One Year Later
I let out a curse. The soup I was cooking was too salty. I dabbed the spatula I used to stir the soup on my hand again before bringing it to my tongue to taste it. I reared back. Definitely too salty. Gideon was going to kill me. Slight panic coursed through me at the thought, and I moved to add more water to the soup. “SELENA.” I jumped at the sound, turning to my brother, who was at the door of the kitchen. “Yes,” I answered softly, my head low, not wanting to meet his eyes. “Where is the coffee I insisted that you serve me every day as soon as I wake up?” he growled, his eyes hard. I let out another silent curse. I had forgotten. “I—I’m sorry,” I said, stuttering. “I had to prepare the soup.” “Who cares about the goddamn soup when I haven't had my coffee?” He took steps closer to me, his eyes thunderous. My heart dropped as I shook my head, backing up into a corner of the kitchen while he got closer to me. Fear trickled down my spine. “I'm so sorry, Gideon. I'll make your coffee as soon as possible.” He was now inches in front of me. “Every action has consequences, Selena.” Before I could blink, his hand went to my hair, squeezing and pulling hard. The pain from his tight hold made me release a scream. “Gideon, Gideon, please.” I whimpered as spikes of pain shot through my head. “You need to be taught a lesson. Maybe next time you won't forget.” He pulled my hair as he moved out of the kitchen, with me screaming in protest. “Gideon, please.” “You should have just died when you had that accident one year ago. Then maybe I would have been free of your useless self.” I whimpered as he growled and pushed me into the bathroom. The bathtub was filled with water to the brim, and before I knew what he was doing, he pushed me towards it, dunking my head into the water. My hands splashed and flailed everywhere, trying to hold onto anything as gulps of water forced themselves into my mouth. My throat started to clog as I tried to hold my breath while simultaneously trying to push my head back up. It was futile. Bubbles escaped from my mouth to the surface as I struggled. I could hear Gideon's muffled insults while my head was under the water. As seconds passed, I lost my strength and started to go limp. But before I could lose consciousness, he brought my head out of the water. The air felt like chocolate as I took deep breaths in gasps, my chest heaving up and down as water dripped down my wet hair onto my clothes. Gideon's hand was still in a tight grasp on my hair. My eyes were wide with panic, and I tried again to get out of his hold. “Maybe you should just die now. You fucking bitch.” He dunked my head right back into the water. **** That night, I lay on my bed. The pain in my head had numbed down. I stared at the ceiling as I thought about my life. It had been a year since I had that accident that the doctors said had almost taken my life—the accident where I fell down the stairs. I remember waking up with a blank memory and no idea about who I was and, hell, even where I was. The doctor had told me my name, and it had felt strange repeating it after them: Selena Ashford, a twenty-three-year-old. Try as I might, I didn't even remember having a brother. Gideon had paid for my bills immediately after the doctor had declared me fit to go home, and as soon as I stepped foot into this house, he rained his fist on me. Every move I had made since then, calculated or not, had been an irk to him. And he never let me forget it. My hand subconsciously went to the gemstone attached to the necklace around my neck. The sea-green stone glittered under the lights in my room as I rubbed the mark embedded on it—a mark I had never seen before. The gemstone was another mystery because I realized it had been on my neck the day I woke up. When I asked the doctors or Gideon about it, they looked at me as if I were sprouting nonsense. After a while, it hit me that they actually didn't know what I was talking about because they could not see it. I turned in my bed. What the hell happened on the day of my accident? Why couldn't I remember anything before it happened? Why couldn't anyone else see the gemstone on my neck? The questions swirled in my head, acting as a lullaby in my brain before I closed my eyes, letting my tiredness take over. In my dream, I dreamt of a woman. Irene Blackthorn, she was called. I dreamt of the powers she wielded and the kingdom she ruled. Her death came as a surprise to me in my sleep because she was so strong, powerful, and loved. As the morning came, so did the tears from my eyes at the end of the dream. The bitter taste of betrayal clung to my tongue as my eyes fluttered open and I sat on my bed. My head pounded as if my brain cells were having a party. I massaged my temple, wincing in pain. What the hell was that