The trip to the cemetery was noisy; girls and a few boys chatting about almost everything, Maya found herself just looking at the sprinting trees. the old of all was Ash, He was driving the minibus.
Not many students offered to come to the cemetery and Azora was one of them; Taking the last step off the bus, Maya felt her head heavy again. She rolled her eyes before she popped out two painkillers from the strip of tablets she always kept in her pocket.
She did not bring anything with her other than her phone; she walked back inside the bus once again and saw a bottle near the driver's seat.
one sip can not make him mad right?
With that thought she quickly opened the bottle cap and gulped it with the liquid; coughing at the bitter taste of filtered water; She quickly kept the bottle back in its place.
" Maya, " She turned around only to see Ash looking right at her. He looked at her but did not say anything; his eyes caught something but he chose to walk out.
Maya made a face at his rude behavior but followed him silently to the entrance of the cemetery.
Maya saw the flower stall and walked towards it; She brought around 20 flower bouquets; Max smiled when he looked at Maya; Strong girl
he thought.
None of the guys and girls offered to help Maya; She picked 5 of the bouquet and gave them to the girls; she turned around but the bouquet was not in their place anymore; Maya looked around in confusion when she saw Ash giving the bouquet to the rest of the guys.
Maya kept a flower bouquet for herself as all of them entered the cemetery. Maya's head was aching; She tried to ignore it she already took the tablets, it will take at least 5 minutes for them to kick in.
She blinked a few times and stood with the rest of the group; Max stood in front of the cemetery; they all kept quiet for a few moments before Max placed flowers on the tomb.
Maya tried to read the name but her vision was blocked by the girl who was standing near Max. Maya could not help but think, what would have happened to the guy? Ash looked at Maya; her phone was in the back pocket of her jeans; it was about to slip out when Maya shifted her weight on her left leg.
the phone slipped out but before it could touch the ground, Ash caught it.
" It was the mysterious guy, nobody knew, what happened to him or what he did to himself, Principal Max, never let it out, " He whispered in Maya's ears; the hair on her neck stood up; Maya looked at him with widened eyes.
" how do you know it? " Maya whispered back; this was the first time they were having a conversation.
" Maybe because I am the one who witnessed it, " He whisper replied as her eyes widened; she looked at him in shock; " what? " he chuckled. Not knowing what to say; she kept quiet as all of them walked back towards the bus; Maya did not turn around nor she bothered to look at Ash after the weird talk they just had.
Ash looked at the phone in his hands; his mind asked him to drop it but his tiny good side suggested he give it back to Maya. he kept the phone in his pocket before he followed the rest of the group; Maya tapped on her pocket but suddenly realized her phone was not in her pocket anymore. She bite her lip as she looked at the students; no harm in one second She thought before she ran back to where the tomb of that student was; she looking around but could not find her phone anywhere; unlike other days; the sun was on their head.
Her head felt heavier than before; she had to grasp something to hold herself but there was nothing; Maya fell on the ground as everything turned black.
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" Is every student on the bus? " Principal asked Ash as he checked the name list once again. he knew he could not see Maya anywhere but he knew showing it immediately will make things look suspicious.
" Sir, that new girl, Maya is not the bus, " Ash said as Max's face paled all of a sudden.
" What? but she was with the group, " he said, " MAYA! " Max looked around hoping to hear her sweet voice but when he did not see Maya's eyes in the crowd of students; he panicked.
" I think she must be in the cemetery, let's go and check, " Ash said as they both got off the bus. Ash's eyes could not find Maya in the silence of the cemetery. This time, his heart started beating a little faster as he ran around the cemetery looking for Maya.
" The cemetery is big enough sir, calling other students for help will be good, " ash suggested as Max called the teachers who came with them. within a few minutes, every student gathered in the cemetery once again.
Max explained the situation to students before they started looking for her; they could not even follow footsteps because they had walked out of there a few moments ago.
