My entire life, I've been waiting for this day. I always knew that I was never going to marry whom I want to marry because I'm a woman and a princess, I have no right to choose whom I will marry. Hell no, I have no right at all. My opinion doesn't matter to anyone, not even my own family. Infact my father saw me as a tool to get more power and alliance. To get alliance with the kingdom of Verenthia (a very power kingdom) by marrying me to one of their prince.
A princess life isn't like it seems. Yeah, a prince can marry for alliance but if he didn't like his wife, he can equally marry as many wives as he wants and many mistresses too. But the case of the princess is different, once you are married, you are married no going back. You have to endure seeing your husband get married to many other women when he eventually gets tired of you. You have no say and you have to be loyal to avoid being killed. My body boil in anger, why is the law unfair. Why do a prince have so much power than the princess??? Aren't them from the same royalty and blood?? Why do they have so much say than the princess. Or is it because they are males and we are females ??. Ugh!!!!! to hell with the law. But now isn't the right time to get angry, it won't stop anything from happening. Putting all the bad thoughts behind me, I studied myself in the mirror. My maids has spent hours making sure they beautify me to their taste. I smiled proudly at myself, the beauty was there. I was wearing a white and golden dress, my brown hair was combed down beautifully, with golden hairpins in the shape of flower and leaves. The makeup was perfect. They only problem was the jewelry, it was damn beautiful but,heavy. Now that I was wearing lots of them I was already feeling weak. I suddenly felt weak in a different way, my heart was trying to break the ribs and escape, my body was on fire. My body was filled with sweat, I was over clothed with nervousness. I became so nervous, or was it fear ?? I don't know but I felt sick. There was a knot in the stomach that refused to go away no matter how I tried to calm down. "My princess don't you like the dress." Helen my maid asked after noticing the nervous expression, I managed to fake a smile for her but she was quite smart. Helen and Isla has been my personal maid since I was little, they took care of me like there own daughter. They practically rised me to the woman I am today. They are the only one I talk and laugh with, I will miss them once I left. "No it's fine, I love it." I tried to smile but failed. Isla could see the fear in my eyes "Everything will be fine."she assured me ".. don't listen to the rumors they are nothing just that... maybe your husband is a nice man." She tried to sound positive but I sensed the doubt in her voice. Not that I believe the rumour, but they did affect me. I wasn't scared because people said he's a demon, they couldn't be speaking literally. They were probably referring to this personality, maybe he was a liar, a manipulator,a tempter, a murderer or maybe he was just pure evil, that's what scared me A knock on the door interrupted my thoughts. "My princess, it's time." She informed me. I smiled at my maids, giving them a long hug before existing the chamber I descended the stairs, careful not to fall or stumble, but it was hard with the long dress and heavy jewelries. I was relieved when it was just a few steps left but just then, I stepped on my dress and stumbled forward, almost falling before a strong man saved me from falling and ruining myself on my wedding day. I straightened myself, looking up to see who it was. Who had dared to touch a princess like like, not that I care but I was curious. Looking up my eyes met a pair of golden eyes. No wait, they are not golden, they have the color of frames or lava from the volcano. I had never seen eyes like that before. "Are you alright??" He asked with a Stern look. I had knot before in my stomach, but it suddenly turned into butterflies as I gaze into his eyes. Who was this man ???? I had never seen him before. He was tall, broad-shouldered, and his thick raven black hair fall over his shoulder down to his waist. You could tell from his clothes that he was royalty. Could he be one of the royalties who came to attend my wedding ??? "Yes..I'm fine my Lord." I stuttered peering inside his enchanting and golden eyes. They were demn beautiful and it seems the colors were changing. I quickly averted my gaze in fear. "My lady.." He bowed slightly and walked away, I turned and stare at his back. Oh my God, my eyes was wet in emotions. "That's one good looking man. He's so cute." Isla whispered with a dreamy eyes. Yes he was indeed a good looking man. But that's not my business, I'm getting married today and I have no right to admire another man. "Shall we!?." I asked descending the remaining few stairs. Helen and Isla came after me after staring to their satisfaction. The ceremony would begin with greetings by the Bride,groom and their families. I nodded to the guard and he announced my present and motion for me to enter. Helen and