dream? Why did it seem so real? The door to my room burst open, and my brother appeared at the door, a deep scowl on his face. “Get up, get dressed, and come downstairs, now,” he spat, and with that, he left. I released a sigh as I stood from my bed, changing from my nightdress into sweatpants and a worn-out black T-shirt. With hesitation in my steps, I went downstairs, dreading whatever was going to happen next. Now in the living room, I was standing, shifting on my feet uncomfortably as I took in the bulky men who were scattered on the couches in the middle. There were four in total. I gave my brother a curious glance. “These are the men you are sold to,” Gideon said with an air of indifference. I blinked. I probably didn't hear him well. “What?” A vein appeared on his head. “You are sold to these men. You are to be their slave and do everything they tell you to do. Everything.” My heart pounded in my ears as my eyes widened. The men threw me smug looks and wicked smirks. A new wave of fear trickled down my spine, and I took a step backward. Gideon frowned at the movement. “Don't you dare move. You will follow them without any noise or struggle, like the good little bitch that you are.” My hands were fisted at my sides. Like hell, I would. Slowly, my gaze went to the door, and before I could make my legs move, one of the men got to me, bringing my hands tied in front of me and trying to hold me in place. His big build didn't stop me from trying to struggle against his grasp. “LET ME GO,” I yelled, forcing my hands from his grip, my eyes hardening. “GIDEON, PLEASE LET ME GO.” I was only met with disdain from my brother. Emotions swirled inside me, bringing tears and an unexplainable rage from within. I welcomed the rage. It was better to feel that than to feel hurt. “Let me go.” This time I said calmly, glaring at the hulk of a man in front of me; the rage was brewing. Rising. “Stop resisting, you bi—” A beam of crimson-white light emanated from my hands, immediately going through the man and forming a huge hole in his body. I blinked. What the hell? It happened in a second, but I was sure everyone else in the room saw it. My eyes were wide as the man stood there, his eyes and mouth wide open in shock as blood poured from the hole in his body. Then, slowly, he dropped to his knees and, after a bit, collapsed on the floor, immediately passing out. I looked at my hands, which were still tied. Again. What. The. Hell?The room was silent, except for the ground where the man with the hole in his body lay in his pool of blood.“What the fuck did you do?” came my brother's voice, sharp and thunderous.I flinched, taking a step backward. “I-I d-didn’t do anything, I swear,” I stammered, fear engulfing my body as Gideon edged closer to me, the other men behind him.They didn't look happy with whatever I had done to their comrade.“"What was that fucking thing that came out of your hands?” Gideon spat, moving warily towards me and giving a careful glance at my hands in front of me.My breaths came out quick as my chest rose and fell in panic. I let out a silent curse. There was no way these men were going to allow me to live, not after what I did to their man.I gave a hurried glance to the now dead man on the floor and back to my hands.Unless…A thought went through me.I raised my tied hands towards them, pointing my palms at them. “Don't take one step closer or you'll be like Hulk Man there on the fl
Violent wind blew through my hair as my hand held on to a stick that was wedged in the wall of the ditch that was way below the ground.My heart thrummed with fear as my legs dangled in the air. I was fighting to keep my hold tight on the stick.“HELP!” I yelled, hoping someone was out there and would be willing to help me. “SOMEBODY HELP ME!” I yelled again. The strain between the stick and my hand was beginning to weaken, and I said a silent prayer to the moon goddess.A tear dropped from my cheek at the thought of my body colliding with the hard ground. A shiver of fear ran through me, and I raised my voice louder. “SOMEBODY, HELP ME!”It was only silence that responded back to me as I dangled. I let out a curse as my palm around the stick started to slip.“No, no, no, no,” I whispered repeatedly, tears flowing freely like a dam had broken in my eyes, dreading what would happen if I let go of the stick.“Don't worry, I've got you.” A man's voice brought me out of my panic, and my e
