I am excited as I head across the den to my alpha's cabin.Yesterday I turned eighteen. That means today, I will be assigned my mate.I could not be more ready to be married to Nathaniel.We are in love.We have been together since we were sixteen.I knock on the door."Come in," I hear alpha's voice from the other side.I open the door and slowly step inside the cabin.It is cozy inside. Warm. A fire glows.My alpha looks up from behind his wooden desk.He is in his human form.Gray hair. A bushy beard.I think of my Alpha like a grandfather.I trust him to do what's right.For me, for the pack."Good morning, Alpha," I greet."Good morning, Bria," he returns.He gestures for the chair opposite him. "Come sit. I have some news I'd like to share with you."I take a seat.He hands me a cup of warm tea."Firstly, let me congratulate you on turning eighteen," he says."Thank you, Alpha," I reply.I sip the tea he gave me."I suppose you already know why I have calle
I run home and burst through the door.I cannot believe what I have just heard.Father emerges from the kitchen.He looks at me expectantly.He is smiling.He is expecting me to announce my engagement to Nathaniel."How did it go?" he asks.I shake my head."I am not marrying Nathaniel," I blurt out.His mouth drops open. His face falls."What?" he says.I stare at the floor."He has arranged for me to marry someone else," I say angrily."Who?" he asks."Jeremiah.""There is no wolf called Jeremiah," he says, frowning."He is the Alpha of a neighboring pack.""What?" Father says, his eyes wide. His mouth is open. He is clearly shocked. "That's absurd.""I know.""But...but why?"I pause. I feel guilty. I know Father loves me. I know he loves Alpha. And I don't want to hurt him.A part of me wants to keep my mouth shut. To not talk about Alpha at all.But it is too late."Why would Alpha do such a thing?" he continues."He did not say," I say, miserably. "I did n
I follow my father.I trudge down the stairs and into the living room.They stand together, Alpha and Jeremiah.They are both tall. Muscular.I look at Jeremiah.He is beautiful.He has dark hair cut short and his eyes are green."Jeremiah," my father says, "This is my daughter, Bria.""Hello," Jeremiah says.His voice is deep.It sends tingles up and down my spine.I feel like a traitor.I love Nathaniel.But Jeremiah is gorgeous..."Hello," I say.I feel myself blushing.Alpha looks at Father, a hopeful glint in his eye."Shall we leave the young ones to get acquainted?" he says."Yes," father agrees. "I'll make the tea."They head off together into the kitchen leaving Jeremiah and I alone."Shall we sit?" Jeremiah asks.I nod and sit on the couch.He lowers himself beside me.I can feel the heat from his body.I feel drawn to him.I cannot quite believe it.Minutes ago I was desolate.Now my heart is fluttering.He leans forward and looks into my eyes."
I stand on the doorstep of my home in the pale dawn light.I clutch my bag between both hands.I have packed all my belongs inside and am ready to go.But I still cannot believe it.I cannot believe I am leaving.I cannot believe I am joining another pack.I cannot believe I am leaving behind everything I have ever known.I cannot believe I am marrying Jeremiah and not Nathaniel.I look at my father, standing beside Alpha."Am I allowed to say goodbye to Nathaniel?" I ask them, hopefully.They exchange a glance.I already know the answer.It's Alpha who tells me what I already know: "I'm sorry. I think it would be for the best to just leave and not upset him."I lower my eyes to the ground.It is just as I suspected."Will you tell him where I went?" I ask."Of course," Alpha replies.The wind weaves through my hair.I glance up at the car idling in the driveway, spewing exhaust into the cold air.My stomach drops with dread.I take one last long look at my home.I
The driver opens my door.I do not move.I do not want to get out and face this.I want to turn and run.But I do not do that.I do not break my promise to my father and my Alpha.I somehow find myself getting out of the car.I breathe in the wet, earthy forest air.Jeremiah walks me up the front steps.I am not ready to go inside.I do not want to go inside.I do not know if I ever will be ready.Jeremiah pushes open the door.Behind it is a grand foyer.The foyer is large and open, with white marble floors and white columns.It is beautiful.The furniture is antique.There are oil paintings hanging on the walls.It looks like a museum.I flutter my eyes closed.I pray: Please, let this work out.Let me make it work.Let us make it work.I open my eyes and look off into the forest.I think of Nathaniel.I am going to miss him.I will always miss him.But this is the right thing.This is what the packs need.I am going to make this work.I step inside the
I rest in my room for a few hours.I don't know what to do now.My mind is spinning.I can't even begin to think about decorating.My mind is full of Nathaniel.I hope he is okay.By now, Alpha will have told him what's happened.He will probably be as furious as the girl lingering at my door earlier was.Ana...She must hate me.I would hate me, too.But everyone else seems so nice.I remember the plate of food offered to me in the kitchen and am suddenly hungry.I jump up out of bed and rush into the corridor.Then I hurry downstairs."You're back," the woman grins when she sees me."I'm hungry," I tell her with a blush.Her plate is empty now. "I can fix you something to eat," she says."Oh, you don't have to do that.""It's no trouble. Take a seat."She goes over to the oven and starts frying.I sit down at the table opposite the man."My name is Beth," the woman tells me.I nod. "I'm Bria."She smiles again. "I know.""You're the Alpha's mate," the man say
