WARNING: RATED SPG!
SEN'S POV
I have been here for two days at Kara's house. Mommy took me on vacation here. Because Spencer went to Singapore. Kara and my niece, Baby Kier were not with Spencer.
It's two days. I missed something...
When will we meet again?
I prefer to vacation in my condo. To have me a reason to lock myself inside my condo unit.
We had a two-week break. So... I have twelve days left here. If I can say that, I will leave first. Because we have a project to do. It's easy for me to feel guilty that I can't...
Kara left. So I'm carrying Baby Kier now. He's so cute...
"Baby.... Mommy is just fast. She'll come home right away... She'll just buy your milk—Okay?” I comforted my nephew, who just looked at me as if he recognized me.
When his da
KARA'S POVIt's been three months since Baby Kier came out today.I'm always happy. It's a distinct feeling to have someone I can call a child. I have a child born in this world.In the past days. A lot has really changed. I thought Spencer, and I were going to break up. Because we both have an agreement about our marriage. Only the two of us know.As in, if I think about it then— I can't help but surprised. Because I got pregnant. I brought Kier and Spencer and I got along well. I also feel every day about him he loves me. Baby Kier is the same. He changed. From always being hot-headed. His eyebrows always meet. Now his happiness is blooming. We are both happy."Sen, has she gone home?" I nodded as my answer to my husband's question to me.We are here at the dining table. Early morning. I'm the only one sitting now. Spencer is getting rea
KARA'S POVMy baby is crying. I can hug him now while I'm dancing. Just to stop his crying."Baby Kier... Hold on..." As I caressed his back now that I was carrying him. His head was on my shoulder, moving. He was getting irritable now that he wanted something. But I can't give it to him.It wasn't until mommy came and took Kier from me—He calmed down."Why are you wearing long sleeves? It's hot today…” My eyes widened at what mommy told me. While my son came home from his intense crying earlier. They both get along with mommy. While I am his real mommy, I can't even tame him."Kara m—" I immediately pulled the hem of the long sleeve I was wearing. I pulled it up because I looked at my hand."Do you have a bruise?" Sen said to me in surprise. It surprised me she had just entered the room
MAXINE'S POVI have lost count of the days I have been here on this island.When I stay here, I really only worry about myself, I expect. I felt comfortable in a small house that I live in now.The owner sold it to me. House and lot. Even if the lot is not wide. It's OK. The ocean is also in front of the house. It's so nice to wake up every morning and see the sea and sunlight now—greeting me. Especially this morning.Its owner has moved to the City. I do not know... Why my feet brought me here to this island. It's good that I still have some money left in my bank that I used to buy it so that I can live while I'm here.It's so peaceful here, I wish I could stay here forever. It's quiet and the lapping of the waves. I can already hear the pleasure of listening to my ears."Madam!” I know the voice. A fisher who was kind to me. I don't know why he
MAXINE'S POVAfter Marco and I had a confrontation for a day. He doesn't stay here at home anymore.All I know is that he was there with Randy. He is staying there. I know he respected me. But why is that?I look for his presence now at home. Her scent, which is the strange smell of her expensive perfume.Sometimes Randy serves me food here. The taste, I know it's a mixture. I do not know. I miss him.Is he teasing me every day? I feel like I've given up on him."Madam, I'm just going to get something from Sir Marco," said Randy, who entered the house today. I am sitting at the dining table.He even ordered Randy to get his things here."Madam, I'm leaving," Randy put his hand on her head. He has nothing. I know he will get Marco's sweater. Which I washed and hung there at the back of the house. It
MAXINE'S POVAt the same time as I opened my eyes, I saw a bulk of the man I knew who dressed now...Then I could still smell the man's perfume that spread throughout the room now. Even though I'm sleepy. I forced myself to get up and then I look to my clothes. My eyes are still burning as I look at — At Marco now, who already dressed.My heart beat faster...So, this is it?After something happened to us, will he leave? Laugh! I suspected correctly.I glared at him. Not including my lack of sleep today. My eyes widened when he handed me the amount of paper money that I was looking at stupidly now.“Twenty thousand.” I didn't like what he said. I couldn't stand it...How dare he? Tsk! I'm only worth twenty thousand? Close to the happiness I experienced with him? Thick.My jaw is
