The dad was right. Sooner or later, Amanda would become Radit's wife. No matter how much they delayed it, the outcome would still be the same.
There wasn't much to prepare since the atmosphere at Yuda's luxurious house was still filled with mourning. Earlier this evening, the middle-aged man breathed a sigh of relief as the doctor had permitted him to go home. That’s why tonight, all the extended family was gathered to hear the important news that would take place the next day.
"That's great, Yuda. We fully support Radit getting married," chimed in one of the relatives in the living room.
"Yes, Ayra won’t lose love and care because her aunt will take over raising her."
There were countless more words of encouragement received by Yuda, making Amanda's father even more confident in the decision. Meanwhile, the two soon-to-be newlyweds were having a private discussion in the backyard, choosing a quieter spot so others wouldn’t overhear.
"Listen, Radit. Our status only applies on paper. Don’t ever hope for anything more," Amanda warned her ex-brother-in-law, who was also her soon-to-be husband. "I’m doing this just to please my dad. Afterward, I’ll find a way to get divorced. Period."
"I understand," Radit quickly replied.
"After we’re married, I don’t want to have anything to do with you. Everything is just for Ayra," Amanda stressed, leaving Radit to nod in agreement again.
Amanda was about to issue another threat but stopped when she heard footsteps approaching. She immediately clamped her mouth shut.
"What are you two talking about? Getting close to each other already?" asked a middle-aged woman, who was Amanda’s father’s cousin.
"No, nothing like that," Amanda denied, forcing a smile. "Just discussing some important points."
"Well, it’s okay. You’ll be husband and wife soon anyway," the woman chuckled softly. "Remember, Radit, to treat Amanda well even though she and Dinda are sisters. And Amanda, be a good wife and mother to Ayra."
Amanda only responded with a short hum. Deep inside, she felt trapped, as if this marriage was adding even more weight to her already burdened life.
Unlike most couples about to get married, neither Amanda nor Radit showed even the slightest hint of happiness on their faces.
Sadness swept over Amanda as she glanced at a framed photo of herself and Dinda. It felt like she was betraying her sister by marrying the same man.
"You’re beautiful," praised the makeup artist who had just finished enhancing Amanda’s look. "What do you think? Is there anything missing?"
The woman in her ivory white kebaya weakly shook her head. "No matter how I look, the outcome remains the same."
"Sorry, I was just trying to help."
"It’s okay," Amanda said with a faint smile.
"I can only pray you’ll find happiness. There are plenty of cases like yours where everything turns out fine."
Amanda didn’t respond to the statement. Instead, she stared at her phone, which had been silent since last night. Tears streamed down her face when she saw a picture of her boyfriend.
"Could you leave? I want to be alone," Amanda hinted at the makeup artist to leave the room.
"All right. I’ll go now."
"André!" Amanda struggled to hold back her sobs as she saw his name appear on the phone screen.
"Babe, are you okay? Sorry I can’t make it to Medan yet to meet your dad again. It just feels off to bring up our wedding plans with your family still in mourning."
"Yeah."
"Hey, are you all right?"
"Yeah, I’m fine. I have to go now."
CLICK!
Just as Amanda ended the call, she noticed Radit standing at the door. She had no idea how long he’d been there.
"What?" Amanda asked with a look that didn’t betray any guilt. After all, she had warned him earlier that their relationship meant nothing to her.
"I haven’t asked about the dowry yet. Sorry," Radit finally said.
Amanda laughed bitterly, treating his comment as a joke. "Whatever. I don’t care."
Radit nodded slightly before turning away and leaving the woman who would soon be his wife.
The long-anticipated moment arrived—though only eagerly awaited by Yuda, who was determined to see Amanda and Radit married. For the two of them, it marked the beginning of their misery.
With just a single statement of consent during the ceremony, they were now officially husband and wife. Wishes of congratulations and blessings poured in for the couple, with everyone hoping they would live happily ever after.
