The night was long and I couldn't seem to catch any sleep, I kept tossing and turning to no avail. I spent half of the night trying to find out who might be the person I was to get married to, with my research I found out that the man who came was the acting CEO of Valois Group, and the woman that was with him was his mother just as I thought.
If he wasn’t the one I was to marry, who was it then? Part of me wanted to go ask Kayla. She knew exactly who the person was but she didn’t want to let me in on it. I decided to get out of the house, it was suffocating. I needed air, and being in that house made me feel trapped, I tiptoed down the stairs to sneak out of the house without being seen by anyone just to avoid unnecessary questions. Or should I run away? A question popped into my head as I went down but the issue with that was that I still needed them no matter how I hated it, it was the wicked truth. Nyla needed to get that surgery “And where would you be heading to by this time?” I heard Dad ask startling me. I turned around clutching my chest and there he was sitting in the darkness in the living room with his reading glasses hanging on his nose and his tablet in his hand “I-I-I-” I stuttered unsure of what to say “You what?” He asked “I need to get air” I managed to say “To get air by midnight?” He asked although it was dark I could see the disgusted expression on his face he always had when he spoke to me. One thing with him and Mom they don’t hide how they felt about my sister and I. “Whatever thought that popped into your mind you better bind it and think about your sister” he spat at my face not hiding his disdain, anger filled me up instantly “Thoughts like what?” I asked through my gritted teeth “You know exactly what I’m talking about, you run away and your beloved sister doesn’t get her surgery money,” he said with a smug smile “I’m sure you are relieved to finally be able to get a refund of everything you've spent on us?” I asked not holding my anger in and his smile immediately fell and turned to a scorn “Was selling me off like a commodity always your plan or did you just come up with that?” I proceeded to ask, I have always been a quiet obedient child never have I spoken back to either of them but now I had no reason to be quiet I wasn’t their property anymore ironically I was someone else’s “Have you lost your mind Naya how dare you speak back to me” he shouted at me at the top of his voice “All I asked was a question, is that too difficult for you to answer?” I asked and he was quiet maybe too stunned to speak “Why did you ever take us from the orphanage if you never wanted us?” I asked and the shock on his face was like I splashed hot oil on him he couldn’t believe I said that “Ungrateful bitch, after everything we did for you-” I didn’t wait to hear him curse at me, I just walked out on him and banged the door loudly behind me I headed straight for the hospital Nyla my sister was staying in. That was the only place I wanted to be close to my only family. Guilt washed over me as I walked into the hospital “Maybe I shouldn’t have spoken to him like that,” I said to myself, they were the only ones who could pay for Nyla’s surgery, and what if they decided not to pay for it anymore because I spoke to him rudely? Would he be able to do that? We had a deal if he didn’t pay for Nyla’s surgery I wouldn’t get married, I only agreed to be sold off for one reason and that is my sister nothing else. “Hey sis,” I said sitting quietly by her bedside, no matter the number of times I saw her I could never get used to seeing her in such a frail state, with a different tube connected to her body and an oxygen mask over her nose to help her breathe. Her whole body was partially paralyzed and she couldn’t even speak or move her body parts well, she needed that surgery and she needed it urgently. “I’m sorry I came late today” I whispered moving hair strands that covered her face as I struggled to hold in my tears, she was sound asleep and that was a good thing at least she wouldn’t feel my despair “Guess what I’m getting married,” I said with a little laugh, I knew she couldn’t hear me but that was just my way of conversing with her “I know it isn’t the fairytale marriage we fantasized about but look at the bright side of it, I won’t have to feel indebted to them anymore,” I said sniffling my tears back in There was one thing for sure, if Nyla had her means and could stop me she would rather die than have me marry a stranger just to pay off her bills but she couldn’t and I would do everything and anything possible to make sure that she get the treatment she needs because she would do even worse for me. I felt her weak hands wrap around mine with all her strength. I didn’t know she was awake, that meant that she heard everything I said, my heart couldn’t hold it in anymore and I busted out in tears letting go of the tears that I had been fighting to hold back. She wanted to stop me from going on with it but it was our only way out and I couldn’t just sit around and do nothing when there was a way out in front of me.Another day another dress-up, this one was way more exhausting than the other one. Mom put me in an uncomfortable dress that I could barely move in, it hugged every inch of my body barely giving me room to breathe. She insisted on putting my hair in a bun which I wasn't comfortable with but couldn't argue, I hated having my hair up it made my neck feel like they were exposed.It was the day I was to meet my husband to be apparently, I had gone through the family tree of the Valois and I still couldn't guess who it would be. Every part of me was nervous and anxious at the same time. I expected Mom to confront me about speaking back to Dad or being rude to him like she would love to call it but she didn't. I guess she didn't want anything to spoil the very important day.“We have to start going we can't keep them waiting!!” Dad shouted from downstairs“We would be down in a minute,” Mom said choking me with the hair spray for the thousandth time“Mom you need to help me do my hair,” Kay
NAYAAll I always wished for was to be loved and cared for, it was my birthday once again but that wish never seems to be coming to pass. As I rubbed the surface of a tabletop lazily with my eyes fixated on a girl blowing out a candle and smiling from ear to ear. A pang of jealousy washed through me as I watched her, it was my birthday too but there I was wiping spilled drinks off a table.My life was more pathetic than it sounded most times I just wanted everything to end so I could feel free but I never got the courage to make the move, you could call me a coward.My eyes met with the girl sitting across the birthday girl making my cheek turn red in embarrassment she probably thought I was weird for staring like that, I quickly took my eyes away and focused on cleaning the invisible stain on the table“How long would it take you to clean that table they are customers waiting!” I heard my manager snap at meI lowered my head in shame and walked over to the counter to continue giving