Isla gave me an assuring smile as I left them behind to walk inside. Now I was alone. Taking a long deep breath I motioned into the hall carefully, and immediately I felt all eyes on me. I almost tripped in nervousness, my dress was already soaked in sweat. I walked with my face high but my gaze low, only looking at the floor as I reached to my father's throne, I felt my leg tremble as I bow to greet them. My mother gave me an assuring smile while my father gestured me to sit on a nearby table. He wasn't bothered, no he was bothered that he was marring me to a rumored demon. A person who everyone believes he's a demon, darkness it's self. Completely ignoring my father, I smiled back to my mother and went to my seat. I could feel all eyes on me. Some stared at me with pity while some with repulsion as if it was my fault I was getting married to whosoever I was getting married to. Let them blame my dad not me. After a while, the guard informed the groom's presence and everyone turned their attention from me to the door. The room went quiet as the guests waited for the groom to enter. I, on the other hand, looked down quickly and rubbed my hands together nervously as I felt the knots in my stomach return. I wanted to look up, but I was afraid. What if I didn't like what I saw? What if the rumors were true? Would he have red eyes and long nails and maybe even black horns on his head? Don't be ridiculous, I told myself and decided to take a look. Slowly I glanced at the door as my heart hammered inside my chest and almost gasped when the groom entered. Wait! This was the man from earlier with the golden eyes. He couldn't be the groom, could he? The guests stared at him surprised as well and began to whisper hysterically into each other's ears. They must have been expecting someone with black horns to enter the room and not some tall, elegant looking man. Not the least bothered by the whispers or stares he walked gracefully toward my father, taking each step with confidence. "Your Majesty," he said bowing slightly. I dropped my jaw, so did the guests. No one bowed slightly to the king. This man was truly fearless and being disrespectful toward my father. I already got a bad feeling about him. Not because I thought my father deserved any kind of respect but because he was so daring with his actions already. He must have noticed people's reactions; it was so obvious, but he didn't seem to care. My father, on the other hand, didn't react, he just gestured toward me. As I saw him turn to me I looked down quickly, then heard the clicking sound of his footsteps as he neared before sitting on the other end of the table, facing me. He didn't utter a word. Wasn't he supposed to greet me or at least tell me his name? I don't think father ever told me his name but I don't think I gave him the chance either. I had fought and cried the day father told me he was marrying me off to some stranger, but my father was stubborn and had already made up his mind. "Today I gather us to celebrate my daughter's wedding to the prince of the Verenthia" Father spoke once everyone was seated. He raised his golden wine cup, "Let the ceremony begin, and enjoy yourselves." People clapped while dancers and musicians walked in to entertain the guests. People seemed to enjoy themselves. I, of course, couldn't see since I was supposed to keep my gaze down, because 'that's what a lady should do'. Well then, I hate being a lady. "Don't you like the music?" He finally asked breaking the awkward silence. I peeked through my long lashes, but once I gazed into his eyes, it was hard to look away. They were captivating. "I do Your Highness," I replied. "What do you have in store for the tea ceremony?" Oh no! The tea ceremony! That was the traditional part of the royal wedding where the bride has to show one of her talents to entertain the guests and impress the groom. Hell with impressing. I didn't want to impress anyone, especially not this man. "It is a surprise, Your Highness," I said, sending him a staged smile. I was sitting in a chair in the middle of the room, everyone's attention directed at me. It was time for the tea ceremony. The guests would sit and enjoy their tea while I would have to entertain them. I took up my flute before lightly putting it on my lips and started playing. Soon my nervousness disappeared. I loved playing the flute, loved the sound of it. Closing my eyes, I let the sound take me far away, to a peaceful place. Now and then I would hear some people praising me through my haze and then they applauded when I was done. Opening my eyes, I found him staring directly at me. He wasn't applauding but there was a hint of a smile on his face. Now it was time for the gift exchange. We exchanged our gifts, and then it was time for me to go to my new home. The knot in my stomach returned with such intensity that I felt like throwing up. Mother came up to me while father spoke to my husband. Husband? The word sounded strange in my head. She took my hands in hers. "Everything will be fine," she said, "just remember what I told you". Yes, I