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Chapter Thirty-nine

Author: Elowyn A
last update Last Updated: 2024-06-05 20:53:36

Amelia's POV

The air was cold, the tension was thick as a woolly blanket. My heart was beating a harsh pace that you could almost hear it thumping in the silent room. I waited for his next words, the words that could break me, make me regret jumping to conclusions and finally, make me fall for him once again. My eyes had met his teary-eyed ones, it was filled with regret and sorrow and I had a flashback of the scenario that had happened in Alpha Jerome's pack.

"I don't deserve you," he said in a breathy tone, making me heart unwillingly clench and my breath hitch as his stare had become too intense for this moment.

"I told myself that leaving you would help me restrain myself so I wouldn't hurt you anymore. I tried to convince myself that it was the right thing once I had left you. No, it wasn't punishment, no it wasn't because you're not worthy of bearing my pups and no it wasn't because I didn't have feelings for you. I-I just wasn't ready for you.

You've been to good for me, I don
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