Ash felt the phone in his pocket vibrating; he pulled it out only to see principal Max's number flashing on the screen, it was saved contact name as ' Uncle Maxy ' realization came on him that Maya is blood-related to principal max made Ash even more nervous; of course, he did not show it but from inside he was freaking out. before the phone could vibrate again, its battery died.
After an hour when Max and others could not find Maya; Max called the police and give her photos to them to search around the area. All the students refused to go back and kept trying to find her.
" She is my niece, " Ash heard Max saying to the police officers as they came there. He bite his inner cheeks as he walked towards Max.
It started getting dark; Max could not put the lives of other students in danger; When they were on their way back to school; A few students saw someone laying near the woods. Holding the torches and flashlights of their phones; five of them walked towards whoever was laying on the ground.
" Sir! it's Maya! " Max was shocked to see Maya, her dress was clean but she was unconscious.
" We need to take her to the hospital, fast! " the students were sent back to the dorm room; none of them could understand what happened but at least they were in peace now.
' sometimes others have to pay for what someone else did '
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" She is awake now, " the doctor said as Max nodded and went inside the room; he made sure nothing wrong happened with Maya; even a full body checkup was done; he gave them her medical history but got to know she is not taking the prescribed medicines.
" how it happened? " Max asked once he was alone with Maya.
" I do not even remember, how can I tell you, " Maya said as she drank a sip of water. Her head felt like it will blast any second now.
Max was silent for a second; what can he even ask when she does not remember anything; " you are not taking your medicines, " Max wanted to say it as a question but it came out like a statement.
Maya bite her lip not looking at Max; he was not supposed to know what she was trying to do; he was not supposed to know she did not want to prolong her painful days anymore.
" why? " Max said taking the glass of water from Maya's hands.
" Didn't feel like taking the bitter medicines anymore, " Maya said; her voice almost inaudible. Max sighed;
" Maya, I understand, " He said but Maya only chuckled.
" you understand? Really? Do you understand how it is to feel that your end is near? do you understand how is it to feel pity for every person surrounding you? everyone keeps asking you if you are having a headache or backache? Do you understand what I felt when I saw my bother crying at night when he thought I was sleeping? or your parents sobbing in the middle of the night? do you know how it is to know that 1 and a half months is already over from the 4 months I am left with? " Maya's outburst made Max silent.
He stared at the girl not knowing what to say, " I have accepted that I do not have time, I do not want to take medicines knowing that these will only prolong my days here, I left them alone just because I could not take it anymore, I practically ran away from them, please uncle Max don't make me run away from here too, I had enough, I just want some peace, " her voice broke at the end as he looked at her.
" Please, let me live my last days in peace... " tears escaped her eyes as Max nodded. He does not have anything else to say and anything he will say would not be enough, not at all for the pain she is going through.
" discharge papers are ready, clean up, " Max did not meet her eyes when he said those words to her; Maya knew she hurt him but she can not help it.
The ride to the school was silent; Maya opened the car door and walked towards her room; she was not hungry anymore; the dam of her tears broke as soon as she closed the door of her room.
Sliding down on the ground; she let the tears fall.
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2 am
Maya could not sleep like always; She did pass out after the long crying session but it had been 4 hours she could not sleep.
She decided to go out for a walk; Maya was in the hallway when her eyes fell on the shady old room once again. She looked around; there was no one.
She walked towards the open field; Harsh rain making her flinch every time it touched her skin; She stood in front of the door of the room; she looked around to see if anyone was looking; half of her sweater was already wet.
When she did not see anyone around; she touched the old doorknob with shaky hands; it was cold and wet metal; Pushing the door to make the least sound possible Maya entered the room.
There was all dust and boxes around her; there was not even a light bulb; the only source of light was some that were coming from outside. she saw a hallway, a very narrow one; she bite her lip; not knowing if she should walk inside or not.
Shaking her head she walked out of the room and closed the door behind her; She wanted to go to the library to spend her time there; well it was the only thing she was doing for the last few days; spending her time in the library.
She knew the library must be locked; She sighed knowing she would just need to spend her night in the room again; doing nothing but the textbooks because she did not bring anything else, she looked around.
