Ava
Finding out my father sold me off to a sadistic Mafia Don to save himself was not how I expected my twenty-first birthday to go. But alas. Here, I am. “Are you okay?” My father asks, his voice layered with concern. I turn to observe him, my eyes roaming up and down his slouched shoulders. He was dressed in a black tuxedo one of the men who had brought us in had given him shortly after we arrived at the church. His hair was pushed back, the result of countless hand motions through the balding strands in order to appear much younger than he actually was. It doesn't work. “Ava… Please talk to me” I let out a breath, then pressed my lips together forming a thin line. How exactly did he expect me to answer that? Oh, of course, Dad, I’m fine; it’s great that you sold me to a literal mafia boss to save your life; I totally understand and forgive you. My lips twist downward at the thought. My father had sold me to one of the most ruthless men in all of Chicago in order to save his neck and waited until my wedding, which just so happens to be my birthday day, to tell me about it. Can you believe that? He waited until the day of my literal wedding day, despite knowing for months, to tell me what he had done. Two of Antonio's men had stormed into my bedroom and forced me and my father into a car before driving us to the chapel where my soon-to-be father-in-law and husband-to-be were waiting. We were currently in the dressing room, and while my father was doing a terrible job at calming me down, I had resorted to giving him the silent treatment. My gaze wandered to the mirror, admiring how the ivory fabric of the wedding dress I was given minutes ago hugged my body. I always imagined wearing my mother’s wedding dress on my wedding day, but the delicate lace clinging to my curves was nothing like the once-white satin dress buried away along with the rest of my mother’s things in the attic. “You can’t remain silent forever. Sooner or later, you’re going to have to talk to me.” his voice cut through my thoughts, but I couldn’t bring myself to reply to him. Instead, I continue to fix my gaze on my dress in the mirror, pretending to be oblivious to his persistence. His voice rang again, softly this time, “I know this whole arrangement may seem a little… unexpected but you have to understand, this was the only thing he wanted. You were the only thing he wanted.” Il Mercante di Morte. Merchant of death. It was what the Italian mafia called men like my father. Men who sold weapons to the mafia in exchange for temporary power, and were too blind to see the inevitable consequences their actions would cause. My father believed he could outsmart men who built their empires on the blood of their enemies and the loyalty of their partners and that was the beginning of his and my downfall. The Moretti Family was one of the three crime families that operated in Chicago. The families were of Italian, Russian and Irish descent but the Morettis were the most ruthless of them all. Their Leader, Alessandro Moretti, was a man known for his precision and unwavering authority. He ran his business like a well-oiled machine and left no room for screw-ups. Two months ago, my father made the mistake of selling faulty guns to the Moretti Mafia. His actions resulted in the death of three of Alessandro's men. One of which was his nephew. As you would expect Alessandro wasn’t too pleased to find out that the cause of his nephew's death was my father. A life for a life was the number one rule of the mafia and Alessandro was determined to make my father pay with his. Until he saw me. Well a picture of me. On my father's table. He took one look at that picture and decided that I would be the perfect fit for his son. As his bride. As twisted as it sounded, Alessandro Moretti believed that forcing my father to give up his only daughter to his son would be punishment enough for my father. “You sold me.” the words fell from my lips before I could stop them. My nails bite into the flesh of my palm as I stare at him through glassy eyes. He tipped his head back, briefly closing his eyes, “Ava, it isn’t like that. Alessandro… this was all he wanted. For you to marry his son. If I hadn't agreed to this he would've killed the both of us. I didn't have a choice.” “You had a choice. You could’ve chosen not to sell off your only daughter to a monster. But you didn’t.” He ran his fingers through his thinning hair, finally meeting my gaze. “Antonio will be good to you. His father will make sure of it.” I almost laughed at how convinced he sounded that Alessandro, a man who was notoriously known for going back on his words, would ensure that his son would treat me well. As the next in line for his father's role as the head of the Moretti family, Antonio Moretti was as ruthless and vile as they came. I had heard rumours about my future husband. About