One Year Later
I let out a curse. The soup I was cooking was too salty. I dabbed the spatula I used to stir the soup on my hand again before bringing it to my tongue to taste it. I reared back. Definitely too salty. Gideon was going to kill me. Slight panic coursed through me at the thought, and I moved to add more water to the soup. “SELENA.” I jumped at the sound, turning to my brother, who was at the door of the kitchen. “Yes,” I answered softly, my head low, not wanting to meet his eyes. “Where is the coffee I insisted that you serve me every day as soon as I wake up?” he growled, his eyes hard. I let out another silent curse. I had forgotten. “I—I’m sorry,” I said, stuttering. “I had to prepare the soup.” “Who cares about the goddamn soup when I haven't had my coffee?” He took steps closer to me, his eyes thunderous. My heart dropped as I shook my head, backing up into a corner of the kitchen while he got closer to me. Fear trickled down my spine. “I'm so sorry, Gideon. I'll make your coffee as soon as possible.” He was now inches in front of me. “Every action has consequences, Selena.” Before I could blink, his hand went to my hair, squeezing and pulling hard. The pain from his tight hold made me release a scream. “Gideon, Gideon, please.” I whimpered as spikes of pain shot through my head. “You need to be taught a lesson. Maybe next time you won't forget.” He pulled my hair as he moved out of the kitchen, with me screaming in protest. “Gideon, please.” “You should have just died when you had that accident one year ago. Then maybe I would have been free of your useless self.” I whimpered as he growled and pushed me into the bathroom. The bathtub was filled with water to the brim, and before I knew what he was doing, he pushed me towards it, dunking my head into the water. My hands splashed and flailed everywhere, trying to hold onto anything as gulps of water forced themselves into my mouth. My throat started to clog as I tried to hold my breath while simultaneously trying to push my head back up. It was futile. Bubbles escaped from my mouth to the surface as I struggled. I could hear Gideon's muffled insults while my head was under the water. As seconds passed, I lost my strength and started to go limp. But before I could lose consciousness, he brought my head out of the water. The air felt like chocolate as I took deep breaths in gasps, my chest heaving up and down as water dripped down my wet hair onto my clothes. Gideon's hand was still in a tight grasp on my hair. My eyes were wide with panic, and I tried again to get out of his hold. “Maybe you should just die now. You fucking bitch.” He dunked my head right back into the water. **** That night, I lay on my bed. The pain in my head had numbed down. I stared at the ceiling as I thought about my life. It had been a year since I had that accident that the doctors said had almost taken my life—the accident where I fell down the stairs. I remember waking up with a blank memory and no idea about who I was and, hell, even where I was. The doctor had told me my name, and it had felt strange repeating it after them: Selena Ashford, a twenty-three-year-old. Try as I might, I didn't even remember having a brother. Gideon had paid for my bills immediately after the doctor had declared me fit to go home, and as soon as I stepped foot into this house, he rained his fist on me. Every move I had made since then, calculated or not, had been an irk to him. And he never let me forget it. My hand subconsciously went to the gemstone attached to the necklace around my neck. The sea-green stone glittered under the lights in my room as I rubbed the mark embedded on it—a mark I had never seen before. The gemstone was another mystery because I realized it had been on my neck the day I woke up. When I asked the doctors or Gideon about it, they looked at me as if I were sprouting nonsense. After a while, it hit me that they actually didn't know what I was talking about because they could not see it. I turned in my bed. What the hell happened on the day of my accident? Why couldn't I remember anything before it happened? Why couldn't anyone else see the gemstone on my neck? The questions swirled in my head, acting as a lullaby in my brain before I closed my eyes, letting my tiredness take over. In my dream, I dreamt of a woman. Irene Blackthorn, she was called. I dreamt of the powers she wielded and the kingdom she ruled. Her death came as a surprise to me in my sleep because she was so strong, powerful, and loved. As the morning came, so did the tears from my eyes at the end of the dream. The bitter taste of betrayal clung to my tongue as my eyes fluttered open and I sat on my bed. My head pounded as if my brain cells were having a party. I massaged my temple, wincing in pain. What the hell was that dream? Why