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Mate or God? Chapter 10: Clearwood Town
Jenna/Sr. Claire "Would you be so kind to take Sr. Claire around for a tour?" Colby ask Shawn which made me sigh in relief. I try to wipe away the sweat on my forehead. 'God! why am I overthinking the situation in McCarthy's home? I look at Shawn and he looks conflicted as to if he doesn't want to take me around. I bet if I was an ordinary woman he would take the chance but since I am a woman of God and look ordinary he doesn't seem to be interested. 'Men' I thought in my head. "Colby, I am sorry but I have things to do. I think Hailey should do it" Shawn replied. Hailey stiffens in her seat, her smile looks forced. She glances at Shawn and I can see her gritting teeth through the smile. The moment became awkward. Luckily the children came running into the living room alleviating the tension and awkwardness in here. Sora exclaimed when her eyes meet mine. She came running to me excitedly. She hugs me and I let her sit on my lap. I glance at Hailey who looks at us with a frown
Mate or God? Chapter 11: A Mission Impossible
Shawn's POV"Did she ask you anything about Jenna?" I ask Jude who just plop down on the couch in Colby's office. Colby and I waited for him to answer. We were both curious about her tour with Jude. He takes a deep sigh before throwing me a look."What do you think Beta?" he scoffs. "I was just asking," I growl back at him. My wolf disapproves of Jude's attitude. He didn't like Jude's reply and currently, I am trying not to lose control. If my wolf takes over, Jude won't be giving us that look and attitude. Jude rub the back of his neck and sat up straight. "It's easy to talk to her but it's so hard to watch her cry for her misery in the past" he explains. I sit up straight and glare at him. "The fuck did you do? Your job was simple. You are supposed to make her feel welcome not to feel shitty" I angrily scold him. "Shawn, you need to calm down," Colby said when seeing my jaw and fist clenched."Look, you don't get to be mad at me. Our Alpha offered for you to be her tour guide an
Mate or God? Chapter 12: An Old Foe
ShawnI was sure to die for her when I quicken my step, in the direction of her voice. I stop when I see a big bear sleeping under the tree as she firmly grip her hands around the tree branch. The sight of her hanging on another branch for dear life while sitting on the other one made me sigh in relief. She looks happy when seeing me and started to wipe off her tears. Her eyes look red and swollen as if she has been crying for hours. I put my hand between my lips, asking her to be quiet. She nodded her head and I made my way to her. My step is so stiff as I didn't want to step on a branch or anything that will make a loud noise. The branch that Jenna was sitting on suddenly snap making the bear wake up and roar at her. I halt in my step. I don't want Jenna to know that I am a werewolf. The bear roared and swirl around in my direction. I made eye contact with him. He's a creature and I am a half creature. We can communicate and I know he will listen to me and not hurt her. "Don't
Mate or God? Chapter 13: She's Not Her
Jenna/Sr. ClaireNothing! That's what I found from my mission which I fail to accomplish. A week passed and I ended up with nothing but only to be chased around by the bear and saved at last by Shawn. It was so embarrassing to be scared by the big bear and then sleep on Shawn's back when he piggyback me. Gosh, I've never asked him if I had snored or drooled on his back. Some things are better left to be unsaid, right? I didn't uncover the connection between Jenna to Shawn. Then between her and Colby and his wife and everybody else. I didn't even get the proof to know if what I saw on the first day of my arrival here in the forest is wrong or just another illusion. Ughh maybe I am wrong, darn. The people here have been so good to me but God I am the sinful one for doubting them. Since there was no mystery for me to uncover. The story was simply how Jude explains it to me. A part of me refused to give up but I decided to let it go and enjoy my stay here.Speaking of living here wit
Mate or God? Chapter 14: Love and Friendship
Colby's PovAfter another argument with Hailey, I storm out of the house. I needed space from her and I don't regret letting out my anger. I told her so many times that Sr. Claire is not Jenna. She might be in the past but now she is a different person. I also told her not to say some shit about Jenna because there are people around us that are still hurt from her sudden disappearance. However, Hailey is always stubborn and selfish enough to shove everything in other people's faces. I can't believe that our argument was about her disrespecting Jenna and then it ended with our past which made me infatuated with her even more. She always made me feel guilty about what I've done in the past. Yes, I admit I rejected her and broke her heart but I've begged and done everything to make amend for it. Up until now I am still not forgiving myself for what I did. I am still working on everything to make it alright. However, I've never made her feel bad about what she had done to me. Never thr
Mate or God? Chapter 15: His Married Girlfriend
