Ever felt scared of eyes? eyes, eyes, and eyes everywhere? looking right at you? That is what Maya felt when She stepped inside the dining area of school the next morning; the abnormal sweat on her forehead in this cold weather is seriously unusual.
Keeping her food tray on the table she started eating; trying to avoid the eyes that stared at her; questioning her, but not speaking making her assume a lot of things that she does not want.
" Are you okay? " the masculine voice made her stop eating as she looked up at his face. Why is he here when I do not want to see his face? wasn't yesterday's event enough?
" I asked you something, " He whispered as He sat next to me; She scooted, not wanting her skin to touch his. the cafeteria was quiet; a little too much when she looked up.
" Are you sad that I was not killed? " sarcasticness, here it comes.
" what? " I seriously think he should try in acting If I would have believed him if...
" experiencing the worse and making others experience the same? isn't it what you do? " Maya said as Ash frowned.
" What have I ever done to you? just took your seat once because you were absent? Ash, this behavior of yours is venomous, " she said looking at his confused face; his cold eyes are enough to give chills but surprise, surprise! she knew it. She felt intimidated but she tried to keep a calm and composed exterior.
" I do not know what you are talking about, " He said as he got up from his seat and walked out of the dining area. Maya kept looking at him until he was not in sight; sighing I pushed the plate of food away from me; she did not feel like eating anything.
" heard you got missing yesterday, " Azora said as Maya looked at her; she had her plate in her hands and bag on her shoulder.
Maya just nodded; already irritated with these questions and stares.
" It is too much, I know, " Azora said as if she read her mind; She gave her a grateful smile before taking two painkillers.
Ish! bitter!
Walking to the class together would have felt nice but Maya had to take her bag from the room; opening the door of my room, suddenly She felt a hand over her mouth; panic started to kick in, the first thing She did was biting the hand on her mouth but a harsh push to the wall made her dizzy.
Holding her head, she glanced at the person who was in her room; her heartbeat stopped when she saw Ash standing right in front of her.
" Are you here to kill me because you couldn't yesterday? or is it because I spoke back to you? " She said as she stood up holding the bed.
his hands reached for her arms making her flinched; looking into his mysterious black eyes, Maya felt the rush of adrenaline in her veins; " I was busy trying to find you when you got missing, I was not the one who did that to you, " He said pointing at the big time scratch she got yesterday.
" Then why you were trying to scare me? Why are so... shady? " She could not put a stop to her mouth but she could surely use nicer words? right.
" Because your Uncle Maxy is hiding something, " her eyes widened when he said that; not because he said uncle Max is hiding something but because She saved his contact number with that name.
" here, I wanted to return you this, " He said as he put her phone in my hands.
" If he is hiding something then so are you, " Maya dared to say it; Ash looked into her eyes.
" I am, " he whispered.
She did not say something when he walked out of the room nor when he looked at me once before closing the door; there was something in his eyes, something She was not able to read, something she can not put in words but she knows, she should stay away from this man.
better for the remaining days I have.
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The day for Maya was not nice at all, with every teacher asking if she was fine or not, students giving her weird looks; she was getting irritated even more with the headache that was not leaving her side.
Maya knocked on the door of the principal's office as she heard a ' come in ' Max smiled when he saw his niece.
" the... the duplicate library keys, is the offer still valid? " Maya asked; to was awkward between Maya and her uncle because of the other day; she is not the type to pour her feeling in front of anyone.
she was not the type to shade tears for something she had no control over; " Anytime, " Max said as he put the keys in her hand with a smile.
Her throat felt dry as she stood up; " umm... have you told... " She was about to speak when Max shook his head at her.
" I didn't tell them a thing, it's between you and me, " Max said.
" and the entire school, " Max chuckled when he heard her reply. without another word Maya left the room; at least now she would not have to walk through the muddy area to sneak into the library.
that night when Maya came back after having dinner; she did not feel well; she could not walk around just now so she just opened the window; the boy's hostel was on the other side, but she could see the building from her room window.