did it seem so real? The door to my room burst open, and my brother appeared at the door, a deep scowl on his face. “Get up, get dressed, and come downstairs, now,” he spat, and with that, he left. I released a sigh as I stood from my bed, changing from my nightdress into sweatpants and a worn-out black T-shirt. With hesitation in my steps, I went downstairs, dreading whatever was going to happen next. Now in the living room, I was standing, shifting on my feet uncomfortably as I took in the bulky men who were scattered on the couches in the middle. There were four in total. I gave my brother a curious glance. “These are the men you are sold to,” Gideon said with an air of indifference. I blinked. I probably didn't hear him well. “What?” A vein appeared on his head. “You are sold to these men. You are to be their slave and do everything they tell you to do. Everything.” My heart pounded in my ears as my eyes widened. The men threw me smug looks and wicked smirks. A new wave of fear trickled down my spine, and I took a step backward. Gideon frowned at the movement. “Don't you dare move. You will follow them without any noise or struggle, like the good little bitch that you are.” My hands were fisted at my sides. Like hell, I would. Slowly, my gaze went to the door, and before I could make my legs move, one of the men got to me, bringing my hands tied in front of me and trying to hold me in place. His big build didn't stop me from trying to struggle against his grasp. “LET ME GO,” I yelled, forcing my hands from his grip, my eyes hardening. “GIDEON, PLEASE LET ME GO.” I was only met with disdain from my brother. Emotions swirled inside me, bringing tears and an unexplainable rage from within. I welcomed the rage. It was better to feel that than to feel hurt. “Let me go.” This time I said calmly, glaring at the hulk of a man in front of me; the rage was brewing. Rising. “Stop resisting, you bi—” A beam of crimson-white light emanated from my hands, immediately going through the man and forming a huge hole in his body. I blinked. What the hell? It happened in a second, but I was sure everyone else in the room saw it. My eyes were wide as the man stood there, his eyes and mouth wide open in shock as blood poured from the hole in his body. Then, slowly, he dropped to his knees and, after a bit, collapsed on the floor, immediately passing out. I looked at my hands, which were still tied. Again. What. The. Hell?The room was silent, except for the ground where the man with the hole in his body lay in his pool of blood.“What the fuck did you do?” came my brother's voice, sharp and thunderous.I flinched, taking a step backward. “I-I d-didn’t do anything, I swear,” I stammered, fear engulfing my body as Gideon edged closer to me, the other men behind him.They didn't look happy with whatever I had done to their comrade.“"What was that fucking thing that came out of your hands?” Gideon spat, moving warily towards me and giving a careful glance at my hands in front of me.My breaths came out quick as my chest rose and fell in panic. I let out a silent curse. There was no way these men were going to allow me to live, not after what I did to their man.I gave a hurried glance to the now dead man on the floor and back to my hands.Unless…A thought went through me.I raised my tied hands towards them, pointing my palms at them. “Don't take one step closer or you'll be like Hulk Man there on the fl
Violent wind blew through my hair as my hand held on to a stick that was wedged in the wall of the ditch that was way below the ground.My heart thrummed with fear as my legs dangled in the air. I was fighting to keep my hold tight on the stick.“HELP!” I yelled, hoping someone was out there and would be willing to help me. “SOMEBODY HELP ME!” I yelled again. The strain between the stick and my hand was beginning to weaken, and I said a silent prayer to the moon goddess.A tear dropped from my cheek at the thought of my body colliding with the hard ground. A shiver of fear ran through me, and I raised my voice louder. “SOMEBODY, HELP ME!”It was only silence that responded back to me as I dangled. I let out a curse as my palm around the stick started to slip.“No, no, no, no,” I whispered repeatedly, tears flowing freely like a dam had broken in my eyes, dreading what would happen if I let go of the stick.“Don't worry, I've got you.” A man's voice brought me out of my panic, and my e