Her gaze fall on a window that was making noise because of harsh rain and wind; She walked towards the window to close it but then she saw where it led.
She saw notebooks and papers on the other side; her sweater was already drenched; she knew if she will go to the room like this someone will surely see the muddy footsteps and water on the floor.
Without thinking, she climbed the window and stepped out of her shoes. it was dark all around but she could make out it was the back of the library; She smiled, at least one good thing happened.
The dusty cold floor under her wet feet made her shiver; she took off her sweater, her sports bra was a little wet too but she did not have anything else to wear.
Moving away from the window she rubbed her hands on her arms as white fog escaped her lips every time she breathed. She kept her sweat on the window to let the water rinse off it as she walked around; the smell of old books mixed with the divine smell of rain made her intoxicated.
A small smile made its way to her lips as she rubbed her hands together to get some heat in cold night; Rains... there was a time when she did not like rain at all but now, it is her only friend.
She took a book from the English liturate section; it was a Drama book; She sat on one of the seats; minimal light was making it difficult for her to read it but she somehow managed to read it.
Maya was halfway through the book when she heard something; some sounds coming from the same corner she walked in from.
Maybe its the wind
She thought and got engrossed in reading the book once again; the sound of a chair moving made her still; she looked up only to see a guy with fair skin tone, masculine but lean body, soft facial features, and brown eyes looking at her before she sat down on the chair right in front of hers. A few water droplets dripping down his brown hair; Maya realized he was one handsome young man.
He kept a book on the table as the silence returned; Maya looked around to see if there was someone else with him; she stilled for a few seconds when he shifted on his chair to sit in a comfortable position.
After a few minutes of silently observing him; Maya took a deep breath and started reading her book once again; she did not pay attention to the guy who looked around 19 or 20 years old.
She could feel his eyes; she looked up but his eyes were fixed on the book in front of her; I am being paranoid here, she thought as she looked out of the window not realizing a pair of eyes were fixed on her.
The rain had subsided now; she got up and placed the book in the same place where she picked it; taking a last glance at the guy; she walked back towards the window and wore her sweater and shoes before she climbed down.
As soon as she reached the dorm building; she took off her shoes and held them in her hands; walking slowly and looking around if anyone was looking at her; she walked back to her room safely.
It was still the wee hours of the morning; the sun was not out yet; she laid on the bed after taking off her wet clothes. the thought of the guy with brown eyes did not leave her mind.
She sat up on the bed; the restless feeling did not leave her body; drinking some water, she kept the bottle back on the nightstand. Shaking her head she picked her book to prepare for the test she has the next morning.
Ever felt scared of eyes? eyes, eyes, and eyes everywhere? looking right at you? That is what Maya felt when She stepped inside the dining area of school the next morning; the abnormal sweat on her forehead in this cold weather is seriously unusual. Keeping her food tray on the table she started eating; trying to avoid the eyes that stared at her; questioning her, but not speaking making her assume a lot of things that she does not want. " Are you okay? " the masculine voice made her stop eating as she looked up at his face. Why is he here when I do not want to see his face? wasn't yesterday's event enough? " I asked you something, " He whispered as He sat next to me; She scooted, not wanting her skin to touch his. the cafeteria was quiet; a little too much when she looked up. " Are you sad that I was not killed? " sarcasticness, here it comes. " what? " I seriously think he should try in acting If I would have believed him if... " experiencing the worse and making others experi
Picking the pens and sheets that fell from her hand; Maya looked around to see if anyone was around the library. Sighing, she put the key into the lock before she opened the door but today the library was dark...too dark, Maya carefully closed the door before she looked around if the mysterious hot guy was around; She pouted when she saw no one around the library. Maybe he did not come todayShe switched on the light near the window table away from her usual seat; Placing her things and books on the table she pulled out a chair before making a wild bun of her hair. She forgot to make some sketch assignments and tomorrow she needs to submit them; rubbing her eyes she started sketching; finishing off the first two she looked at it. something is missing in it but what? She was so focused that she did not listen to the footsteps coming towards her; " Small things do make a difference, " the deep masculine voice made her still as a hand touched the pencil and drawing the remaining par
