Jenna/Sr. Claire's Pov Mrs. Harrison showed me to my room. I step inside taking a peek around the room. I find it simple and beautiful. It is painted in faded yellow. There was only a bed and a chair nearby the window and a table besides with books on it. It feels so comfortable and so nice to be here. It's like here is where I truly belong even though my home lies where my mother's superior and the orphanage are. But it still feels like this is my home. "Thank you, this looks beautiful and feels like-" I said while turning around and only to stop in mid-sentence. Mrs. Harrison stood there looking at me with tears that are about to fall from her eyes. I wanted to comfort the woman but I don't know how to do it. "Mrs. Harri-" "Jen...I mean Sr. Claire is it okay if I hug you?" she asked cutting me off. A tear escapes her eye before the others dropped on her cheek. "I am sorry. You remind me so much of my Jenna...if..." she stutter but I moved forward and hug her to my chest. I
Hanna's POV (Claire's Mother) Flashback Slap! "Mom" Another slap stung her cheek and Jenna gasped. She blinked back a tear but it escaped and slid down her cheek. A prolonged and general silence filled the room for a second. No one dares to speak up. My mate Joziah stood there with his clenched fist. He was so close to losing his anger. Sophie's small cries break the silence and her boyfriend Ken who stood on the other side of the couch moved to comfort her. "Why?" she asked. "Why do you treat me like this?" her voice broke and another tear slid down her face. "You don't get to talk to your sister like that. You should be happy for her," I scolded Jenna who still stood there speechless with her left hand on her cheek and tears falling down her face. Not feeling any remorse towards her I said, "admit it! That you are just jealous of your sister. You could not stand her around people. You do not like the fact that she's prettier than you and she's way better than you." "What d
Shawn's POV When she left with Elder Oldega everyone inside the room did not speak up again. Alpha Colby stands there with his eyes close. However, for the rest, their eyes were on me as if they are expecting me to say something or even better to explain myself. Clearing my throat, I stand up from my seat and face them without fear. I wanted to point something out to them that Jenna was never at fault. I heave a sigh before closing my eyes for a minute and opening them up again to see their attention. They were waiting for my explanation. "I do believe that this is entirely my fault. I know you are blaming her right now. But, there's one thing I want everyone to be clear of. The reason why you think she doesn't remember us or have chosen the life she lives was entirely my fault," I said while bowing my head in shame. "You can do this Shawn," I hear Colby through our link. I look over my shoulder and he gave me a reassuring nod. I turn back to our pack with confidence after encour
Jenna/ Sr. Claire's POV 'I think people in this town are not normal,' I keep telling myself as I sit there in Mr. Odega's home with my fingers fiddling together and eyes wandering around the house. I am waiting for him as he went upstairs to change. Mr. Odega after pulling me out of the room brought me straight to his home. There was no one here except a maid and his driver. His house is three blocks away from the house of Mr. McCarthy. It's a modern designed house from the outside but inside, it is filled with those classic antiques. There's a huge transformation of the outside from the inside of his home. It feels like you are back in those days when you live accordingly to etiquette. Except for the huge wolf's portrait on the hall that growls with blood dripping from its teeth, sort of scaring me a little. It feels like the wolf is watching me while I sat there alone. From what I see around this town, the people sure are obsessed with wolves. "Oh no, what if they are wolves...
Jenna/Sr. Claire The next day I wave goodbye to Mr. Odega as he left me on the doorstep of Mr. McCarthy's place. I stand there watching him disappear down the street. Shawn was supposed to pick me up but it all changes this morning. The meeting that Mr. Odega was supposed to attend is pushed forward to early morning so he has to be there early. I find it strange and not normal. However, I am trying to stay positive during my stay here. Last night, Mr. Odega had explained during dinner that he have businesses to attend and one of them was the early meeting. I am not allowed to go with him because non-family members are exempt. I told him again about the Jenna issue and he ensure me that Mr. McCarthy had already solved the problem. I will find it more comfortable around the people in this town. So, here I am in front of McCarthy's place early in the morning. Letting out a heavy sigh. I turn around and knock on the door lightly. The door opens and Mrs. Harrison stood speechless for
Jenna/Sr. Claire "Would you be so kind to take Sr. Claire around for a tour?" Colby ask Shawn which made me sigh in relief. I try to wipe away the sweat on my forehead. 'God! why am I overthinking the situation in McCarthy's home? I look at Shawn and he looks conflicted as to if he doesn't want to take me around. I bet if I was an ordinary woman he would take the chance but since I am a woman of God and look ordinary he doesn't seem to be interested. 'Men' I thought in my head. "Colby, I am sorry but I have things to do. I think Hailey should do it" Shawn replied. Hailey stiffens in her seat, her smile looks forced. She glances at Shawn and I can see her gritting teeth through the smile. The moment became awkward. Luckily the children came running into the living room alleviating the tension and awkwardness in here. Sora exclaimed when her eyes meet mine. She came running to me excitedly. She hugs me and I let her sit on my lap. I glance at Hailey who looks at us with a frown
