AVA
I believe you have something that belongs to me. His words linger in the air for only a second before gasps erupt from the audience. My heart hammered against my ribs, and I blinked at the intruder in disbelief. His? What was he talking about? My gaze finds my father. He stands frozen, his lips slightly parted and eyes wide with shock as he looks at the man who called himself Nikolai. “What is going on Marcus!” Alessandro roared, his rage-filled gaze fixed on my father. His face filled with rage. A smile peaked at the corner of the intruder’s lips as he shoved his hands into his pocket. “It’s quite simple, Alessandro. You’ve been played.” Played? As if snapped from a trance My father looked up, his gaze finding mine amid the chaos. Remorse clouded his features. “Forgive me, Ava.” my father says, giving me an apologetic look. My brows knitted together as a slow wave of dread settled at the pit of my stomach, “What have you done?” “It was a long time ago.” He began, his voice heavy as he continued. “The Russians, they had kidnapped you because I was running late with their shipment. Do you remember?” How could I forget? The three days I had spent locked up under the Russians remained the single most traumatic experience of my twenty-one years on earth. “I begged for them to return you to me. I begged them to spare your life but they refused to see reason. They said that if I didn’t bring the shipment as agreed, they would kill you. I had to do something. I had just lost your mother; I couldn’t lose you too.” My heart sank, No. Please don't tell me he did what I think he did. “Nikolai’s father decided that the only way he would let you go and forgive me was if I agreed to a contract.” “What type of contract, father?” I bit out, my hands trembling at my side. “Ava…” “What type of contract?” I repeated, my voice rising. He hesitated, “The contract stated that you will be married to Nikolai on the day of your twenty-first birthday.” My breath hitched in my throat and my eyes widened as the realization of what he was saying sunk in. “You sold me twice.” His silence was the only response I needed to confirm my suspicion. The final restraint I had held on to snapped. “How could you!” I demanded, my pulse pounding loudly in my ears. I couldn’t breathe. My father, the man I’d trusted with my life, had sold me to not one but two of the most dangerous men in the city. “You were just a child. I didn’t want to do it but my hands were tied. If I had refused they would’ve killed you on the spot. I couldn’t do it. I’m so sorry, Ava… if I could go back and stop myself from making that deal, I would. I didn’t mean for things to end up this way.” He turns to Nikolai, “And you. You're not supposed to be here. You're supposed to be…” “Dead?” Nikolai interjects, a sardonic smile creeping onto his face. “Come on now. You, of all people, should know that it'll take more than a miserly fire to keep me dead.” He tilts his head to the side, narrowing his eyes as he accesses me. “And you must be Ava. My, aren't you a sight for sore eyes,” he says, the words dark and twisted coming from him. I shouldn't find the way he says that attractive. I know this but yet I can't stop the slight flush his compliment brings to my skin. He starts to walk towards me but Antonio doesn't let him get within an inch of me. “I wouldn't take another step if I were you.” He growls roughly. He squares his shoulders, straightens his stance and forces me behind him, acting as a barrier between Nikolai and me. “You have no idea who you're dealing with.” Antonio seethes. Nikolai studies Antonio for a moment, his gaze flickering with a hint of amusement as he leans back slightly on his feet and raises a brow. “Don’t I?” In one swift motion, Antonio pushes me towards his best man and draws a sleek black pistol from his holster, aiming the barrel squarely at the centre of Nikolai’s chest. Nikolai tsked and stepped closer to the muzzle of the gun. “I wouldn’t do that if I were you”, he mused, using his index finger to tap the end of the barrel lightly as if it were a toy rather than a weapon. “Try me.” Antonio retorted, his grip tightening around the handle of the gun. “I suggest you leave. Whatever deal you and her father had before is considered void as far as I’m concerned, nothing is owed to you.” “On the contrary, She is owed to me” Nikolai replied smoothly, a dangerous glint forming in his eyes. He taps the barrel of the gun once more. “I suggest you put that thing away and listen to what I have to say.” Antonio's jaw tightens but he makes no move to drop his gun. “Like hell, I will. You can't just stroll in here and make demands. Last time I checked, the Russians don't make the rules around these parts. We do." The corner of Nikolai's lips tilted up in a smug smirk as he arched a brow. “ Is that so? Perhaps you would reconsider once you've heard what I have to say.” I arched my brow. I didn't understand what his angle was, and neither did anyone else, so it seems. At first glance, there was nothing about Nikolai that struck me as the kind of man who acted on instinct. A man like him wouldn't just storm in here without having some type of card up his sleeve and it appears that I wasn't the