SEN'S POVI had a delightful dream—it cut short. Because of the noise I hear now from downstairs. I'm here in my room here at Spencer's house. I slept here last night."Shit! The noise, grr!” I looked for my slippers, which I also immediately found under the bed that I put on.When I came down, I found Kara crying. I am confused. Why is Kara crying?My heart is also beating faster with—something wrong is happening in this house.My eyes searched for Spencer. Maybe he fought with his wife again. I know my brother. I know how he abusive husband to his wife. But I can't find Spencer. Kara was still wailing as she caught her breath."That's enough... W-We can find him too, shhh..." I frowned at what Kara's mommy said.Who is missing?"M-Mommmm—" My heart is breaking in Kara's condition. Her e
SEN'S POVAnger, annoyance, hatred prevails in my heart now for Rago. He has the courage to hold a gun now. While it focused on my brother and I.We looked at each other for a few seconds—Before I saw how he lowered the gun he was holding. He must have sighed in his hand. So he put it down. I can't take it — Despite everything going on right now in Spencer's family. Losing Baby Kier. The man I loved with all my heart had something to do with it. It's even more disgusting than my addiction. I just want to be swallowed by the earth because I like him...Why?I haven't lost my mind yet. But WHY?! With so many men—Why Rago?"Rago... G-Give me my child K—" Spencer fell to his knees as I immediately grabbed him by both arms. To keep him from falling to the floor."S-Spencer. Are you okay?" I asked him, worried that I wanted to
KARA'S POVIt's been two weeks since Baby Kier returned to us.My life is... I can't sleep, I can't eat and I'm having trouble even breathing. Because I don't have my son. He was stole. And now... He's back.I hug him tightly now that I don't want to lose him from my life. He is my life now that I don't want to lose.Ever since Baby Kier came into my life, into our lives. Especially for me, I have changed. My perspective on my life has changed. As of now, I'm thinking about my son's welfare. Even if it's not my life anymore—What's important is the good of my son that he's a man who can stand up for himself. Be a good person who will be love by many. So... I hope it won't happen again that he took away from me. Because maybe next time.... I'm going to die.Kier is my life now whom I love. I love more than my life."Babe, Sen.
“Babe..." I woke him up. He came home late last night and I don't know where he went. Every night he goes somewhere I don't know where."Hey! Wake up!" His eyes blinked as he realized when I threw a pillow at him.I'm on a bad trip now. My head is getting hot in the morning."Daddy has brought the children. Go ahead and sleep there! You sleep very well... Tsk!” Sarcastically I said, then I turned my back on him and left the room. I'm seething with rage now that I'm obsessed with this ownership. Maybe out of time I will give birth again in my temper.I'm pregnant. I have been pregnant for four months. And hoping... I hope it's a girl. It's like I have a daughter that I've wanted for a long time. The achievement for me is different when the Lord gives me a baby girl.Spencer and I have four boys. In the past four years. Kier and Sky added more. Tyler is the third and our youngest now, Ice, who just turned one-year-old.“Spencer!” My anger and annoyance with him has really reached the sk
SPENCER'S POVMy whole face's wrinkled because of my irritation now.Mommy wakes me to go to her friend's house and we'll have dinner here right now“Spencer, where is Sen?”"Mom!" Sen, who just got off the car now.Then she came closer to us and we walked together inside the house now. While daddy followed behind."Peni! Hello Spencer! Hello Sen…” I ignored the greeting of Aunt Claire, who is a friend of mom and dad and we entered their house now.Mom looked at me, when our eyes met, as if she was telling me to smile. But I will be the one to follow. I didn't follow her. My whole face’s still wrinkled now with my facial expressions.Because their daughters are not yet. They made us sit at their dining table. Just the two of us of Sen. Because Aunt Claire pulled mommy and I didn't know where they were going.
