đź’Š Alex's POV đź’Š
"Close your eyes and take a deep breath Alex" Mason said and I did.
"Relax your muscles and free your mind, let the darkness take over" I heard him say and I sighed freeing all my body and letting the darkness overwhelm me.
"Now picture yourself in a car Alex, you are just 12 years old and you're in a car with your parents!"
Mason's voice slowly faded as I opened my eyes to see myself in a car with Mom and Dad.
"We are going to the States Alex" Dad said while driving.
"But why?" I asked.
"We can no longer live here, we'll be better off in the States" Mom said.
"Since I'll be starting a new school then, can you get me into a medical school there?"
"Why do you want to get into a medical school?" Mom asked.
"Cause I want to be a Neurosurgeon like you Mom" I said and they laughed.
"Sure, we'll get you enrolled in a medical school and when you grow up, you'll definitely be the best Neurosurgeon in the world" Dad said.
"Really? Will I be able to the best Neurosurgeon in the world?" I asked.
"You have an IQ of 200 son, you are one of the smartest kid the world has ever known so am sure you'll be able to do it" Mom said.
"Then I'll definitely fulfill your wish, am going to be the best Neurosurgeon in the world."
"Now tell me, what do you see?" Mason's voice asked.
"Am in a car with Mom and Dad, we are going to travel out of the country" I said subconsciously.
"Yes, what happened next?" Mason's voice asked.
The car kept moving but everything was starting to become blurry.
"I....I...can barely see anything" I said.
"Focus Alex, you have to remember what happened that night, it's in your memory, remember it!" I heard Mason say.
Everywhere was suddenly pitch black and I quickly opened my eyes and stood up.
"Did it work? Did you see anything? Did you remember something?" Mason asked.
"It didn't work Mason, I saw nothing, everywhere was just pitch black."
"But this is an advanced hypnosis method, if this didn't work then I don't know what will" Mason said.
"We can't just give up, my tremors started after the police found me unconscious on the road the next morning, I have alot of questions Mason, why did my parents suddenly disappear, why was I alone on the road the next morning, why did my tremors start from that day and why can't I remember anything that happened that night? Am sure they are all connected to each other Mason and you know am right."
"Yeah, you are right, that night holds the key to solving your tremors, something must have happened that night that triggered your tremors and if we ever have a chance of curing it, it lies in you remembering. I'll make more research, you should go to work, I'll call you when I find something else we can try."
"Thanks Mason" I said as I took my suit jacket and walked out.
I entered my car and drove off to the hospital.
Mason is my therapist, when the police found me unconscious the next morning after that night, I was all shaken up, my legs and hands where shaking vigorously beyond my control and that's how the tremors started.
The police decided I needed some help with my mental health and I was taken to Mason, he has been my therapist ever since and now he's grown to be more of a fatherly figure to me.
For the past 17 years, I've been wondering what happened that night. All I remember is that we were on a car going to the airport cause we wanted to move out of the country and then nothing, the next thing I remember is the policemen waking me up in the middle of the road and I was all alone, my parents were nowhere to be found, up till now.
đź’Š Jasmine's POV đź’Š
"Breakfast is ready Megan!" I called as I set the dinning table.
"Perfect, I was getting really hungry" she said as she walked into the dinning, yawning.
"Toasted bread and bacon, yummy" she said and started munching into her food.
"Aren't you going to work today?" I asked.
"No, Doctor Ryan won't be at the hospital today, he doesn't have any surgeries to perform today too and since am the anesthesiologist in his surgery team, am free for today" Megan replied.
"What about you? Still no reply from the National hospital?" She asked.
"Yeah, I've submitted all the documents they required and my interview was a success but I don't know why they haven't called me for the job."
"Patience Jas, the National hospital isn't an easy place to get a job in but since you are such an amazing doctor, am sure you'll be called to work soon" Megan said and I sighed.
"I hope you are right"
Megan is my cousin and we've been living together since we got into college though she's a year older than me.
My phone beeped and I took it to check what it was.
"Holly Molly!! Megan are you a psychic?"
"If am a psychic then I'll be out saving the world right now, why? What's wrong?" She asked and I showed her the message I just received.
"Woah!! You got the job!" She exclaimed..
"And am to start work tomorrow!"
"This is amazing Jas, we should totally celebrate it, I'll go get a drink" she said as she walked out of the dining.
