanting me to see how heavy the weight is on her shoulders. But I see the way she looks at Enzo sometimes, that protective glance, the way her hand lingers on his shoulder when she thinks no one is watching. It’s clear she’s worried about him, too. He’s young, still finding his place in the world, and the challenges ahead are only going to get harder.We’re ready. At least, I hope we are.The night before the ritual, I sit with Nyx in the clearing outside the village
The days blur together. Every moment spent thinking of the elven village, wondering where they are, and wondering what this new beginning holds for us. The tension in the pack lingers, and the responsibility of leading weighs heavier with each passing hour.But Nyx’s presence grounds me. She’s always been the strength I need, the constant anchor in the storm of uncertainty. Her words keep me focused, her eyes keep me hopeful.Enzo, too, has been a source of light. I can tell he’s worried about Noah, his elf friend, but he’s stronger now. Not as the child I once knew, but as someone who understands the depths of what we’re up against.Today, we leave the Blood Moon Pack behind for a while. The elves have called for us. They need to speak with us, and Nyx insists that we need to go. I agree, though there’s a part of me that’s reluctant to leave the pack. There’s always a part of me that’s reluctant to leave the familiar and step into unknown territory, but I know this is necessary.Enzo
The morning light filters through the window, casting soft beams across the room. I lie there, tangled in the sheets with Nyx in my arms, her breath slow and even as she rests against me. It’s peaceful here, in this moment, but the lingering weight of everything that’s been happening presses down on me.The quiet is almost deceptive. We’re in the calm before the storm.I brush a strand of hair from Nyx’s face, my fingers gently tracing her features. She stirs slightly, her eyes fluttering open. Her gaze meets mine, and for a split second, the world outside disappears. There’s only us, here, in this room. Safe. Together.“Morning,” I whisper, my voice raspy from sleep.She smiles faintly, her lips curving upward. “Morning.”Her hand rests on my chest, and I can feel the steady rhythm of her heartbeat. It’s grounding, comforting, like everything is okay for once. But I know better. This peace we’ve found isn’t permanent. There’s always something lurking in the shadows, just waiting to p