Bile rose to her throat as she ran towards the bathroom, emptying whatever she ate a few minutes ago. Coughing she drank some water after brushing her teeth. she laid on the bed but passed out as soon as she touched the bed.
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Click!
the library door opened as Maya stepped inside, only to the same guy from yesterday night sitting alone on the same chair. Maya glanced at him before she walked to take the same book she was reading yesterday.
When your story is getting tragic, other tragic stories feel more connecting.
Maya took her seat and started reading; taking a few sweet glances at him; she noticed the almost non-existent flickers on his face. She smiled before she resumed reading her book.
A few more nights went like that, Maya would sneak into the library and walk out before anyone could see her; she knew she do not have to take tension of CCTV cameras; so she roamed around as much as she wanted.
" Woah! did you even sleep last night? " Azora said when she noticed the dark bags under Maya's eyes; Maya nodded at her as she raised her eyebrow.
" Nightmare, " Maya lied as Azora nodded and resumed her work. She would never tell anyone, she developed insomnia after leaving her medicines. at least not someone she met a few days ago.
" you are getting nightmares, " Ash stated once he got a chance to say it; everyone was busy copying notes.
Maya raised her head as She looked at him; Ash's eyes softened when he saw how pale she looked. his hands itched to put the strange of her hair behind her ear but he could not do that, and he did not know why in the first place.
" What if I say you are the reason for my nightmares? " Maya said; not wanting to speak to him at all; she closed her eyes before taking a deep breath.
" Am I? " he asked looking around.
" Aren't you? " She replied to his question by another question.
" Miss, may I go out, please? I am not feeling well, " She stood up as the teacher allowed her; Ash looked at her with a blank face as she walked out of the class.
Ash was confused not only because of Maya's behavior but his thoughts too; it was confusing and frustrating at the same time.
he wrote something on his note and tore the page before sliding the sheet in Maya's books that she left on her desk.
Maya was in the bathroom when she heard some of the girls gossiping among themselves. She would not have taken any interest f she had not heard her name.
' what are they talking about? ' she thought.
" That girl spoke to Ash and now see what happened to her, " she heard someone say.
" And have you ever looked at her face? She looks like she hasn't slept for days, " she heard a hushed voice.
" First she got missing, now she is ill, this Ash is bad luck or maybe some bad spirit in human skin, " another one said.
" But how is it all connected? " A soft voice murmured. Maya was even more curious; not because they were talking about her but because she wanted to know about Ash.
" Old story, It is his third time in 12th grade, that guy is shady or maybe even ... " before they could say anything else; a teacher entered the washroom as girls walked out giving each other smiles.
What mystery are you Ash? She could not help but think. She walked out and went back to the classroom avoiding looking in Ash's direction in every way possible.
Picking the pens and sheets that fell from her hand; Maya looked around to see if anyone was around the library. Sighing, she put the key into the lock before she opened the door but today the library was dark...too dark, Maya carefully closed the door before she looked around if the mysterious hot guy was around; She pouted when she saw no one around the library. Maybe he did not come todayShe switched on the light near the window table away from her usual seat; Placing her things and books on the table she pulled out a chair before making a wild bun of her hair. She forgot to make some sketch assignments and tomorrow she needs to submit them; rubbing her eyes she started sketching; finishing off the first two she looked at it. something is missing in it but what? She was so focused that she did not listen to the footsteps coming towards her; " Small things do make a difference, " the deep masculine voice made her still as a hand touched the pencil and drawing the remaining par
It was early morning; Maya was feeling tired; she could not stop thinking about Roy and his sudden departure last night; he never came off as shady to her but last night, she could not understand him. It was not just about him but her heart; she likes him but she does not know if he feels the same way; one-sided love always hurts but in her case neither she knew if it was only one-sided nor she had time to live her love even if it is not that way. either way, the pain was in Maya's fate. Her phone rang as she picked it from the nightstand and answered it without even looking at the number thinking it must be her family. " If you are not busy, Can we hang out today? " Her eyes shoot open when she heard the voice; It was none other than Ash. " Ash? is that you? " she asked to confirm, well... confirmation is at least better than confusion. Ash chuckled as he heard her expected reply; he nodded but then realized she was not in front of him; " Yeah it's me, so..." he said. " Wait a