"Amanda!" called out Yuda firmly yet softly. His beautiful daughter turned to him. "Show respect to Radit! Why are you just standing there?"
Amanda hesitated but then turned to Radit, who now stood directly in front of her. Reluctantly, she extended her hand to him, bowing her head to place her forehead against the back of his hand.
As for Radit? The man, who had only been a widower for over a week, gently kissed the top of Amanda’s head.
CLICK! CLICK!
Camera flashes captured the moment between them. The status that once labeled them as in-laws had officially transformed into husband and wife in an instant.
There was no extravagant celebration, unlike most weddings. Only close family and neighbors were invited. What mattered was that everyone knew Radit had now "moved up."
"By the way, where’s Ayra?" asked Yuda to his wife.
"Wait a moment. She was sleeping earlier. Let me check inside," Ayra’s mother replied before heading off. Shortly after, she returned with a small baby girl in her arms.
"From now on, you’re not just Ayra’s aunt—you’re her mother now."
Amanda merely responded with a glance at little Ayra, her stepdaughter, who could only respond with cries. Of course, at just one month old, she was too young to remember her biological mother.
Looking at Ayra’s face, which resembled Dinda’s, Amanda’s tears began to fall uncontrollably.
"Ayra," she whispered, gently touching the tiny hand.
Her heart warmed as the little one gripped her finger tightly. The baby gazed at her intently.
"This is Mama Amanda, Ayra. You have a new mom now," Ayra’s mother said with a smile, watching Amanda deep in thought. "Let Mama Amanda take care of Ayra tonight. You and Radit must be exhausted after today."
Ah, of course. Amanda suddenly remembered what lay ahead—tonight was their first night together. No, Radit wouldn’t try anything, not when they had made their agreement beforehand, right?
A knock at the door interrupted Amanda as she was drying her hair. She quickly moved to the door and found Radit standing there.
"Dinda?"
Amanda’s eyes widened in shock as she heard that name.
“Are you drunk?”Amanda took a step back as her husband’s body moved closer. Fortunately, she had locked the door earlier. If not, someone might have come in or peeked into their room, especially with a few relatives still staying over.“Dinda.”“I’m Amanda!!”The voice made Radit shake his head weakly. Especially when he blinked slowly and saw the face of his late wife.“Sorry,” he said apologetically. “I was just—”“Quick, change your clothes! I don’t like that smell,” Amanda snapped, pushing his hand away so he would leave her alone.Believe me. There was a small pain that pinched her chest. Amanda chuckled softly, mocking herself for still not believing that she and Radit were officially husband and wife.“Manda?”Amanda quickly wiped away the disappointment in her heart and said, “You can sleep on the sofa, right? Dadang changed it to a bigger one this afternoon. It’ll fit you.”Radit nodded slowly. “Sorry about earlier, Manda.” Amanda stayed silent, returning to adjust herself i
Radit chose to pull over the car he was driving right in the rest area on the right side of the toll road. Not wanting the situation to turn even more heated. Evidently, at this time the two women who stared at each other fiercely quickly broke their eye contact."Take a break for a while. I want to have coffee. Maybe you and Manda want to go to the toilet too."Her mother nodded quickly. "I'll give you some tea at the same time, Radit.""Yes, mom." After saying that, the middle-aged woman quickly left the car. She didn't care about Amanda who was still silent. Radit took the initiative to get out and open the door for a woman who hadn't even been his wife for 24 hours."I'm sorry.""No need to apologize. My ears get hot listening to you say the same thing over and over again," Amanda snorted with a sour face."Yes, yes. Just be patient, Manda. Mom does like to be snappy. She's nice. The proof is that she can melt with Dinda." Amanda just roll
Radit's steady nod of his head made all the customers in the stall fall silent instantly. After that, they looked at Amanda with an incredulous look."What's wrong?" Radit asked later. "There's no rule that says a man whose wife dies needs time to remarry, right?" Suddenly they shook their heads in unison. Radit smiled and finished paying for the food he ordered. Initially, the atmosphere in the beautiful house belonging to Radit's family heritage seemed quiet after lunch. The mother chose to rest in the room. Meanwhile, the two married couples were still at the dining table."Not even a sink?" Amanda chuckled with a dismissive look on her face. Radit responded with a casual nod. Inevitably grabbed the cutlery they had just used. "Let me show you the bathroom. Just in case you want to pee or something. Help me wash the dishes too.""Teach your wife to clean up, Dit, don't be a spoiled brat from the city!"
