I sat still at the dinner table. Mom kept on fixing my hair and dress repeatedly, I wanted to bolt out of that room with the speed of light but I felt trapped like I couldn't move a muscle. Everything was happening too fast, the more I thought about the more it didn't make sense to me.
How did I get here? I was given no choice. Was this how I would throw my life away? They made it clear to me that if I didn't get married as it was said, Nyla wouldn't get the money she needed for her major surgery. The money they promised to pay now all of a sudden, it was an exchange, they knew I wouldn't have a choice but to agree to it and they were right. I didn't have a choice. I didn't have a say in anything that was going on, I was about to be shipped off to a man I knew nothing about. If we were left at the orphanage maybe just maybe my life would have been slightly better than this, maybe I would be happy. I couldn't answer that but one thing was sure whatever would have been the outcome of being left in the orphanage would have been better than this hell I was living in. “Aren’t you going to ask who you would be getting married to?” Kayla asked wearing a smug smile, she always loved to poke at me for the fun of it “What difference don't it make?” I asked looking straight ahead “Do not be gloomy it isn't some pauper, it is someone that would transform your ratchet life” she said laughing heartily, she was having fun with it “You would be getting married into the Valois family,” Mom said and my eyes widened in shock that they almost popped out of the socket “What?!” I immediately swiveled my gaze to meet hers “Wonderful isn't it?” Kayla asked beaming with joy “It is a joke right?” I asked and no one said anything It didn't make sense to me, if a family like the Valois wanted a wife for their family they wouldn't go for an adopted child also it didn't make sense because why would Mom and Dad choose me when their precious daughter Kayla was there? It made it even more fishy “They wanted you,” mom said “Why would the Valois want me?!” I asked raising my voice “Do not raise your voice young lady” Dad warned but for once I didn't regard him “Then give me answers!” I yelled I needed to know why the richest and most powerful family would want to have anything to do with me. “This isn't time for your drama you should be grateful to us for getting you married into that family,” Mom said rolling her eyes at me “Is it worth it?” I asked after a minute of silence “What?” Dad asked “What you are getting in return for selling me, is it worth it?” I asked and they all looked at me like they were too stunned to speak “This is the last thing you should expect from me, consider it payment for everything you have ever done for me and my sister,” I said slowly and clearly and I meant every word of it “Don’t you fucking-” Dad started to say but before he could finish whatever bullshit he wanted to spew at me there was a soft knock at the door that made everyone freeze and my heart thudding in my chest. A man who looked like he was in his mid to late thirties walked in with his hand linked with a grouchy-looking woman with short bobbed black hair who I assumed to be his mother walked in Could that be him? I asked myself trying to calm my nerves, he was older than I expected but didn't look bad I had to admit that he was good-looking. His green eyes pierced right through my soul as he stared right at me making me forget how to breath “Don’t get excited just yet he isn't the one” Kayla whispered in my ear with a smirk on her lips Then who the hell was it? Everyone except me stood up to welcome the guests while I just sat and stared straight ahead and avoided eye contact with anyone and everyone. I could feel Mom’s glare on me but I completely ignored it. “Welcome to our home please have your seat,” Dad said and I heard them sit but I didn’t look at them “Let’s get right to it we have somewhere to be” I heard the man say “Okay, I have the contract with me,” Dad said and my head whipped up immediately at the sound of what I heard What contract? “Good, let me have it,” the man said and Dad handed him a file. I just kept looking in between them trying to grasp what was going on but I got nothing. After scribbling on it he handed it over to Dad and he did the same thing as the man did then he stood up and so did his mother like they were about to leave. “Is she the one?” The man pointed to Kayla “Hell no” Kayla retorted almost too quickly with a disgusted look on her face What weren’t they telling me? “No not at all, she is the one. Isn’t she beautiful?” Mom said moving my hair away from my face “She would do” he responded after eyeing me from up to down, the dark look in his eyes and the smirk he wore made chills run down my spine “The contract would be handed to you as stated” the man added, gave a curt nod, and left leaving me baffled and more stunned than ever So I was just bait to catch a fish in everything. I couldn’t say if I was surprised by that or if I was in denial but one thing was that I just couldn’t believe that they would sell me off like I was some merchandise.The night was long and I couldn't seem to catch any sleep, I kept tossing and turning to no avail. I spent half of the night trying to find out who might be the person I was to get married to, with my research I found out that the man who came was the acting CEO of Valois Group, and the woman that was with him was his mother just as I thought.If he wasn’t the one I was to marry, who was it then? Part of me wanted to go ask Kayla. She knew exactly who the person was but she didn’t want to let me in on it.I decided to get out of the house, it was suffocating. I needed air, and being in that house made me feel trapped, I tiptoed down the stairs to sneak out of the house without being seen by anyone just to avoid unnecessary questions.Or should I run away? A question popped into my head as I went down but the issue with that was that I still needed them no matter how I hated it, it was the wicked truth. Nyla needed to get that surgery “And where would you be heading to by this time?”
