I don't know about Spencer...
He is always hot on my head... I do not know. He becomes a demon again.
We spent Christmas and New Year in Tita Peni. We celebrated there where it was our first celebration as a couple. But he is elusive to me. I noticed. Every time I approach him, he gets irritated. I really do not know....
"WHAT? It's not possible... Our project there must continue. I will handle it. Just me!" He stopped shouting at the person he was talking to on the phone. I am currently preparing his snack now for him to enter his work. I take care of his breakfast every morning. Since then. My face is already thick here. Even if he doesn't talk to me anymore.
"CAN NOT! The budget there for construction is full. Why won't that project given to me?!” He was holding his cellphone while screaming with a fever. He turns out to be a monster in his work. I only looked for a moment&mdas
I hate that girl! She ruined my day here by going to our house. She makes my head hot. I have to get her out of here. Her face is too thick for her to live at home.“MOM!” I'm tired of calling mommy. because she hasn't been paying attention to me since earlier. I'm here word for word. She left me without even making me understand why that girl was here!"Let her go Mom... I don't want her to live here anymore, hayst!" I sighed as I was out of breath. I'm in awe of that girl. Especially the way she behaved towards me earlier, which has not changed.“Kara... You're not young anymore. Whatever happened to you and Kyla— P-Please..." I scratched my neck at what mommy said. It's like she's siding with that sneaky Kyla!To my annoyance. I went home without saying goodbye to her. I feel bad now..."Is she your daddy's secretary?" I dreamed about Maxine's question to me. I told her about it. Especially now that she is here at the condo."I'm disgusted by that stupid thing." I swear that I rea
What they were hiding?I need to know now!Dad is still looking at me, dumbfounded, wondering if he should tell me or not."A-Answer me...." I begged him to tell me everything. I am begging him.There are so many questions in my mind... I just can't open my mouth to ask."Y-You gave him money, didn't you?" I was trying to make it clear to him he should just answer."So he agreed to marry me? That's when— He is addicted to his gambling habit. Why? Why you let me to marry him?” I said in disbelief that anytime my tears will fall.I feel my suspicions were right. Spencer had agreed to marry me, because dad will lend him money.I will never forget that mommy and daddy had a fight. Because of the amount of money that daddy took from the bank. Mommy found out and she got angry. I just heard that—For me.What for me? For me, because he loaned Spencer the money to marry me? I do not understand!His parents also agreed and didn't even object then. Especially when daddy called Spencer to talk t
I couldn't stand it anymore until I got up to meet mom today. I don't know... Why is she here at home? One more thing. How did she know that Spencer and I live here now?"K-Kara..." She was about to cry when she called my name. I can't even swallow my mouth is full of wonder now. Why is mommy here?I looked at Spencer, who just looked at me as if his look said that he knew nothing. To me, maybe he invited mom here. Especially earlier. He asked me how my relationship with mommy and daddy was. Maybe... This is his surprise to me?That he sent mommy here so that I can be happy that my mother is here with me."Kara..." My eyes widened. After seeing mommy in front of me now crying as she used her palm to wipe her tears.She is crying in front of me now that she is going through something. I was about to approach her. When I stopped at my current position. When she said that&mdas
I invited Maxine to the Salon Spa. She accompanied me and we went together. For relaxing.Especially the amount of stress I've been through lately.I am currently walking on this paved road that leads to our house. While walking, I look at every house I passed that until second floor. The style is the same as Spencer's house.I remembered that—This Subdivision Village now belongs to my husband. Hard to believe... But he said he already owns it. But how? I don't want to think badly of him. Because we are still together now. Only mine. Hopefully, the money he used for this would not have come from his evil ways. He cleanly took the money he had worked for. To have a property of this subdivision.When I walk my neck suddenly stiffened. Maybe I'm just tired now. So I softly massaged my neck gently to make the tightness go away. I closed my eyes as I now smelled the scent of the essential oil that was rubbed on me earlier at the spa. The scent still hasn't gone away now that every time I