"Manda!" The voice just now was ignored by the owner of the name. She continued to pace until she came to a halt at the doorway of the room. Hindered by Radit's tall strapping body who was already there."No need to explain. I know!" Amanda snapped, making her husband's tense face disappear in an instant."Thank you. I'm sorry that we have to stay here a little longer. Mom only lives alone. I don't want her to suffer from a lot of thoughts later," Radit explained at length. He glanced at the towel draped over Amanda's right shoulder. "Let me take you. You must not be used to bathing in this condition." Radit's words were true. Amanda took another step until she passed her mother-in-law who was serving dinner."Radit is my son. He will choose his mother.""Mom," scolded Radit who felt bad."Never mind. Hurry up and accompany your pampered wife. I am hungry." Ningsih threw her hands in the air to stop Radit from contradicting her. Here the two w
The woman named Arini stared intently at Amanda's brown eyes. Trying to convince herself that the rumors she had heard were not true. Unfortunately, a nod from the other person quickly destroyed the hope that had been established."Yes. I'm his wife," Amanda muttered later. The look of disappointment on Arini's face was obvious. "Why?""No." The atmosphere became awkward instantly. Luckily a few seconds later Radit appeared with Bu Ningsih. Arini immediately put on her usual cheerful face."Why didn't you come here first, Arini? You know my aunt prepared the food. There's only tea," said Ningsih with a smile.Arini shook her head slowly. She sipped the tea that was served to her. "I didn't stay long, Mom. I just stopped by to give you some souvenirs. You went to Medan yesterday, right?"
"How many times do I have to tell you, huh?! What time is it already?" The shrill voice just now managed to snatch Radit's wild mind. The man hurriedly finished his shower. Even so with Amanda who was now changing clothes."Already?" asked Radit in a slight whisper. His wife nodded slowly with a face that seemed to be holding back annoyance. Now both of them came out of the bathroom and immediately received a sharp look from Ningsih. The middle-aged woman looked at them in surprise."You guys... bathing together?""Yes, mom. What's wrong with that? It's also husband and wife. Is there something wrong?" Radit asked back. His mother shook her head quickly. Radit then quickly pulled Amanda's arm to hurry to the
["Yes. We're even home now."] The voice on the other side made Radit breathe a sigh of relief. How could he not? The wound of loss due to the departure of the late Dinda was still very tight in the chest. Especially hearing bad news about his daughter. His world could have collapsed instantly.["I'm sorry. Daddy panicked so he immediately informed you. It turns out Ayra only has a fever due to the effects of immunization this afternoon."] There was a scolding sound afterward. Of course, it was Tiara who protested the careless attitude of the middle-aged man. Now Amanda and Radit turned to each other silently. Both of them kept a calm feeling after getting enlightenment from the married couple.["It's good that Ayra is okay. Please take care of her. Manda and I are on our way home."] Radit also handed over the cell phone he was holding just now to the master. Then returned his focus to the steering wheel again."That's all right. I'll hang up f
Early in the morning, the whole room had been stirred up by the sound of Ayra's crying. Meanwhile, the two adults there continued to argue."You're the one sleeping like the dead. If Ayra could talk, she would defend me. You suck!" snapped Amanda, trying to calm the tiny baby in her arms.Radit snorted softly. "I apologize. I swear. I can't hear your voice.""Excuse me. You talk too much. Just one night has proven to be a failure.""Hey! You're not used to it." Radit was still defending himself. "Maybe she's thirsty so she keeps crying." Amanda squinted her eyes. She gave Radit a chin gesture to look at the bottle of milk in the crib."She refused. Didn't pee either. I don't know," she moaned almost in frustration."Here, sweetheart. I will carry you, okay?"&n