It was early morning; Maya was feeling tired; she could not stop thinking about Roy and his sudden departure last night; he never came off as shady to her but last night, she could not understand him. It was not just about him but her heart; she likes him but she does not know if he feels the same way; one-sided love always hurts but in her case neither she knew if it was only one-sided nor she had time to live her love even if it is not that way. either way, the pain was in Maya's fate. Her phone rang as she picked it from the nightstand and answered it without even looking at the number thinking it must be her family. " If you are not busy, Can we hang out today? " Her eyes shoot open when she heard the voice; It was none other than Ash. " Ash? is that you? " she asked to confirm, well... confirmation is at least better than confusion. Ash chuckled as he heard her expected reply; he nodded but then realized she was not in front of him; " Yeah it's me, so..." he said. " Wait a
Maya! " Ash yelled at her as she looked up at him. " what happened? I am sitting right in front of you, why are you shouting? " She asked, totally annoyed by his behavior; in the past week Maya got closer to Ash, there was a cute bond between them. Azora joined them sometimes but tonight was one of the days she did not; She had gone back to her home. " Seriously Maya? I am calling you for the last 2 minutes but you are lost in your thoughts" He said as Maya's angry expression changed into a softer one. " I am sorry, Ash, I am just... I have not completed my assignments and I have to give them a day after tomorrow, " She lied; She was lost in Roy's thoughts; the difference between them was the silence between them was increasing every day or I may say every night. After that time, Roy did not indicate any conversation about the kiss between them; they would talk about other things the comfort of silence was slowly but surely losing itself in it. " It's okay, you have the whole we
It was 4 am, that night she was late from her usual time to go back to her room; Roy and her relationship were new but now they started sharing things and connections. Maya walked back with a smile on her face; she was passing from the music room when she heard the piano; she growing, who must be playing piano this late? Stopping at the door of the music room; she tried to unlock the door but it was locked from inside; the tune got intense; Maya was not a big fan of piano but she held some knowledge of notes and all... she was not sure if it was Mariage d'Amore or other. Maya was curious; she got on her knees and looked inside through the keyhole; someone was there playing the piano; it was dark inside, she could not make it who it was. The tune was intense yet held a beauty; She was so engrossed in the music that she did not realize when she stopped looking through the keyhole and just sat there enjoying the soft yet intense tune; true they say, Music is an unspoken language. Th
Max looked at Ash as he clenched his jaw; the way Ash kissed Maya's forehead before he left is still fresh in his mind; it's not his fault too, he is just a protective uncle. " Do not try to touch her, " Max said. " Don't worry principal Max, I value her life more than mine, I won't let my bad luck ruin her, " Ash said as Max left. putting a smile on his face, Ash opened the door to Maya's room but she was deep in her thoughts; He smirked as he tip-toed behind her and yelled in her ear. " AAAAAAA! " a scream left Maya's lips as she looked at Ash while he laughed his ass off. " This is why you should be careful with your thoughts before they scare the shit out of you, " he said in between his laugh; Maya threw the pillow at him that he doughed easily. " You idiot, money, donkey! " Maya called him with the animal names as he just chuckled. " Now enough with the animal name cursing, tell me what is bothering you, " He asked as Maya's eyes widened; she was thinking about Roy; he do
" How? " the only word escaped her lips when she saw his eyes; they were not the same; the brown eyes she fell in love with were nowhere seen. Roy changed his eyes back to the same as he looked at Maya.This time she believed him; that it was not a joke; it was the truth; the truth of his dark side." Death, " He replied as a shiver ran down her spine; she fell in love with a ghost?" Are you scared? " he said as She tried to touch him but her hand passed through his body like he was just an illusion; like he did not exist in the first place." What if I say No, " Maya said as Roy smiled." You're the same, brave girl, the one I love, " He said as She smiled." Is this why you accepted me? " Maya asked." Not the only reason other than that I love you, I do not have the heart to show you how you affect me but I do love you, from the very moment I saw you, " Roy said as Maya smiled." I am going to be with you for the rest of the entirety, " She said as Roy looked at her." Why? " This