only one that thought so. “That's enough Antonio.” The sound of Alessandro's voice cuts through the air, slicing the tension between the two men. “But Father,..” “Put the gun down, Antonio,” but he makes no move to do what his father says, “Now”, Alessandro barked. Antonio's fingers flexed around the trigger of the gun, his jaw tight as he maintained his defensive stance. Nikolai's gaze drops to Antonio's finger still hovering over the trigger and a mocking grin spreads across his lips when he sees Antonio's hesitation “I suggest you listen to what the old man says.” he says, his voice even, “Unless, of course, you prefer to be the reason your father loses his only daughter.” Alessandro stiffens and Antonio's laughter echoes off the walls of the chapel “Nice try” he sneers, switching the gun to his other hand “But my sister isn’t even in the country” “You're right,” Nikolai chimed without missing a beat, “Your sister was supposed to be in France today. In fact, her plane just landed except," he pauses, a maniacal grin curving at his lips, "she isn't on it. Antonio’s laughter faded instantly, morphing into a look of disbelief. His eyes widened as the reality of Nikolai’s words settled in. “You’re lying” Antonio shot back, but the tremor in his voice betrays his uncertainty. I glance back and forth between the two men. “Am I?” he corked his head to the side, “I can assure you that you won't think so once you've checked your phone.” As if on cue, the sound of phones buzzing filters through the air. Alessandro was the first to retrieve his cell phone, and I watched as his face paled at whatever was on the screen. “What is it?” Antonio asks, his grip on the gun wavering as he senses his father's reaction. Alessandro's hand shook as he held the phone in front of him, the light from the screen illuminating his strained expression. “it's… It's a video of Clara,” he says then looks up at Nikolai, “He has her.” Antonio's expression shifted from disbelief to burning rage as he stared at Nikolai. “How dare you. If you touch so much as a strand of hair on my sister's head, I swear I'll…” “Careful now. You'll want to think twice about what you say next. You wouldn't want something terrible to happen to your precious sister now would you?” Antonio clenches his jaw, his face taut with the force of his rising anger. “Drop your gun and step away.” He clenches his fist, the tension in his shoulders tight as he takes a deep breath, and then he tosses the gun to the side. It clatters against the marble floors, echoing through the now-silent church. “Excellent choice.” Nikolai grinned, a predatory glint dancing in his eyes as he glanced in my direction. It wasn’t the first time we had made eye contact during the entire ordeal but it felt different. My heart slams against my ribcage as I watch him slowly make his way up the altar. He stands in the position Antonio had stood in barely seconds ago. Antonio steps away just as his best man releases my arm from his grip. Nikolai extends his hand, a silent offer, urging me to take it. I don't. “You’re delusional if you think I’m going to marry you.” the words are out of my lips before I can stop them. My shoulders tense and a gasp escapes my throat when I find him directly in front of me. He lifts a finger, dragging the digit along the side of my neck, the motion cool and deliberate before resting his finger on my jaw. My breathing shallows as he grips my chin between his thumb and index finger, tipping my head back until our eyes meet. And I stutter. His eyes were the most remarkable shade of green I had ever seen. Like a magnet, they seemed to pull me in, sucking me into their depths until all I could see was the darkness that lay underneath. He smiles, his lips curling upwards in a grin, but it’s devoid of any warmth, “I don’t recall giving you a choice,” he leans in, his nose grazing mine until his lips brush my ear causing tingles to erupt all over my skin “You’re mine Solnyshko” Solnyshko? What did that even mean? And why did it sound so familiar? My head throbbed as I tried to piece together why everything about this man struck me with a sense of familiarity. “I don’t belong to you” I retorted, trying my best to keep my breathing and mind under control. I must be going insane. Why was I pissing him off? A smart person would know that pissing off a deranged mafia boss-especially one who was currently holding the daughter of another mafia boss hostage- was a terrible idea. But here I was doing exactly that. His gaze drops to my lips and my body grows rigid. He grins. “Let’s fix that shall we,” he says, then lowers his hand and steps away, releasing me. I stumbled back, blinking rapidly as I struggled to process what the hell just happened. He shifts his attention to the priest who stood as a silent spectator to the guns and war that had threatened to break out in his church. “Finish the ceremony,” he commanded, voice thick and stripped of the teasing tone he held moments before. The priest hesitates, his eyes widening as he opens his mouth to protest, but before he could utter a word Nikolai draws his pistol, aiming the barrel at the center of the priest's forehead. The priest swallows nervously as his gaze darts