how he killed without a second thought and how he was willing to do anything and everything to get what he wanted. He was a murderer and a rapist who spent most of his nights visiting clubs, surrounded by women, alcohol and drugs. Although his father had spent most of his life preparing him to become the perfect successor, Antonio had fallen short in his path to being the next head of the Moretti Mafia. It was one of the reasons Antonio's father was desperate to get him married. Alessandro was getting old and Antonio had shown no interest in settling down. The mafia needed heirs to survive, and since neither of Alessandro's children was interested in marriage, he was forced to play the role of matchmaker in their lives. A soft knock echoes through the room and I drag my gaze towards the door where it's coming from. “Two minutes until the ceremony.” A voice says. My shoulder stiffens. I wait until the footsteps fade away before turning to my father once more. My heart sinks. I turn to my father, my tone desperate as I beg, “Please don’t make me do this.” He had to see that this was wrong. That he was making a mistake. My father looks away, shoulders slumped as he stands there, defeated. His unspoken reply simmers in the silence. It’s already been done. My heart hammers against my rib cage as the heavy oak doors of the chapel fall open. Silence falls over the guests as they stand and turn around to witness my entrance. Breathe, I remind myself because it appears that I have forgotten. The grand cathedral, adorned with white roses and soft lighting looks like something out of a dream. White rose petals lay scattered across a narrow crimson aisle that ran from the grand entrance down to the altar where my future husband stood. The sight would’ve been breathtaking if it wasn’t for the tiny knot of dread gnawing at my chest. My father bent his arm, extending his elbow for me to hold on to. With trembling fingers, I settle my right hand over the smooth fabric of his tuxedo jacket. The delicate fragrance of roses lingers in the air as my father begins our descent down the aisle. My eyes sifted through the faces that filled each pew. I had never met any of these people but yet Alessandro had deemed each of them of utmost importance to be in attendance. I wondered if they were aware of the circumstances surrounding this wedding. Did they even care that they were attending the wedding of a man who had caused suffering to hundreds? My father mumbles something under his breath, but I pay him no mind. Instead, my gaze finds the man I will soon refer to as my husband in a matter of minutes. He isn't much taller than me. His face is round and chubby and reminds me more of the weirdly shaped potato my brother Aaron found in my mother's garden when we were children. His hair is dark and noticeably thinning with bald spots at the center of his scalp. The buttons of his tux strain around his belly as they try to keep the fabric taut. He wasn't attractive by any means but I already knew this. I suppose that’s what happens when you’re in your late forties and as powerful as Antonio. You tend to let yourself go. But none of that bothers me the way his eyes do. Dark and soulless. Antonio watches me walk down the aisle with the same predatory intensity as a lion stalking its next prey. They say the eyes are the window to the soul, and when Antonio's gaze briefly collides with mine, I see his. And it makes me sick. Bile rushes up my throat but I push it down. His gaze never leaves mine, and the closer I get to the altar, the more my heart sinks. An irresistible urge to turn around and run away grows with each passing second, but I know I won't be able to take a single step before a bullet finds its way up the back of my skull. My father releases my hand once we've reached Antonio and for a moment I allow myself to believe that he has come to his senses and is letting me go but my momentary relief is soon replaced with an unnerving sense of panic as Antonio extends his big grubby palm towards me and without waiting, takes my hand from my father. The moment His fingers curl around my wrist, a jolt of revulsion shoots through me, I fight the urge to jerk away, forcing myself to accept the unwelcome weight of his touch. From the corner of my eye, I see the handle of a gun sticking out from Antonio’s best man’s pants. I swallowed and forced my eyes away from the weapon. Instead, I readjusted my gaze to the balding man in front of me. The corner of Antonio’s lips curl into a cruel, sadistic smirk and he squeezes my hand, the warning he intended clear in his grip. Try anything and you’re dead. “Smile”, comes his cruel voice “It's your wedding day.” I do as he says. Forcing a tight-lipped smile onto my lips. His smirk widens. “Better,” he says and turns to the priest, signalling him to begin the ceremony. “Dearly beloved,” the