Spencer's POVAs many as can be my guests today. Why is this guy that I shouldn't see now?"What are you doing here, Rago?" It's calm, but I'm already frowning here, after seeing his appearance in front of me now.He is just give me a smirk that he's drooling again now. Know why he is here again. He will charge me again for what I owe him. That I won that. Because he was a loser who didn't know how to play until he lost and the money he bet went to me.He always says that I took the million money that he lost in our gambling. I don't understand him. There are also times when he threatens me—That I'm not afraid of him. Just don't let him sympathize with my family. Because we both really know each other.“Indeed. This is your house." He turned his whole gaze to my house that if he could look at it, he would like to enter. He is not welcome.I averte
I want to be alone. That I don't want anyone talking to me. Especially Spencer. I don't want him to approach me when he's only around me. I am disgusted with him.I hate them all! Especially from daddy who kept everything from me. I am angry with him."Mom?" She just enlarged her eyes in me. After I told her what I found out earlier. After I left dad's office.I know she knows something like dad, she also hid it. Because I can't hurt? Haha!THEY HIDE SO MUCH FROM ME!"Will it hurt me after knowing that? No... Because— I don't know! I ALSO DO NOT KNOW!" I can feel the tendon coming out of my neck now with the force of my screaming.I can't feel anything else since I left dad's office. If not everyone is angry... I can't say that I'm hurt. Because, it's like I guessed I was aware. But I am still surprised."Kara, don't yell at me." Sh
It was early today that mommy was worried about me. She is here from Cebu. She was there for two weeks."What did you eat?" I looked at her as she asked me. I'm having trouble breathing now. Because of nausea."Stop..." It complained when I threw up again. I really can't spit out the insides, intestines and what else. My stomach doesn't hurt. I will swallow what hurts when I vomit.I can feel mommy rubbing my back. I'm here at the CR sink in the kitchen. Bowed down from my nausea. My stomach is turning. I would have delayed eating my breakfast. I do not know...I am struggling with this situation that I am vomiting more and more."Sit down," then mommy led me to the dining table and then made me sit on a chair. While holding my stomach. Even my side feels like it's aching now."It's just acid, mom." As I said. Mommy gave me trouble because I said something wr
WARNING: RATED SPG! Read at your own risk.Maxine went home to their province. She is dangerous here. Especially, there are people outside her condo waiting for her to come out. Reporters who have nothing else to do but gossip about the lives of famous people. Talk a lot. They just want to spread what they have to say.“Babe...” Spencer called to me. I wasn't paying attention to him. I am disgusted with him.Marga came here. She visited. The closeness of the two of them is ugly. Tsk!Yes, I am aware. Something happened to them both then... I don't want to think about it, my blood is boiling, grrr!"Babe, I don't know what's wrong with me," his voice sounded like he was about to cry. He was standing behind the sofa. While me, just sitting here in the couch with a feverish head.I don't know if it's normal or just brought on by my pregnancy. That I get annoyed easily. I'm just annoyed now. I'm not in the mood to be happy today!I locked myself in my room and didn't com
“Babe..." I woke him up. He came home late last night and I don't know where he went. Every night he goes somewhere I don't know where."Hey! Wake up!" His eyes blinked as he realized when I threw a pillow at him.I'm on a bad trip now. My head is getting hot in the morning."Daddy has brought the children. Go ahead and sleep there! You sleep very well... Tsk!” Sarcastically I said, then I turned my back on him and left the room. I'm seething with rage now that I'm obsessed with this ownership. Maybe out of time I will give birth again in my temper.I'm pregnant. I have been pregnant for four months. And hoping... I hope it's a girl. It's like I have a daughter that I've wanted for a long time. The achievement for me is different when the Lord gives me a baby girl.Spencer and I have four boys. In the past four years. Kier and Sky added more. Tyler is the third and our youngest now, Ice, who just turned one-year-old.“Spencer!” My anger and annoyance with him has really reached the sk
SPENCER'S POVMy whole face's wrinkled because of my irritation now.Mommy wakes me to go to her friend's house and we'll have dinner here right now“Spencer, where is Sen?”"Mom!" Sen, who just got off the car now.Then she came closer to us and we walked together inside the house now. While daddy followed behind."Peni! Hello Spencer! Hello Sen…” I ignored the greeting of Aunt Claire, who is a friend of mom and dad and we entered their house now.Mom looked at me, when our eyes met, as if she was telling me to smile. But I will be the one to follow. I didn't follow her. My whole face’s still wrinkled now with my facial expressions.Because their daughters are not yet. They made us sit at their dining table. Just the two of us of Sen. Because Aunt Claire pulled mommy and I didn't know where they were going.
