Throughout the night I couldn't sleep. I sat still on the bed of Maynard without moving till the sun rose. My mind in turmoil. I still couldn't get pass the reality and doubt. Lycan still Have effect on me. He still could move my heart with his gaze and his ominous stance. I made myself to think otherwise. I witnessed everything with my eyes. I can't unseen it now. Somehow I feel a little regretful for being nosy. When the first light of the morning rises, I get up from the bed and walks into Maynard's bathroom where I decided to clean up. I know he isn't a pervert. He won't peeped on me. After some minutes of this, I heard a Knock. My breath caught and I stop abruptly. I reached out for the doorknob behind and opens it softly without revealing nothing but my wet head. There I saw Maynard extending a t-shirt for me. I accepted his offer gently and I dressed up in it. Luckily for me it is long enough for me to use as a dress. I finally emerges into the room to see Maynard also gett
" I have always love a woman father. More than life itself, this lady has dominate my heart. I want her at all cost and I will be excited if you can.. if you can give me your permission to take her as wife " This Maynard's words makes me gulped down hard. I know where he is driving at and obviously I do not like it. If he pointed at me I would forever be in a bind. Lycan won't fight for me obviously because to him we are done. I pushed him away myself last night. I chew on my lips at the suspense as I watch the table, unable to stare at anything except it." Who is this woman Maynard? Tell me " Myth asked and I bite my lower lips. If Maynard makes the statement I will be doom forever. Immediately like a woman possessed, I stood up from the chair I sat on and flatten in my palm on the table. " I want to go home. I do not know why this pack is so suffocating right now. With your permission sir, I would like to go home " Everyone was so surprised as my words except for Lycan who could
He was stunned. I know. I could see it in his face and heard it with my ears. Lycan's heart has been broken by me. He has love me too much. He had trust me too much and that too much will hurt him too much. For many minutes of silence he could only stare at me dumbfounded. Should I say he is too shock or never see this coming? He should have. Lycan has many abilities. The seconds passes slowly And it turns to minutes. Minutes was already heading to hour when Lycan look away from me finally with a tensing of his jaw. " I want my mother. I will take her to the cave and care for her myself "" You should divorce my daughter before you can start demanding Lycan " My dad mutters in disdain and I whirled around to stare at him. He is making the situation too much difficult. " You should leave him be. Is it necessary for us to be divorced just today? " I asked with my voice shivering already. I am just so confused that I do not know what to think anymore. This time after I said my words
I made my way to the cave of darkness this time with my heart thudding crazily against my chest. I know the chances to see no one in there is just so slim. So impossible. I passed through everyone and finally stood at the foot of the home Lycan has lived all his life in. I choked back tears and began to mount the cave. This time I walks so slowly. The path which I know I won't be taking anymore. I took my time in smiling at everywhere in sadness. When I get to the entrance my jaw rattle in fear and confusion. I have seen what others shouldn't inside Lycan's home. I have called out to everyone almost immediately. The people obviously has condemned him and now I'm here to do the same to him. Surely I am not different from the other werewolves who has called Lycan bad. I am not different from them at all. It is better to let him go. I am bad. I am evil. I do not belong to Lycan. I do not deserve such beautiful man with the purest heart. I move away from where I had stood and began t
" Lycan wait! " I said abruptly and he obeyed. Lycan pulled back gently to stare into my face. His expression unread and his lips won't part for words. his eyes told me he hasn't slept at all through the night. He must have been thinking throughly about me. I burst into tears when I realized I might have been the cause of his pain. His only weakness is me. He had only love me all through but I have greeted him with nothing but rejection and divorce. Betrayal! I do not deserve Lycan. I don't not deserve him at all. I tried to pull my hands away from his grip but I couldn't. Not when he is so powerful. Instantly he slammed me against himself and covers my lips with his. This time I was so stunned and too weak to fight him off.The feelings of familiarity and lust holding me captivated. I wrapped my hands around him very tightly. My lips opening much more further. In no time he lifted me up the floor and slammed me against the wall. It's a fierce possessive kiss that stole away all my
Sorrowfully I walk into Merry pack. my bag in my grip and my heart in my stomach. Nothing more could be so disheartening. The cloud hung up above the sky but I took no notice. I could do nothing but walk on dejectedly. Lycan had left me in the dressing room after we have made love and never returns. I have packed my belongings and left. I couldn't even spare our room a last glance. My head bow in sadness I have left. Now I welcome merry pack under my gaze. The pack where I have live all my life in. My joy knew no bound when I left for icy pack as a newly wedded bride but now I return barely a month later as a dejected woman. I walk slowly into the building. I turn deaf ears to the beautiful flowers as I step into the House, heading to my room earnestly. I do not wish to be disturbed. Not even my dad should call upon me. It's hard to know if I love him still or not. I felt he is the architect of everything. I pushed open the door to my room after walking through the silent hall. A s