Ash saw Maya walking inside the library with a smile once again; he was at a distance; she did see him watching her; she looked happy but her pale face showed how sick she was; it had been three weeks since the incident. he walked towards the music room; standing at the door he glanced at the library door; she was just a few meters away from him but the distance between them was that of miles. Unlike other days; he did not play piano right away but his mind was busy playing its games with him. My bad luck got Maya too; I'm losing the girl I fell in love with. His fingers danced on the piano not knowing what was happening in the library.Roy closed the book as Maya pouted; " Spend some time with me, " he said as she held her hand and made her stand on the top of the reading desk. " I thought we were having our book date, " She said as he appeared right in front of her before pulling her to himself. " Wanna dance? " Roy asked as he extended his hand like a true gentleman. " That'
A small hiss escaped her lips as all the hatred towards himself came back, crushing him under its weight as he placed an ice pack on her forearm.It was all his doing, his fault." don't give me that look, " the softness in her voice shocked him because he had not expected her to even see his face after all he heard from Azora about himself and his acts of last night." Yeah you should not be showing you my face after what I have done, but here I am, holding you back after all my wrongdoings, " Maya placed the ice pack on his head making him confused." Who are you to decide that? " her question caught him off guard." you did not ask me anything and just believed what you heard about yourself, Ash, " she cupped his face making him look at her rather than the ground that had held him interested even so suddenly." what they saw isn't the truth, " he frowned." I hurt you, hit you yet you are here, " He pushed her a little away from him as hurt flashed in her eyes and throughout her ve
" All of these look normal, I don't understand why you can not remember anything, " The doctor said to Ash; It was the 7th day of 14.Ash could not remember anything he does at night; he started observing patterns and decided to consult a doctor; he can not remember his moments with Maya while Max mentioned they were pretty loud.It was only adding to his confusion and stress; visiting a doctor was the best option." Do you have any childhood or adulthood trauma, anything that makes you want to forget your past? " the doctor asked all of a sudden.Ash's life was not easy; his parents had constant fights in childhood then seeing them dying right in front of him, then Maya's hospital incident; there could be some issues here but he never felt to forget his past; sure it was painful but it was a part of him." No, " His reply made the doctor suspicious." Why don't you record yourself for a few nights? that will help you to recognize your patterns and it will help me with your treatment
" You look pale, are you taking the stress of something? " The doctor asked as Ash looked at Maya who was playing with her fingers.He held her hand as she looked at him; Roy was back in her life, she was at the biggest crossroad of her life; She gave a place to Ash just because she was made believe that Roy was just a hallucination; it can still be but others do not need to know it." Just exams and all, nothing else, " Maya said with a small smile, She did not know 6 months can change her life so drastically but it did.The doctor gave her some medicines that she needs to take but just for some time; it was raining, once again...Maya could see herself in the rain when she walked into the library but Ash he could see the memory when he saw her the first time entering the class.they both had their memories together yet different from each other; Ash held her hand as Maya looked at him; he placed the reports and other things on the ground before he climbed down the stairs that led to
Ash felt his lips collide with hers; It was the first time she kissed him; In 2 and a half months of their relationship; a fake relationship; this was the first time, Ash touched Maya, and that too just because she wanted it.10 days; it has been ten days; from ten days Maya came to the library every night but Roy did not come; her hope was falling with each passing second; he was nowhere; even at the campus and classes, Maya checked them but there was no sign of him.This night she held Ash's hand before he could open the door of the apartment; she was kissing him but he was not. Not because he did not want to but because he knew why she was doing this." Are you so tired of me that you don't want me anymore? " Maya asked as he looked at her; her body was pressed against his." Not happening, My love but this is not the way to forget your Roy, " Ash said as he hugged her. a tear escaped her eye as she held him close to her body." I'm not using you, I just want you... " Maya said.Ho