priest began, “We are gathered here today to join your daughter Ava Blackwood and your son Antonio Moretti in holy Matrimony…” From the corner of my eye, I find Antonio's eyes locked onto the swell of my breast. He darts his tongue out, licking his bottom lip and disgust knots around my stomach. The hall is silent when the priests ask if there are any objections. Nobody says a word. Please, God, save me. Please, God… The priest turns to me. “Do you, Ava Blackwood, take Antonio Moretti to be your lawfully wedded husband as long as you both shall live?” I swipe my tongue over my bottom lip and open my mouth to say the words I know will seal my fate forever, when a voice erupts from the back of the room, stopping me. “Well, Well, Well, isn’t this lovely?” The intruder starts, each word accompanied by a deliberate slow clap. His voice is smooth and deep, sending a shiver through me. Each word is laced with a faint Russian accent, tangling around each syllable that leaves his lips. Murmurs break out from the audience while I turn around narrowing my eyes, trying to find the cause of the disruption. My breath catches in my throat when my gaze collides with a pair of deep green eyes. There, at the back of the room, stood the most devastatingly handsome man I had ever seen, leaning against the door frame of the exit. A dim light flickered above him and I watched as the intruder made his way towards us. Something about his presence changed the atmosphere in the room. It consumed me. How easily his presence changed the room. There was something about him that went beyond his height and the impressive bulk of his frame. Power. Pretty quickly I concluded that he was one of them. Except he shouldn’t be here. He wasn't invited. Yet, there he was. My lips parted in a gasp as my eyes swept over his features. He was striking, in a dangerously unsettling way. His sharp jawline and neatly trimmed beard gave him an air of calculated refinement, but there was nothing soft about him. He was dressed in a plain white shirt that showed off the planes of his broad shoulders. The fabric clung to his frame and the first two buttons were undone, exposing the patterns of dark ink etched in his skin from the side of his neck to the center of his chest and lower. An unexpected image of me tracing the curves of the design inscribed in his skin with my finger suddenly flashed through my mind, startling me. I've never been one to fawn over tattoos but on him the ink only added to the allure. “What is the meaning of this?” Alessandro roared, rising to his feet, his face flushed with rage. A thick vein bulged the side of his neck, pulsing with his anger. I barely have time to register Antonio's grip on my wrist before he yanks me to his side, his fingers pressing into my skin as he turns to face the stranger. "Do you have any idea what you’ve just done.” he growled, his voice thick with barely contained rage. The intruder pauses mid stride. His Green eyes find mine in the midst of the chaos and I freeze. Those eyes. I've seen them before. But where? I frown, urging my brain to recall where I’d seen him and instead come up blank. “You” it's my father's voice that slices through the tension. His eyes are wide like he's just seen a ghost, except he's looking directly at the intruder, “It can’t be… you’re supposed to be dead.” Dead? Did my father know this man? Uneasiness crept through me. There was something about my father's reaction that told me I was missing something. A maniacal grin curled at the corner of the intruder's lips, a flicker of amusement dancing in his eyes. “I got better” “Enough!” Alessandro roars, settling his angry gaze on my father, “Do you know this man Marcus?” My father doesn't respond. “Allow me to introduce myself.” the stranger began, his voice low and dripping with menace.“My name is Nikolai Volkov and I believe you have something that belongs to me.”AVA I believe you have something that belongs to me. His words linger in the air for only a second before gasps erupt from the audience. My heart hammered against my ribs, and I blinked at the intruder in disbelief. His? What was he talking about? My gaze finds my father. He stands frozen, his lips slightly parted and eyes wide with shock as he looks at the man who called himself Nikolai. “What is going on Marcus!” Alessandro roared, his rage-filled gaze fixed on my father. His face filled with rage. A smile peaked at the corner of the intruder’s lips as he shoved his hands into his pocket. “It’s quite simple, Alessandro. You’ve been played.” Played? As if snapped from a trance My father looked up, his gaze finding mine amid the chaos. Remorse clouded his features. “Forgive me, Ava.” my father says, giving me an apologetic look. My brows knitted together as a slow wave of dread settled at the pit of my stomach, “What have you done?” “It was a long time ago.”