I can't believe am really going to start working in one of the best hospitals in the whole world.
"My dream has come true!" I squealed
đź’Š Alex's POV đź’Š
I parked my car in the parking lot and walked into the hospital.
I went straight to my office and sat on the chair.
Moments later, the door opened and Tony came in.
"I saw you walked in, so how did it go with Mason, were you able to remember?" He asked.
Tony is my childhood friend, he's a doctor here too and he knows about everything, even my tremors.
"Nope, it was futile" I replied.
"You really need to remember Alex, the earlier you remember the sooner we can finally cure your tremors cause if people find out of your condition, your medical license will be revoked and you won't be able to work as a doctor."
"I know the consequences Tony and am trying my best to remember, it's just not working" I said.
"What if you have a hand tremor during surgery someday? What will you do then?" He asked.
"The tremors usually kick in whenever I overstress myself and I've been avoiding that, I've also been taking the drugs Mason prescribed and I assure you Tony, something like that will never happen."
"I hope so Alex, I really hope so. But I still don't get it? Why are you taking this risk, I mean there's many other jobs you can take apart from being a doctor" Tony said.
"My Mom was a Neurosurgeon and my Dad was medical researcher, I made a promise to my parents the night they disapeared, I promised them I'll be the best Neurosurgeon in the world so if am not able to find them, the least I can do is keep my promise to them. I've learnt alot in medicine and surgery just from seeing my parents work and going through their medical research journals, it will be such a waste of knowledge if am anything but a doctor and I've come too far to go back now perhaps the doctor's coat suits me really well" I said with a smile and Tony scoffed.
"You are always so full of yourself Alex and since you've made up your mind on not going back on this then I guess that I can as well inform you that I've found you a new surgical assistant" Tony said.
"Who?" I asked.
"Her name is Jasmine Wright and she a new Doctor here, she's really smart Alex, she graduated with top scores from the National University and I was among those who interviewed her, she's smart."
"Are you sure about her?"
"Of course Alex, or are you doubting my judgement?" He asked.
"I think my doubt is justified considering the fact that last Surgical assistant you found for me turned out to be a spy for Ryan and he almost caused a death on my operation table."
"Trust me Alex, this one can be trusted, she's new and am sure she can be trusted, you just need to meet with the Director and ask him to put her in your surgery team when she resumes work, with her brain and your skills, am sure you guys will make a history in the Medical world."
"I hope you are right Tony cause am not giving Ryan a chance again to try and kill the patient am operating on" I said.
"But why is Ryan even doing this?" Tony asked.
"Why else, he also want to be the best Neurosurgeon in the world and am his main competitor, none of the surgeries I've performed have ever gone wrong and trying to cause a death for my patients will definitely ruin my record and my reputation and if that happens then nothing is stopping the World Health Organisation from announcing him as the best Neurosurgeon in the world and I can't let that happen."
"Wow, there's definitely lot of bad blood between you and Ryan" Tony said.
"Why can't you just be my surgical assistant Tony?" I asked.
"You know that's not possible, am one of the main doctors in this hospital and I have my own surgery team, I can't be your surgical assistant" Tony explained and I sighed
"Fine, I just hope you are right about this Jasmine Wright of a girl"
The door opened and Susan and Andrew came in
They are part of my surgery team
Andrew is my surgical technologist, he hands me the surgery equipments I need during surgery and he's quite good at it.
Susan is my anesthesiologist, she's responsible for the stability of patients during surgery, she gives the suitable anesthesia during the surgery and painkillers after the surgery and she's also good at her job
"There's a patient the Director asked us to operate on immediately Doctor, the patient was diagnosed with brain tumor" Susan said
"I don't think we should operate on the patient doctor, his situation is quite complicated" Andrew said
"Are you referring to the brain tumor patient that was brought here last night?" Tony asked and they nodded.
"All the doctors are avoiding that patient, I guess that's why the Director threw it to you" Tony said.
"Why are they avoiding it? It's just a brain to me, all we have to do is perform craniectomy, it's not that complicated" I asked
"It is Alex, to remove the tumor, craniectomy must be done which involves drilling a hole in the skull, now this patient happens to have anemia, they already have low count of red blood cell and creating a hole on the skull further reduces the number of the cells and if that happens, the patient can go into a seizure and then he dies" Tony explained
"That's exactly why I don't think we should operate on him doctor, you've never had a fail surgery and if you do this, well the might fail" Andrew said.