The sun is shining as I head outside with Brock."Here's the forest," he tells me.It looks like the forest I know.My heart swells.There are many trees.Lush green foliage."It's beautiful," I say, feeling tears in my eyes."It's one of my favorite places," he says."It is?""It's a peaceful place. That's my favorite thing about it. Peaceful and quiet. I love lying in the shade of the trees. The forest has always been my favorite place to just...be."He smiles.I smile too.Brock seems like a nice guy.But he is quiet and reserved.Fun-loving Ethan and happy-go-lucky Beth would have been better tour guides, but Brock seems nice.We walk through the trees."I like it here," he continues. "You can get away from the others, but it's still close to the pack. Come, let me show you something."He leads me through the forest.We come to a clearing.There are so many flowers.I have never seen so many flowers.I gasp."What is this?" I ask him."This is the flower fiel
"Okay, Bria," Beth says from opposite me at the table. "Time to play."Brock told me he'd show me how the pack had fun, and now I am sitting around the kitchen table with him, Glade, Ethan and Beth.Beth starts dealing cards.I gulp."Why do I feel like this is the first day of school all over again?" I say.They all laugh.They are treating me like I belong here.They seem to get that I'm trying my best to fit in.They are nice people.They put me at ease.They help me forget my wedding...Beth explains the rules and we start playing.Glade is on my right. He is a giant, the biggest in the pack. He is tall and strong, but so gentle and kind. He is sweet too. He makes me feel right at home. I love how he speaks with a southern twang.Ethan is on my left. He's sweet and funny. He teases Beth, who teases him back. I like the way they bicker. It's fun to watch.I'd be happy to be part of their little family if I didn't have to marry Jeremiah.But then, I'd be happy about a
I wanted something a little simple. Our love is so magical, so much already that I was fine with a small ceremony.Jim’s family was a little more insistent on something bigger though. Now that they’ve fully accepted us, they’ve whole heartedly embraced me in a way I never could’ve even imagined before. It’s everything I wanted in my in-laws.So, we’ve compromised in a way. I still get a wedding that is in nature, which was most important to me. I feel so grounded when I’m in nature. I feel so at peace. It’s where I’m meant to be.However, the location is beautiful and we’ve invited all of our friends and family. We’ve done everything we could to make it special.I look at myself in the mirror and I’m thrilled by what I see, which is a nice boost of confidence I haven’t been blessed with much in my life before. I feel beautiful in my white dress that’s a bit shorter than the traditional wedding dress, so I can walk across the forest floor easily.Silver and gold make the dress spar
I try not to let the fear control me as I stand in front of Jim. I know everyone here thinks I'm crazy. I know they'll all be looking down upon me. But their opinions don't matter. What matters is him. What matters is us and the intense connection we share. I can only hope that he'll see the truth. I'm not sure how to get Jim to see the truth, but I hope he'll at least hear me out. I hope he'll at least give me a chance.“In the past, I didn't believe you,” Jim says. “I didn't listen to your side of the story. I listened to Emily instead and accepted her truth as infallible.“I'm not about to do that again. I want to hear what you have to say, Brea. I'm not sure I believe you quite yet. But I want to hear what you have to say.”“This is my wedding day,” Emily says. “How dare you come tramping it on my wedding day. I won't allow it. I have a say too.”“You're right,” Jim says. “You don't have to listen to any of this on your wedding day. I'm going to listen though. Bria, I want
“You have to go to him,” Sylvia insists. But it's not that easy. Not after what I've done.“What if he rejects me?” I ask. “My heart will break. What if it's too late? What if he won't love me?”“His heart has already been broken,” she reminds me. “It's not fair to him not to give him a choice. It's not fair to either of you for you to be away from each other.“You have to take this risk, no matter how scary it is. You have to at least try.”I know she's right, but I'm terrified. Facing his rejection would be one of the most painful things that could happen to me. But I did already break his heart. So, I need to be willing to take on the pain that I gave him. It would be selfish to act otherwise.“I'll go to him,” I decide. “I’ll go to him and I hope it's not too late.”JIM’S POVIt's too late. Something about this feels wrong, but I can't change my mind now. It's too late to figure out anything. Because here I am, at the altar with Emily.It's difficult because my brai