up to the gun being pressed into his forehead. “F-fINE I’ll d-do it j-just put the g-gun away please.” he stammered his voice trembling. Nikolai's smile returned and he lowered his gun, satisfaction gleaming in his eyes. “Good choice. Skip straight to the I dos, and if you try anything funny I won't hesitate to end you.” The priest nods quickly, obviously distraught by his near death experience. “Um…Do you, Ava Blackwood, take this man Nikolai Volkov as your lawfully wedded husband?” I open my mouth fully intending to protest but the words die in my throat when I catch sight of my father from the corner of my eyes. “On one condition.” I state, my voice steady as I look up at the man whose maniacal smile has once again vanished. “What is it?" “If I do this you have to protect my family from the Morettis. My father and brother. “Ava…” my father starts to say but I glare at him, shutting him up. “As much as I hate you right now. I'm not ready to lose you yet. You might think I'm doing this because I still feel obligated to protect you but make no mistake father, this will be the last time you will ever see me.” I turned to Nikolai, “ So do we have a deal?” Something shifts in Nikolai's expression tethering between the lines of intrigue and amusement, “You want me to protect the man who sold you to save his neck?” I nod, already regretting my decision, “if it means you'll protect my family I'm willing to do whatever you want.” His lips tip up in a smirk, “whatever I want?” His gaze darkens, “are you sure about that?” there was a dangerous edge to his question and my chest squeezes. Nodding, I respond. “Yes” my voice trembles with my answer despite my best efforts. Nikolai tilts his head to the side, examining me with an intent look in his eyes. “Very well,” he says after what feels like hours and relief courses through me and I feel the tension roll off my shoulders. “Thank you” The ceremony continues and when the priest asks me again if I take Nikolai to be my husband, there is no hesitation in my voice when I say I do. “With the power vested in me, I now pronounce you husband and wife, you may… um you may kiss your bride.” Nikolai dips down and captures my lips in one fluid motion. I start to pull away but he doesn't let me. Grabbing my hip firmly with one hand, he pulls me flush against his rigid planes of his body. A whimper crawls up my throat. It's soft and barely audible but it's there, and he hears it. He makes a sound at the back of his throat, in between a growl and a groan and it goes straight to my center. I placed a hand on his chest, my lips hesitant as I tried to mimic his movements. In case it isn't clear, I haven't kissed many men in my life. I've only ever kissed three actually and two of them were before high school so I doubted I could count them in my list of conquests. His hand cupped the back of my neck, pulling me closer and swallowing the sounds that threatened to escape him. His tongue parts my lips and I moan at the way he tastes. There's something about this kiss. Something that makes me feel like the entire world was going to tilt off its axis if his lips ever left mine. Which is crazy to think because just seconds ago the man I'm admittedly enjoying kissing had threatened to end the life of an innocent girl. I pull away, ending the kiss abruptly. Nikolais lips hover over mine and our gazes meet only for a brief second. My heart hammers against my chest as light puffs of air escape my lips. I shouldn't have liked that nearly as much as I did. A hint of desire flickers in his irises, igniting something inside me. He wanted me. The realization sends an unexpected thrill throughout my body. The priest clears his throat and both of us turn to find the priest and everyone else awkwardly staring at us. My body tingles as Nikolai lifts his thumb to the corner of his lips, brushing the stain my lipstick had left on his lips during our kiss. “The bride and groom everybody.” the priest announces stepping back and presenting us to a very stunned audience. I look at the man who was now my husband and my heart plummets. What was going to happen now?Ava I was married. Married. I still couldn't believe it. I was married to a man who crashed my wedding ceremony, declaring that my father had sold me to him when I was only seven. That couldn't have been legal. Oh, and that’s not even the crazy part. Far from it actually. Not only was I married to this crazy person, but apparently, this man was the long-lost heir of the Russian Mafia who was supposed to be dead. And they say weddings aren't fun. I drag my gaze towards the man seated in the driver's seat just a few inches away from me. He sits there composed and unruffled, an effortless control radiating off him like he hadn't just hurled me on his shoulder and out of the church like a caveman seconds ago. There was no denying the fact that the man beside me was the most painstakingly gorgeous man I had ever seen. His chiselled jaw, sharp cheekbones and tousled dark hair framed a face that belonged on the statue of a Greek god. But that still didn't give him the r