My world was put to a stop at that moment. Slowly I raised up my head to stare at my step brother. I have known the ruler of wood pack. He is just another elderly man like my father. " Why would dad wants me to marry someone so old? I had thought Maynard would be dad's first choice as my new suitor " " Don't you know? " " Know what? " I asked confusedly. " Exactly like dad has said behind your back. You don't know anything that happens outside the cave of darkness " Ethan replied and I look away. " The ruler of wood pack is dead and his son Fernando has taken up the post as the new ruler. He claimed he had fell for you since he saw you at your wedding day with Lycan " A scoff escaped from me and I rolled my eyes. Fernando surely had fallen for me way back before I even met Lycan. I have known this from his gazes which he shot at me in the stores. Sometimes he would pay for the dresses I have bought and walk me to the entrance of Merry pack. All the while I have counted his advan
The knock on my door brought me back to reality. I was in my room as usual thinking hard. It has been three days since I left Lycan's home. In the next two days I will be called upon to the icy pack where I will divorce Lycan as my husband. All the minutes and hours alone in my room I was busy thinking hard on how to evade that day. If I failed to divorce Lycan then I will still be bonded to him. My door opens and Anthea walks in this time. Actually I have been expecting Ethan for he is the only one who brings in my meal tray then left after sometime. I never speaks to him. I am still hurt that he kept the truth about us having another sister a secret. " Do not tell me you will continue sulking in your room forever Amelia. This man you plan to die for isn't seen after that day. Locked up in that godforsaken cave of his " Anthea began but I only turn my head away. I know better than to listen to her ranting. I picked up the bed coverlet and made to draped over my body with it when
The sky rumbled loudly and I know we will be having rain soon. Maybe the rain that will stop the same time Lycan's heartbeat did. The morning sun has Revealed itself but still we didn't move. I pulled back from him to stare into his eyes. All i could see is his lifeless pupils and pale lips. I reached out to touches his face which went so cold and i sighed shakily. " Lycan " I mutters while weeping gently. " Lycan, oh no " He pulled my hand away from his face and hug me Instead. He circled his hands around my waste that moment and kissed my forehead. " I'm fine now that you are with me " He took me up and and carried me just like always, easily. Lycan headed to the Cave and I shut my eyes when he do so. When we get to the top,he placed me down and stirred me Towards the lake where he undress me Very tenderly. With his fingers brushing my skin I could only moan softly. At last he pulled off my dress and we entered the lake together. The water a little warm to my liking. Lycan k
Lycan's Fall was a huge blow to everyone that has come and I as well. Never have anyone though he would have a failing health later. When he get down on his knees and vomited silver, I know he is gravely ill. To make the situation worsen his black hair immediately turn White and I gasp shakily. The people who have intended to take Maynard into the silver chamber now has their shoulders sagged in regret. All woodlanders obviously regretted ever pushing Lycan away and thinking bad about him. He is the best man in woodland but no one ever like him. The most humblest of us all but he isn't taken seriously. I bent down to him and touches his arms. Ethan had quickly come forward to receive my baby from me as I wail over Lycan. At last Maynard walks forward and sigh sadly in pretence. " I am sorry Amelia that you have to face this but it's Reality. Now that Lycan is dead, we should prepare for his burial and other..." My Palm flashed out in a jiffy, hitting Maynard's cheek so hard t
" What is going on Lycan? " I asked my husband softly. This time I feel inclined to speak out. " Lycan? " " I will tell everyone what I did Lycan. I will clear your name. They will get to know who you truly have been. Brother please. Crescent is also your nephew. You both have a bond. He loves you " Maynard's voice seem to have effect on Lycan. When my husband take his time to speak,I know exactly he would accept the proposal. " Lycan please..." I began but he ignores me completely and said to his brother. " Good. You got it, you got the Maynard. Fixed the crowd and I will descend my Cave to work my wonder on your son " My heart fell into my tummy after hearing this but Maynard was relieved. He only cares about his son. Of course I have him not to blame. As a father it's his duty to watch out for his son but never at the expenses of another person's life. Before I could muster up courage to speak or decipher my next movement, I heard Maynard says. " In an hour's time Lycan. I