“I think I can help you,” Sylvia says after I tell her about my dilemma. “It sounds like Jim's girlfriend really had it out for you.”“She did,” I admit. “She really hates me. But she doesn't have to worry about that now because I've given him up. I can't be with a human.”“What if you don't really feel that way though?” Sylvia asks. “What if you only feel that way because you took something that made you feel that way? What if Emily is the reason why you feel that way?”“What do you mean?” I ask. “I don't think there is anything that can make me change my mind about a human. I hate them.”“But you didn't always hate them,” Sylvia reminds me. “You thought that particular human was your mate. “And not all werewolves hate humans. That’s just what a lot of them think. But that's because of a potion that has been passed down through generation to generation.”“What do you mean?” I ask. “Humans and werewolves just don't get along. They're two different species.”“There are differenc
EMILY’S POVI spent so much money at that witch’s shop that it’s ridiculous. I kind of feel like she scammed me, but at the end of the day I got what I wanted so I can't complain.In fact, I got even more than I could have imagined. As I stand in front of the mirror, I realize that everything has worked out even better than I dared hoped it would. But a second potion helped a little bit with that.I couldn't ever force Jim to love me. I didn't have to though. He already loved me before, so it didn't take much for him to love me again. Though the potion I slipped into his drinks every now and then helped too. It helped make his mind a little fuzzy. He didn't forget about Bria completely, but it did dull some of his feelings for her. And in dulling some of his feelings for her, the feelings he had for me felt even stronger. Or at least I hope they did.It seemed to work anyway. He did come back. He wanted to get back together with me if only to get over Bria. And I was more than
As I run through the forest, I feel more like a wolf than ever. I feel like a lone wolf though. A wolf without a pack. A wolf without a purpose.I don't know where I'm going as I run. I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know what I think. So, I just continue to run. I just keep going and going.I continue on like this for a week or so. I just run through the woods, I hunt, and I don't think about anything. I give into my full wolf instincts. And I stay far away from the humans that I know will hurt me.I'm a lone wolf in every sense of the word. And I feel strong in this way. I feel like I'm in tune with who I am naturally. Yet I also feel like something is missing. I feel like I've left something behind in the human world, and I'm not too sure what that is.So, I keep running. I keep going until I don't know where I'm going anymore. Then, I finally stop. I think about what I want and I have no idea.Then, I realize what I want is a home when I see that cottage in the forest. It
JIM’S POVI'm shell shocked. There's no other way to describe it. I just don't know what's going on. It's the biggest shift in attitude I've ever seen. Bria told me she wanted to be with me. We were on the same page about being soulmates. And now...It's embarrassing honestly as my family stares at me looking for answers. I can't give them answers though. I don't know why Bria just rejected me in front of everyone. I don't understand what's going on. But I do know I can't just let her go like this.“I'm sorry,” I mumble to my family. “I’m not too sure what's going on, but I need to go find out.”They all look at me with sympathy in their eyes. To them, I'm just another rejected guy who took his chance on some girl I just met. And they probably expected it too. Here I am dating someone new, claiming she's my soulmate so quickly. It was already going to be a tough sell, but now they won't believe me at all.Should I believe me at all? I thought I was so sure of Bria and I. I thoug
When I wake up it feels like I'm still dreaming. Jim is mine, and he is my mate. I never thought I'd find someone so special. I feel so lucky, so happy.It isn't long before Jim comes up with breakfast.“I made it myself,” he says, as we settle down to eat it in my room. “I want to give you everything I can just show you that I love you. I want to do everything I can to make it up to you.”“You've already more than done that,” I say. “You've completely made it up to me. I know how much you care. You don't have to keep doing these kinds of things to prove it to me.”“I know,” Jim says. “But I want to. I want to keep doing these things for you forever. Because I love you. I want to show you that.”I don't know how I got so lucky, but I feel so lucky. I feel like nothing can ever harm me again. I feel like my world is complete.“And to really show you how committed I am, I'm going to tell everyone about us,” Jim continues. “We’re having a family get together tonight. It's kind of
EMILY’S POVI am devastated and I truly don't know what to do. Jim has been stolen from me by a werewolf. And there doesn't seem to be much I can do about it. She's cast a spell on him and...As I'm crying in my room, a new idea comes to mind. Jim has been stolen by me from a werewolf. And it seems like she's cast a spell in him. So, maybe I need to do something different to face off against this enemy.Bria is supernatural. And I think that's probably the only reason why Jim is going with her instead of me. Jim and I have been together for so long, and nothing has come between us before. Nothing until her.And that's because she has supernatural powers. So of course, normal human tricks aren't going to work on her. Nothing is going to work to get rid of her unless I can match her power with something else. I need to find a supernatural solution. I need to go the extra mile to keep her away from my boyfriend.As I pace my room, I think about a supernatural solution I can use aga