Sarah“How is he doing?” Ava asked as I entered the kitchen. She was sitting on one of the aisle stools, a cup in front of her. “Better,” I replied, dumping the content in my hand into the sink. “He has added some weight, which is good. But Ryder still wants to keep him under bedrest for a while longer.”Ava nodded in understanding but I could see she was preoccupied with something else.“And Ryder?” she asked absentmindedly.I arched a brow at her tone, leaning against the counter for support. When I said nothing, she looked up, her eyes searching mine.“What? I don't have an issue with Ryder. I love him… he is helping you and keeping us safe.”Her sarcasm wasn't lost on me. Ava had no love for Ryder and she couldn't be bothered to hide it. But recently, she has been civil when their path crossed, so I figured I could give her a break.I let out a long sigh, balancing my weight awkwardly on an empty stool. “He is stuck in bed with Alim, watching over the boy like a hawk. I'm glad I
SarahI was out of the chair in a bolt, and headed to the door, the weight of my bump, forgotten.“Where are you going?” I heard Ava’s frantic question, before I felt her hand on my arm, pulling me. “You look pale.”“To find Nyssa.” my words came out in a whisper. I don't know why, I wasn't trying to be quiet or sound afraid.I cocked my head at her, cleared my throat to make myself audible. I don't need her to fuss over me, not now. Not when I have a madman stalking me.“I need to find Nyssa… Ask her if she has seen anything or anyone. There—”“No, no, no,” Ava interrupted me mid-sentence. “I’ll get her for you. But in the meantime, why don't you go to the sitting room and put your legs up.”“I’m capable of finding her myself,” I insisted stubbornly. My back was beginning to hurt but no one needed to know that. “I don't want to be treated as an invalid because I'm pregnant.”“No one is treating you as such. I'm only making a suggestion. The house is big and it will take time for you
RyderThe look on Sarah’s face was enough to tell me what I needed to know. Ava wasn’t lying— or paranoid like I had thought— when she came to my bedroom last night.“Wh—what are you doing here?” Sarah’s surprised voice only added to my uneasiness.“Exactly what I would love to know,” I ground out, my eyes darting between her and Zane. “Is Alim okay? Did something happen?” “Not since I left him,” I snapped, annoyed at the whole setup. Turning to a very quiet Zane, “Your Alpha asked you a question. Am I being disregarded? What is going on here?”Zane cleared his throat, his face like a mask. “I was summoned by this morning from the pack house. I just got to find out that Sarah has been receiving disturbing letters from Drako. She was suggesting—”“It's not his fault,” Sarah interrupted him. “I told the guards not to say anything to you.” — I glared at her— “You were occupied with Alim and... Alexis. I didn't want to burden you, but I needed to do something.”Rein in your anger, I cau
RyderThe meeting tonight had yielded no positive results. Instead, all the advisors had sided with Sarah and Zane, to my annoyance.What they thought was best for the pack, was never going to happen. Not when I was still the Alpha of the Stormclaw pack.But, still, I was running out of time. I had less than 48 hours to find another plan that didn't involve Sarah putting herself in danger.I kissed a sleeping Alim before I got out of bed. He was recovering fine which I was grateful to the goddess for. But he was still wary of me. Pauline had assured me everything would be fine with time and I believed her.Draping my nightrobe, I left the room quietly, not wanting to wake Alim up.I had one more business to take care of before I called it a day. The house was quiet and dark as I made my way down the stairs.“For fuck sake!” I cursed as my feet collided with something on the floor.“Who is there?” I heard Sarah’s frightened voice. It was coming from the living room.“Sarah?”“Ryder? Y
“SarahThe attack was all Lucas’ idea. A backup plan to get you if you failed to marry him.” I heard Ryder's voice but my gaze was locked on Alexis.“The man I killed… their leader, hinted at a woman, being behind the attack.”I saw something flash through her eyes. It was too fast, I couldn't put a name to it.“Are you sure about it?” Ryder’s voice was laced with disbelief, which I found strange.Was he trying to make excuses for her? Ignoring his question, I pushed my body forward, letting my legs drop to the ground. “You owe me that much, Alexis. If you tried to kill me and failed, you owe it to me to answer my question.” I said quietly, my face barely inches away from hers.“I don't owe you anything,” her foul breath filled my nostrils.What was I expecting? That she would admit to sending rogues to kill me? That she would apologise for ruining my life? That I would find fulfilment when in her misery?I pushed my chair back and stood up. I needed to be done with this part of my
SarahI sat upright. Another painful ache above my pelvic area.“Why?”“Truthfully?” I nodded, eager to get him out of my room. “I'm doing this for the safety of our pack. Ryd—Alpha Ryder seem to have forgotten his duties to the pack… he is like a man lost in love.”Ryder wasn't in love. He felt guilt. There is a difference.“He won’t listen to reason…” his voice was low like he was ashamed of himself for talking. “He has th—this insane need to protect you, even if it means destroying the pack. And I can't sit back and let it happen.” No, you can't. You don't regard me and my existence isn't worth a dime to you, talk more of the lives of your pack members.“So… I’m not worth it?” I admit. More like an angry statement.He didn’t flinch nor bat an eyelid, which annoyed me the more. “You suggested it… didn’t you?” His cold eyes mocked me. “I’m only granting you what you asked for… or are you having a change of heart?”I swallowed. “No.”“Good. I have got a plan already laid out.”I lis
RyderIf I could ask for one thing right now, it would be the chance to go back in time and correct my mistakes.That night with Alexis was a mistake.Trusting her father was a mistake.Hurting Sarah and pushing her away was a mistake.Too many mistakes made already. And I was about to make another if I let Sarah have her way.I had stayed awake last night and yet, I could only come up with the lamest plan, involving the one person I hated and couldn't even afford to trust.I paused on the front steps, taking in deep breaths before uncorking my water bottle and gulping down.“Where have you been?” A voice startled me.A shadow emerged and the light from the porch cast a warm glow on my unexpected companion.It was Ava.I cocked my head at her in confusion. Her question was unexpected, bizarre even. Slowly, I continued my ascent to the front porch, ignoring her.She blocked my path. “She is gone.” Flatly.What was she talking about? And why was she waiting for me, out here in the fark
Ryder My lips quivered with disgust. “Tell me again, Zane, when did you come up with this speech?”“This isn't a speech. For the safety and growth of this pack, it is in everyone's best interest that you step aside for someone more capable to take responsibility.”I laughed, although it held no humour, it held traces of my anger. “Everyone? Who have you been talking to?”“Everyone… including the people of this land who you seem to have so confidently forgotten about, because of your heart. Tell me, Ryder, is she truly worth it?”I clenched my fists, fighting to keep my anger on hold. “You think I’d risk everything for her if she wasn’t?”Zane took a step closer, his eyes narrowing. “Love isn’t enough to lead a pack. You need to be able to make tough decisions without letting your heart cloud your judgment.”I did that once and where did it land me? Right here, in this mess. But I couldn't blame Zane. He knew nothing about it.Still, I won't let him tear my pack apart because of ignor