At first, Radit, who was already an acute pussycat to Amanda, was very worried when he saw the person in front of them at this time. However, his worries slowly disappeared after witnessing how his woman no longer wanted to avoid him."What's the beautiful child's name?" Amanda asked with a smile.The one-year-old baby girl on her mother's lap squirmed a little. Then she smiled and looked embarrassed."My name is Aulia, Auntie."It was Tisa, the mother, who answered the question just now. Shortly thereafter Amanda stretched out her hand and was greeted with a peck by the baby. Making Ayra, who had been sitting quietly in her baby chair, suddenly rebel. The behavior of the future sister of Amanda's twins became the attention of the adults around her."My mom!!" screeched Ayra with ey
For the past day, Amanda had been mumbling to herself in her room. The beautiful woman only came out to fill her stomach or occasionally see how Ayra was doing. Of course, she was still upset that her husband left without inviting her. Even though what Radit said earlier was true. He would probably be exhausted because of their very busy activities until the evening. Even so, Amanda's little heart didn't accept it. So she was pouting now. "Just come in. It's not locked," said Amanda, looking at herself in the mirror. A few seconds later Ningsih appeared, carrying Ayra who was already asleep. Her mother-in-law entered and laid her granddaughter down on the bed."Me and Tiara are going out. Ayra is with you first." Amanda immediately winced. Why didn't they want to invite her too? Or at least make small talk. "Where are you going, Mom?""Tiara asked to be accompanied to the supermarket. To buy some fruits," Ningsih answered. "Ayra will be left alone if you c
Amanda reflexively widened her eyelids when she felt pain in her abdomen. Radit also realized that his daughter had woken up."Mom!!""Yes, sweetheart. Why did you hit my hand anyway? You hit your mom's stomach too." Radit grumbled while looking at his wife."It's okay," said Amanda who then sat down. Then she smiled at Ayra who was already pouting. "What's wrong with your child, why are you hitting him again? You said you loved him too, why is that, hmm?""My mom!"The little girl gave her daddy a sharp look. As if to tell him that Amanda only belonged to him. While now Radit is only a listener to the two mothers and children who started talking.Now in her soft voice, Amanda explained that Ayra's attitude was wrong just now. There was no raised tone or annoyance caught on the face of his beautiful wife. Making Radit even more amazed at his woman."Next time talk nicely, dear," Amanda said, to which Ayra nodded in return. "Try saying sorry to daddy. You were already beating too. You
"What's wrong with you? Your pregnant wife is stressing you out. What do you want, huh?" Radit shook his head slowly with his head bowed. He did not dare to look at the mother's face who was nagging him. While Tiara was only silent while looking at the two in turn."I'm just worried about her," Radit said in a soft voice. "I never thought that Manda would be pregnant with twins. That's very risky." Yes. It wasn't that Radit wasn't happy, but the worry he had was more than anything at the moment. Bad memories of his previous wife's death began to dance in his head.Seeing his anxious face, Mrs. Ningsih chuckled softly and pulled out a chair so that she and Radit were now facing each other. One hand touched the shoulder of her only child. "Let go of what has happened. I know that you're afraid that Manda will experience something similar to what happened last time, right?" she asked, to which Radit quickly agreed. "Everything is out of our control as humans, D
"There's not just one doctor. There are many choices and I think... this is the best. He's also more pro-normal labor." Radit said with a smile. He was no longer angry because the topic of Dinda had come up again, even though it wasn't intentional. "That's it then," Amanda said later."Or do you already have your own choice of doctor, hem?" asked Radit as he slowed down his vehicle.Amanda shook her head quickly in response. "I haven't been back here for a long time. So it's up to you where we go.""Who knows if there are suggestions from friends or colleagues on social media," Radit muttered."Not really. My only friend was Tisa and now I'm too lazy to get close to anyone. Besides, I already have a husband and children. That's enough for me." The statement just now made Radit realize that the woman beside him had been introverted for a long time. Even when she was with the late Dinda, Amanda seemed indifferent. She never showed a friendly attitude towards e
