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2022-09-21 12:44:27Amanda pov
My name is Amanda Dawn and I am part of the lightshade pack. Every year our alpha throws a finding your mate party and all unmated she wolfs must attend. Males from all over come to see if they can find their mate. I hate this cause ever since sixteen I haven't found my mate. I have in fact given up cause now I'm nineteen and still alone. This is so fucking boring but I comply with my mom who orders I go with her cause if not she makes my life hell."Get ready now Mandy",my mom said harshly. I just rolled my eyes as I yanked out my gown and heels."But mom, I whined, I won't find him, I never will. Every year is the same crap all the others find their mates and I'm left with no one",I said sighing as I styled my hair and applied my makeup. She just rolled her eyes and left my room. Funny how she acts all doting but I know deep down she wants me gone so it's her and dad alone. I wanted to move out after high school but she begged me to stay ."Mandy come on!! ",my mom yelled. She was working my last nerve. My wolf really wanted to put her in her place but I held her in. Now wasn't the time for this.I sighed and pulled on my pretty black dress and grabbed my matching wedge heels cause let's face it I can't walk in stilletos. We headed to the pack house and we got out only to be greeted by giddy she wolves. I mean yuck who cares most mates aren't worth having anyway. I went to my friend Beth who looked gorgeous as she stood sipping a punch. We both were still unmated but I didn't mind. She never lost hope she would find her mate though cause she wanted kids and to get out this pack. Her family was worse than my mom. Beth always had to care for younger siblings while her parents popped more out. She hated every minute of it so every year when the mating ball took place she came hoping. I feel bad for Beth because her parents are so ungrateful and immature.Beth was looking at all the unmated male wolves that walked in when she got that look and I stepped away as her mate ran up and claimed her. I grabbed a drink and food then took a seat. My mom looked pissed at me but I ignored her. I heard murmurs and look up to see alpha Mason Wilson walk in. My wolf went crazy but I got up and nodded no. No please anyone but him he had a fucking girlfriend. He wouldn't leave her cause he claimed he loved her. We all know he is thinking with his dick.Mason Wilson is the biggest, strongest and most feared alpha in the world. He never came to these things but I smelt him and I knew he was my mate. I need to run get as far as I can cause I definitely don't need him.Why aren't I excited you ask well it's simple he has a human girlfriend that he has been with for ten years. I sigh sadly and walk away even though my wolf jasmine is howling at me to go back. I hear the loudest growl and run for it. I make it to the tree line but I am caught. I feel sparks run through me as he spins me to look at him. I gave the most hateful annoyed look I could muster. It was better than tears."Mate",he growls."No, not your mate ",I say slowly as he growls again. Growl all you want alpha jerk."You're coming with me either the easy way or the hard way",he growls and grips my arm while he yanks me to my alpha. It hurts but I make no indication of that fact. I keep a straight face."So Mason you found her congrats man",he says shaking his hand. My mom is bouncing on her feet while she hugs me and kisses my cheek. Great mom you like it so much you take him I thought angrily. She's only happy I'm leaving so she gets my dad all to herself. My mother hates sharing his attention even with his own pup. She refused to have more kids after me because she didn't want to get fat again."You have an hour to pack and then we leave '',Mason says, letting me go. My mom pulls me home and packs all my stuff. I am too shocked to cry or say anything. I don't think mom knows he has a human girlfriend or that he only wants me around so his wolf won't weaken. Or that he is mean as fuck to me and threatens to harm this pack."Oh honey you should be thrilled you finally found your mate",she says playing with my waist length hair. Yeah now she acts motherly funny cause ever since I could take care of myself I did just that. I never asked my own mom to do anything with me cause she flat out refused or flipped out. Dad knows nothing about this or at least I think he doesn't.Yeah if only she knew I was gonna be used and shut away from the world. After an hour we load my stuff in a SUV and I look at my mom one last time as Mason forces me in the truck. She waves happily as we pull off.I will probably never see her again I thought as we pulled away and drove off to the Dark Shadows pack. I really could care less if I see her because she hates me anyway. Fuck her ass I hope dad wakes up and leaves her someday. He can do better than her. She only thinks of her own needs and wants. My mother was a user and I hated her as much as I hated the situation I'm in right now.Life was just never gonna be fair to me.It was always gonna knock me down.