Maya! " Ash yelled at her as she looked up at him. " what happened? I am sitting right in front of you, why are you shouting? " She asked, totally annoyed by his behavior; in the past week Maya got closer to Ash, there was a cute bond between them. Azora joined them sometimes but tonight was one of the days she did not; She had gone back to her home. " Seriously Maya? I am calling you for the last 2 minutes but you are lost in your thoughts" He said as Maya's angry expression changed into a softer one. " I am sorry, Ash, I am just... I have not completed my assignments and I have to give them a day after tomorrow, " She lied; She was lost in Roy's thoughts; the difference between them was the silence between them was increasing every day or I may say every night. After that time, Roy did not indicate any conversation about the kiss between them; they would talk about other things the comfort of silence was slowly but surely losing itself in it. " It's okay, you have the whole we
It was 4 am, that night she was late from her usual time to go back to her room; Roy and her relationship were new but now they started sharing things and connections. Maya walked back with a smile on her face; she was passing from the music room when she heard the piano; she growing, who must be playing piano this late? Stopping at the door of the music room; she tried to unlock the door but it was locked from inside; the tune got intense; Maya was not a big fan of piano but she held some knowledge of notes and all... she was not sure if it was Mariage d'Amore or other. Maya was curious; she got on her knees and looked inside through the keyhole; someone was there playing the piano; it was dark inside, she could not make it who it was. The tune was intense yet held a beauty; She was so engrossed in the music that she did not realize when she stopped looking through the keyhole and just sat there enjoying the soft yet intense tune; true they say, Music is an unspoken language. Th
Max looked at Ash as he clenched his jaw; the way Ash kissed Maya's forehead before he left is still fresh in his mind; it's not his fault too, he is just a protective uncle. " Do not try to touch her, " Max said. " Don't worry principal Max, I value her life more than mine, I won't let my bad luck ruin her, " Ash said as Max left. putting a smile on his face, Ash opened the door to Maya's room but she was deep in her thoughts; He smirked as he tip-toed behind her and yelled in her ear. " AAAAAAA! " a scream left Maya's lips as she looked at Ash while he laughed his ass off. " This is why you should be careful with your thoughts before they scare the shit out of you, " he said in between his laugh; Maya threw the pillow at him that he doughed easily. " You idiot, money, donkey! " Maya called him with the animal names as he just chuckled. " Now enough with the animal name cursing, tell me what is bothering you, " He asked as Maya's eyes widened; she was thinking about Roy; he do
" How? " the only word escaped her lips when she saw his eyes; they were not the same; the brown eyes she fell in love with were nowhere seen. Roy changed his eyes back to the same as he looked at Maya.This time she believed him; that it was not a joke; it was the truth; the truth of his dark side." Death, " He replied as a shiver ran down her spine; she fell in love with a ghost?" Are you scared? " he said as She tried to touch him but her hand passed through his body like he was just an illusion; like he did not exist in the first place." What if I say No, " Maya said as Roy smiled." You're the same, brave girl, the one I love, " He said as She smiled." Is this why you accepted me? " Maya asked." Not the only reason other than that I love you, I do not have the heart to show you how you affect me but I do love you, from the very moment I saw you, " Roy said as Maya smiled." I am going to be with you for the rest of the entirety, " She said as Roy looked at her." Why? " This
Ash saw Maya walking inside the library with a smile once again; he was at a distance; she did see him watching her; she looked happy but her pale face showed how sick she was; it had been three weeks since the incident. he walked towards the music room; standing at the door he glanced at the library door; she was just a few meters away from him but the distance between them was that of miles. Unlike other days; he did not play piano right away but his mind was busy playing its games with him. My bad luck got Maya too; I'm losing the girl I fell in love with. His fingers danced on the piano not knowing what was happening in the library.Roy closed the book as Maya pouted; " Spend some time with me, " he said as she held her hand and made her stand on the top of the reading desk. " I thought we were having our book date, " She said as he appeared right in front of her before pulling her to himself. " Wanna dance? " Roy asked as he extended his hand like a true gentleman. " That'
