LEXY * * A lot happened when I stayed back at Miami. One, James left to get his master's degree, and he didn't even tell me! Well apparently it was impromptu and even he wasn't expecting it, but still!! he could have texted or said something, anything! I was going to go full rage on him on a video call when I was ready to. Although he did tell Amber to say goodbye to me. I was going to miss him, he was my favourite among all of them. He was my true husband if we're being honest because he did walk me down the aisle and slip the wedding ring and every other husband role. And then what happened with him and Asher in the airport, oh my dayyyssss. Like I cried when I saw it, literally. I did. Yes I've been crying more often now ever since that night, my therapist said it was a good way to show growth. But if we're being honest, I think I might be misusing it a little bit. Just a little bit. Because I cry over the most stupid things lately. But this, thisss! It was so sweet an
In a flash I was pinned up against the wall, he was kissing me recklessly all over . He moved down to my neck, biting, sucking and kissing me. My body jerked to life, I could swear it's been dead for a while. My hands found their way to his shirt and I started unbuttoning them. When he walked in here few minutes ago I swear I had no intention of doing this, I promise. His shirt was out of the way, he carried me by my waist and dropped me on the couch slowly. I don't know if I mentioned earlier but I was only wearing a white robe, only! so that slipped off effortlessly. I stared at me for a few seconds admiring my body. "You are so hot", he whispers with his sexy British accent! His voice made me 20 times more turned on than I was. He didn't waste time, he claimed my lips again, his left hand taking one of my breast in his hands, massaging it and rubbing my nipples. He was stopping me from moaning by kissing me, the kiss wasn't sweet or emotional, it was rough, lustful and passi
When I woke up, I expected to have this after adrenaline rush regret but I didn't. I found myself smiling sheepishly. God I've missed Amber, and this whole heated sex that happened is going to make it very hard for me to distance myself from him like how I said I would.He opened the door gently as if not trying to wake me up but I was already wide awake."Hi", he said softly."Hey", I said.He was fully dressed."Leaving so soon?", I asked.He fiddled with his watch."I thought you might not want to see me when you wake up", he said."Why not? you've fucked me countlessly, it's not like I'm your one night stand or anything".He laughed.He came over to the bed and hugged me."I'm really going to miss you", he says softly."I'm going to miss you more".We were quiet, not saying anything at all."Do we really have to do this?", I asked.He nodded and pulled away still holding my hands, "Yeahh, I want you to, I don't want to be a toxic husband or dad or whatever, I want to be perfect f
I linked up with Mrs Anderson a month later. She choked me with sympathy about what happened, and I really didn't need that. I'd almost say I've become her PA, she takes me to every art exhibition she goes to and she tells everyone about my art and invites as much people as she can for my Gallery opening. Gracefully, this time around, there's no abusive ex to ruin it.I asked her about Conrad and she said he's been sad, that which I was very happy about, she also told me that Amber took care of him, that I definitely didn't expect to hear.We went for one Women conference in Brazil recently and, I must say it's been refreshing traveling out and meeting new people with similar minds and stories as yours.I've met ex wives and mistresses of Don's and Mafia's and all I can say is, I'm truly lucky, because not even one of them mentioned anything about their man changing or becoming a better person, talk less of for them. Everytime I hear a woman who has been with a Mafia man tell their
As a feminist, marrying someone you were forced to or being an exchange for money or power was something I swore never to do.I had set my standards to be one woman that men will crave but never get.But today,I was going to break them all.I was going to change everything I had ever built and suffered for years.I took a deep breath in and released it as I stared at myself on the mirror.I didn't have a choice.I had to do this for my father.My dad was into dirty businesses and they started backfiring at him and it's not only affecting him but he says he feels like his enemies are going to come for me too .I tried to convince him that nothing would happen to me and that I'm a strong woman and that I don't need protection, but he insists.Few weeks after my convocation from college he calls me to come home for an emergency and he says that I must get married immediately.I laughed and told him that it is not in my list of things to do presently to get married and he pleads with me,
I think I dozed off for a while...but then I jerked awake when we pulled up in front of this massive gate.The gate slowly opened and we rode into this huge massive but mini estate.There were Four buildings in the place all together and each of them looked heavenly.The place had flowers and gardens all around it , it looked too beautiful to be true.Then we drove into one of the houses and alighted.I stared at the house in shock.The down part was completely glass... everything.It was a duplex and it looked extra ordinary."Welcome home", James said smiling and he helped me with my dress as we walked into the building.I walked inside and observed the place.Everything was either white, grey or gold.He had a nice taste of fashion and the furnitures and lighting looked bloody expensive.I took my time to admire the beauty of this place...it was heavily.Are you sure a heatless Mafia boss lives here?Then, a middle aged woman appeared from one of the doors."Hello Mrs Williams, thi