Something was off. That's what Amanda concluded now. She could not ask Radit because the atmosphere was not favorable. Moreover, Ayra began to whine because she wanted to be on her lap."Yes already. Just a minute, honey," Radit said to his daughter. He began to pull the vehicle over and then got out of the car."MOMMY!" Ayra was already impatient. Her hands and feet were busy thrashing. Making Tiara who held her a little overwhelmed. For a few seconds, the little girl smiled when the papa took over and put her body where she wanted."How is it, honey? Are you comfortable?" Radit asked after moving Amanda's seat back. Leaving a little distance so that his beautiful wife's legs could move more freely. "Already," Amanda replied casually. Then Radit returned to driving the car as before. Meanwhile, Ayra already looked happy to be on her mama's lap."Ma?""Yes, sweetheart. Let's go back to Medan," Amanda said with a smile. Throughout the trip, her
"Yes. One moment!" Amanda finally spoke up as well so that the people out there were no longer busy calling out. The beautiful woman looked nervous because she was confused about what to do. While Radit watched with an annoying smile."Honey, hey," called Radit who quickly tucked some of Amanda's hair behind her ear. Then gently wiped the beads of sweat that remained on the beautiful face. "Calm down first. Don't panic. What are you afraid of, hem?"Amanda chuckled. "Grandma and the others are here, Radit. Look at us! Still disheveled like this.""Yes, dear. I know. There's no need to panic so much. Don't forget that we are a legally married couple," Radit explained that it was true. "Whatever it is ... the important thing is I don't want to look like this.""Okay, okay. I'll take you to the bathroom," Radit muttered later."What's with the sheets? It's dirty."Radit nodded. He put on his pants and top with a taxing motion. Then his hands moved quickly to pull each end o
Radit did not answer the question immediately. The man published a smile for his guilt-ridden wife. Then pulled her arm gently to erode the distance created between them. "There's nothing to regret, honey," whispered Radit, who was hugging his wife from the side. Inevitably landing a soft peck on his woman's temple. "Ayra is still small. She doesn't understand that soon she will have a younger sibling.""That's exactly it, Radit. I don't want her to feel rivaled."Radit tightened his embrace again until he could feel Amanda's bouncy stomach. "Hey, don't be afraid of that. Our children will not lack love. God is never wrong in determining the destiny of His servants." Their conversation no longer continued because Amanda had yawned several times. Even so, Radit also decided to fall asleep next to his wife. Now the small family is compactly sleeping together on the bed where Ayra is on the far left side. No one can guess who woke up first between them. Even no
What her grandmother said was also proven. It had only been three days since Radit left, and Amanda was already feeling homesick. The beautiful former model sighed when she saw the clouds outside. It must be a bad signal and make her unable to meet via video call with her husband. Since expressing their feelings for each other, the love in their hearts has only grown. This is the risk especially when they are in a long-distance relationship.Amanda smiled and shook her head as she realized she was in love. Until a knock on the door made her quickly straighten her back."There are a lot of packages arriving, Nda," she reported, pointing at the door. "Your husband intended to make a surprise but instead he's being a nuisance. It's embarrassing!"Amanda blinked her eyes. "What's up, Grandma? Did Radit send something?""Yes," said her grandmother quickly. "He didn't know the address of this house. But the package says the village head's house. See for yourself!"