KAI'S POVThe air was thick with the fresh scent of blood and the sharp sense of fear. But of all things I could focus on, my attention fully was on her.Her. The dashing she-wolf who had just fought men twice her size like a storm. I had compared her to a storm because of how wild, fierce, and unstoppable she had been effortlessly. She was now standing a few feet away, her chest heaving and puffing as she struggled to catch her breath. Her eyes were blazing while a crimson light still faintly glowed at her fingertips. Her name was Selena Ashford, and she was just like a puzzle being presented to me—delicate and deadly, vulnerable yet untouchable, all at the same time.At such a moment, I should have been focused on the battle, on the bodies lying at our feet, and the threat that might be lingering in the area, but my thoughts were fixed to her. I had never seen anyone—man or woman. I had seen no one fight with such immense power, and such control. She was dangerous, and yet her ha
SELENA’S POVThe pack territory was nothing like I had imagined.Rogues were supposed to live in filthiness, in tattered camps with the lingering scent of death and desperation hanging about in the atmosphere. But this place—this hidden haven—was something else entirely.The forest opened to reveal a sprawling village nestled in a valley. Neat, and well-maintained houses arranged on the winding paths, their wooden exteriors blending harmoniously with the surrounding trees. The air smelled of pine and fresh earth, not the stench of decay I had expected. The people—wolves, I reminded myself—moved about with purpose, their faces curious but not too unkind.It was... beautiful.Kai led me down a narrow path, his broad figure cutting through the crowd with ease. His presence was majestic, commanding, and wherever he passed, people bowed their heads in respect, murmuring greetings that spoke of both reverence and admiration.“Alpha.”The title followed him like a shadow, spoken with awe fro
SELENA’S POVI remember now.I remember every fucking details now. Every memory, every ounce of betrayal, every excruciating pain—I remembered it all. I recall being Irene Blackthorn. That was who I was, who I had been before the silver knife severed my life. And the one who sent it through me was the man I had once called my mate. He was Damon Nightshade. His icy blue eyes flashed in my mind, the same ones I once used to see love in were now poisoned with hatred. He had stabbed me with no hesitation, no remorse at all.And Elara. The witch. She had helped him. I could clearly hear her twisted smile resounding in my ears, her dark magic... they had both torn me apart. But the physical pain I had felt then was nothing compared to the torment of knowing that the love I had offered to Damon so freely had been nothing but a weapon in his hand.I gasped for breath, clutching the blanket around me like it could protect me from the torment surging in my veins. The warmth of the room contras
KAI’S POVThe moon was full and high in the sky, casting a soft, silvery light into my room through the narrow opening between my black curtains. It was very late in the night, yet sleep eluded me. Everytime I closed my eyes, she was right there—messing with my mind. Selena had taken every space in my head. I couldn't avoid thinking about the rogue we had welcomed into the pack tonight. She was just like a mystery, with a fearless exterior but a pitiful past. Her stormy blue eyes hinted at secrets, and I was determined to understand her, even if it meant getting hurt in the process. When it was finally the dawn of a new day. Immediately the sun roze from where it usually hid from the moon, I found myself standing outside her cabin, the scent of pine and frost sharp in the morning air. My wolf stirred restlessly within me, a low growl vibrating through my chest. He was curious—no, obsessed—with her. It was unlike him to be so drawn to anyone so quickly. He wanted to be near her, to w
SELENA’S POVMy muscles ached all over from the brutal morning’s training. I really didn’t get why he was training me even when I never asked for it. I could get it well on my own, I knew better than to trust anyone again. But Kai was relentless, and despite my irritation, I couldn’t deny the flicker of admiration I felt for his dedication. He pushed me harder than anyone ever had, forcing me to bring out the strength within me I barely knew existed. Yet the lingering tension between us was suffocating.I clenched my fists, trying to steady my breath. The memory of Kai pinning me against the tree, his body pressed close to mine, replayed in my mind. My pulse quickened at the thought. ‘Get a grip, Selena’. He was dangerous—too dangerous—and I couldn’t afford to let myself be drawn to him. I wasn’t here to make connections. I was here to survive.Kai finally came back after going to get water for both of us. After he passed on the water container to me and I skipped from it, he didn’t s