He was handsome.... extremely handsome.He had this hot boy aura whenever he walked and he carried himself like what he was -a freaking king.But regardless of his amazing physical appearance, he had a very bad character and his name is well spoken of.In all honesty, I was expecting to meet him all pissed up with an angry look on his face and yell out me and probably punish me for shouting at him or something.But no.. he seemed calm and the total opposite of how I imagined him to be... maybe I caught him in a good mood.James did say he had fifty shades of his personality.I went back to my room and told Sam about it and man did she scream.She asked me if he was ugly and I couldn't lie... he was too hot to even lie about.But then I told her not to freak about it too much that he was a criminal, a gangster and a Mafian, all in one.I took a shower and found some comfort clothes to wear and found Mrs Williams and asked her if she could get me some paint.. like a lot of colors.She d
I was freaking hungry as hell.I was used to going to bed without eating honestly...but maybe it was because I barely ate anything at all during the day time.I stared at the clock,it was 2:35am.I groaned and got outta bed.I got downstairs and headed to the kitchen hoping I would find at least even milk to drink . I got into the kitchen and turned on the light. I went to the fridge and it was empty.Damn it.I just remembered Mrs Williams saying that she had to go grocery shopping tomorrow.I heard someone chuckle behind me and I swiftly turned and saw Amber leaning on the door with a black tank top and some shorts, he was smirking."What?", I asked."I'm guessing your diet turned out bad?", he said dragging the diet.I rolled my eyes."No...I just need milk", I mumbled staring at the fridge."You hungry?", he asked.And I swear to God I was badly hungry.But no...I wouldn't give him the satisfaction to prove me wrong."No", I mumbled.He strolled past me and opened one of the cupbo
I linked up with Mrs Anderson a month later. She choked me with sympathy about what happened, and I really didn't need that. I'd almost say I've become her PA, she takes me to every art exhibition she goes to and she tells everyone about my art and invites as much people as she can for my Gallery opening. Gracefully, this time around, there's no abusive ex to ruin it.I asked her about Conrad and she said he's been sad, that which I was very happy about, she also told me that Amber took care of him, that I definitely didn't expect to hear.We went for one Women conference in Brazil recently and, I must say it's been refreshing traveling out and meeting new people with similar minds and stories as yours.I've met ex wives and mistresses of Don's and Mafia's and all I can say is, I'm truly lucky, because not even one of them mentioned anything about their man changing or becoming a better person, talk less of for them. Everytime I hear a woman who has been with a Mafia man tell their
When I woke up, I expected to have this after adrenaline rush regret but I didn't. I found myself smiling sheepishly. God I've missed Amber, and this whole heated sex that happened is going to make it very hard for me to distance myself from him like how I said I would.He opened the door gently as if not trying to wake me up but I was already wide awake."Hi", he said softly."Hey", I said.He was fully dressed."Leaving so soon?", I asked.He fiddled with his watch."I thought you might not want to see me when you wake up", he said."Why not? you've fucked me countlessly, it's not like I'm your one night stand or anything".He laughed.He came over to the bed and hugged me."I'm really going to miss you", he says softly."I'm going to miss you more".We were quiet, not saying anything at all."Do we really have to do this?", I asked.He nodded and pulled away still holding my hands, "Yeahh, I want you to, I don't want to be a toxic husband or dad or whatever, I want to be perfect f
In a flash I was pinned up against the wall, he was kissing me recklessly all over . He moved down to my neck, biting, sucking and kissing me. My body jerked to life, I could swear it's been dead for a while. My hands found their way to his shirt and I started unbuttoning them. When he walked in here few minutes ago I swear I had no intention of doing this, I promise. His shirt was out of the way, he carried me by my waist and dropped me on the couch slowly. I don't know if I mentioned earlier but I was only wearing a white robe, only! so that slipped off effortlessly. I stared at me for a few seconds admiring my body. "You are so hot", he whispers with his sexy British accent! His voice made me 20 times more turned on than I was. He didn't waste time, he claimed my lips again, his left hand taking one of my breast in his hands, massaging it and rubbing my nipples. He was stopping me from moaning by kissing me, the kiss wasn't sweet or emotional, it was rough, lustful and passi
