Scared and agitated was I when Maynard ushered me into his room. A large comfortable space with bed and dinning room with powder room. I couldn't stay still. My heart thudding repeatedly against my chest and I understood Larvene as well. I have did the most an unforgiving mistake. No one should forgive me. I won't forgive myself either. I have married Lycan and I have stayed with him under the same roof. I have loved him without knowing he is a murderer and an evil man. " You should calm down now Amelia. I will go to see how dad and mum are farewelling " Maynard made to go but I held his upper arm then shook my head in the negative. I am too scared to be left alone. " Don't.. don't go please " I begged. Maynard turn around to stare at me. His hands wrapped around me moment later. " Please Maynard, don't leave me " " I won't. I will never leaves you now " He pulled away from me to stare at my face. A smile appears on his face to sooth me but it did nothing. The tension is so much i
Throughout the night I couldn't sleep. I sat still on the bed of Maynard without moving till the sun rose. My mind in turmoil. I still couldn't get pass the reality and doubt. Lycan still Have effect on me. He still could move my heart with his gaze and his ominous stance. I made myself to think otherwise. I witnessed everything with my eyes. I can't unseen it now. Somehow I feel a little regretful for being nosy. When the first light of the morning rises, I get up from the bed and walks into Maynard's bathroom where I decided to clean up. I know he isn't a pervert. He won't peeped on me. After some minutes of this, I heard a Knock. My breath caught and I stop abruptly. I reached out for the doorknob behind and opens it softly without revealing nothing but my wet head. There I saw Maynard extending a t-shirt for me. I accepted his offer gently and I dressed up in it. Luckily for me it is long enough for me to use as a dress. I finally emerges into the room to see Maynard also gett
" I have always love a woman father. More than life itself, this lady has dominate my heart. I want her at all cost and I will be excited if you can.. if you can give me your permission to take her as wife " This Maynard's words makes me gulped down hard. I know where he is driving at and obviously I do not like it. If he pointed at me I would forever be in a bind. Lycan won't fight for me obviously because to him we are done. I pushed him away myself last night. I chew on my lips at the suspense as I watch the table, unable to stare at anything except it." Who is this woman Maynard? Tell me " Myth asked and I bite my lower lips. If Maynard makes the statement I will be doom forever. Immediately like a woman possessed, I stood up from the chair I sat on and flatten in my palm on the table. " I want to go home. I do not know why this pack is so suffocating right now. With your permission sir, I would like to go home " Everyone was so surprised as my words except for Lycan who could
He was stunned. I know. I could see it in his face and heard it with my ears. Lycan's heart has been broken by me. He has love me too much. He had trust me too much and that too much will hurt him too much. For many minutes of silence he could only stare at me dumbfounded. Should I say he is too shock or never see this coming? He should have. Lycan has many abilities. The seconds passes slowly And it turns to minutes. Minutes was already heading to hour when Lycan look away from me finally with a tensing of his jaw. " I want my mother. I will take her to the cave and care for her myself "" You should divorce my daughter before you can start demanding Lycan " My dad mutters in disdain and I whirled around to stare at him. He is making the situation too much difficult. " You should leave him be. Is it necessary for us to be divorced just today? " I asked with my voice shivering already. I am just so confused that I do not know what to think anymore. This time after I said my words
I made my way to the cave of darkness this time with my heart thudding crazily against my chest. I know the chances to see no one in there is just so slim. So impossible. I passed through everyone and finally stood at the foot of the home Lycan has lived all his life in. I choked back tears and began to mount the cave. This time I walks so slowly. The path which I know I won't be taking anymore. I took my time in smiling at everywhere in sadness. When I get to the entrance my jaw rattle in fear and confusion. I have seen what others shouldn't inside Lycan's home. I have called out to everyone almost immediately. The people obviously has condemned him and now I'm here to do the same to him. Surely I am not different from the other werewolves who has called Lycan bad. I am not different from them at all. It is better to let him go. I am bad. I am evil. I do not belong to Lycan. I do not deserve such beautiful man with the purest heart. I move away from where I had stood and began t
" Lycan wait! " I said abruptly and he obeyed. Lycan pulled back gently to stare into my face. His expression unread and his lips won't part for words. his eyes told me he hasn't slept at all through the night. He must have been thinking throughly about me. I burst into tears when I realized I might have been the cause of his pain. His only weakness is me. He had only love me all through but I have greeted him with nothing but rejection and divorce. Betrayal! I do not deserve Lycan. I don't not deserve him at all. I tried to pull my hands away from his grip but I couldn't. Not when he is so powerful. Instantly he slammed me against himself and covers my lips with his. This time I was so stunned and too weak to fight him off.The feelings of familiarity and lust holding me captivated. I wrapped my hands around him very tightly. My lips opening much more further. In no time he lifted me up the floor and slammed me against the wall. It's a fierce possessive kiss that stole away all my
Sorrowfully I walk into Merry pack. my bag in my grip and my heart in my stomach. Nothing more could be so disheartening. The cloud hung up above the sky but I took no notice. I could do nothing but walk on dejectedly. Lycan had left me in the dressing room after we have made love and never returns. I have packed my belongings and left. I couldn't even spare our room a last glance. My head bow in sadness I have left. Now I welcome merry pack under my gaze. The pack where I have live all my life in. My joy knew no bound when I left for icy pack as a newly wedded bride but now I return barely a month later as a dejected woman. I walk slowly into the building. I turn deaf ears to the beautiful flowers as I step into the House, heading to my room earnestly. I do not wish to be disturbed. Not even my dad should call upon me. It's hard to know if I love him still or not. I felt he is the architect of everything. I pushed open the door to my room after walking through the silent hall. A s
My world was put to a stop at that moment. Slowly I raised up my head to stare at my step brother. I have known the ruler of wood pack. He is just another elderly man like my father. " Why would dad wants me to marry someone so old? I had thought Maynard would be dad's first choice as my new suitor " " Don't you know? " " Know what? " I asked confusedly. " Exactly like dad has said behind your back. You don't know anything that happens outside the cave of darkness " Ethan replied and I look away. " The ruler of wood pack is dead and his son Fernando has taken up the post as the new ruler. He claimed he had fell for you since he saw you at your wedding day with Lycan " A scoff escaped from me and I rolled my eyes. Fernando surely had fallen for me way back before I even met Lycan. I have known this from his gazes which he shot at me in the stores. Sometimes he would pay for the dresses I have bought and walk me to the entrance of Merry pack. All the while I have counted his advan