1 month later" Finally getting discharged, how do you feel? "Maya's brother asked as She smiled at him; She was healed enough and the good thing was she could go back and meet Roy." I'll get your bags from school, " Maya's father said as her smile dropped." What do you mean, dad? " She asked as a knowing fear crept her heart." You are coming back with us what else Maya? " her mother answered as her face turned horrified." No I can't go back mom, " She said" But why? " Maya knew she can not tell her family about Roy; well not until he comes back to human form; she can not introduce her boyfriend as a ghost. She has accepted him because she loves him but her family? they won't understand this thing." I need to complete school, I can not go away, " Maya lied." Is this because of him? " Her father said as her breath stopped; She knew they do not know about Roy then what they were talking about?" Ash... you love him? " Maya's eyes widened when she saw Ash standing right behind the
A small hiss escaped her lips as all the hatred towards himself came back, crushing him under its weight as he placed an ice pack on her forearm.It was all his doing, his fault." don't give me that look, " the softness in her voice shocked him because he had not expected her to even see his face after all he heard from Azora about himself and his acts of last night." Yeah you should not be showing you my face after what I have done, but here I am, holding you back after all my wrongdoings, " Maya placed the ice pack on his head making him confused." Who are you to decide that? " her question caught him off guard." you did not ask me anything and just believed what you heard about yourself, Ash, " she cupped his face making him look at her rather than the ground that had held him interested even so suddenly." what they saw isn't the truth, " he frowned." I hurt you, hit you yet you are here, " He pushed her a little away from him as hurt flashed in her eyes and throughout her ve
" All of these look normal, I don't understand why you can not remember anything, " The doctor said to Ash; It was the 7th day of 14.Ash could not remember anything he does at night; he started observing patterns and decided to consult a doctor; he can not remember his moments with Maya while Max mentioned they were pretty loud.It was only adding to his confusion and stress; visiting a doctor was the best option." Do you have any childhood or adulthood trauma, anything that makes you want to forget your past? " the doctor asked all of a sudden.Ash's life was not easy; his parents had constant fights in childhood then seeing them dying right in front of him, then Maya's hospital incident; there could be some issues here but he never felt to forget his past; sure it was painful but it was a part of him." No, " His reply made the doctor suspicious." Why don't you record yourself for a few nights? that will help you to recognize your patterns and it will help me with your treatment
" You look pale, are you taking the stress of something? " The doctor asked as Ash looked at Maya who was playing with her fingers.He held her hand as she looked at him; Roy was back in her life, she was at the biggest crossroad of her life; She gave a place to Ash just because she was made believe that Roy was just a hallucination; it can still be but others do not need to know it." Just exams and all, nothing else, " Maya said with a small smile, She did not know 6 months can change her life so drastically but it did.The doctor gave her some medicines that she needs to take but just for some time; it was raining, once again...Maya could see herself in the rain when she walked into the library but Ash he could see the memory when he saw her the first time entering the class.they both had their memories together yet different from each other; Ash held her hand as Maya looked at him; he placed the reports and other things on the ground before he climbed down the stairs that led to
Ash felt his lips collide with hers; It was the first time she kissed him; In 2 and a half months of their relationship; a fake relationship; this was the first time, Ash touched Maya, and that too just because she wanted it.10 days; it has been ten days; from ten days Maya came to the library every night but Roy did not come; her hope was falling with each passing second; he was nowhere; even at the campus and classes, Maya checked them but there was no sign of him.This night she held Ash's hand before he could open the door of the apartment; she was kissing him but he was not. Not because he did not want to but because he knew why she was doing this." Are you so tired of me that you don't want me anymore? " Maya asked as he looked at her; her body was pressed against his." Not happening, My love but this is not the way to forget your Roy, " Ash said as he hugged her. a tear escaped her eye as she held him close to her body." I'm not using you, I just want you... " Maya said.Ho