remembered very clearly our mother and daughter talk. To be a good wife, to listen to your husband and to not make him angry. "Yes, I will," I said, enveloping her in a tight hug. I wasn't supposed to, but right now I didn't care because I might never see her again. The carriage was waiting outside. The prince, or should I say, my husband led the way. I looked behind me one last time and found Helen and Isla standing on the balcony, their cheeks wet with tears. "I will miss you too," I whispered.We rode home in silence. I hated it because it made me nervous, and gave me time to think of what was waiting once we arrived. The wedding consummation. I had never even touched a man before, father made sure of that, and now I would... I shook my head. You're scaring yourself, I scolded myself. Maybe he would spare me tonight if he had someone else to be with. "Your Highness?" "Yes?" "Do you have another wife, Your Highness?" I asked. I shouldn't have. It was none of my business. Mother had told me to be careful not to ask a prince such questions, but I didn't care. I needed to know what was waiting for me once we reached home. He turned his gaze to me and narrowed his eyes. Did he get angry? "No, I don't." He answered slowly. I was surprised that I felt relieved when I shouldn't have. This would only mean that I would have to spend the night with him. I shivered at the thought. "But I have many mistresses." He finished. Oh, of course. Why didn't I think about it? He
Now everywhere was intensed as we sat on the family dining table for a family meal. I was already feeling uncomfortable by the awkward silent. Lucian was eating along side with his brothers and wives with the king. I took a porch of meal in my mouth as I chew it voidly. Then I started feeling hot, my body was burning, my dress was wet. I felt my leg trembled under the table. Lucian noticed this because he was sitting next to me, still gazing at his meal, he slowly reach for my hand under the table and squeezed it carefully. I stared at him, he was indeed enchanting. Once you look at him, it's quite difficult to avert your gaze. I smiled as I gazed at his eyes, it gave me a little hope. It made me feel better. "So little brother. How was it" One of the prince winked at him. He was the second son "She's beautiful, how were you able to find such a beautiful damsel. She's too beautiful to be your wife. I believe she's too good on the bed" The first prince, Xender laughed giving me
Lucian stare blankly at Ava. They were sitting in the garden. He was surprised again, this woman never ceased to amaze him. He still couldn't believe she stood that horrifying scene. His inner demon has been disturbing him lately, he needs blood and he needed to feed him before it gets out of hand. Ava was the first person that wasn't afraid of him. He hated the fact that everyone was afraid of him. Immediately Ava gaze met him, he quickly averted his pretending to be staring beside her. "Why didn't you run away?" He asked cozily. Slowly turning to stare at her "Huh!?????...erm, nothing. Why would I run away." Ava stuttered quickly averting her gaze from him. "I shouldn't have allowed you see that, don't stay close next time ." Lucian said lightly "See Lucian, you are my husband. There's nothing both of us can do about it. So, I don't see any reason why I should be far from you. Of course I was scared but you are my husband so I have to stick to that and
That night I had a dream. I was running, terrified. I was running for my life, and something was chasing me. Something dark. Something with intent to kill. I couldn't see it but I could feel its presence. It wanted me. It was hungry and angry and it wouldn't stop hunting me until it caught me. I ran so fast that I stumbled on my own feet and fell. It was close now; it would catch me. A dark figure slowly appeared from the shadows. It had red eyes and horns. Black horns, curling like the devils. It stretched its hands toward me. I could see its nails that looked more like claws. They were coming closer. I shrieked a high, panicked sound. It had caught me, and now it was shaking me. "My Lady! My Lady!" a gentle voice urged. I shot my eyes open with a gasp and found Lucian looming over me. "You're ok," He assured, brushing something away from my face. "It was just a dream."I was panting and sweat dripped down my face. I was scared and confused. Lucian pulled me to his chest. He held
Once they arrived at their chamber Lucian noticed that Hazel had a frown on her face."Is everything alright?" He asked."Yes," She said her gaze slowly turning to the window. "Can I go outside to thegarden?"Lucian noticed that she liked being outside, so he decided to take her not only outsidethe room but outside the castle. Her eyes twinkled when he told her about it.In the courtyard stood the stables, and he led her inside to show her his own horse, abeautiful chestnut with a white star on his yank."Can you ride?" He asked her."No" she replied, embarrassed."Then you should ride with me." He suggested.Hazel nodded.Lucian helped her up and she sat behind him on the horse. "Hold on."She seemed to hesitate, but then ever so slowly she put her arms around his waist andheld him lightly, almost not touching. But as soon as they started riding, her griptightened, pressing her soft and warm body against his back."Is it too fast?""No," she replied but her tight hold around his