Everyone including Kayla was present at the dining table, as I walked in slowly all I could hear was the clattering of cutlery on the glass dishes. Of course, they started dinner without me“Hello” I muttered under my breath waiting for the outlash that was coming “You are late” Mom snapped as I was about to take my sit making me freeze halfway “I’m sorry I-”“That is all you know how to do, you are always fucking sorry” she spat in my face before I could complete my sentenceMy blood boiled in anger as I watched Kayla giggle as I was been scolded at“That’s enough,” Dad said, not raising his head off his plate. I quietly sat down and dinner just carried on, I couldn’t bring myself to take a bite of the food in front of me. My heart was thumping so loud anxiously waiting to hear the reason I was summoned.“So,” Dad said dabbing the corner of his mouth, I immediately sat upright as his cold gaze landed on me, my throat immediately drying up as I waited to hear what he had to say“We
I sat still at the dinner table. Mom kept on fixing my hair and dress repeatedly, I wanted to bolt out of that room with the speed of light but I felt trapped like I couldn't move a muscle. Everything was happening too fast, the more I thought about the more it didn't make sense to me.How did I get here? I was given no choice. Was this how I would throw my life away?They made it clear to me that if I didn't get married as it was said, Nyla wouldn't get the money she needed for her major surgery. The money they promised to pay now all of a sudden, it was an exchange, they knew I wouldn't have a choice but to agree to it and they were right. I didn't have a choice.I didn't have a say in anything that was going on, I was about to be shipped off to a man I knew nothing about. If we were left at the orphanage maybe just maybe my life would have been slightly better than this, maybe I would be happy. I couldn't answer that but one thing was sure whatever would have been the outcome of
Another day another dress-up, this one was way more exhausting than the other one. Mom put me in an uncomfortable dress that I could barely move in, it hugged every inch of my body barely giving me room to breathe. She insisted on putting my hair in a bun which I wasn't comfortable with but couldn't argue, I hated having my hair up it made my neck feel like they were exposed.It was the day I was to meet my husband to be apparently, I had gone through the family tree of the Valois and I still couldn't guess who it would be. Every part of me was nervous and anxious at the same time. I expected Mom to confront me about speaking back to Dad or being rude to him like she would love to call it but she didn't. I guess she didn't want anything to spoil the very important day.“We have to start going we can't keep them waiting!!” Dad shouted from downstairs“We would be down in a minute,” Mom said choking me with the hair spray for the thousandth time“Mom you need to help me do my hair,” Kay
The night was long and I couldn't seem to catch any sleep, I kept tossing and turning to no avail. I spent half of the night trying to find out who might be the person I was to get married to, with my research I found out that the man who came was the acting CEO of Valois Group, and the woman that was with him was his mother just as I thought.If he wasn’t the one I was to marry, who was it then? Part of me wanted to go ask Kayla. She knew exactly who the person was but she didn’t want to let me in on it.I decided to get out of the house, it was suffocating. I needed air, and being in that house made me feel trapped, I tiptoed down the stairs to sneak out of the house without being seen by anyone just to avoid unnecessary questions.Or should I run away? A question popped into my head as I went down but the issue with that was that I still needed them no matter how I hated it, it was the wicked truth. Nyla needed to get that surgery “And where would you be heading to by this time?”
I sat still at the dinner table. Mom kept on fixing my hair and dress repeatedly, I wanted to bolt out of that room with the speed of light but I felt trapped like I couldn't move a muscle. Everything was happening too fast, the more I thought about the more it didn't make sense to me.How did I get here? I was given no choice. Was this how I would throw my life away?They made it clear to me that if I didn't get married as it was said, Nyla wouldn't get the money she needed for her major surgery. The money they promised to pay now all of a sudden, it was an exchange, they knew I wouldn't have a choice but to agree to it and they were right. I didn't have a choice.I didn't have a say in anything that was going on, I was about to be shipped off to a man I knew nothing about. If we were left at the orphanage maybe just maybe my life would have been slightly better than this, maybe I would be happy. I couldn't answer that but one thing was sure whatever would have been the outcome of
Everyone including Kayla was present at the dining table, as I walked in slowly all I could hear was the clattering of cutlery on the glass dishes. Of course, they started dinner without me“Hello” I muttered under my breath waiting for the outlash that was coming “You are late” Mom snapped as I was about to take my sit making me freeze halfway “I’m sorry I-”“That is all you know how to do, you are always fucking sorry” she spat in my face before I could complete my sentenceMy blood boiled in anger as I watched Kayla giggle as I was been scolded at“That’s enough,” Dad said, not raising his head off his plate. I quietly sat down and dinner just carried on, I couldn’t bring myself to take a bite of the food in front of me. My heart was thumping so loud anxiously waiting to hear the reason I was summoned.“So,” Dad said dabbing the corner of his mouth, I immediately sat upright as his cold gaze landed on me, my throat immediately drying up as I waited to hear what he had to say“We
NAYAAll I always wished for was to be loved and cared for, it was my birthday once again but that wish never seems to be coming to pass. As I rubbed the surface of a tabletop lazily with my eyes fixated on a girl blowing out a candle and smiling from ear to ear. A pang of jealousy washed through me as I watched her, it was my birthday too but there I was wiping spilled drinks off a table.My life was more pathetic than it sounded most times I just wanted everything to end so I could feel free but I never got the courage to make the move, you could call me a coward.My eyes met with the girl sitting across the birthday girl making my cheek turn red in embarrassment she probably thought I was weird for staring like that, I quickly took my eyes away and focused on cleaning the invisible stain on the table“How long would it take you to clean that table they are customers waiting!” I heard my manager snap at meI lowered my head in shame and walked over to the counter to continue giving