" Lycan I can't live without you or our son. There must be a way you both could live. Please " I am on the bed now and our son has been taken to the room where Lycan had kept his mother and father for resurrection. I know what would occurs next but somehow I do not wish for it. I love Lycan so much. I have Choose him above everything and everyone. I won't be able to survive the huge blow if he died. He sat beside me with a small smile on his face. His face always was drawn and tired. " Amelia..." " No Lycan, please " I cut in gently. I tried to say up and choked back the bile in my throat. " Lycan there must be another way. We can go to the sacred hill together and begged the moon goddess for another chance " " To hell with the moon goddess. She placed a curse on my son and I. There is nothing we need from her anymore. It won't change anything my love " " Yeah " i agreed gently. " It won't change anything Lycan but you can do it. I know you have the strength and ability to do
The soothing water doesn't calm me down anymore. The cool breeze did nothing but infuriated me. I sat beside the lake on a pure quartz and tears was streaming down my cheek. I can't believe my only son had died. I haven't held him for too long. The moon goddess did me bad and I will never forgive her. Lycan hadn't succeeded in calming me down. I have left the suffocated room myself. The soft footsteps get to my hearing and I perceived the scent of Avila. When sue drew nearer I have already known her purpose and I am not ready for it. " I want my husband " I said abruptly with the tone that signify finality. " I want Lycan and no one else " Lycan had refused to talk to me. The morning had folded into afternoon and by the cool breeze I know it's already evening. I won't be cheering up until I have a conversation with the man I married. Avila saw my state and she reverse her footsteps. After some minutes I heard her walking away. Another sob broke out from my lips and I wish I c
" As a mother you should be by your son's side. Is everything okay ? " Ethan's voice came from behind me and I sigh. I smile at him as he walk further towards me and lowered himself beside me. " Lycan is with him. I'm sure he will be fine " " Alpha loves his father so much. He wakes up a while ago but drifted back to sleep when Lycan rock him. I have never seen a bond as that " I smile softly at this. The cool breeze blowing upon us. " So how is father? You saw him today, right? " " Yes, I do. He is healed up now. There is a ceremony going on later tomorrow night for the icy brother's babies. Lycan said Alpha won't be attending. " " It's understandable Amelia. Lycan still would love to know whether Alpha will be curse or not " I look away at this. My jaw gritting together in agony. " Do you think everything would have been much better assuming I have rejected Lycan's proposal? " " Amelia... " " If I have refused to marry him, would woodland have been a better place Ethan? W
Yes! I got it. He has been there often in the wood when I goes off for some errands. I met him couples of times when I have cried endlessly after my mother's death. He has consoled me. He would only appears just so mysteriously and wipe my tears off.I dropped my gaze at how beautiful he is. My real father had been by my side without me knowing. I move very closely to Lycan. He look at me for sometime before pulling me into his embrace. " I will see to the water king Frey. In the main time prepare for a good, tangible reason to why you have try to wipe out all woodlanders " Lycan pulled me away from him but keep me by his side. He stared at me for sometime before saying. " You should stay behind. It's unadvisable if you tag along with me too " " Lycan, no. " " You are a werewolf too my love. Stay here. I will be back in no time. You should take a seat " He look up to my father and was about to ask for a comfortable place for me to sit but I interrupted him." I'm fine Lycan. I
My eyes fluttered open and I sighed softly. My vision caught Lycan standing over the window with the baby in his arms. A smile curled up at the corner of my lips when I saw Alpha wearing his new clothes. Lycan must have work all night to make out baby this one. I turn slowly to see the baby crib. A frown appears on my face as I wonder how much creative my husband turns out to be. Slowly I stood up and mutters to him good morning. He gave me my son and hugs us both together before placing a light kiss on my forehead. " Good morning darling " I smile into my son's eyes. His brilliant pupils staring back at me so innocently that I have to hold back tears. " Isn't he so adorable, Lycan? " I whispers to my husband who nodded. He cupped his palm around my neck and kiss me hard on the lips. " Just like his mother " " I don't think Alpha takes anything after me. See, he even have his father's beauty and hair. Now I'm jealous " " You don't need to be " My husband replied with a smile
I know I am expected to feel frustrated but I wasn't. I carried my baby in my arms and tried consoling him to stop wailing. His father is nowhere to be seen. Lycan had left for where I couldn't fathom and it seems his presence alone is alpha's antidote. " Come on Alpha, please..." I begged but my baby only continues wailing. Avila and Ethan had left to make the dinner while I was made to Carter for the baby. Tears finally welled up my eyes when exhaustion began to seep through me. I just gave birth to Lycan's baby and he did nothing but left? " Come on Alpha. You should listen to your mother " Ask though he had read my words, Alpha mysteriously stopped crying abruptly. I let out a sigh and smile but then I noticed the man in the doorway. Lycan! My heart sank when I realized Alpha had only stop because of Lycan's presence. I swallowed hard and watched as he walks up to me. I didn't speak to him at all. I only gave him the baby and mutters weakly about going to take a bath. Wh