His voice, his scent, the warmth of his body, all filled my senses and made me unable to think clearly. Before I knew he was carrying me to our chamber, and then laid me down on the bed. Bed? Wait, no!He lay down next to me and when I tried to get up, he put an arm around my shoulders and held me down."Lay still and let me hold you," he said, taking his arm away from my shoulders and putting them around my waist instead."Why?""Because I like holding you and you like it when I do that" he replied."And how would you know?" I said, a teasing lilt to my voice."What? You don't like it?" I was afraid that if I said I liked it he would want to take it to the next level, but I didn't want to lie either."It's... alright" I said cautiously, a shy smile making its way to my face. He grabbed my chin and made me turn around to face him."Is my touch just alright?"He let go of my chin and traced with his fingers down my neck and up my shoulder, removing my robe from one side. My pulse quick
"You are not the only one who wants to treat someone well," I said, ignoring the pain his grip caused. He looked at me for a while. The flames in his eyes slowly dying and their color becoming golden again. He let go of my neck and looked down as if regretting what he had just done. "You should... take your shirt off," I said. Walking back to the bed, he ripped his shirt open, showing a perfectly toned stomach and chest. The muscles in his arm twitched as he lay down on the bed. "Are you just going to stare?" he asked. Embarrassed I hurried to the bed, sat down, and started cleaning his wounds. This was horrible. The wounds seemed deep and they would probably leave scars on his back. It must have hurt a lot. Was his family always so cruel to him? And I had thought my family were too cruel. I wondered what his childhood was like. Was he always like this? Rejected by his family, bullied and punished? He must have been so lonely. "Why are you crying?" A tear fell down my cheek. Am I
"You are not the only one who wants to treat someone well," I said, ignoring the pain his grip caused. He looked at me for a while. The flames in his eyes slowly dying and their color becoming golden again. He let go of my neck and looked down as if regretting what he had just done. "You should... take your shirt off," I said. Walking back to the bed, he ripped his shirt open, showing a perfectly toned stomach and chest. The muscles in his arm twitched as he lay down on the bed. "Are you just going to stare?" he asked. Embarrassed I hurried to the bed, sat down, and started cleaning his wounds. This was horrible. The wounds seemed deep and they would probably leave scars on his back. It must have hurt a lot. Was his family always so cruel to him? And I had thought my family were too cruel. I wondered what his childhood was like. Was he always like this? Rejected by his family, bullied and punished? He must have been so lonely. "Why are you crying?" A tear fell down my cheek. Am I
His voice, his scent, the warmth of his body, all filled my senses and made me unable to think clearly. Before I knew he was carrying me to our chamber, and then laid me down on the bed. Bed? Wait, no!He lay down next to me and when I tried to get up, he put an arm around my shoulders and held me down."Lay still and let me hold you," he said, taking his arm away from my shoulders and putting them around my waist instead."Why?""Because I like holding you and you like it when I do that" he replied."And how would you know?" I said, a teasing lilt to my voice."What? You don't like it?" I was afraid that if I said I liked it he would want to take it to the next level, but I didn't want to lie either."It's... alright" I said cautiously, a shy smile making its way to my face. He grabbed my chin and made me turn around to face him."Is my touch just alright?"He let go of my chin and traced with his fingers down my neck and up my shoulder, removing my robe from one side. My pulse quick
Once they arrived at their chamber Lucian noticed that Hazel had a frown on her face."Is everything alright?" He asked."Yes," She said her gaze slowly turning to the window. "Can I go outside to thegarden?"Lucian noticed that she liked being outside, so he decided to take her not only outsidethe room but outside the castle. Her eyes twinkled when he told her about it.In the courtyard stood the stables, and he led her inside to show her his own horse, abeautiful chestnut with a white star on his yank."Can you ride?" He asked her."No" she replied, embarrassed."Then you should ride with me." He suggested.Hazel nodded.Lucian helped her up and she sat behind him on the horse. "Hold on."She seemed to hesitate, but then ever so slowly she put her arms around his waist andheld him lightly, almost not touching. But as soon as they started riding, her griptightened, pressing her soft and warm body against his back."Is it too fast?""No," she replied but her tight hold around his