Ava I was married. Married. I still couldn't believe it. I was married to a man who crashed my wedding ceremony, declaring that my father had sold me to him when I was only seven. That couldn't have been legal. Oh, and that’s not even the crazy part. Far from it actually. Not only was I married to this crazy person, but apparently, this man was the long-lost heir of the Russian Mafia who was supposed to be dead. And they say weddings aren't fun. I drag my gaze towards the man seated in the driver's seat just a few inches away from me. He sits there composed and unruffled, an effortless control radiating off him like he hadn't just hurled me on his shoulder and out of the church like a caveman seconds ago. There was no denying the fact that the man beside me was the most painstakingly gorgeous man I had ever seen. His chiselled jaw, sharp cheekbones and tousled dark hair framed a face that belonged on the statue of a Greek god. But that still didn't give him the r
Nikolai Volkov “Papa” Kira's excited squeal hits me before I see her. She runs up to me, wrapping her tiny arms around my leg like a vine. It's a habit she's developed recently and one I planned on breaking - eventually. Her small, chubby face beams up at me, and her eyes sparkle with the kind of joy that I've become immune to. I let out a breath, resting my head on her curls. “What are you doing here Kira? You're supposed to be with Lydia” Kira giggles, clearly missing the annoyance in my tone. She's made a habit of escaping her nanny at every little opportunity since we got back from Russia. It was a habit that was becoming increasingly worrisome, considering she was a five-year-old child who thought that every opportunity should be seized to play hide and seek. Shaking her head, she grins up at me, revealing a missing tooth that was still intact when I left this morning. I make a mental note to put a hundred-dollar bill under her pillow tonight because the last thi
Ava I hardly get any sleep throughout the night. Each time my eyes fluttered shut, Nikolai’s face would emerge from the darkness, just inches from mine, the words he said yesterday lingering in the space between our barely touching lips. I had spent the majority of the night reminiscing about the events of my botched birthday turned wedding day trying to make sense of my current situation. Letting out a disgruntled groan, I turn away from the harsh rays of sunlight streaming in from my windows. Everything was so confusing. My entire life had changed. Everything I knew had been ripped out from under my feet and without an anchor, I had come crashing down into a pile of confusion and uncertainty. Nothing about my life felt real anymore. In the last twenty-four hours, I had gone from birthday girl to wife-to-be, and now I was married to a man whom I barely knew anything about and trapped in his house. Could my life get any worse? The low rumble of my stomach forces me out o
Ava The walls of Nikolai's office are cloaked in a deep charcoal that blends seamlessly into the dark wood design, creating an intense atmosphere. The shelves are filled with all kinds of books, new and old, all turned to the spine. The books are arranged in such precise colour coordination that they look a bit too perfect. The space is much bigger than I expected it to be and I'm almost consumed by its vastness. A large mahogany desk stands at the centre of it all, polished to a gleam with neatly stacked papers arranged on each side, and not a single paper document out of place. A sleek black leather chair stands just behind the desk, its high back giving off an air of authority against the soft glow of the crystal chandelier above the room. Nikolai occupies the chair, matte-framed glasses perched on the bridge of his nose as his pen moves frantically over a document, his brows furrowing in concentration. In the last twenty minutes I've been seated opposite this man
Ava "No" The word tumbles out of my mouth in a rapid fit. I shoot out from my chair, instinctively stepping away from him. A wave of disgust trickles up my spine before sinking its claws around my throat. "No?" Nikolai’s voice is deceptively soft, but his eyes flash with a dangerous intensity as he leans back against his desk. You would think he had never heard the word before with the way he was looking at me. "No" I repeat, firmer this time. "I will not help you kill my father. My God, what is wrong with you? I mean, I knew you were insane, but this? This is a whole new level, even for the likes of you." He leans back against his desk, watching me. He remains annoyingly calm, unfazed by my reaction. "Your father isn't the man you think he is.", My brows furrow as I try to read his expression"What's that supposed to mean?" He steps closer and runs a hand along his jaw, "Your father has blood on his hands, Solnishko, Russian blood to be exact." My shoulders stiffen,