LEXY * * A lot happened when I stayed back at Miami. One, James left to get his master's degree, and he didn't even tell me! Well apparently it was impromptu and even he wasn't expecting it, but still!! he could have texted or said something, anything! I was going to go full rage on him on a video call when I was ready to. Although he did tell Amber to say goodbye to me. I was going to miss him, he was my favourite among all of them. He was my true husband if we're being honest because he did walk me down the aisle and slip the wedding ring and every other husband role. And then what happened with him and Asher in the airport, oh my dayyyssss. Like I cried when I saw it, literally. I did. Yes I've been crying more often now ever since that night, my therapist said it was a good way to show growth. But if we're being honest, I think I might be misusing it a little bit. Just a little bit. Because I cry over the most stupid things lately. But this, thisss! It was so sweet an
ASHER**I was calling James's line non stop but it wasn't going through. We had asked all the workers there if they knew the plane he was boarding, but from what Amber was saying, James kinda changed his Identity because he was moving out. He did it when he was going to Saudi Arabia for his first degree and so that's probably the same identity he was using. Also coupled with the fact that he was affiliated with my dad and the whole case was everywhere.And Amber wasn't so sure about the name he was using.After about 30 minutes of looking for him, I had officially given up and was about to loose hope when one of the flight attendant said she had seen him and that his flight was delayed for about 30 minutes and he was heading towards his flight.I ran as fast as I could through security and every other person that tried to stop me. Yes I would be in serious trouble after this but it Worth it, he worth it."James!", I yelled immediately I spotted him outside heading towards the runway
ASHER**I've been looking for Every way to talk to James Since we got back from Miami but I'm guessing we've been everywhere. He's been really busy with relocating to finish up his degree. I've wanted to text him but I just feel like this isn't one of those conversations you have on the phone. I wanted to talk to him in person.Everything has been so different since the court case. And I am low-key slipping into depression and I don't think anyone is noticing how bad it was and I don't blame anyone.Amber has been busy with our sister and he's been off cuz of Lexy is absent. It's been hard for him and I know he's trying to pull himself together for us but he's slipping. Aaron is attached to Sam but he's still getting his degree stuff fixed. And so is James. And I am too but everything is different. My life hasn't been the same, it never has.I'm not the type of guy that's used to changes. I'm not. My dad dying, Finding about Mayfair, finding about everything, Nexy dying, and how eve
"Why didn't she just tell you she was kidnapped and still alive?", she asked. "Girl, I don't know, I asked her a lot of times and she never gave me an answer. So yeah after two months her cover got blown and Amber came to rescue me and found out everything his father was involved in... it was sickening, very very sickening. My best friend Sam, she's a Lawyer, she decides to take the case up .... a lot of lawyer's had tried and they all got mysterious killed by your dad". "My father was worse than Luther", she exclaimed. "He is the worse man to exist, don't you dare compare him to Luther". "So... she does, she gets kidnapped by your father's best friend who is also deeply involved in the case. He also kidnaps my twin sister, we get them. Ready to leave. We're in the ship, Mayfair. The one that you know my childhood trauma's and all, and my sister is decorated with bombs that are ready to explode, we can't save her, we have to run, we say our goodbyes, and we run out, the ship explo
" I am found alive on the shore, people find me, I reunite with my dad and we become very low-key, he says he's quitting Mafia, but of course the consequences will follow, he has no protection anymore and his enemies are after us, me in particular. He sends me to new york to get a degree, I go to Harvard, get two degrees and was going for my masters when he calls me back home and I meet a wedding dress and a wedding card, my wedding card. A wedding was planned for me to marry Amber, I fucken freaked out"."Wait, your marriage with my brother was not consensual? you too look so in love", she said shocked."It wasn't, I refused and my dad said he enemies were coming for me, he didn't want to loose me and the only person that can protect me was another dangerous Mafia Don. Of course, one fire to another. I swear I didn't want to but he begged me to "."What if it ended up being an old twig with a pot belly?", she asked.I laughed, I actually never thought of that, did I?"Girl, I took a
I took a moment to take everything in. "So my dad ... our dad just got sentenced to death? meaning he's a criminal...was a criminal... our mother committed suicide because she couldn't handle being with my dad... You use to do his dirty jobs for him which means you were somehow involved in this... You're telling me I should get myself involved in this kind of dysfunctional family", she asked. "You don't have to at all honestly, you don't, but just let it be known that you have a family that has been looking for you for years. And trust me this is... the greatest thing that has happened to us in a very very long time, so we're so happy that you're alive, we really are", Amber said. She sat back and relaxed. "Soo... are you in anyway currently involved in the Mafia?", she asked. "No, we're all cleaned, drop all that shit a long time ago" Aaron said. "So you can actually leave Mafia?", she asked. "Yes, it's hard really, difficult choice to make, but if you put your mind to