SELENA’S POV‘Talk to me.’ My voice echoed through my mind, expecting a response from my wolf. ‘Please, just say something.’I was really desperate for an answer, but all she did was to provide me with silence.She might have been usually quiet except for the times she was emotional, but I had always felt Celestia presence within me somehow. Now I felt distant from her—too far to reach, too quiet to bear. I tried to tell myself it didn’t matter. I didn’t need her. I didn’t need anyone, in fact. But the lie tasted bitter.‘Are you angry?’ I pressed further, trying to coax her as my thoughts became softer now. ‘Or are you just done with me?’But there was still no reply from her.I clenched my jaw, forcing my body to stay upright despite the subtle pain from Kai’s relentless training, two days back. Every bruise and every sore muscle reminded me of how much stress he had put me through. And yet, he was nowhere to be found. Kai had vanished like a shadow in the presence of light, leaving
DAMON’S POVThe stench of blood and failure was all wafted in the air like a bitter perfume as I stepped into Silas' shrine. Right next to the altar, he laid like a discarded puppet, crumpled on the ground, barely conscious, face bloodied and bruised. For a man who had promised me so much, he looked more like a battered animal than the cunning strategist I had reluctantly trusted.“What a fool you are,” I growled, my voice cold and sharp enough to cut through any metal. My wolf, Demon, growled low in my mind, his disdain echoing my own. ‘This is the man you chose to align with? Pathetic.’“Silas!” My voice snapped across the clearing like a whip. He stirred in his unconsciousness, groaning as his broken body attempted to rise. “Look at you. You dared to carry out a plan behind my back, and this—this is the result? You have failed me!”Silas coughed, blood spilling from his lips. His gaze met mine, filled with defeat and desperation. “You don’t understand,” he coughed again. “I was so
SELENA’S POVSo there I was, tied up like some damsel in distress, watching Kai go full beast mode on Silas. The ropes dug into my wrists, burning and biting with every movement I made, but watching my mate break free? Totally worth it.That smug jerk’s body was spread on the ground as he coughed and spat out blood when Kai loomed over him. His face was twisted in that classic villain look, the kind that says, ‘I should’ve won this, but I didn’t plan for the part where you would fight back.’“You don’t understand what you’ve unleashed,” Silas growled, his voice shaky but still laced with arrogance. “You can’t control it. You can’t control me.” I couldn't believe that even in his devastating state, he would still be choking out nonsense about how Kai didn't know about his own power. Typical monologue. But Kai? He wasn't having the least of it. Kai grinded his teeth, his eyes glowing with an intense kind of energy. It wasn’t just anger anymore in those eyes—I could see something prima
KAI'S POVAlright, here was the deal: waking up to the mother of all migraines, tied to a rock, drenched in sweat, and oh yeah—my bond with Selena was being ripped apart like some cosmic breakup I didn’t sign up for. Cool, right? No, it wasn't. Let's go back in time for a moment.****At that moment, I felt like someone had tried to download a cursed app directly into my brain. My arms burned all over from the enchanted ropes, my head pounded like I had a bad hangover, and I was about two seconds from flipping my lid when I heard her.“Selena,” I croaked, my throat dry like I had been screaming for hours. Her scream had sounded desperate, and it yanked me out of the fog blinding my eyes. I forced my eyes open, barely managing to lift my head. And there she was. My mate, tied up, struggling like the badass she was.Except, something was wrong.The bond. Our mate bond. The connection that had always been there, like a pulse in the back of my mind, was… flickering. Weak. And that’s when
SELENA'S POVOkay, so picture this: I woke up, tied to a freaking rock, and not in some fun, harmless way that could've turned out to be a prank. No, this is the “sacrificial lamb in an ancient evil ritual” kind of tied up. My first thought? This had to be a nightmare. Maybe this was just another flash of memory from my past life. But when I blinked, and the cold jagged surface of the big rock pinched my behind, I realized this wasn't a memory. This was real. And that brought me to my second thought: What the hell was going on?!The air surrounding me smelled wrong. I could perceive burnt herbs, sulfur, and something metallic like blood. I blinked, but twice this time as I tried to make sense of the scene around me. Dark shadows swirled across the rough cliffs that we were feets away from, the moon—my moon was barely visible behind what looked like a glow of crimson. It then hit me that we were in the middle of a lunar eclipse.Great. Just great. Perfect, in fact.I struggled my bes