Ava. The devil is real. And he is not a little red man with horns and a fork for a tongue. No, he can be beautiful. A fact I think most people forget. Nikolai was the devil in this scenario, and much like the actual devil, he was the ruler of my personal version of hell. He consumes my thoughts as l lay in bed, tangled in the sheets, our conversation from hours ago - if you could consider it that- replay in my mind. My thoughts drift back to his request in his office and I feel a knot tighten in my stomach at the memory. It was already dark outside, the cool glow of the moon slipped in through my window, casting a dim light across my bedroom floor. I had spent the last couple of hours locked up in here, trying to rid myself of the anger that had now turned to confusion that still burned brightly within me. Nikolai was accusing my father of murdering his brother who just so happened to be Kira's biological father. He wanted revenge for the blood my father spilled and he wa
Ava “Interesting” Kat hums to herself the next day when I tell her what happened with Kira. I shoot her a questioning look and arch my left brow, “What's so interesting about it?” We were currently lazing about by the pool which is something you wouldn't expect two adults to be doing on a Monday afternoon. Kat had insisted that a pool day was what we needed to solidify our bond in best friend-in-lawhood - her words, not mine- and I was too much of a people pleaser to refuse and just sort of went with it. “What is so interesting about it is that Kira doesn't just crawl into bed with anyone after having a nightmare. She only prefers it when Nikolai consoles her and the fact that she went to your room after one is just… odd.” I kick my feet against the water as I listen to her. “There was nothing odd about it.” I tell her, “Nikolai wasn't home, and I just so happened to be the only one awake. I'm sure if she knew that you were awake too she would've gone to you and Ivan’s roo
Ava. “Try me.” A second passes, and a shaky breath escapes my lips. Nikolai’s breathing comes out in steady pants above me as my body hums with the aftershock of what could have been my orgasm. When he doesn’t move, I roll my hips once more against his erection, and his gaze grows wild with need. And then he snaps. He cursed in Russian, his grip tightening in my hair before he was on top of me. Kissing me. Devouring me. I gasp when he rips his mouth away, but it soon turns into a moan when he starts to suck and nibble on my neck. My hips roll, and hot pressure starts to build inside me when I feel his erection. My body goes still, and He lets out an amused sound when I feel the head of his erection nudge against my entrance. “Not so mouthy now, huh?” I want to hit him for teasing me, but I can’t move. He’s big. Really big and a part of me, no, scratch that; all of me is pretty sure he’s not going to fit. Nikolai must sense my hesitation because his teasing expressi
AvaLong, long ago, before my father decided that I was nothing more than a commodity and before my husband’s large hands traced the outline of my breast, Cara and I had attended a party in one of the frat houses at another University. I don’t recall much of the details but I do remember that not long after we arrived, both Cara and I found ourselves in a circle full of giggling female University students talking about their best and worst sexual experiences. The conversation danced along the line of explicit and I soon found myself fidgeting with my hands and Itching to leave. Luckily, I was able to slip out undetected, right as a girl named Everdeen stepped into the centre of the circle and began narrating her horrendous first-time experience with her high school boyfriend and spent the rest of my evening outside.Unluckily, her story would’ve come in handy right about now. Because if I had stayed, I probably would’ve gathered enough information on what exactly one was supposed to
AvaI struggle at first, my body refusing to give in to him so easily.I lied. His words ring in my head over and over again. If you died so would I.How could he say that so easily? He couldn't possibly have meant that, could he? But the way he'd looked at me as he said those words told me that he did. He meant every word. Another teardrop rolls down my cheek, the wetness mingling with our kisses, and Nikolai pulls back for a second, capturing the next and the next one after that until the tears are no more, and then he captures my lips again. I have no idea why I'm crying or why the tears can only be soothed by his kisses.Maybe it was because, after all this time, someone was finally seeing me, or maybe I was crying because, after all this time, it was him who was seeing me. There was something about the way Nikolai kissed me that made every blood vessel in my body come alive. The way his body pressed against mine as he cupped my face, kissing me harder and making me forget ever
Ava It all happens so fast. The room erupts into gasps and screams. Chairs scrape back as people fly from their seats towards the exit. Someone drops a spoon. And the entire cafe dives right into chaos.It takes no more than fifteen seconds for the entire place to empty out, leaving only Nikolai, my father, and me standing in the deserted café.The silence that follows is one that feels as suffocating as it looks. My heart thunders in my chest, and I can feel the tension crackling in the air like an electric storm. Nikolai was here. But how? He wasn't supposed to be here. I hadn't told him where I was going to be and the timing feels too calculated to be a coincidence. Nikolai’s gaze doesn’t leave my father as he steps closer, standing until he’s by my side. He uses his free hand to move me behind him, allowing his body to act as a shield between me and the man whose brown eyes resemble mine.The air around us thickens, the kind of heavy, dense silence that comes right before a st