KAI'S POVThe air was thick with the fresh scent of blood and the sharp sense of fear. But of all things I could focus on, my attention fully was on her.Her. The dashing she-wolf who had just fought men twice her size like a storm. I had compared her to a storm because of how wild, fierce, and unstoppable she had been effortlessly. She was now standing a few feet away, her chest heaving and puffing as she struggled to catch her breath. Her eyes were blazing while a crimson light still faintly glowed at her fingertips. Her name was Selena Ashford, and she was just like a puzzle being presented to me—delicate and deadly, vulnerable yet untouchable, all at the same time.At such a moment, I should have been focused on the battle, on the bodies lying at our feet, and the threat that might be lingering in the area, but my thoughts were fixed to her. I had never seen anyone—man or woman. I had seen no one fight with such immense power, and such control. She was dangerous, and yet her ha
SELENA’S POVThe pack territory was nothing like I had imagined.Rogues were supposed to live in filthiness, in tattered camps with the lingering scent of death and desperation hanging about in the atmosphere. But this place—this hidden haven—was something else entirely.The forest opened to reveal a sprawling village nestled in a valley. Neat, and well-maintained houses arranged on the winding paths, their wooden exteriors blending harmoniously with the surrounding trees. The air smelled of pine and fresh earth, not the stench of decay I had expected. The people—wolves, I reminded myself—moved about with purpose, their faces curious but not too unkind.It was... beautiful.Kai led me down a narrow path, his broad figure cutting through the crowd with ease. His presence was majestic, commanding, and wherever he passed, people bowed their heads in respect, murmuring greetings that spoke of both reverence and admiration.“Alpha.”The title followed him like a shadow, spoken with awe fro
SELENA’S POVI remember now.I remember every fucking details now. Every memory, every ounce of betrayal, every excruciating pain—I remembered it all. I recall being Irene Blackthorn. That was who I was, who I had been before the silver knife severed my life. And the one who sent it through me was the man I had once called my mate. He was Damon Nightshade. His icy blue eyes flashed in my mind, the same ones I once used to see love in were now poisoned with hatred. He had stabbed me with no hesitation, no remorse at all.And Elara. The witch. She had helped him. I could clearly hear her twisted smile resounding in my ears, her dark magic... they had both torn me apart. But the physical pain I had felt then was nothing compared to the torment of knowing that the love I had offered to Damon so freely had been nothing but a weapon in his hand.I gasped for breath, clutching the blanket around me like it could protect me from the torment surging in my veins. The warmth of the room contras
KAI’S POVThe moon was full and high in the sky, casting a soft, silvery light into my room through the narrow opening between my black curtains. It was very late in the night, yet sleep eluded me. Everytime I closed my eyes, she was right there—messing with my mind. Selena had taken every space in my head. I couldn't avoid thinking about the rogue we had welcomed into the pack tonight. She was just like a mystery, with a fearless exterior but a pitiful past. Her stormy blue eyes hinted at secrets, and I was determined to understand her, even if it meant getting hurt in the process. When it was finally the dawn of a new day. Immediately the sun roze from where it usually hid from the moon, I found myself standing outside her cabin, the scent of pine and frost sharp in the morning air. My wolf stirred restlessly within me, a low growl vibrating through my chest. He was curious—no, obsessed—with her. It was unlike him to be so drawn to anyone so quickly. He wanted to be near her, to w
SELENA’S POVMy muscles ached all over from the brutal morning’s training. I really didn’t get why he was training me even when I never asked for it. I could get it well on my own, I knew better than to trust anyone again. But Kai was relentless, and despite my irritation, I couldn’t deny the flicker of admiration I felt for his dedication. He pushed me harder than anyone ever had, forcing me to bring out the strength within me I barely knew existed. Yet the lingering tension between us was suffocating.I clenched my fists, trying to steady my breath. The memory of Kai pinning me against the tree, his body pressed close to mine, replayed in my mind. My pulse quickened at the thought. ‘Get a grip, Selena’. He was dangerous—too dangerous—and I couldn’t afford to let myself be drawn to him. I wasn’t here to make connections. I was here to survive.Kai finally came back after going to get water for both of us. After he passed on the water container to me and I skipped from it, he didn’t s