SILAS'S POVEvery atom in the air held magic—my magic. And as I walked through the corridor connecting my chamber to the entrance of the pack's territory, it clung to me like a shadow.I paused when I got to the gate, inhaling deeply as I prepared to proceed in my journey to Kai’s pack. The scent of the silver moon werewolves was all around me. Their scent was repugnant but tolerable, like animals in a poorly kept pen. Soon, it wouldn’t matter. None of this would matter when I take over. Damon’s recent instability worked to my advantage. Chaos always did.“Careful,” I murmured to myself, in a voice close to a whisper. “Patience wins wars.”I tightened the leather strap of my satchel and pressed forward. *****Present time…I reached the door I had been looking for. I could feel a faint golden glow of energy radiating from its edges, I could tell that Kai and Selena were near. Perfect, I muttered to myself. My lips curved into a smile as I retrieved a small glass vial from my satchel,
DAMON'S POVPain.That was all I felt, and It was all-consuming. The ache felt like flames of fire licking at my insides, burning intensely at every muscle and bone. I gripped the edge of the ornate desk in my room, my knuckles turning white as I struggled to walk closer to the bed. I had no idea how I managed to put up a good act during the meeting with the pack elders, but now that I was alone, the pain penetrated into me like a thousand needles in my heart.And I knew why.I knew exactly why I was going through this agonizing moment. I knew that it was as a result of the dark energy I had stolen through Yasmine just to defeat Elara. Now I was ‘enjoying’ the side effect of having an unmatched power within me as it was ripping me apart from the inside.“You’re losing control,” Demon, my wolf whizzed inside my mind, heavy disapproval laced in his voice. “I told you this would happen.”“Shut up,” I growled aloud, my voice coming out hoarsely. “You think I don’t know that?”Another rus
SELENA'S POVThe energy swirled about inside me. They felt like tiny sparks of fire dancing at the end of my fingertips. I could feel it growing, expanding, and threatening to escape out of control. My chest moved up and down as I tried to wind it with my energy. I tried pushing it outward in a steady beam of light, creating a barrier between me and the training dummies.“Focus, Selena,” Celestia urged, her voice strict but encouraging. She had been a good company throughout my training evening. “You need to concentrate on control, not force.”“I am focusing,” I muttered through gritted teeth in reply as sweat dripped down my eyebrow. My power was unpredictable sometimes, it would refuse to answer itself to my inner command. Every time I tried to push harder, it would backfire, quenching into nothingness. ‘Maybe you would do better if you weren’t thinking about him,’ Celestia sighed in such a way that I could sense the irritation in her.I stopped for a few seconds after she spoke a
KAI'S POVI could still remember how exactly Renn had reposted Selena's reply to me. His tenoric voice echoed in my mind, and each syllable being replayed felt like a sharp blade in my chest. “She said she’s done chasing you, Kai.”Her rejection shouldn’t have stung as much as it did, but I have to admit, it hit me harder than I cared. Nyx snarled in frustration as we both reminisced about our rejection. ‘You’re a damn fool, Kai,’ he growled. ‘She’s your mate. The only one who will ever understand us, and you’re letting her slip away from your fingers.’“Don’t start again, Nyx. Give me a break.” I muttered under my breath, pacing to and fro the length of the dimly lit hallway outside the war room.‘Oh, I will start,’ Nyx snapped at me. ‘Do you know how hard it is to sit here and watch you push her away? Every time you shut her out, you shut me out too.’I clenched my fists, trying to ignore the guilt rising within me. “It’s not that simple,” I hissed, though it felt easy. “You know
SELENA'S POVKai was avoiding me again.It shouldn’t have surprised me, but it hurt more than I wanted to admit. Every passing day without a word from him felt like a fresh rejection.I paced the grass field near the training grounds, clenching my fingers in frustration. ‘What was his problem? Why was he so distant?’ I thought back to the moments we had shared alone. The way his gaze lingered on mine, the way his touch had felt warm, protective, and… confusing, he had even kissed me!“He's such a stubborn idiot,” I muttered under my breath as I got closer to the training ground.‘He’s your mate,’ Celestia reminded me gently, her voice echoing in my mind like a soft melody. ‘And you love him.’“Love him?” I scoffed, running a hand through my dark hair. “How can I love someone who acts like I don’t exist half the time?”‘Because you see him for who he really is, Selena,’ Celestia replied in that annoyingly patient tone of hers. ‘Even when he’s pushing you away, you feel his pain. His st