It was early today that mommy was worried about me. She is here from Cebu. She was there for two weeks.
"What did you eat?" I looked at her as she asked me. I'm having trouble breathing now. Because of nausea.
"Stop..." It complained when I threw up again. I really can't spit out the insides, intestines and what else. My stomach doesn't hurt. I will swallow what hurts when I vomit.
I can feel mommy rubbing my back. I'm here at the CR sink in the kitchen. Bowed down from my nausea. My stomach is turning. I would have delayed eating my breakfast. I do not know...
I am struggling with this situation that I am vomiting more and more.
"Sit down," then mommy led me to the dining table and then made me sit on a chair. While holding my stomach. Even my side feels like it's aching now.
"It's just acid, mom." As I said. Mommy gave me trouble because I said something wr
WARNING: RATED SPG! Read at your own risk.Maxine went home to their province. She is dangerous here. Especially, there are people outside her condo waiting for her to come out. Reporters who have nothing else to do but gossip about the lives of famous people. Talk a lot. They just want to spread what they have to say.“Babe...” Spencer called to me. I wasn't paying attention to him. I am disgusted with him.Marga came here. She visited. The closeness of the two of them is ugly. Tsk!Yes, I am aware. Something happened to them both then... I don't want to think about it, my blood is boiling, grrr!"Babe, I don't know what's wrong with me," his voice sounded like he was about to cry. He was standing behind the sofa. While me, just sitting here in the couch with a feverish head.I don't know if it's normal or just brought on by my pregnancy. That I get annoyed easily. I'm just annoyed now. I'm not in the mood to be happy today!I locked myself in my room and didn't com
MAXINE'S POVEverything was gone from me in an instant.I don't know where it's going. Because, I no longer have a face to show to other people.The video that I was there myself is very scattered. Our sex video of an actor whose popularity is on the rise. But in that video—Like me. He also fell.Before Kara. I also managed a one artist. A starlet. A beautiful woman. She has everything.I longed for her popularity then. She has a lot of movies that she asked to do. Because all Directors have confidence in her ability and skill in acting. I know she will be famous. Not because of me— that I'm her manager. Because of her potential that some of her fans will like her. Who will really support her in her popularity.I used to manage her. I'm happy. Because of the big money I earn from her. From the sponsors and also from the advertisements
There was an award that they invited me to. I don't even attend. Because I know I don't have an award to win. Also, Maxine is gone.All I know is that Marga won as 'Best Actress'. Good for her.I'm not jealous of her. It's just her way of getting close to my husband. Which is the reason my head is so hot that my blood is still boiling."Sen," I greeted my sister-in-law. Whom I think I just saw. I don't know where she went. Yes, I just saw her today. I missed her. It's a joke!"You're pregnant?" She actually asked me. I gave her a sweet smile while rubbing the bulge in my stomach that she was looking at now. Her two eyes were still big in disbelief.All I know is that she knows I'm pregnant. Maybe she's acting again now that she doesn't know.OMG! I missed her teasing me. From what I noticed, she looks mature now. She doesn't look matured. Let's
Why all this happened?Spencer couldn't sleep well anymore. I was worried about him. Everyone blamed him. There are some homeowners who want to move out of this subdivision. They will just take the money they paid. Because they are no longer safe here.Spencer is the one talking to them. I don't even know what they agreed on. Because there are really many problems.Mommy Peni and Daddy Jordan are also here at home. They heard about the news. They were worried about their son. So they went to our house.Good thing I remembered I was still pregnant. If not? Maybe I've neglected myself. Even I have affected by what is happening now in our lives."Kara, it's your daddy... I saw him at my friend's house. There was a birthday celebration there. It's my friend's son's birthday—who is probably your dad's friend. We met." I saw Mommy Peni looking at me.We are here at the dining table now, eating our dinner. I swallowed. I suddenly lost my appetite. Dad...How long will he hide?"I don't know