Another day another dress-up, this one was way more exhausting than the other one. Mom put me in an uncomfortable dress that I could barely move in, it hugged every inch of my body barely giving me room to breathe. She insisted on putting my hair in a bun which I wasn't comfortable with but couldn't argue, I hated having my hair up it made my neck feel like they were exposed.It was the day I was to meet my husband to be apparently, I had gone through the family tree of the Valois and I still couldn't guess who it would be. Every part of me was nervous and anxious at the same time. I expected Mom to confront me about speaking back to Dad or being rude to him like she would love to call it but she didn't. I guess she didn't want anything to spoil the very important day.“We have to start going we can't keep them waiting!!” Dad shouted from downstairs“We would be down in a minute,” Mom said choking me with the hair spray for the thousandth time“Mom you need to help me do my hair,” Kay
NAYAAll I always wished for was to be loved and cared for, it was my birthday once again but that wish never seems to be coming to pass. As I rubbed the surface of a tabletop lazily with my eyes fixated on a girl blowing out a candle and smiling from ear to ear. A pang of jealousy washed through me as I watched her, it was my birthday too but there I was wiping spilled drinks off a table.My life was more pathetic than it sounded most times I just wanted everything to end so I could feel free but I never got the courage to make the move, you could call me a coward.My eyes met with the girl sitting across the birthday girl making my cheek turn red in embarrassment she probably thought I was weird for staring like that, I quickly took my eyes away and focused on cleaning the invisible stain on the table“How long would it take you to clean that table they are customers waiting!” I heard my manager snap at meI lowered my head in shame and walked over to the counter to continue giving
Everyone including Kayla was present at the dining table, as I walked in slowly all I could hear was the clattering of cutlery on the glass dishes. Of course, they started dinner without me“Hello” I muttered under my breath waiting for the outlash that was coming “You are late” Mom snapped as I was about to take my sit making me freeze halfway “I’m sorry I-”“That is all you know how to do, you are always fucking sorry” she spat in my face before I could complete my sentenceMy blood boiled in anger as I watched Kayla giggle as I was been scolded at“That’s enough,” Dad said, not raising his head off his plate. I quietly sat down and dinner just carried on, I couldn’t bring myself to take a bite of the food in front of me. My heart was thumping so loud anxiously waiting to hear the reason I was summoned.“So,” Dad said dabbing the corner of his mouth, I immediately sat upright as his cold gaze landed on me, my throat immediately drying up as I waited to hear what he had to say“We
Another day another dress-up, this one was way more exhausting than the other one. Mom put me in an uncomfortable dress that I could barely move in, it hugged every inch of my body barely giving me room to breathe. She insisted on putting my hair in a bun which I wasn't comfortable with but couldn't argue, I hated having my hair up it made my neck feel like they were exposed.It was the day I was to meet my husband to be apparently, I had gone through the family tree of the Valois and I still couldn't guess who it would be. Every part of me was nervous and anxious at the same time. I expected Mom to confront me about speaking back to Dad or being rude to him like she would love to call it but she didn't. I guess she didn't want anything to spoil the very important day.“We have to start going we can't keep them waiting!!” Dad shouted from downstairs“We would be down in a minute,” Mom said choking me with the hair spray for the thousandth time“Mom you need to help me do my hair,” Kay
The night was long and I couldn't seem to catch any sleep, I kept tossing and turning to no avail. I spent half of the night trying to find out who might be the person I was to get married to, with my research I found out that the man who came was the acting CEO of Valois Group, and the woman that was with him was his mother just as I thought.If he wasn’t the one I was to marry, who was it then? Part of me wanted to go ask Kayla. She knew exactly who the person was but she didn’t want to let me in on it.I decided to get out of the house, it was suffocating. I needed air, and being in that house made me feel trapped, I tiptoed down the stairs to sneak out of the house without being seen by anyone just to avoid unnecessary questions.Or should I run away? A question popped into my head as I went down but the issue with that was that I still needed them no matter how I hated it, it was the wicked truth. Nyla needed to get that surgery “And where would you be heading to by this time?”
I sat still at the dinner table. Mom kept on fixing my hair and dress repeatedly, I wanted to bolt out of that room with the speed of light but I felt trapped like I couldn't move a muscle. Everything was happening too fast, the more I thought about the more it didn't make sense to me.How did I get here? I was given no choice. Was this how I would throw my life away?They made it clear to me that if I didn't get married as it was said, Nyla wouldn't get the money she needed for her major surgery. The money they promised to pay now all of a sudden, it was an exchange, they knew I wouldn't have a choice but to agree to it and they were right. I didn't have a choice.I didn't have a say in anything that was going on, I was about to be shipped off to a man I knew nothing about. If we were left at the orphanage maybe just maybe my life would have been slightly better than this, maybe I would be happy. I couldn't answer that but one thing was sure whatever would have been the outcome of
Everyone including Kayla was present at the dining table, as I walked in slowly all I could hear was the clattering of cutlery on the glass dishes. Of course, they started dinner without me“Hello” I muttered under my breath waiting for the outlash that was coming “You are late” Mom snapped as I was about to take my sit making me freeze halfway “I’m sorry I-”“That is all you know how to do, you are always fucking sorry” she spat in my face before I could complete my sentenceMy blood boiled in anger as I watched Kayla giggle as I was been scolded at“That’s enough,” Dad said, not raising his head off his plate. I quietly sat down and dinner just carried on, I couldn’t bring myself to take a bite of the food in front of me. My heart was thumping so loud anxiously waiting to hear the reason I was summoned.“So,” Dad said dabbing the corner of his mouth, I immediately sat upright as his cold gaze landed on me, my throat immediately drying up as I waited to hear what he had to say“We
NAYAAll I always wished for was to be loved and cared for, it was my birthday once again but that wish never seems to be coming to pass. As I rubbed the surface of a tabletop lazily with my eyes fixated on a girl blowing out a candle and smiling from ear to ear. A pang of jealousy washed through me as I watched her, it was my birthday too but there I was wiping spilled drinks off a table.My life was more pathetic than it sounded most times I just wanted everything to end so I could feel free but I never got the courage to make the move, you could call me a coward.My eyes met with the girl sitting across the birthday girl making my cheek turn red in embarrassment she probably thought I was weird for staring like that, I quickly took my eyes away and focused on cleaning the invisible stain on the table“How long would it take you to clean that table they are customers waiting!” I heard my manager snap at meI lowered my head in shame and walked over to the counter to continue giving