"We are operating him" I said.
"Are you kidding me! The chance of a successful surgery for that patient is less than 10%" Tony exclaimed
"The more the heart beats, the more the red blood cells is needed so we just have to lower his heartbeat to a very slow rate during the surgery, can you do that Susan?" I asked.
"Yes I can" she replied.
"Don't forget to connect him to a drip of blood suppliment during the surgery."
"Okay" Susan replied
"Are you sure this is going to work?" Andrew asked
"Yes Andrew, since his heartbeat is going to be slowed, he won't need much red blood cell and a seizure will be avoided" I explained.
"The god of surgery has spoken! You never cease to amaze me Alex" Tony said and I laughed.
"Well, I'll be needing your help too Tony, I can't do the surgery alone, be my surgical assistant, just this once" I pleaded
"Sure, let's do this" he said as he stood up.
"You guys should go on, I'll meet you at the O.R" I said and they left.
I walked towards the wall and opened the safe.
I brought out the drugs Mason gave me for my tremors, I swallowed one put the rest back in.
Then I wore my white coat and walked out.
*********
"Have you slowed down the heartbeat?" I asked and she nodded.
"And the blood suppliment drip?"
"In place doctor" she replied.
"Then let us begin, Scalpel" I said and Andrew quickly gave me a Scalpel and I began to make an incision on the skin covering the skull.
Tony helped me cleaned the blood and Andrew gave me a cranial drill for cutting the skull open.
I was drilling into the skull and the monitors started beeping.
"What's wrong Susan?" I asked
"The red blood cells count is getting too low even though I've decreased the heartbeat rate" she said.
"Then give her more blood suppliment from the drip" I said and she obeyed.
The patient's condition became stable again and I continued the surgery.
*************
We were done with the surgery and it was successful.
I cleaned up and went straight to the Director's office.
"I was just about to come meet you Alex, you are just simply amazing, I heard you've successfully operated on the brain tumor patient with anemia" he said and I nodded.
"Yes though I came here because I need a favor from you Sir" I said.
"What's it? I'll surely deserve to be granted a favour for the feat you just achieved."
"I heard the hospital has just employed a new Doctor, her name is Jasmine Wright" I said.
"That's true, she's to begin work tomorrow" he said.
"But I currently don't have a surgical assistant in my team so can you assign her as my surgical assistant please?"
"Sure, it's not a big deal, she'll be your surgical assistant"
"Thanks Director, I'll take my leave now" I said and left his office.
đź’Š Ryan's POV đź’Š
Am at the Family Mansion with Dad and my elder brother, Robert having a boring meal together.
I hate it whenever the three of us are together cause Robert always looks for opportunities to find faults in me in front of Dad, just so I will loose Dad's favours since I happen to be his favorite.
Robert is a cardiologist and he is one of the best while am a Neurosurgeon also one of the best.
But I will be the best soon, the only obstacle standing in my way is Alexander Sanchez, he's my main competitor.
"While you are here eating, Alexander Sanchez just made another great feat in the medical world, I just saw it from the web" Robert said while looking at his phone "He successfully operated on a brain tumor patient with anemia, you and I know how hard that should be."
"Shut up Robert, you know nothing about Neurosurgery!" I said.
"Lower your voice Ryan, I have great hopes on you but you have never made me proud" Dad said
"I will make you proud soon Dad, I just need a little time" I said.
"Time is what you don't have Ryan, the more time you waste not doing anything, Alexander Sanchez continues to rise in fame and very soon he might be announced as the best Neurosurgeon in the world" Dad said.
"That won't ever happen Dad, I promise"
"You've been promising for a long time Ryan, am beginning to doubt if you can do it" Dad said and left the dinning room.
"Looks like someone is beginning to loose Dad's trust" Robert laughed and walked out of the dinning too.
My phone rang and I smiled when I saw who was calling.
🗨️ Its done Sir, Alex got into our trap, he believed that his surgical assistant is your spy just like we wanted him to and he fired him.
"That's great, does he have a new assistant yet?" I asked.
🗨️ I don't think so but he's looking for one.
"Since you've covered your tracks and he doesn't suspect you now, make sure that all the surgeries he does from now on is a complete failure and notify me when he has found a new surgical assistant."
🗨️ I will make sure of that.
I ended the call and I smirked.