SPENCER'S POVKara has given birth.I don't know what I can call my feelings right now. Because I'm a full-fledged father. Our baby is a boy. We got a BOY!Our baby is a premature baby. He was seven months old, when Kara gave birth. Which should have been nine months.The doctor said, it really happens in the seventh month of pregnancy. The baby can come out of its mother. It can be premature. It sounds ironic—Maybe the baby is excited to come out. That's why he came out of this world early.They admitted Kara for two days. After her normal delivery. The baby needs to be put in an incubator. Because he was a premature baby. Kara is quiet again, so I can't talk to her. I was worried about her. I know she is anxious about our son. She does not leave the room where our son place. She was just outside."I'll go home first. I will bring you food here.” Mommy Claire patted me on the shoulder before she left to go home.She found out that her daughter gave birth. So she came back here from C
SEN'S POVI have moved to my condo now. Because we already have a class.I'm still an architecture student. I'm in my fifth year and next— I'll get my license. Hoping..."Sen, won't you come with us later? We're going to Bar.” I was shock by what my block mate said to me. Who is a man. I'm not fond of party goers.I want it too. But I prefer to sulk inside my condo by myself.I don't want to be happy, I just want to be lonely."You're here, Babyyyy!" It greeted me warmly when I entered my condo. It looks like it nailed him to the cross with his two arms in a T shape. While his sitting position, his two feet formed a number four.I looked at him lazily. I know why he is here."What are you doing here?" then I sat next to him on the sofa. He hugged me sud
WARNING:RATED SPG! READ AT YOUR OWN RISKSEN'S POVWe just continued kissing while we both stood together now. He was holding both of my cheeks and I was holding both of his cheeks. We exchanged saliva because of the intense kiss between the two of us.I felt we were both walking when I stopped. That's why he looked at me strangely."C-Can we here on the couch?" I was stupid for asking him this question. His mouth fell open as he understood what I meant. Until he laughed. Maybe he understood. So I hit him on the arm and he grabbed it."What are we going to do on the couch?" He asked innocently that I made him suffer. I'm getting shy. I don't want to continue."Sit down!" I gave him a firm command, which he obeyed.He sat on the couch, a
WARNING: RATED SPG!SEN'S POVI have been here for two days at Kara's house. Mommy took me on vacation here. Because Spencer went to Singapore. Kara and my niece, Baby Kier were not with Spencer.It's two days. I missed something...When will we meet again?I prefer to vacation in my condo. To have me a reason to lock myself inside my condo unit.We had a two-week break. So... I have twelve days left here. If I can say that, I will leave first. Because we have a project to do. It's easy for me to feel guilty that I can't...Kara left. So I'm carrying Baby Kier now. He's so cute..."Baby.... Mommy is just fast. She'll come home right away... She'll just buy your milk—Okay?” I comforted my nephew, who just looked at me as if he recognized me.When his da
“Babe..." I woke him up. He came home late last night and I don't know where he went. Every night he goes somewhere I don't know where."Hey! Wake up!" His eyes blinked as he realized when I threw a pillow at him.I'm on a bad trip now. My head is getting hot in the morning."Daddy has brought the children. Go ahead and sleep there! You sleep very well... Tsk!” Sarcastically I said, then I turned my back on him and left the room. I'm seething with rage now that I'm obsessed with this ownership. Maybe out of time I will give birth again in my temper.I'm pregnant. I have been pregnant for four months. And hoping... I hope it's a girl. It's like I have a daughter that I've wanted for a long time. The achievement for me is different when the Lord gives me a baby girl.Spencer and I have four boys. In the past four years. Kier and Sky added more. Tyler is the third and our youngest now, Ice, who just turned one-year-old.“Spencer!” My anger and annoyance with him has really reached the sk
SPENCER'S POVMy whole face's wrinkled because of my irritation now.Mommy wakes me to go to her friend's house and we'll have dinner here right now“Spencer, where is Sen?”"Mom!" Sen, who just got off the car now.Then she came closer to us and we walked together inside the house now. While daddy followed behind."Peni! Hello Spencer! Hello Sen…” I ignored the greeting of Aunt Claire, who is a friend of mom and dad and we entered their house now.Mom looked at me, when our eyes met, as if she was telling me to smile. But I will be the one to follow. I didn't follow her. My whole face’s still wrinkled now with my facial expressions.Because their daughters are not yet. They made us sit at their dining table. Just the two of us of Sen. Because Aunt Claire pulled mommy and I didn't know where they were going.