That night I had a dream. I was running, terrified. I was running for my life, and something was chasing me. Something dark. Something with intent to kill. I couldn't see it but I could feel its presence. It wanted me. It was hungry and angry and it wouldn't stop hunting me until it caught me. I ran so fast that I stumbled on my own feet and fell. It was close now; it would catch me. A dark figure slowly appeared from the shadows. It had red eyes and horns. Black horns, curling like the devils. It stretched its hands toward me. I could see its nails that looked more like claws. They were coming closer. I shrieked a high, panicked sound. It had caught me, and now it was shaking me. "My Lady! My Lady!" a gentle voice urged. I shot my eyes open with a gasp and found Lucian looming over me. "You're ok," He assured, brushing something away from my face. "It was just a dream."I was panting and sweat dripped down my face. I was scared and confused. Lucian pulled me to his chest. He held
Lucian stare blankly at Ava. They were sitting in the garden. He was surprised again, this woman never ceased to amaze him. He still couldn't believe she stood that horrifying scene. His inner demon has been disturbing him lately, he needs blood and he needed to feed him before it gets out of hand. Ava was the first person that wasn't afraid of him. He hated the fact that everyone was afraid of him. Immediately Ava gaze met him, he quickly averted his pretending to be staring beside her. "Why didn't you run away?" He asked cozily. Slowly turning to stare at her "Huh!?????...erm, nothing. Why would I run away." Ava stuttered quickly averting her gaze from him. "I shouldn't have allowed you see that, don't stay close next time ." Lucian said lightly "See Lucian, you are my husband. There's nothing both of us can do about it. So, I don't see any reason why I should be far from you. Of course I was scared but you are my husband so I have to stick to that and
Now everywhere was intensed as we sat on the family dining table for a family meal. I was already feeling uncomfortable by the awkward silent. Lucian was eating along side with his brothers and wives with the king. I took a porch of meal in my mouth as I chew it voidly. Then I started feeling hot, my body was burning, my dress was wet. I felt my leg trembled under the table. Lucian noticed this because he was sitting next to me, still gazing at his meal, he slowly reach for my hand under the table and squeezed it carefully. I stared at him, he was indeed enchanting. Once you look at him, it's quite difficult to avert your gaze. I smiled as I gazed at his eyes, it gave me a little hope. It made me feel better. "So little brother. How was it" One of the prince winked at him. He was the second son "She's beautiful, how were you able to find such a beautiful damsel. She's too beautiful to be your wife. I believe she's too good on the bed" The first prince, Xender laughed giving me
We rode home in silence. I hated it because it made me nervous, and gave me time to think of what was waiting once we arrived. The wedding consummation. I had never even touched a man before, father made sure of that, and now I would... I shook my head. You're scaring yourself, I scolded myself. Maybe he would spare me tonight if he had someone else to be with. "Your Highness?" "Yes?" "Do you have another wife, Your Highness?" I asked. I shouldn't have. It was none of my business. Mother had told me to be careful not to ask a prince such questions, but I didn't care. I needed to know what was waiting for me once we reached home. He turned his gaze to me and narrowed his eyes. Did he get angry? "No, I don't." He answered slowly. I was surprised that I felt relieved when I shouldn't have. This would only mean that I would have to spend the night with him. I shivered at the thought. "But I have many mistresses." He finished. Oh, of course. Why didn't I think about it? He
My entire life, I've been waiting for this day. I always knew that I was never going to marry whom I want to marry because I'm a woman and a princess, I have no right to choose whom I will marry. Hell no, I have no right at all. My opinion doesn't matter to anyone, not even my own family. Infact my father saw me as a tool to get more power and alliance. To get alliance with the kingdom of Verenthia (a very power kingdom) by marrying me to one of their prince. A princess life isn't like it seems. Yeah, a prince can marry for alliance but if he didn't like his wife, he can equally marry as many wives as he wants and many mistresses too. But the case of the princess is different, once you are married, you are married no going back. You have to endure seeing your husband get married to many other women when he eventually gets tired of you. You have no say and you have to be loyal to avoid being killed. My body boil in anger, why is the law unfair. Why do a prince have so much po