AvaThe words hit me like a slap, the coldness of them slicing through the tense atmosphere between us. For a moment, I can’t breathe, can’t think. I just stare at him, my father, who has never once been anything close to the man I needed him to be."Money?" I repeat, the incredulity dripping from my voice. "You... need money?"That's why he came back? Because he needed money? Not because of anything else.I already knew his reason for coming back had to be something big but this… this felt extremely underwhelming and yet not entirely surprising.“While I was gone,” He begins, running his fingers through his greying strands. “I made some bad decisions. Found my way into some debts.” His words are hurried as if he's trying to make them sound more reasonable. "Look, I’m not asking for much, just enough to get me out of this mess."I blink at him “And how much exactly is enough?”He hesitates, “Thirty grand”Thirty Fucking grand?“I know this might sound bad…”“Might?”“Some really bad p
AvaMy mother had a saying. The world is an unpredictable place.It was a generic saying. One I knew that she was not the first to say but one she repeated often enough for me to align the saying with her name.However, it isn't until this very moment that I understand why she said it so often.I spot him before he sees me. He’s seated in one of the seats at the far end of the cafe which was partially covered by one of the dim lights of the cafe and a red brick wall that shielded more than half of his body from the window opposite from him.The world was indeed an unpredictable place, I realized for the second time in the last ten minutes.One minute, I'm prancing between classes, wondering what’s the difference between Renaissance and Baroque art, and the next, I'm inches away from the man, who’d been my only parental figure for more than half of my life.The seat he’d chosen was tucked away within the shadows of the restaurant and despite the movements of the staff, one still had a
AvaWhen my phone chimes in my pocket, alerting me of a notification three days later, my entire body goes numb as I stare at the words on my screen that seem to drown out the careless chatter all around the hallway.It’s a text.But it’s not just any text, no, it’s the kind of text you don’t expect to get on a warm Tuesday afternoon after trudging back and forth between classes all morning. It is also the kind of text that makes my heart stop beating in my chest and nausea rolls through me, twisting my gut painfully.Unknown: We need to talk. Meet me at the cafe on the 5th. Tell no one. Love Dad.My grip tightens around my phone and a chill runs down my spine, curling at the end as I reread the words displayed on my phone screen.It wasn’t a normal text message a daughter hoped to get from her runaway father after he disappeared for two months. It didn’t hold any hint of casualty, or at the very least, formality. It was cold, straight to the point and if it weren’t for the last two w
AvaI wave goodbye to Tyler as she settles Oliver and Emma into the backseat of the sleek black car that came to pick them up. She waves back at me, offering me one last smile before she closes the door. Their car pulls into the driveway, its red taillights glowing in the dim evening light, and I stand there, arms wrapped around myself, watching as it disappears into the night.The living room is empty when I step back in. Kat and Ivan had retired early to bed and Nikolai had gone to put Kira to sleep shortly after I escorted Tyler outside.My footsteps echo off the walls as I make my way to the Kitchen and when I step inside, I drag my gaze along the stacked plates sitting on the sink and the empty glasses right beside it.The party lasted longer than planned; normally, I could easily get a staff member to help clean up, but most were off duty, and those who weren’t were too busy tidying up the party decorations.Seeing no other option — or maybe I was just looking for a distraction
AvaKira’s birthday arrived sooner than expected, and, for the first time since I arrived at the Volkov mansion, something other than guards filled the halls.Kira wasn’t the only child running around these halls.As promised, Tyler asked Emma’s parents if she could come. It takes a fair amount of convincing on my part, but they eventually agree — but with one condition. They insist on having one of their own personal bodyguards present at the party.I try to reassure them that it isn’t necessary, that the estate was secure and safe but their insistence makes it difficult for me to refuse, Their minds are already made up, and when I tell Nikolai about the arrangement, he isn’t exactly thrilled about the possibility of having someone not on his security team scout his estate for potential threats. Eventually, I get him to change his mind and he allows them to bring one bodyguard. No more.With how insistent Emma’s parents are about not leaving her alone, you’d think they would’ve at le