There are events in life, one must be lose.Why is there such a thing?Can't we just have nothing to lose and just live here forever?Why is it necessary to lose something more...Sadness engulfed me after that happened. Even if it's hard... Even if it hurts my heart. I tried to attend the burial now.I was with mommy, who supported me and never left me. I am really saddened by its loss.I'm looking forward to the memories, happiness that we can create. But no more... The person I mean is gone."Kara, let's go home." Mommy hugged me, causing me to close my eyes. I'm wearing shades now. Because my eyes are puffy and big.She supporting me to leave where I was standing just before.The people who were looking at us as we passed said that I just want to end up in... I don't know... I ju
My world stopped even my breathing now.Spencer, with his two eyes wide. I'm nervous about him now. His mouth was agape, stiff and unable to close.“S-Spencer— Spencer ...” I called him sobbing while he was getting heavier now that my two arms were now stuck in both of his armpits. That's why I can feel his weight that he is gradually decreasing.I can't take this. I'm sobbing that my eyes are closed from crying now. My husband...“Spencer... Don't make fun of me now. Please...” I sobbed, begging him. This can't be. He has been away from us for a long time. He won't leave us like this again.I was going to call Sen, when she’s not here. Even Rago and Jacob are no longer here. So I cried out what to do. Then I turned to Kendra, who was now sprawled on the floor. Every breath I take now is heavy.I can’t take it a
I'm just here on the sidelines watching them in their drama.I did not help with the weaning. Spencer is actually the referee between Rago and Jacob, who doesn't want to stop now, full energy and full charge.Sen is currently still crying now on her knees. I was about to approach her when Rago suddenly grabbed her hand to make her stand up.Jacob didn't enjoy that Rago go to Sen. He run toward Rago and punch it. Until they exchanged fists again that they would dare now."Stop it! You're like children!" Spencer loudly told them to stop. Until they moved away from each other, catching their breaths now. Sen's wail is the one that dominates here now that we all looked at her. Silence prevailed, with none of us speaking now that we were all silent."What am I to you, Sen?" Jacob asked his wife. We are all looking at Sen now, waiting for her answer."I'm you
Maxine was at home every day, and I knew she was worried about me.She couldn't accept why I hid from her. That happened to me before.She said she noticed that I had a problem. Why didn't I report to her. She couldn't get over feeling guilty. I love her... Her pure heart towards me. I'm the only one trying to hide what I don't want them to know, and I should be the only one who gets caught.I'm sorry too. I did that wrong.I don't know who to tell because my mind confused at that time.It was my mistake that I hid it and didn't tell the people who really cared about me.Spencer still hasn't come home now, busy looking for his sister. Sen never came home and none of us knew where she was. Her parents are worried about her and even her husband where she is."Where are you going again?" He looked at me with a threat. I know he will not take me with him whe
I want to see Mrs. Rosales now. Because I know she knows something.Maybe she got bored with me going back and forth to her house. So she ordered her bodyguard to treat me like that... So that I would stop.Why?That's why the man used to look at me like he was undressing me. Then we met at a TV station where I was fell. I don't even know why he was there.I also learned that Rustin is Rago's older brother. They are brothers on the father's side.Security was tight here at home. Mommy has released from the hospital. But she's at daddy's house now and Lindsey will take care of her. The situation here at home is difficult as we are already dangerous here.Me and Spencer also decided that we will go to Italy first. One of his uncles is there. We will leave the country first and we will come back later when the jerk Rustin is in jail. The nerve of that bastard.
KARA'S POVI'm alone in the bed I'm lying on now with tears streaming down my face.This pain in my chest. I don't know where this is going—I'm hurting.My heart is still okay. Honestly, I really can't do it anymore. I want to give up.My husband has left me and doesn't care about me...I can't take it anymore... I give up."Mom!" I exclaimed when I entered her room today. I have mommy's eyes with joy and a smile on her lips now.Daddy intended to come and pick me up at home. To tell me that mommy is awake, and he sent me over here to see my mom that I missed."Mom..." My words were hard, and then I approached her and hugged her. Then my tears abundant flowed continuously and could not be stop.I felt mom rub my back.Finally! She is awake. This
KARA'S POVWhy is it that all the things that I did not expect to happen in my life, still happened?Life is unfair. I have so many questions about why this is... Because honestly, I'm not happy anymore. That I really want to leave the life I have now. I hope so... it's just a dream. That I will wake up even if I am sleeping.“Spencer left. He said goodbye to me." Mom's welcome words when I arrived in the kitchen today.Both of my shoulders slumped to sit in a chair now here. My husband and I don't talk anymore. Since I confessed to him what happened to me.Then he didn't come home either. He didn't come home for three days. He came home just last night, but he left immediately this morning before I woke up.I don't even know where he slept. Because he didn't sleep next to me in our room.It hurts&h