SUZIE'S POVMy eyes cracked open as the sound of chirping birds roused me from my sleep. I blinked away the blurriness in my eyes, and kept my gaze fixed on the ceiling. My mind was still a bit hazy as I tried to fully get myself awake.My eyes trailed to the window, and I watched as sunlight filter into the room, through the silk curtains. Memories of yesterday began to cloud my mind and I grimaced instantly.Elliot's words and everything he had told me rang in my head. Everything he said felt like a dream, but now that I was awake, it felt all too real. I sighed, sitting up on the bed and flinging my legs down from it.I looked at the wall clock and observed that it was a little past 8am. The argument I had engaged in with the quadruplets popped up in my head at that moment. I began to feel irritated and unwilling to leave my room, to avoid seeing them, but I knew that wasn't possible.As I rose up from the bed, I heard my phone beep, and I immediately picked it up from the bedside
SUZIE'S POVI stared at my phone screen, rereading the message that was on it. It was rather early in the morning, and the first text I had gotten was from Elliot. He was asking if we could meet alone to talk, and I already knew what he was going to say.My fingers went to work and I replied to his message, saying that I would meet up with him. Immediately I clicked on the send button, I could see that Elliot was typing. His message came in immediately and I read it."I'm so glad you agreed. Let's meet under the oak tree close to the park," It read.I sighed, placing my phone down. Yesterday was a rollercoaster of emotions and I did not know how I was going to face the quadruplets. Alpha Cole had carelessly spilled our secret deal and I could tell that they had begun to lose their trust in me.I shook my head, expelling thoughts of them and decided to get ready to meet up with Elliot. I hopped into the shower and washed up, before slipped out and putting on some clothes. I wore a simp
SUZIE'S POVI stood at the entrance of the pack house, my heart beating fast in my chest. This was the moment that determined everything, even my future. I let out a shape breath and stared at my fist. I opened my hand, and a single pill lay in it.I had obtained the pill on my way here, and it served a single purpose; to weaken the quadruplets. I knew that it would be close to impossible, for me to leave on my own terms, so the only way I could do it, was to put them in a state where they could not obstruct me from leaving.And this pill was the key to my plan.I slipped the pill into my mouth and his it behind a gum.I gathered all the courage I could summon inside me, and placed my hands on the door knob. The door cracked open slowly, and I slid in, my heart ramming hard in my chest.A knot of uneasiness formed in my stomach and I felt the urge to bolt right out of the front door, but I needed to do this, so there was no way I could back down now. I made my way into the living room
SUZIE'S POVI slowed down my pace when I realized I was far from the pack house. I grabbed my knees as I desperately tried to grasp for air. The moment I had stepped out of the pack house, I ran. It felt like if I had stayed there a bit longer, I would have been forced to rethink my options.I stood up straight and exhaled sharply, as I pulled out my phone. There was one more step in needed to pass through, in order to finally gain freedom and go with Elliot to my new home, and that was speaking with alpha Cole.As much as I swore to never talk to him again, he was still the alpha of this pack, and I needed his permission to officially leave his pack. I pulled out my phone and dialed his number immediately. I listened to it ring for a few seconds before I heard the click sound.My heart was beating rapidly, as I waited for him to speak."If it isn't my precious Suzie. What can I do for you dear?"I cringed at the sound of his voice, but there was nothing I could do, but bear with it f
SUZIE'S POV.A small sad smile tugged the two corners of my lips as I stared at my reflection in the mirror. Tears fought desperately in my eyes, threatening to fall any moment from now. I tugged the sleeves of my white collar top to cover every part of my arms aside my fingers, covering the wounds and marks my dear father has inflicted upon me. Every minute, every second, Every hour, day after day, a new scar falls on my body. I closed in on the mirror, my finger reaching up to the wound patch hovering over my eyebrows. I removed it to find it soaked already, pressing my lips into a thin firm line before picking another one on the table and pressing it to the wound again.My heart clenched painfully, causing the tears to roll down my eyes. My father. My own father was my greatest tormentor. Yesterday was the last day on our vacation, and seeing there was nowhere again to inflict new wounds on my body, he angrily smashed a glass vase on my face. He was one who liked to see his works,
SUZIE'S POV.I halted in my tracks. I was in school. And the first thing that greeted me was a huge splash of dirty foamy water, dropped from the top of the stairs, trickling down from my head to my entire body. I gritted my teeth together, fisting my hand beside me and pressing my lips into a thin line.It's your birthday. Do not let anyone ruin it for you.I exhaled a sharp breath, opening my eyes. I had just taken a step when I slipped, my body crumbling to the tiled floor. The impact caused all the wounds on my body to start hurting again. A loud and sinister girly laugh pierced the room and I looked up to see the queen bee group of girls approaching me. Leah, the daughter of the beta, and the girl my father desperately wants me to befriend three steps ahead of the two behind her. I immediately sat up, not bothering to stand up.Her shoulder length hair waved to the front as she leaned to look at me, the corners of her lips curved up, "What a disaster." She muttered, her companion
SUZIE'S POV.The bathroom was as silent as a graveyard, immediately Leah and her peacocks left, leaving Felix and I alone in the deepest and uttermost silence. He didn't bother helping me up, nor helping me clean off the blood I had on my face. Instead he just watched me as I struggled to stand up and moved to the sink, opening the tap and pouring some of the cold water that made me squirm in pain to my face. I started to clean myself up, dampening my hair to avoid every sort of dirt or blood that it must have coiled up with. My eyes glanced to Felix who was watching me with keen observation, his eyes hard and cold like a stone.A part of me wanted to hate him so much like the other part did as he was the cause of all my sufferness. I had a good reputation in the school before, i had friends, people who talked and associated with me. I had a banging body, one whom every guy wanted to desperately touch and at a point in my life, i thanked the moon goddess for bringing him to me.He was
SUZIE'S POV"Kneel."Asher's voice rang through the room. I was frozen, my eyes growing wider by each second. What did he mean by kneel? My eyes trailed to Blair, who had a dark sadistic look in his eyes, almost mirroring the look Asher had."Excuse me?" I could barely utter as my lips began to tremble.Asher stepped forward, and I was inclined to take a few steps back as he approached me with a smirk on his lips. My back bumped into the edge of the bedframe and I knew I had hit a dead end.Asher stood on front of me, an inch away and lowered his head so close, I feared our lips would touch."I want you to please me, to please us, right here, and right now," Asher said, his tone low and sultry.My body went stiff, my eyes widening. They quickly took a glance at the pillow and I began to contemplate using the gun at this moment, but I brushed that ide6 away. Why?Blair chuckled, walking up to me. He grabbed my neck swiftly and pulled me closer to me."On your knees, now," He growled.I