Jenna/Sr.Claire"Who was Jenna to you?" I ask and they all turn to me with shocked expressions.It's like they didn't expect me to hear their argument about Jenna. I didn't quite get what they were arguing about. The only line I hear was Shawn's warning to Hailey in which he did mention Jenna. I was going to forget about it but since Jenna is a hot topic around this town and I am always the center of their attention. I cannot let go easily, especially when some people like Hailey can not stand the sight of me because of Jenna. I want to forget her so bad but they made it impossible for me not to meddle. I regret not digging deeper a week ago but I do not regret asking who Jenna was to them. I want to know that connection. "So who's Jenna?" I ask again and waited for anyone's response but by the look on their faces.They look conflicted. I am about to ask again when Shawn answer "she's my ma- girlfriend."OMG did I hear him right. I know he was to say another word. "No, you were ab
Mate or God? Chapter 16: Confessions
Colby (Mature Content)My mate crawls on the bed tirelessly. I pull back her hair and then fisted it around my hand. I push her legs wide open and I bend over snaking my arm around her waist.I have been fucking her angrily for an hour now and I still can't help but punish her. I drop kisses on her neck and push her against the wall where the headboard used to bang against.Her hands and front are flat on the wall. I pin her there with her legs already spread widely. I ease myself into her tight hole and start pounding her. Fuck, it feels so good to be inside her and I missed this.Me pounding in my paradise haven."Yes, there...right there baby," she moans out loud as her hands splayed on the wall. I increase the pace hitting her right where she wanted me to."Who does this fucking pussy belong to huh?" I pull back her hair making her scream back at me. "Fuck baby it's yours" she moan in pleasure while I keep pounding in her."Fuck, Colby I am all yours baby" she screams out loud and
Mate or God? Chapter 17: Heartstrings
Jenna/Sr. ClairePutting the last pancake on the plate I sit down on the chair and wipe the sweat from my forehead. "Whew that was a lot to do," I said. "Yeah, thanks for helping out" Shawn pat me on the back and sit next to me. "You look like you didn't have enough sleep last night," Shawn said with concern. That is true and whom to blame. Blame Colby and his wife. Their voices were so loud and did not spare a moment to think of their loving innocent neighbor in the next room to theirs. "Hey are you okay?" he asks, putting his hand on my forehead to check for any sign of fever but I remove it. "Yeah, I am fine. It's just that Colby and-" realizing what I am about to say I bit my bottom lip and shut up.Shawn looked at me curiously before asking, "wait did you see anything you shouldn't?" "No, I didn't" I deny it and he laughs at me."Oh my, are you sure you didn't hear or-" quickly I place my hand over his mouth muffling the rest of his words. "Are you guys okay?" Hailey asks a
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Mate or God? Bonus Chapter 2: Happily Ever After
Sr. Claire/ Jenna’s PovThe sound of waves crashing to the shore made me close my eyes and enjoy the breeze. I love this and I wish to enjoy this beautiful scene and moments forever. “Aunty” I smile upon hearing that sweet voice and turn back to see my nephew namely Wes waving at me. That kid has grown up so quick and I love to spoil him as he is my only nephew. He took both of his parents looks which is an excellent combination. "Aunty" he calls again and I wave at him, shaking my head casually. Today’s my vacation day and I decided to spend it with my family at the beach house like I did every year. We have been doing this practice every year during the warm summer season. I do not own the beach house as I don’t have money and yes, I finally have a family now apart from the nuns, my mother superior and the children at the orphanage.“Jenna” my mom hugs me to her side when she reaches me. I snap out of my thoughts and smile at her. It has been two months since I haven’t seen her
Mate or God? Bonus Chapter 1: Rewrite The Stars
(Slightly Mature)Hailey’s Pov“You know, sometimes you need to rest love,” I said to Colby as I rub my five-month pregnant stomach. It is nice to have another child on the way especially its the one I created with my loving mate. Colby looks up at me through his reading glasses. A smile broke on his face and he took them off, rubbing his eyes. He placed the reading glasses on the ledger in front of him and let out a long exhausting sigh.“I can’t do that,” he simply replies and slumps back to rest his head on the leather chair.Seeing him work so hard makes me worried all time. I always worried about his health. I slowly walk toward him and move to the back of his chair.I place my hands on his head. . “I know you have a lot on your plate and it’s your responsibility to do this but sometimes we all need to rest. You need to relax daddy.”I start to massage his head. Colby let out a groan.“Don’t start or you will get it baby” he warns me, making me smile even more and continue to ma
Mate or God? Epilogue
Our Theme song for the epilogue is "Always" by Yoon Mi Rae. Your author will always love you, my readers. So please 'unfollow my heart.'~~~Shawn's POVWe sat there silently waiting for her. It has been an hour since we'd waited outside of Lucia's Cabin. She linked us earlier today to come to her place as Jenna wanted to talk to us. Nervously my right leg bounces up and down with my sweaty hands rubbing against my jean. Mrs. Harrison reached out and takes my hand into hers. "It's going to be alright," she whispers to me in a very comforting tone. I am thankful to have her here with me. When the door opened I saw Jenna laughing at something Lucia is saying before she turns around and settling her eyes on me. Lucia smiled and mouth to me you'll be okay."Hey," I stood up abruptly and walk over to where she stood. "Can I have a moment with you?" I ask and look back and Mrs. Harrison gave me a reassuring smile. Taking a deep breath, I look back to face Jenna and nod my head yes to he
Mate or God? Chapter 32: Mate or God?