Nikolai Volkov “Papa” Kira's excited squeal hits me before I see her. She runs up to me, wrapping her tiny arms around my leg like a vine. It's a habit she's developed recently and one I planned on breaking - eventually. Her small, chubby face beams up at me, and her eyes sparkle with the kind of joy that I've become immune to. I let out a breath, resting my head on her curls. “What are you doing here Kira? You're supposed to be with Lydia” Kira giggles, clearly missing the annoyance in my tone. She's made a habit of escaping her nanny at every little opportunity since we got back from Russia. It was a habit that was becoming increasingly worrisome, considering she was a five-year-old child who thought that every opportunity should be seized to play hide and seek. Shaking her head, she grins up at me, revealing a missing tooth that was still intact when I left this morning. I make a mental note to put a hundred-dollar bill under her pillow tonight because the last thi
Ava I hardly get any sleep throughout the night. Each time my eyes fluttered shut, Nikolai’s face would emerge from the darkness, just inches from mine, the words he said yesterday lingering in the space between our barely touching lips. I had spent the majority of the night reminiscing about the events of my botched birthday turned wedding day trying to make sense of my current situation. Letting out a disgruntled groan, I turn away from the harsh rays of sunlight streaming in from my windows. Everything was so confusing. My entire life had changed. Everything I knew had been ripped out from under my feet and without an anchor, I had come crashing down into a pile of confusion and uncertainty. Nothing about my life felt real anymore. In the last twenty-four hours, I had gone from birthday girl to wife-to-be, and now I was married to a man whom I barely knew anything about and trapped in his house. Could my life get any worse? The low rumble of my stomach forces me out o
Ava The walls of Nikolai's office are cloaked in a deep charcoal that blends seamlessly into the dark wood design, creating an intense atmosphere. The shelves are filled with all kinds of books, new and old, all turned to the spine. The books are arranged in such precise colour coordination that they look a bit too perfect. The space is much bigger than I expected it to be and I'm almost consumed by its vastness. A large mahogany desk stands at the centre of it all, polished to a gleam with neatly stacked papers arranged on each side, and not a single paper document out of place. A sleek black leather chair stands just behind the desk, its high back giving off an air of authority against the soft glow of the crystal chandelier above the room. Nikolai occupies the chair, matte-framed glasses perched on the bridge of his nose as his pen moves frantically over a document, his brows furrowing in concentration. In the last twenty minutes I've been seated opposite this man
Ava "No" The word tumbles out of my mouth in a rapid fit. I shoot out from my chair, instinctively stepping away from him. A wave of disgust trickles up my spine before sinking its claws around my throat. "No?" Nikolai’s voice is deceptively soft, but his eyes flash with a dangerous intensity as he leans back against his desk. You would think he had never heard the word before with the way he was looking at me. "No" I repeat, firmer this time. "I will not help you kill my father. My God, what is wrong with you? I mean, I knew you were insane, but this? This is a whole new level, even for the likes of you." He leans back against his desk, watching me. He remains annoyingly calm, unfazed by my reaction. "Your father isn't the man you think he is.", My brows furrow as I try to read his expression"What's that supposed to mean?" He steps closer and runs a hand along his jaw, "Your father has blood on his hands, Solnishko, Russian blood to be exact." My shoulders stiffen,
Ava. The devil is real. And he is not a little red man with horns and a fork for a tongue. No, he can be beautiful. A fact I think most people forget. Nikolai was the devil in this scenario, and much like the actual devil, he was the ruler of my personal version of hell. He consumes my thoughts as l lay in bed, tangled in the sheets, our conversation from hours ago - if you could consider it that- replay in my mind. My thoughts drift back to his request in his office and I feel a knot tighten in my stomach at the memory. It was already dark outside, the cool glow of the moon slipped in through my window, casting a dim light across my bedroom floor. I had spent the last couple of hours locked up in here, trying to rid myself of the anger that had now turned to confusion that still burned brightly within me. Nikolai was accusing my father of murdering his brother who just so happened to be Kira's biological father. He wanted revenge for the blood my father spilled and he wa