There are events in life, one must be lose.Why is there such a thing?Can't we just have nothing to lose and just live here forever?Why is it necessary to lose something more...Sadness engulfed me after that happened. Even if it's hard... Even if it hurts my heart. I tried to attend the burial now.I was with mommy, who supported me and never left me. I am really saddened by its loss.I'm looking forward to the memories, happiness that we can create. But no more... The person I mean is gone."Kara, let's go home." Mommy hugged me, causing me to close my eyes. I'm wearing shades now. Because my eyes are puffy and big.She supporting me to leave where I was standing just before.The people who were looking at us as we passed said that I just want to end up in... I don't know... I ju
My world stopped even my breathing now.Spencer, with his two eyes wide. I'm nervous about him now. His mouth was agape, stiff and unable to close.“S-Spencer— Spencer ...” I called him sobbing while he was getting heavier now that my two arms were now stuck in both of his armpits. That's why I can feel his weight that he is gradually decreasing.I can't take this. I'm sobbing that my eyes are closed from crying now. My husband...“Spencer... Don't make fun of me now. Please...” I sobbed, begging him. This can't be. He has been away from us for a long time. He won't leave us like this again.I was going to call Sen, when she’s not here. Even Rago and Jacob are no longer here. So I cried out what to do. Then I turned to Kendra, who was now sprawled on the floor. Every breath I take now is heavy.I can’t take it a
I'm just here on the sidelines watching them in their drama.I did not help with the weaning. Spencer is actually the referee between Rago and Jacob, who doesn't want to stop now, full energy and full charge.Sen is currently still crying now on her knees. I was about to approach her when Rago suddenly grabbed her hand to make her stand up.Jacob didn't enjoy that Rago go to Sen. He run toward Rago and punch it. Until they exchanged fists again that they would dare now."Stop it! You're like children!" Spencer loudly told them to stop. Until they moved away from each other, catching their breaths now. Sen's wail is the one that dominates here now that we all looked at her. Silence prevailed, with none of us speaking now that we were all silent."What am I to you, Sen?" Jacob asked his wife. We are all looking at Sen now, waiting for her answer."I'm you
Maxine was at home every day, and I knew she was worried about me.She couldn't accept why I hid from her. That happened to me before.She said she noticed that I had a problem. Why didn't I report to her. She couldn't get over feeling guilty. I love her... Her pure heart towards me. I'm the only one trying to hide what I don't want them to know, and I should be the only one who gets caught.I'm sorry too. I did that wrong.I don't know who to tell because my mind confused at that time.It was my mistake that I hid it and didn't tell the people who really cared about me.Spencer still hasn't come home now, busy looking for his sister. Sen never came home and none of us knew where she was. Her parents are worried about her and even her husband where she is."Where are you going again?" He looked at me with a threat. I know he will not take me with him whe
I want to see Mrs. Rosales now. Because I know she knows something.Maybe she got bored with me going back and forth to her house. So she ordered her bodyguard to treat me like that... So that I would stop.Why?That's why the man used to look at me like he was undressing me. Then we met at a TV station where I was fell. I don't even know why he was there.I also learned that Rustin is Rago's older brother. They are brothers on the father's side.Security was tight here at home. Mommy has released from the hospital. But she's at daddy's house now and Lindsey will take care of her. The situation here at home is difficult as we are already dangerous here.Me and Spencer also decided that we will go to Italy first. One of his uncles is there. We will leave the country first and we will come back later when the jerk Rustin is in jail. The nerve of that bastard.
KARA'S POVI'm alone in the bed I'm lying on now with tears streaming down my face.This pain in my chest. I don't know where this is going—I'm hurting.My heart is still okay. Honestly, I really can't do it anymore. I want to give up.My husband has left me and doesn't care about me...I can't take it anymore... I give up."Mom!" I exclaimed when I entered her room today. I have mommy's eyes with joy and a smile on her lips now.Daddy intended to come and pick me up at home. To tell me that mommy is awake, and he sent me over here to see my mom that I missed."Mom..." My words were hard, and then I approached her and hugged her. Then my tears abundant flowed continuously and could not be stop.I felt mom rub my back.Finally! She is awake. This
KARA'S POVWhy is it that all the things that I did not expect to happen in my life, still happened?Life is unfair. I have so many questions about why this is... Because honestly, I'm not happy anymore. That I really want to leave the life I have now. I hope so... it's just a dream. That I will wake up even if I am sleeping.“Spencer left. He said goodbye to me." Mom's welcome words when I arrived in the kitchen today.Both of my shoulders slumped to sit in a chair now here. My husband and I don't talk anymore. Since I confessed to him what happened to me.Then he didn't come home either. He didn't come home for three days. He came home just last night, but he left immediately this morning before I woke up.I don't even know where he slept. Because he didn't sleep next to me in our room.It hurts&h