SELENA’S POV‘Talk to me.’ My voice echoed through my mind, expecting a response from my wolf. ‘Please, just say something.’I was really desperate for an answer, but all she did was to provide me with silence.She might have been usually quiet except for the times she was emotional, but I had always felt Celestia presence within me somehow. Now I felt distant from her—too far to reach, too quiet to bear. I tried to tell myself it didn’t matter. I didn’t need her. I didn’t need anyone, in fact. But the lie tasted bitter.‘Are you angry?’ I pressed further, trying to coax her as my thoughts became softer now. ‘Or are you just done with me?’But there was still no reply from her.I clenched my jaw, forcing my body to stay upright despite the subtle pain from Kai’s relentless training, two days back. Every bruise and every sore muscle reminded me of how much stress he had put me through. And yet, he was nowhere to be found. Kai had vanished like a shadow in the presence of light, leaving
SELENA’S POVI stood on the balcony of the Alpha’s quarters, my hands resting on the curve of my swollen belly as the cool breeze kissed my skin. I watched the moon hanging brightly in the night sky, casting a soft silver glow over the Silvermoon pack.I couldn’t sleep—not with the way my wolf kept pacing anxiously in my head and my mate snoring softly beside me. Celestia, as restless as ever, kept nudging me with her thoughts. ‘You need to sit down before you tip over.’ She suggested like she was a fairy godmother.‘I’m fine,’ I shot back, but I wasn’t even really convinced. My back ached all over, my feet were swollen, and this baby—our baby—was practically trying to kick his way out. I glanced behind me, smiling at the sight of Kai sprawled out on the bed. His dark hair was a mess, and his bare chest rose and fell steadily with each breath. My Alpha. My mate. And soon-to-be dad. The thought sent a ripple of excitement and fear through me. What if I messed this up? What if I w
SELENA’S POVRenn sat on the grass floor with his back against the wall. His knees were bent to meet his chest and his elbows rested on them like the weight of the world was pressing down on his shoulders. And honestly? It probably was. I lowered myself beside him so we could be at the same height, and immediately I sat, I felt the cool floor press against my thighs through the thin material of my dress. Kai didn’t look at me right away, but I waited for him to.. I knew better than to rush someone who was grieving. “Hey.” My voice was carefully soft. “You okay?” He scoffed. “Do I look okay?” “Fair point.” I picked at a loose thread on my sleeve, letting the silence stretch just long enough before I added, “But you do look better than you did five minutes ago. That's a huge progress, right?” Renn didn’t laugh, but the corner of his mouth twitched slightly. “You’re trying too hard.” “Yeah, well, it’s what I do.” I nudged his shoulder with mine. “Someone’s gotta keep you from
KAI’S POVI wasn’t drunk. I wasn't even close to being drunk. But I kind of wished I was—because dealing with Renn right now? Yeah, it was the kind of emotional wreckage I was facing at the moment that made me crave something strong enough to burn down the ache.“Renn,” I said softly, crouching beside him as he slumped against the back wall of the hall. His eyes had red rims around them, his shirt was wrinkled, and his knuckles were bruised probably from punching something he shouldn’t have. Or someone. With Renn, you could never tell.He wiped at his face, but it didn’t help much. “Don’t look at me like that.”“Like what?”“Like I’m pathetic.”“I’m not,” I said, even though he kind of was. “I’m looking at you like you’re a guy who’s hurting. Big difference.”He laughed, but it came out sharp and bitter. “You don’t get it, Kai. You don’t get any of this.”I leaned against the wall beside him, giving him space but not enough to let him feel alone. “So explain it to me.”He turned his
SELENA’S POVDamn it, I was losing my mind. Okay, maybe not in the literal sense, but it sure felt like it. The party was in full swing mode. There were lights illuminating the hall, people dancing carelessly, music vibrating through the ground, and voices blending into a chaotic hum of laughter and chatter. Wolves from every corner of the Silver moon territory were here, dressed to impress, smiling like tonight held all their dreams wrapped up in glitter ribbons. And maybe it did. Because tonight wasn’t just a random party—It was ‘the’ party. The one where celestial bonds would be sealed, mates would be chosen, and vows would be made under the blessing of the Moon Goddess. Also—this party was the one where I would officially be announced as Kai’s… Luna. No pressure, right? I sat on the throne beside Kai, my back so straight it was probably illegal. The chair was huge, carved from dark wood and draped in silver silk that looked like moonlight had been woven into it. It