Jenna/Sr. ClaireThoughts flow in my head. I don't know what to do anymore. There is still a part of me who longs to stay here with my mate but then, there's another life I have as a human. Sometimes I feel like I am going crazy.After my Mother's Superior left, I stay inside my room and skipped dinner. Her words today made open my eyes and brought me back to Colby's question and now I didn't even get a good sleep as I am indecisive about what to do and who to choose. My thoughts keep going back and forth. I am conflicted as I look at the promising glover Shawn gave me over and over again before I pray again to God to show me the way by giving me a sign.After hours of wondering in the darkness of my world. Finally as if something dawned on me, I thought of a perfect way to solve all these doubts and unanswered questions I have. I get up right away on my feet. I know where to go to find my answers. I run out of the house and follow the trail that I used when I was running away. I ho
Mate or God? Chapter 31: Mother Superior
Jenna/Sr. ClaireOn the next day, I was sitting in my room meditating when my mother came inside unannounced. "I am sorry to interrupt you," she said. "Anything I can help you with?" She shook her head no and came to sit beside me. "I don't know if you still remember or even want to know it. Your sister has a pup. Ken, her mate took him away when Sophie died." I raise my brow. "Nephew?" I question and she nods her head yes. "I do visit them sometimes but ever since you came I haven't. Today I am going to see him at the Nightfall Pack and I just wanted to know if you want to come with me" I try to blink my eyes. This is another shocking news that I did not remember. Taking deep breaths I stood up and try to calm myself. When I am calm I said, "I want to see him if that's okay with you?" "Thank you Jenna" she raised her hand to touch me but I step back. I may have forgiven her but there is a boundary between us. She looked taken a back for a moment she look sad before she cover it
Mate or God? Chapter 30: Forgiven
Jenna/ Sr. ClaireTo forget is the hardest thing to do and that is why I don't forgive anyone easily. However, to see people that I used to despise work their way for forgiveness, my heart wavers. Shawn did live up to his promise and so did everyone else. After another month Shawn did earn my trust but not my heart. However, recently I am starting to feel it wavers for him. I have to be honest that every time I am with him I am smiling and happy. He didn't do anything to relive the unforgiveable past we had, rather he filled it with lights. Now I am conflicted between my feelings for him and my responsibilities as a nun. A woman who is already anointed to serve God. "Do you want more" Shawn said, pulling me out of my train of thoughts. I look up and see him wiggles his brow at the waffle on the spatula in his hand? I groan and rub my stomach. "No thanks, I am full," I said. He shook his head and place the waffle on an empty plate. "Morning uncle and aunty" I hear a cheerful voice
Mate or God? Chapter 29: Glover
Shawn"Dad where is mo- aunt Sr. Claire?" asked Hans. I know my son is struggling between his biological mother and Jenna. I've seen him with her and sometimes I may have caught him in his room, wishing for Jenna to be his mother. I don't want him to have false hope because my relationship with Jenna is still questionable. "Dad, where's aunt Claire," his question snap me back from my trance. When my son arrived home he wanted to meet Jenna but I told him that she was a bit busy. Now I can't lie to him anymore. This has been going on for days and I didn't want to disappoint him by telling truth. After all he is just a child. My child. "She's in her room. why?" I ask him. "I miss her," he sadly said to me. I look at him sadly remembering that I have to win Jenna's heart again. I smile at him and bend down to his level."Okay, why don't we surprise her for a day out" I suggest and Hans jumps to his feet in excitement. "Dad, let's get ready" he drags me to the shower. After we get re
Mate or God? Chapter 28: To Do List
Jenna/Sr. ClaireShawn left right after his promise, excusing himself that he has pack duties and I'm left with the kids. Despite that, we still enjoy our picnic even though it was kinda sad that Shawn missed out on the rest of the fun. Back to the pack house after our fun at the park. I sat in my room, thinking of his words before I get up and go to the shower. After a nice warm shower, I changed into a mid-knee floral 'skirt and a white tug-in blouse. I then put on pairs of white sneakers. I try to look for a pen and paper but I could not find it. I know one person I can get it from. Despite, not wanting to go but I have no option. I walk out of my room and head towards downstairs. I then turn right and made my way to Colby's office. When I reach it I knock on the door lightly. "Come in" I hear him from inside. The moment I open the door is the moment I regret coming here. Shawn, Hailey, and Hanna were all in Colby's office. They all look at me as if they saw a ghost. I clear my
Mate or God? Chapter 27: Going Crazy
Jenna/Sr. Claire"Forgive me, Lord." I kiss my cross tied to my necklace and place it in the top drawer. After another breakdown, I never bother to show my face at lunch or dinner. It is another day and I have been sitting here thinking of what to do until I made up my mind. And what I am going to do may sound crazy. However, for once I want to go crazy because I am going crazy of what had happened to me in the past. These people who claim to love, to know, and to say sorry to me are making me unstable again. I need to breathe. I need to live a little and just forget everything. I look at myself in the mirror once again. "This is it," I said to my reflection. Taking a deep breath I check my skinny jean, spaghetti top, and my two-inch heel. "It's time for Jenna to let loose" I mutter and grab my purse from the nightstand. I slowly close the door behind me and about to walk through the hallway way when a voice stops me. "You're going somewhere?" I turn to find Colby standing at the
