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Author: Ceejhay Jones
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Amber.

I'm not apologetic for shooting that guy and I never will.

I just walked in on my wife having a panic attack in a bathroom minutes after we arrived, you have no idea what's going on in my mind right now so seeing someone staring at her like a fucken meal just pissed me the fuck up and I'm not sorry.

And I will do that over and over again because she's nobody's damn property except mine.

Pretending like I wasn't scared this time was hard because I have no idea what triggered it.

She was fine minutes ago and now this?

Fuck.

She laid her head on me on the way back and damn that was crazy as fuck.

Today has been the closet we have ever been together I swear.

Days ago it was impossible to even be in the same environment together and now it's all different.

I don't like this thing...it's making me feel weak and gullible.

It's making me feel soft... and it feels good but I fear the things it could do to me.

I know Lexy as someone strong from inside out and so seeing her this weak is m
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