Shawn's POV"Did she ask you anything about Jenna?" I ask Jude who just plop down on the couch in Colby's office. Colby and I waited for him to answer. We were both curious about her tour with Jude. He takes a deep sigh before throwing me a look."What do you think Beta?" he scoffs. "I was just asking," I growl back at him. My wolf disapproves of Jude's attitude. He didn't like Jude's reply and currently, I am trying not to lose control. If my wolf takes over, Jude won't be giving us that look and attitude. Jude rub the back of his neck and sat up straight. "It's easy to talk to her but it's so hard to watch her cry for her misery in the past" he explains. I sit up straight and glare at him. "The fuck did you do? Your job was simple. You are supposed to make her feel welcome not to feel shitty" I angrily scold him. "Shawn, you need to calm down," Colby said when seeing my jaw and fist clenched."Look, you don't get to be mad at me. Our Alpha offered for you to be her tour guide an
ShawnI was sure to die for her when I quicken my step, in the direction of her voice. I stop when I see a big bear sleeping under the tree as she firmly grip her hands around the tree branch. The sight of her hanging on another branch for dear life while sitting on the other one made me sigh in relief. She looks happy when seeing me and started to wipe off her tears. Her eyes look red and swollen as if she has been crying for hours. I put my hand between my lips, asking her to be quiet. She nodded her head and I made my way to her. My step is so stiff as I didn't want to step on a branch or anything that will make a loud noise. The branch that Jenna was sitting on suddenly snap making the bear wake up and roar at her. I halt in my step. I don't want Jenna to know that I am a werewolf. The bear roared and swirl around in my direction. I made eye contact with him. He's a creature and I am a half creature. We can communicate and I know he will listen to me and not hurt her. "Don't
Sr. Claire/ Jenna’s PovThe sound of waves crashing to the shore made me close my eyes and enjoy the breeze. I love this and I wish to enjoy this beautiful scene and moments forever. “Aunty” I smile upon hearing that sweet voice and turn back to see my nephew namely Wes waving at me. That kid has grown up so quick and I love to spoil him as he is my only nephew. He took both of his parents looks which is an excellent combination. "Aunty" he calls again and I wave at him, shaking my head casually. Today’s my vacation day and I decided to spend it with my family at the beach house like I did every year. We have been doing this practice every year during the warm summer season. I do not own the beach house as I don’t have money and yes, I finally have a family now apart from the nuns, my mother superior and the children at the orphanage.“Jenna” my mom hugs me to her side when she reaches me. I snap out of my thoughts and smile at her. It has been two months since I haven’t seen her
(Slightly Mature)Hailey’s Pov“You know, sometimes you need to rest love,” I said to Colby as I rub my five-month pregnant stomach. It is nice to have another child on the way especially its the one I created with my loving mate. Colby looks up at me through his reading glasses. A smile broke on his face and he took them off, rubbing his eyes. He placed the reading glasses on the ledger in front of him and let out a long exhausting sigh.“I can’t do that,” he simply replies and slumps back to rest his head on the leather chair.Seeing him work so hard makes me worried all time. I always worried about his health. I slowly walk toward him and move to the back of his chair.I place my hands on his head. . “I know you have a lot on your plate and it’s your responsibility to do this but sometimes we all need to rest. You need to relax daddy.”I start to massage his head. Colby let out a groan.“Don’t start or you will get it baby” he warns me, making me smile even more and continue to ma
Our Theme song for the epilogue is "Always" by Yoon Mi Rae. Your author will always love you, my readers. So please 'unfollow my heart.'~~~Shawn's POVWe sat there silently waiting for her. It has been an hour since we'd waited outside of Lucia's Cabin. She linked us earlier today to come to her place as Jenna wanted to talk to us. Nervously my right leg bounces up and down with my sweaty hands rubbing against my jean. Mrs. Harrison reached out and takes my hand into hers. "It's going to be alright," she whispers to me in a very comforting tone. I am thankful to have her here with me. When the door opened I saw Jenna laughing at something Lucia is saying before she turns around and settling her eyes on me. Lucia smiled and mouth to me you'll be okay."Hey," I stood up abruptly and walk over to where she stood. "Can I have a moment with you?" I ask and look back and Mrs. Harrison gave me a reassuring smile. Taking a deep breath, I look back to face Jenna and nod my head yes to he