There are events in life, one must be lose.Why is there such a thing?Can't we just have nothing to lose and just live here forever?Why is it necessary to lose something more...Sadness engulfed me after that happened. Even if it's hard... Even if it hurts my heart. I tried to attend the burial now.I was with mommy, who supported me and never left me. I am really saddened by its loss.I'm looking forward to the memories, happiness that we can create. But no more... The person I mean is gone."Kara, let's go home." Mommy hugged me, causing me to close my eyes. I'm wearing shades now. Because my eyes are puffy and big.She supporting me to leave where I was standing just before.The people who were looking at us as we passed said that I just want to end up in... I don't know... I ju
My world stopped even my breathing now.Spencer, with his two eyes wide. I'm nervous about him now. His mouth was agape, stiff and unable to close.“S-Spencer— Spencer ...” I called him sobbing while he was getting heavier now that my two arms were now stuck in both of his armpits. That's why I can feel his weight that he is gradually decreasing.I can't take this. I'm sobbing that my eyes are closed from crying now. My husband...“Spencer... Don't make fun of me now. Please...” I sobbed, begging him. This can't be. He has been away from us for a long time. He won't leave us like this again.I was going to call Sen, when she’s not here. Even Rago and Jacob are no longer here. So I cried out what to do. Then I turned to Kendra, who was now sprawled on the floor. Every breath I take now is heavy.I can’t take it a
I'm just here on the sidelines watching them in their drama.I did not help with the weaning. Spencer is actually the referee between Rago and Jacob, who doesn't want to stop now, full energy and full charge.Sen is currently still crying now on her knees. I was about to approach her when Rago suddenly grabbed her hand to make her stand up.Jacob didn't enjoy that Rago go to Sen. He run toward Rago and punch it. Until they exchanged fists again that they would dare now."Stop it! You're like children!" Spencer loudly told them to stop. Until they moved away from each other, catching their breaths now. Sen's wail is the one that dominates here now that we all looked at her. Silence prevailed, with none of us speaking now that we were all silent."What am I to you, Sen?" Jacob asked his wife. We are all looking at Sen now, waiting for her answer."I'm you
Maxine was at home every day, and I knew she was worried about me.She couldn't accept why I hid from her. That happened to me before.She said she noticed that I had a problem. Why didn't I report to her. She couldn't get over feeling guilty. I love her... Her pure heart towards me. I'm the only one trying to hide what I don't want them to know, and I should be the only one who gets caught.I'm sorry too. I did that wrong.I don't know who to tell because my mind confused at that time.It was my mistake that I hid it and didn't tell the people who really cared about me.Spencer still hasn't come home now, busy looking for his sister. Sen never came home and none of us knew where she was. Her parents are worried about her and even her husband where she is."Where are you going again?" He looked at me with a threat. I know he will not take me with him whe
I want to see Mrs. Rosales now. Because I know she knows something.Maybe she got bored with me going back and forth to her house. So she ordered her bodyguard to treat me like that... So that I would stop.Why?That's why the man used to look at me like he was undressing me. Then we met at a TV station where I was fell. I don't even know why he was there.I also learned that Rustin is Rago's older brother. They are brothers on the father's side.Security was tight here at home. Mommy has released from the hospital. But she's at daddy's house now and Lindsey will take care of her. The situation here at home is difficult as we are already dangerous here.Me and Spencer also decided that we will go to Italy first. One of his uncles is there. We will leave the country first and we will come back later when the jerk Rustin is in jail. The nerve of that bastard.
KARA'S POVI'm alone in the bed I'm lying on now with tears streaming down my face.This pain in my chest. I don't know where this is going—I'm hurting.My heart is still okay. Honestly, I really can't do it anymore. I want to give up.My husband has left me and doesn't care about me...I can't take it anymore... I give up."Mom!" I exclaimed when I entered her room today. I have mommy's eyes with joy and a smile on her lips now.Daddy intended to come and pick me up at home. To tell me that mommy is awake, and he sent me over here to see my mom that I missed."Mom..." My words were hard, and then I approached her and hugged her. Then my tears abundant flowed continuously and could not be stop.I felt mom rub my back.Finally! She is awake. This
KARA'S POVWhy is it that all the things that I did not expect to happen in my life, still happened?Life is unfair. I have so many questions about why this is... Because honestly, I'm not happy anymore. That I really want to leave the life I have now. I hope so... it's just a dream. That I will wake up even if I am sleeping.“Spencer left. He said goodbye to me." Mom's welcome words when I arrived in the kitchen today.Both of my shoulders slumped to sit in a chair now here. My husband and I don't talk anymore. Since I confessed to him what happened to me.Then he didn't come home either. He didn't come home for three days. He came home just last night, but he left immediately this morning before I woke up.I don't even know where he slept. Because he didn't sleep next to me in our room.It hurts&h