Things aren't going to be so easy for you from now on Alexander Sanchez, let's how you'll maintain your perfect record when you start having failed surgeries.
..........to be continue..........
Please stay tuned.
đź’ŠJasmine's POV đź’ŠMy bedside alarm rang, waking me up from my slumber.I stood up from the bed and went to bathroom but the door was locked from the inside."Megan will you be fast please! It's my first day at work today and I can not afford to be late!" I yelled."Am sorry Jas but doctor Ryan just called to tell me we will be having a surgery scheduled for this morning and I had to quickly start getting ready" she said from the bathroom."Just be fast" I replied and went to sit down on the couch in the sitting room.Minutes later, Megan came out of the bathroom."Took you long enough" I said as I entered the bathroom.I quickly brushed, bathed and styled my hair.I went to my room and wore a white top with a blue jean, then I wore my black heals and took my bag.I got to the
đź’ŠJasmine's POV đź’ŠBone fracture repair surgery is a simple surgery where I just support the broken bones WI metal screws and with the Susan's help, it didn't take me much time to finish the surgery.The surgery was successful!"Thanks Susan" I said as we wheeled the patient out of the O. R."It's okay, just don't tell Doctor Alex am involved in this" she said."Sure I won't, if he finds out I'll also be in trouble, let's just pray the patient recovers well."đź’Š Alex's POV đź’ŠThe Seminar was done and I walked out of the hall."If it isn't Alexander Sanchez" someone said and I turned back see who it was."Ryan Wilson" I was surprised"Being a long time since we met, thought you'll be dead by now" he said with a smile and brought his hand for a handshake."A
đź’Š Jasmine's POV đź’Š"Today is definitely going to be a busy day for me, why the hell are there so many patients here for consultation today?" I asked."That is because Doctor Alex is the consultant doctor today, everyone wants to be treated by one of the best doctor in the world" Nurse Chloe replied."Since there are so many patients coming in, he better get started then cause it's gonna be a really long day, I'll go call him" I said as I left for Doctor Alex's office.đź’Š Alex's POV đź’ŠI stood in front of my desk as my right hand shook rapidly.This hand tremor came back again last night and it's probably because I've been over stressing myself lately, not that it's my fault, there are so many works that fall on me here as the best doctor in this hospital.I went to my safe, opened in and swallowed one of the drugs Mason prescribed.
đź’Š Susan's POV đź’Š"Nurse Chloe!" I called as I walked up to her."Do you know about the patient that ran away from the ward today?" I asked."Yeah, I was the nurse doc Alex assigned to him but he ran away when I wanted to carry some blood test on him but not to worry Doctor Alex and doctor Jasmine are already out searching for him, I just sent them the man's address to doc Alex so am sure they'll be able to save him.""Okay, can I see the address?" I asked.She was about showing me in the patient's file and then she stopped."Why do you need to know the man's address?" She asked."You know, just in case they need back up, you know how hostile all this runaway patients can be" I said and she nodded."Sure" she said as she showed me the address."Thanks Chloe" I said as I walked
đź’ŠAlex's POV đź’ŠI heard some sounds around and I tried to open my eyes but my eyelids feels so heavy.I finally managed to get my eyes but everything was just so blurry.I feel dizzy and lightheaded."Are you awake? Can you see me?" A lady standing beside me asked but I could not see her face clearly.I blinked my eyes rapidly as her face finally came into view clearly.A calm face with hazel eyes, long hair and small pink lips.All that came to my mind was 'Wow, what a beauty'But she kinda look familiar, I think I have seen those eyes somewhere."Are you okay? Can you see me?" She asked again with a look full of concern as she slowly batted her long eyelashes while looking at me.And who said angels doesn't exist on Earth?"Where am I? What happened?" I
đź’ŠJasmine's POV đź’Š Andrew drove me to the orphanage Linda is registered in. "Jasmine!" Linda quickly ran to hug me immediately I came down from the car. "Awww Linda" I said as I hugged her back. "Are you only going to hug Jasmine and not me? So unfair" Andrew said trying to make a sad face and then chuckled. "But I don't know you" Linda said to Andrew. "This is Andrew, he's my colleague at work" I said to Linda. "Nice to meet you Linda" Andrew said. "Nice to meet you too" Linda replied. "How have you been Linda? Do you like it here?" I asked. "Well everyone is nice to me here and I have my own bed but I miss my brother and daddy." "Am sorry sweetheart" I said as I drew her closer and hugged her. "How's my daddy