1 month later" Finally getting discharged, how do you feel? "Maya's brother asked as She smiled at him; She was healed enough and the good thing was she could go back and meet Roy." I'll get your bags from school, " Maya's father said as her smile dropped." What do you mean, dad? " She asked as a knowing fear crept her heart." You are coming back with us what else Maya? " her mother answered as her face turned horrified." No I can't go back mom, " She said" But why? " Maya knew she can not tell her family about Roy; well not until he comes back to human form; she can not introduce her boyfriend as a ghost. She has accepted him because she loves him but her family? they won't understand this thing." I need to complete school, I can not go away, " Maya lied." Is this because of him? " Her father said as her breath stopped; She knew they do not know about Roy then what they were talking about?" Ash... you love him? " Maya's eyes widened when she saw Ash standing right behind the
Ash saw Maya walking inside the library with a smile once again; he was at a distance; she did see him watching her; she looked happy but her pale face showed how sick she was; it had been three weeks since the incident. he walked towards the music room; standing at the door he glanced at the library door; she was just a few meters away from him but the distance between them was that of miles. Unlike other days; he did not play piano right away but his mind was busy playing its games with him. My bad luck got Maya too; I'm losing the girl I fell in love with. His fingers danced on the piano not knowing what was happening in the library.Roy closed the book as Maya pouted; " Spend some time with me, " he said as she held her hand and made her stand on the top of the reading desk. " I thought we were having our book date, " She said as he appeared right in front of her before pulling her to himself. " Wanna dance? " Roy asked as he extended his hand like a true gentleman. " That'
" How? " the only word escaped her lips when she saw his eyes; they were not the same; the brown eyes she fell in love with were nowhere seen. Roy changed his eyes back to the same as he looked at Maya.This time she believed him; that it was not a joke; it was the truth; the truth of his dark side." Death, " He replied as a shiver ran down her spine; she fell in love with a ghost?" Are you scared? " he said as She tried to touch him but her hand passed through his body like he was just an illusion; like he did not exist in the first place." What if I say No, " Maya said as Roy smiled." You're the same, brave girl, the one I love, " He said as She smiled." Is this why you accepted me? " Maya asked." Not the only reason other than that I love you, I do not have the heart to show you how you affect me but I do love you, from the very moment I saw you, " Roy said as Maya smiled." I am going to be with you for the rest of the entirety, " She said as Roy looked at her." Why? " This
Max looked at Ash as he clenched his jaw; the way Ash kissed Maya's forehead before he left is still fresh in his mind; it's not his fault too, he is just a protective uncle. " Do not try to touch her, " Max said. " Don't worry principal Max, I value her life more than mine, I won't let my bad luck ruin her, " Ash said as Max left. putting a smile on his face, Ash opened the door to Maya's room but she was deep in her thoughts; He smirked as he tip-toed behind her and yelled in her ear. " AAAAAAA! " a scream left Maya's lips as she looked at Ash while he laughed his ass off. " This is why you should be careful with your thoughts before they scare the shit out of you, " he said in between his laugh; Maya threw the pillow at him that he doughed easily. " You idiot, money, donkey! " Maya called him with the animal names as he just chuckled. " Now enough with the animal name cursing, tell me what is bothering you, " He asked as Maya's eyes widened; she was thinking about Roy; he do
It was 4 am, that night she was late from her usual time to go back to her room; Roy and her relationship were new but now they started sharing things and connections. Maya walked back with a smile on her face; she was passing from the music room when she heard the piano; she growing, who must be playing piano this late? Stopping at the door of the music room; she tried to unlock the door but it was locked from inside; the tune got intense; Maya was not a big fan of piano but she held some knowledge of notes and all... she was not sure if it was Mariage d'Amore or other. Maya was curious; she got on her knees and looked inside through the keyhole; someone was there playing the piano; it was dark inside, she could not make it who it was. The tune was intense yet held a beauty; She was so engrossed in the music that she did not realize when she stopped looking through the keyhole and just sat there enjoying the soft yet intense tune; true they say, Music is an unspoken language. Th