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16. Fucked up

Author: Claudia Llerena
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Leah Falco's POV

Give me up?

What does he long for?

Does he have someone else?

And what am I? The damn prisoner that he moves if he wants like a puppet?

'No', I refuse. If Devil wants me he will have to be alone with me, because otherwise there will be no fucking plan here.

I cut my wrists first or shoot him on purpose before exposing myself to humiliation later. In addition, in order to conquer him there can be no one else in his life.

I'll take it out of the way, that's for sure.

"Who do you have to talk to about me?" I ask as I punch him in the chest to push him away.

"I'm not going to respond to anything," he remains stoic as a rock against my thrusts. "You had no right to look at my phone. It's private."

He picks up the device while I huff angrily.

I just realized that maybe I'm more upset knowing that he has talked to someone about the possibility of getting me out of his life, than the fact that he already kisses me whenever he wants and that hurts me like I didn't expect. .

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