đź’Š Alex's POV đź’ŠMason has always told me to avoid being stressed or nervous cause of my tremors and I've only been able to survive and hide my tremor from the world by always remaining calm even before the most hardest surgery.But right now am anything but calm and my hands are shaking rapidly.I didn't plan on doing the Prime Minister's daughter surgery today, am not mentally prepared.To be honest, the surgery is a difficult one considering the fact that the tumor in her brain has grown large and she's also a sickle cell patient so am quite nervous and the tremors have kicked in.I went to my safe and brought out the pills Mason gave me and I took two.I just hope it works, I can't perform a surgery with shaky hands.The door suddenly opened and Jasmine came in and I quickly dropped the drug on my desk."How many
💊Alex's POV💊After Prime Minister has left, I was drowned in serious thought about 'how did the Prime Minister know my parents? What did he know about my parents? Did he know anything about their whereabouts?Who could my enemies be? I'll definitely kill the person by my barehands if I find out about him.'But now, I will have to prepare myself for the world class neurologist program at Brazil and I will have to take Jasmine with me this time. She's a real blessing to my team.💊Jasmine's POV💊I got a text message from Alex at around 6:45 p. m.🗨️Next week is the 57th Gathering of World Neurological Societies, I will love if you can accompany me to Brazil. What do you say?I was so glad for the invitation, I'll be going to Brazil and get in contact with few more World class Neurosurgeons.I quickly responded to the message.
đź’ŠRyan's POV đź’ŠThe police was about taking me to my cell when someone called me."Ryan."I turned to see Susan standing there with red puffy eyes so I pleaded with the officer to give me a few minutes with Susan before I am taken back to my cell and he agreed."I'm sorry Susan, I know you warned me to be careful, you didn't want to see me hurt but I am sorry I had to do this, I couldn't just let...""Ryan" she called I interrupting me. "I am pregnant.""Pregnant?" I asked looking at her wide-eyed."Yeah, I'm pregnant with your baby.""Oh my God, this is... I don't know what to say... But... But am stuck here for the next five years." I said."I'll wait for you Ryan, I promise." She said and I couldn't stop the tears that flowed down my face."I do not deserve the love you've given me Susan but I'm very grateful and I promise you, the moment I step out of this prison, I am going to love you and my little bab
đź’ŠRyan's POV đź’ŠThe police was about taking me to my cell when someone called me."Ryan."I turned to see Susan standing there with red puffy eyes so I pleaded with the officer to give me a few minutes with Susan before I am taken back to my cell and he agreed."I'm sorry Susan, I know you warned me to be careful, you didn't want to see me hurt but I am sorry I had to do this, I couldn't just let...""Ryan" she called I interrupting me. "I am pregnant.""Pregnant?" I asked looking at her wide-eyed."Yeah, I'm pregnant with your baby.""Oh my God, this is... I don't know what to say... But... But am stuck here for the next five years." I said."I'll wait for you Ryan, I promise." She said and I couldn't stop the tears that flowed down my face."I do not deserve the love you've given me Susan but I'm very grateful and I promise you, the moment I step out of this prison, I am going to love you and my little bab
đź’Š Alex's POV đź’ŠI stood beside the Prime Minister's bed and gave him an injection that woke him up."Alex" he called weakly as he opened his eyes."How are you feeling?" I asked."My head is heavy but I'm still breathing well, so I guess the surgery was successful. When I am out of here all hale and hearty, we'll talk about Jasmine being released to you then. But for now, get me my phone, I need to make an important call." he said and I smiled."Mr Prime Minister or should I say ex Prime Minister.""What are you saying?" He asked confused.The door suddenly opened and some men from the FBI came in."We are from the FBI." one of them said as he showed his ID card."What are FBI agents doing here?" The Prime Minister asked."You are under arrest William Sanders." The man said."What? What crime did I commit? Perhaps you can't arrest me, I am the Prime Minister." He said."You were the Prime Minister b
đź’Š Alex's POV đź’ŠI followed the agent to the O.R and met few guards there."I was expecting to see dozens of security agents over here like you guys did the last time, where are the rest of your men?" I asked."In the reception area, we are looking for someone." He said."Who?" I asked"It's none of your business, all you should care about right now is performing the surgery successfully and nothing else, now go in" he said and I walked into the O.R.If they are all at the reception then there's no way Jasmine will be able to leave without them seeing her."Andrew" I called."We've been waiting for you doctor, should we start the surgery now?" He asked"I need you to go outside Andrew to the staircase in the third floor, you'll meet Jasmine there help her leave the hospital without being seen by the security agents" I said."What? I don't...""If the security men asks you where you are going, tell them ther