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Me, MY Mate And His Human Girlfriend Ethan and Mel Chapter 34
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Ethan povThe next few days we had clean up and it was extensive and draining. We had dead bodies everywhere and alpha decided burning them would be better then trying to bury them. We took an hour break after gathering hundreds of dead rogues , hunters and human body parts then putting them in huge pits to burn. Good thing we lived in the middle of nowhere. "fuck I'm wiped",Adam mumbled as Debra sat in a wheelchair handing out drinks. Mel was beside her and both had bellies now."yes me too but I'm also starving",I look at Mel smiling. She smiled back and handed treats to warriors who lined up fast to get them. My girl could cook and bake I felt more than lucky."so are you guys ready to become dads?",Grant asked kissing Lily who was by him holding their son as he rubbed her belly. She was tiny as hell and this baby was bigger so a c section was scheduled for her but our girls were going natural unless a complication happened which I pray doesn't. I watch her give out her baked goods
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Ethan povAfter killing Ron our border alarms sounded and rogue wolves poured out everywhere. The other alpha came up hoping around obviously happy to be in a fight."let's get these bitches boys...Attack!!!!",he charged and his warriors went after him."stay in a tight formation take no prisoners",Alpha charged forward the rest of us following fighting, killing and throwing the bodies to the side as we went."haha bitches you fuck with the wrong mother fuckers!! ",the alpha yelled and I shook my head. I was beside alpha Mason as we fought and I noticed he was bleeding worse as he fought more. We shifted and we tore through the rogues like they were nothing. When the fighting kept going I was exhausted and I could tell alpha was as well."stay tight",Alpha hissed through the mind link. We tightened the line and kept going. Punching, kicking and claws is what sounded in the area. Growls, yelps and whimpers were loud as the fighting intensified. The rogues kept coming when another neigh
Me, MY Mate And His Human Girlfriend Ethan and Mel Chapter 31
Ethan povRon and his bitches were surrounded and looked terrified as they drew their weapons. Fear hit as even though we could stand getting shot it did hurt and we do bleed. If the bullets are silver or laced with a wolf poisons we could die."I want my daughter now",Ron barked out but got met with growls. The guards on the ground were doing hand signals to alpha. I watched as they did a countdown and all hell broke loose. Loud screams as the wolfs leaped and attacked. Shots were fired and I heard yelps but the fighting continued. "alpha I can help",I begged it was brutal. Ron fired but missed then he turned and fired at our door the locks gave and with a evil smirk he entered. I know he wouldn't be able to find the panic room those were hidden in plan sight."come out you little bitch and let daddy fuck you!",he bellowed and Mel who woke at the gunshots flinched and whimpered. Tears filled her eyes as fear filled the room this mother fucker would pay for scaring my mate."Alpha, I
Me, MY Mate And His Human Girlfriend Ethan and Mel Chapter 30
Ethan povWe made more brownies because I ate most of them and I wanted more. Mel giggled as I licked the pan and my plate these things were incredible she needed to open a bakery."damn baby you should be a baker",I paced waiting for the timer to go off."Ethan you ate twelve if you keep going your going to get fat", she wiped her fingers and I turned looking at her."seriously Mel?",her face dropped as tears filled her eyes and she backed away shocking me I was messing with her."I'm sorry",the tears fell and I rushed to hold her but she flinched back thinking I was going to hit her."baby, I was horrified at her reaction, I'm sorry I was playing baby I would never hit you",I pull a crying Mel in my arms letting her cry in my chest. She whimpered sadly as I rubbed her back. I swear these pregnancy hormones were driving me crazy. One minute she okay and the next she burst into tears. I kissed her lips as I wiped her tears away. She was a mess but a fucking cute one."I'm sorry Ethan m
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Ethan povAfter a day filled with me fucking my beautiful mate we fell asleep only to wake to alpha needing us in his office so we headed there after breakfast. Knocking we get a come in so we enter and alpha smiles as he looks up at us."I got news Mel please take a seat" , he points to chairs so we sit and Mel fidgets nervously as alpha watches her. She was worried since we got the call. "is it about my dad?",she was hopeful but still thought he was dead."yes sweetie we found the facility and your dad was there so we took him. Ron showed up but just missed us he threw a fit but couldn't do anything. Your dad is in our hospital and doc is going to slowly bring him off the drugs. We still have to worry about Ron because after the hospital he disappeared and we can't find him. The guards you both have will stay and I got council coming for your mother she broke many pack laws. Do you care if she is executed?",Mel sighed and shook her head sadly. "I know she is my mother but I don't
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Ethan povI found my mate eating with Debra which surprised me and I watched Debra pack the food away. Mel looked relaxed and happy as they ate so me interrupting made Debra jump. She looked guilty eating so much and wanted to pay we both refused Mel to her and me to Adam. He was injured but fought like a man poessesd. Alpha took her away and she waved as she left I couldn't get over how frail she looked but fuck can she eat.After finishing our food we headed home and once inside I flick on the lights to a surprise. A balloon floated there saying I'm pregnant and I picked up my mate thrilled. "baby are you serious?",I was so fucking happy I kissed her and reached back locking our door while we both cried and kissed."yes I found out today doc did a pregnancy test before an injection because the regular one is dangerous to pregnant she wolves. When he told me I was hoping you would be happy plus I got a pregnancy safe injection ",she was fucking cute. I pushed my hard cock into her th
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Debra povI've been in here for goddess knows how long waiting for Adam. He hasn't come back yet and I'm terrified he might of died."come on Adam please come back I'm scared",I whimpered. Adam povI ran to help with the hunter invasion and I wanted to kill Mark for the years I had to stay away from my mate. The first hunter I come in contact with is a pain in my ass as he tries to dodge my hits."what's up doggy?",he is trying to distract me so I fuck up. As we square off more warriors show up and so do other fighters. Alpha is there within seconds and we fight brutally. Mark walks up and stands there watching as his men are taken out. "little bitch",is all I say as I punch him hard knocking him down. He jumps back up and tries to stab me but misses and I end it. I snap his neck and throw him at Mark and they both fall to the ground hard. I see him struggling under the dead hunter and I laugh."fuck you bitch!!",he yelled finally shoving the dead body off him and getting up. "give