Ava “Interesting” Kat hums to herself the next day when I tell her what happened with Kira. I shoot her a questioning look and arch my left brow, “What's so interesting about it?” We were currently lazing about by the pool which is something you wouldn't expect two adults to be doing on a Monday afternoon. Kat had insisted that a pool day was what we needed to solidify our bond in best friend-in-lawhood - her words, not mine- and I was too much of a people pleaser to refuse and just sort of went with it. “What is so interesting about it is that Kira doesn't just crawl into bed with anyone after having a nightmare. She only prefers it when Nikolai consoles her and the fact that she went to your room after one is just… odd.” I kick my feet against the water as I listen to her. “There was nothing odd about it.” I tell her, “Nikolai wasn't home, and I just so happened to be the only one awake. I'm sure if she knew that you were awake too she would've gone to you and Ivan’s roo
Nikolai “I need a cell new phone” Ava announces on a sunny afternoon, three days after our last encounter in my office. She looks down at me, determination filling her gaze as she makes her request. I hadn't expected Ava to willingly enter the same room as me after our last encounter. Yet there she was, standing across from me, the sunlight streaming in from the window casting the perfect glow on her silhouette from just the right angle. To say I was surprised to see her again in my office would be an understatement, to say the least, but then again what is life if not full of unexpected surprises and Ava standing before me, dressed in a little red top that hugged her figure, partnered with a pair of black jeans that accentuated her curves would be the most unexpected surprise of the century. We've barely seen each other since our last encounter, and I had convinced myself she was running away from me or, at the very least, avoiding me. I guess I was wrong on both accounts b
Ava "Nikolai" I cry out, just as his phone buzzes in the back pocket of his pants. His lips seers a path of burning kisses into my skin, down my neck and my back nearly arches off the door when nips at my collarbone. One of my legs is slung over his hip and my dress is bunched over my waist as he grips the back of my thigh in one hand, his thumb rubbing slow circles against my skin. "Don't stop", I practically beg, tilting my head back against the door and allowing his lips to work my skin. We are both panting and his erection is pressing desperately against the inside of my thigh, seeking friction. Everything about the way he's touching me sets my entire body ablaze, and I'm mildly aware that his jacket is somewhere on the floor, right beside the little dignity I had when I stepped into his house. His hot breath fans my skin as his lips find the sensitive spot just below my ear, sending shivers down my spine. He rolls his pelvis against my clit, and a sigh of pleasure escapes m
Ava I insist on saying goodbye to Tatiana before we leave. As you would expect Nikolai isn't exactly thrilled at my need to be polite but I tell him that it's rude to leave without at least saying goodbye to the bride and groom Tatiana smiles when she sees us approaching, her expression a one of excitement and pleasant surprise. "Ava," She chortles, standing up from her seat beside her new husband and smoothing a hand down the front of her dress. Even after hours of festivities and celebrations, Tatiana still manages to look as beautiful as ever, rocking that radiant glow all brides seem to possess during their wedding. Except you're me of course. While Tatiana had spent the earlier hours of the evening floating effortlessly around the hall with her groom in hand, greeting close family and friends, I spent my time trying to recall the face of one single guest who attended my wedding. I couldn't. Tatiana was surrounded by people she loved on her big day, while I was surrounded by
Ava “Fucking finally”, Nikolai growls roughly as he grips my face, angling me towards him. His lips slam against mine, hot and utterly consuming. It takes me a moment to recover from the initial force, but when I do, I turn putty in his arms. He pries my lips apart with his tongue then slides it against mine with one quick flick that sends a shiver down my spine. My hand goes to his waist, gripping the edge of his jacket as I tug him closer. My body moves completely on instinct, shutting down all thoughts and pressing myself against him. Nikolai groans low in his throat and a pang of need twists in my gut. His hand moves to the front, sliding between my breasts with deliberate intent until he finds my neck. His fingers wrap around my throat, squeezing firmly but not too hard to hurt A whimper crawls up my throat and my body shudders in response. Until Nikolai, I never thought that I'd be the kind of girl who enjoyed mild choking or any form of choking for that matter, but there's
Ava I'm so fucking stupid. Blood pounds in my ears as my encounter with Faina just moments ago replays over and over in my mind like an endless loop. Tonight I was determined to avoid my husband. Stay away. That was the plan. But apparently plans mean nothing when I let my emotions get in the way. Seeing him with Faina had awakened something inside me. It's one thing to know that they both shared something in the past but it's another to see them so close together. Jealousy claws at my chest, sharp and unrelenting like a knife, twisting until I can't breathe. I hate this. I hate that I care when I know I shouldn't. Throughout the ceremony, I pretended not to notice his heavy gaze watching me. It didn't matter how hard I tried to avoid him; I could always feel him watching me, and for some reason, knowing he wasn't too far away made my heart thump faster in my chest in a way that infuriated me. Images of the way Faina looked up at him flashed in my mind. They'd been so close; h