💊 Prime Minister's POV 💊"Sir, the Secretary of the State, Mr Dominic Gove is here with some other people to see you Sir." One of my security agents said."My surgery is scheduled for today, tell them no visitors are allowed till after my surgery." I said and he bowed and left.My phone was ringing and I checked the caller.James Wilson"Did you call to wish me luck on my surgery today?" I asked as I picked up the call.🗨️ "I have bad news Williams.""What bad news?"🗨️ "Ryan... I think he's going to do something against us." He said."What do you mean?"🗨️ "His Mom died in a plane crash and he saw in the file that you gave him that we are the cause of it. Why on Earth did you give him the red file in the first place?""You were out on a business, who else was I supposed to give it to? Perhaps, he's your son, he won't do anything to harm you cause he knows if that file gets into the wrong hands, we all
Ryan's POV đź’Š"Ryan! Ryan!!" Someone called and I slowly opened my eyes to see Susan."Ryan, are you okay?" She asked looking worried.I quickly sat up and I looked around.I'm at home, in my apartment and there were lots of empty bottles of tequila on the floor."Are you okay?" Susan asked."What happened?" I asked."I should be asking you that, you called me yesterday speaking all sort of gibberish about your Dad causing your Mom's death and how you don't have the courage to go against him cause he's still your Dad. I figured you were drunk with the way you spoke so I came here last night only to meet you drunk and asleep and with a high temperature so I stayed up overnight taking care of you." She said and I sighed.I remember.I came back here after confronting Dad yesterday.I was confused and didn't know what to do so I started drinking all the tequila I have at home, I needed someone to talk to so I called
đź’Š Ryan's POV đź’Š"Dad!" I yelled as I barged into the Family Mansion and saw him watching TV in the sitting room."What's wrong son?" He asked."Do not call me your son." I said angrily."Oh God" Robert said as he walked out of one of the rooms. "What's going on now that you had to wake me up with your nouse this morning?""What's going on? Well take a look at this." I said as I handed some papers from the red file to Robert."What's it?" Dad asked but I ignored him."This shows that the Prime Minister, Dad and the Minister of aviation purchased already used airplanes that were not functioning properly for the National airport just to cut down the cost." Robert said. "Come on Ryan, we both know Dad has always been involved in shady deals, it's not a reason enough for you to barge in here shouting like this.""I knew you were dumb but I never knew you were so stupid and clueless Robert.""Watch what you say you disrespect
đź’ŠJasmine's POVđź’Š "What's in that file? You are always with it" I said. "You are very dumb if you think I'll answer your question" he said. "It's a harmless question and I was just curious." "Well for your information, I have no idea what's in the file either cause it doesn't belong to me." He said. "You stole it?" "It's for the Prime Minister you fool, now shut your mouth or I'll shut it for you!" He yelled. And then I remembered, the red file Emma was talking about then. This is it. If only I could escape from here with the file, I'll be able to save both Emma and Alex. "I need to go to the bathroom." I said and he looked at me. "Are you kidding me?" "No I'm not, I really need to go to the bathroom." I repeated and he hesitated for a moment. "Fine" he said as he stood up still holding the file. "Aren't you going to drop the file?" I asked. "Not even in your dream
đź’Š Alex's POV đź’ŠTwo days passed and the Prime Minister is still not conscious.Emma was taken to court and she was sentenced to death by electrocution in two weeks time.And me? I'm just here, waiting for some kind of miracle to happen and save me from this nightmare.If I decide try to save Emma that means Jasmine will definitely die and if I try to save Jasmine that means..... Emma will die.Who should I choose among the two people I care about?Why?Tony, Megan and even Mason has been by my side telling me it's gonna be alright but it's hard to believe everything will be alright when things are so messy.I haven't even spoken to Jasmine for the past four days, I don't even know how she is.And she's going through all this just because of me, I am a danger to her.I haven't even gotten the chance to tell her I care about her, how much I love her. Please be safe for me Jasmine.There was a knock on the do