1 month later" Finally getting discharged, how do you feel? "Maya's brother asked as She smiled at him; She was healed enough and the good thing was she could go back and meet Roy." I'll get your bags from school, " Maya's father said as her smile dropped." What do you mean, dad? " She asked as a knowing fear crept her heart." You are coming back with us what else Maya? " her mother answered as her face turned horrified." No I can't go back mom, " She said" But why? " Maya knew she can not tell her family about Roy; well not until he comes back to human form; she can not introduce her boyfriend as a ghost. She has accepted him because she loves him but her family? they won't understand this thing." I need to complete school, I can not go away, " Maya lied." Is this because of him? " Her father said as her breath stopped; She knew they do not know about Roy then what they were talking about?" Ash... you love him? " Maya's eyes widened when she saw Ash standing right behind the
Ash saw Maya walking inside the library with a smile once again; he was at a distance; she did see him watching her; she looked happy but her pale face showed how sick she was; it had been three weeks since the incident. he walked towards the music room; standing at the door he glanced at the library door; she was just a few meters away from him but the distance between them was that of miles. Unlike other days; he did not play piano right away but his mind was busy playing its games with him. My bad luck got Maya too; I'm losing the girl I fell in love with. His fingers danced on the piano not knowing what was happening in the library.Roy closed the book as Maya pouted; " Spend some time with me, " he said as she held her hand and made her stand on the top of the reading desk. " I thought we were having our book date, " She said as he appeared right in front of her before pulling her to himself. " Wanna dance? " Roy asked as he extended his hand like a true gentleman. " That'
" How? " the only word escaped her lips when she saw his eyes; they were not the same; the brown eyes she fell in love with were nowhere seen. Roy changed his eyes back to the same as he looked at Maya.This time she believed him; that it was not a joke; it was the truth; the truth of his dark side." Death, " He replied as a shiver ran down her spine; she fell in love with a ghost?" Are you scared? " he said as She tried to touch him but her hand passed through his body like he was just an illusion; like he did not exist in the first place." What if I say No, " Maya said as Roy smiled." You're the same, brave girl, the one I love, " He said as She smiled." Is this why you accepted me? " Maya asked." Not the only reason other than that I love you, I do not have the heart to show you how you affect me but I do love you, from the very moment I saw you, " Roy said as Maya smiled." I am going to be with you for the rest of the entirety, " She said as Roy looked at her." Why? " This
Max looked at Ash as he clenched his jaw; the way Ash kissed Maya's forehead before he left is still fresh in his mind; it's not his fault too, he is just a protective uncle. " Do not try to touch her, " Max said. " Don't worry principal Max, I value her life more than mine, I won't let my bad luck ruin her, " Ash said as Max left. putting a smile on his face, Ash opened the door to Maya's room but she was deep in her thoughts; He smirked as he tip-toed behind her and yelled in her ear. " AAAAAAA! " a scream left Maya's lips as she looked at Ash while he laughed his ass off. " This is why you should be careful with your thoughts before they scare the shit out of you, " he said in between his laugh; Maya threw the pillow at him that he doughed easily. " You idiot, money, donkey! " Maya called him with the animal names as he just chuckled. " Now enough with the animal name cursing, tell me what is bothering you, " He asked as Maya's eyes widened; she was thinking about Roy; he do
It was 4 am, that night she was late from her usual time to go back to her room; Roy and her relationship were new but now they started sharing things and connections. Maya walked back with a smile on her face; she was passing from the music room when she heard the piano; she growing, who must be playing piano this late? Stopping at the door of the music room; she tried to unlock the door but it was locked from inside; the tune got intense; Maya was not a big fan of piano but she held some knowledge of notes and all... she was not sure if it was Mariage d'Amore or other. Maya was curious; she got on her knees and looked inside through the keyhole; someone was there playing the piano; it was dark inside, she could not make it who it was. The tune was intense yet held a beauty; She was so engrossed in the music that she did not realize when she stopped looking through the keyhole and just sat there enjoying the soft yet intense tune; true they say, Music is an unspoken language. Th