SELENA’S POVI had no idea what I was doing.Okay, that was a lie.I knew exactly what I was doing. I was taking a risk—no, scratch that—I was diving with my head first into something that could either shatter me or make me whole.And yet, with Kai sitting across from me, his hand holding mine and his eyes pulling me so deep into his world, I couldn’t make myself care about the side effects of all of this.Not when he looked at me like this.Not when his touch made me have goosebumps all over my skin like the air before a storm.I swallowed nothing, staring at the sharp lines of his jaw, the way the moonlight kissed his cheekbones and made his eyes glow brightly. Kai wasn’t perfect. Hell, he wasn’t even close, no one was. But there was something about his imperfections, I meant his invincible scars, his family history, that made me feel safe.And maybe that was dangerous, but I didn’t care.I shouldn't even care about it tonight.“Say it again,” I whispered.His brows furrowed. “Say w
KAI’S POVThe Silvermoon Pack’s village square was jam-packed with people, and for once, I was grateful it wasn’t for a fight.They all stood shoulder to shoulder, my rogues and Silvermoon wolves blending into one ocean of tired faces. Their clothes were stained, some with dirt, others with dried blood, but despite the wreckage the war had left behind, there was something else in the air that was heavier than exhaustion.I sensed hope.I didn’t know what the hell to do with that, though.I stepped forward, clearing my throat to address them all. “First of all—” My voice cracked, and I internally shook my head. ‘Great start, Alpha,’ Nyx mocked. ‘Real inspiring.’I tried again, ignoring him. “First of all,” I said, louder this time, “we won.”That got their attention.The werewolves straightened their backs. Some of them raised their heads higher. I wasn’t sure if it was pride or disbelief that shimmered in their eyes, but it didn’t matter. They were listening.“We won,” I repeated, my
SELENA'S POVWe buried Yasmine under the shade of an ancient oak tree.The shaman said it was the closest spot to the goddess’s light—whatever that meant. I didn’t question his words at all. Not when Renn looked like he was one wrong word away from losing his mind completely.He stood by her grave, silent and pale the whole time, his hands shaking as he placed a white lily on the mound of fresh loamy soil. The rest of us stood back, giving him space to mourn his mate because It didn’t feel right to interrupt his grieving moment, but at the same time, I wanted to say something, or anything to make it better.I didn’t, though.Because nothing would ever make him feel better. The shaman, the old man with silver braids and piercing green eyes, hovered around nearby. His staff sank slightly into the ground as he stepped forward, clearing his throat before he spoke. “Renn,” he said softly, “is there anything else you wish to ask before we seal her spirit’s path?”He didn’t answer at first.
SELENA'S POVI didn’t even know what to feel now that the war was finally over.The battlefield that had once vibrated with screams, roars, and explosions of magic, was now eerily silent. It was too silent. The atmosphere now felt heavier than it should. Every air that I inhaled was thick with the scent of smoke, blood, and something more worse. Grief took over the whole atmosphere.I turned around slowly, my boots sinking into the mud that had mixed with blood and shattered remains of dark spells. My heart pounded in my chest as my gaze swept over the entire battlefield. Bodies laid scattered across the ground, some were our friends, and some foes, but they were all lifeless. I came to the conclusion that this wasn't a victory—it was survival. And barely that because we were the only three people that survived. All other soldiers, who were probably husbands and fathers, had all laid their lives down for me.I saw Renn on his knees, hunched over Yasmine’s pale and broken body like he
NARRATEDDamon didn’t see it coming at all.His aim was at her because one moment Selena had turned her back, her focus now locked on Elara. But in the next moment, when he lunged forward like an unchained beast with desperation burning in his eyes, Kai met him with a faster energy.Their bodies collided with a bone-crunching impact, and the ground made a thud sound beneath their weights. Damon roared, his dark magic losing its control within him, but Kai met him blow for blow, his claws ripping through Damon's fur and flesh like they were paper.“You’re done!” Kai growled angrily, his voice coming out with a furious thone as he grinded his teeth against each other.Damon grinned despite the blood dripping from his mouth. “Not yet.”He shoved Kai off him, sending him flying backwards, but Kai was already moving again. His wolf surged forward, becoming wild as it slammed into Damon before he could fully recover.Selena turned at the direction of the scuffling sound, her chest tightenin