Jenna/Sr. ClaireThoughts flow in my head. I don't know what to do anymore. There is still a part of me who longs to stay here with my mate but then, there's another life I have as a human. Sometimes I feel like I am going crazy.After my Mother's Superior left, I stay inside my room and skipped dinner. Her words today made open my eyes and brought me back to Colby's question and now I didn't even get a good sleep as I am indecisive about what to do and who to choose. My thoughts keep going back and forth. I am conflicted as I look at the promising glover Shawn gave me over and over again before I pray again to God to show me the way by giving me a sign.After hours of wondering in the darkness of my world. Finally as if something dawned on me, I thought of a perfect way to solve all these doubts and unanswered questions I have. I get up right away on my feet. I know where to go to find my answers. I run out of the house and follow the trail that I used when I was running away. I ho
Jenna/Sr. ClaireOn the next day, I was sitting in my room meditating when my mother came inside unannounced. "I am sorry to interrupt you," she said. "Anything I can help you with?" She shook her head no and came to sit beside me. "I don't know if you still remember or even want to know it. Your sister has a pup. Ken, her mate took him away when Sophie died." I raise my brow. "Nephew?" I question and she nods her head yes. "I do visit them sometimes but ever since you came I haven't. Today I am going to see him at the Nightfall Pack and I just wanted to know if you want to come with me" I try to blink my eyes. This is another shocking news that I did not remember. Taking deep breaths I stood up and try to calm myself. When I am calm I said, "I want to see him if that's okay with you?" "Thank you Jenna" she raised her hand to touch me but I step back. I may have forgiven her but there is a boundary between us. She looked taken a back for a moment she look sad before she cover it
Jenna/ Sr. ClaireTo forget is the hardest thing to do and that is why I don't forgive anyone easily. However, to see people that I used to despise work their way for forgiveness, my heart wavers. Shawn did live up to his promise and so did everyone else. After another month Shawn did earn my trust but not my heart. However, recently I am starting to feel it wavers for him. I have to be honest that every time I am with him I am smiling and happy. He didn't do anything to relive the unforgiveable past we had, rather he filled it with lights. Now I am conflicted between my feelings for him and my responsibilities as a nun. A woman who is already anointed to serve God. "Do you want more" Shawn said, pulling me out of my train of thoughts. I look up and see him wiggles his brow at the waffle on the spatula in his hand? I groan and rub my stomach. "No thanks, I am full," I said. He shook his head and place the waffle on an empty plate. "Morning uncle and aunty" I hear a cheerful voice
Shawn"Dad where is mo- aunt Sr. Claire?" asked Hans. I know my son is struggling between his biological mother and Jenna. I've seen him with her and sometimes I may have caught him in his room, wishing for Jenna to be his mother. I don't want him to have false hope because my relationship with Jenna is still questionable. "Dad, where's aunt Claire," his question snap me back from my trance. When my son arrived home he wanted to meet Jenna but I told him that she was a bit busy. Now I can't lie to him anymore. This has been going on for days and I didn't want to disappoint him by telling truth. After all he is just a child. My child. "She's in her room. why?" I ask him. "I miss her," he sadly said to me. I look at him sadly remembering that I have to win Jenna's heart again. I smile at him and bend down to his level."Okay, why don't we surprise her for a day out" I suggest and Hans jumps to his feet in excitement. "Dad, let's get ready" he drags me to the shower. After we get re
Jenna/Sr. ClaireShawn left right after his promise, excusing himself that he has pack duties and I'm left with the kids. Despite that, we still enjoy our picnic even though it was kinda sad that Shawn missed out on the rest of the fun. Back to the pack house after our fun at the park. I sat in my room, thinking of his words before I get up and go to the shower. After a nice warm shower, I changed into a mid-knee floral 'skirt and a white tug-in blouse. I then put on pairs of white sneakers. I try to look for a pen and paper but I could not find it. I know one person I can get it from. Despite, not wanting to go but I have no option. I walk out of my room and head towards downstairs. I then turn right and made my way to Colby's office. When I reach it I knock on the door lightly. "Come in" I hear him from inside. The moment I open the door is the moment I regret coming here. Shawn, Hailey, and Hanna were all in Colby's office. They all look at me as if they saw a ghost. I clear my
Jenna/Sr. Claire"Forgive me, Lord." I kiss my cross tied to my necklace and place it in the top drawer. After another breakdown, I never bother to show my face at lunch or dinner. It is another day and I have been sitting here thinking of what to do until I made up my mind. And what I am going to do may sound crazy. However, for once I want to go crazy because I am going crazy of what had happened to me in the past. These people who claim to love, to know, and to say sorry to me are making me unstable again. I need to breathe. I need to live a little and just forget everything. I look at myself in the mirror once again. "This is it," I said to my reflection. Taking a deep breath I check my skinny jean, spaghetti top, and my two-inch heel. "It's time for Jenna to let loose" I mutter and grab my purse from the nightstand. I slowly close the door behind me and about to walk through the hallway way when a voice stops me. "You're going somewhere?" I turn to find Colby standing at the