Nikolai I'm unable to pull my gaze away from my wife throughout the entire ceremony whereas she has no trouble avoiding my gaze. Even now, at the reception, she flits around the room like a vision, effortlessly charming everyone she encounters. Everyone loves her, even Tatiana's grandmother which is a rare occurrence. The old hag hardly takes a liking to anyone but she can't seem to not laugh at everything my wife says. To be honest I can't blame her. We're supposed to be doing the charming together but my wife drifted off my arm the moment we stepped into the chapel and hasn't spoken to me since. She's still angry about our conversation in the car, and to be honest, her little avoidance trick is getting old. I miss my wife, and yes, I'll admit, I shouldn't have listened to her that night. I knew it then, and I know it now, but I'd come out from my bedroom hoping to get a glass of water from the kitchen when I heard her. At first, I thought I'd imagined it, but then it happened a
Ava Today's episode of awkward car rides with Ava features Nikolai, my very sexy, very scary-looking husband who, with a single glance, has the ability to unravel me from the inside out. It's been five minutes since we left the house and my body still hums with delight at the memory of his lips pressing against the back of my neck like he only just did it. I'd been shocked, to say the least, when it happened, but immediately, I felt if the brush of his lips against my skin, any resolve I had evaporated into thin air. I steal a glance at him, admiring his sharp jawline and the way his shoulders flex beneath the fabric of his tux. He looks extremely good today and it took everything inside me not to maul him when I saw him standing outside my bedroom. "Are you okay?" I blink once then twice, trying to regain my composure while simultaneously hoping he hadn't noticed me ogling him. Nikolai decided to drive us to Tatiana's wedding. His hands grip the steering wheel with the kind of c
Nikolai I can't stop thinking about my wife. Her hands on my body, the way her skin flushed with desire when she saw me get on my knees before her in the kitchen. How she looked desperate for my touch. I never considered myself the kind of man who got down on his knees for his lover, but for her, I found myself wanting to worship every inch of her. This need I had burning inside me whenever she was near was maddening. She controls me in ways I'm sure she hasn't even discovered yet. Sure, I've slept with other women, but never in my twenty-nine years on this planet did I ever consider ruining a woman the way I want to ruin my wife. I want to dirty her up, watch her beg, hear her moan my name until she can't take it anymore. I want to break down every wall she has, stripping her bare from the carefully crafted armour she wore around her heart. I need her raw, vulnerable, and craving me the same way I crave her. I spent last night wondering what would've happened if my daughter h
AvaI want him.The realization dawns on me as I lie in bed hours later staring at the ceiling of my bedroom like it holds all the answers to the questions running through my mind.The air conditioner hums softly in the far corner of the room, cool air spilling in from its vents. My room isn't hot by any means but yet a single bead of sweat rolls down my temple, a testament to the inferno burning deep inside my chest as the weight of my thoughts bear down on me, too heavy to ignore. After my little self-pep talk in the kitchen, I slipped into my bedroom where I’d been for the last couple of hours.The events of this afternoon with Nikolai in the kitchen still haunt my mind, and as much I wish I could keep myself in check around him, every semblance of self-control I possess goes fluttering out the window the second he spares me a glance.I turn over, clutching the pillow tightly to my chest. It's dark outside, and if I had to guess, it's probably a little after ten. I didn't bother
Ava You learn a lot about yourself the first time your five-year-old stepdaughter is about to catch you spread out on the kitchen counter with her father on his knees between your legs, Seconds away from eating you out. For instance, I learned how many seconds it takes for me to shove my husband away while simultaneously yanking down my dress and hopping off the kitchen counter all the while pretending that nothing out of the ordinary had taken place. In total, It takes me five seconds. Nikolai falls back on his ass a few feet behind me, laughter bubbling up his throat as he watches my frantic state. “Shut up” I snap, my voice barely above a hiss as I tug my dress down, desperately trying to smooth over the fabric with my hands. “Relax, Solnyshko” Nikolai says, his voice infuriatingly calm. How he can be so calm when his daughter is seconds away from walking in on us? I have no idea. How did we get here? The last thing I remember is wanting to talk to him, but then he kissed me